#vent but not really

[feralbeeast]

x.x so, I have more selfies and lewds that I took earlier this week but I've been super self conscious and my body dismorphia has been spiking.. i'm curious how many of my followers and mutuals actually want to see me post myself or if y'all just want the regular reblogs :b

if enough people are interested I'll post more 🖤

#feralbeeast ramble #me #dms and asks are open 🖤 #who wants to see? #my pics #nonbinary #vent but not really #pansexual #polyam #queer #enby #nsft #self conscious

[atomicannihilator]

i dont want to live like this anymore

alts

#yugioh #ryou bakura #yami bakura #yugioh bakura #dark bakura #ryou yugioh #tw gore #gore #cw gore #blood #yugioh ryou #ms paint #my art #my artwork #yu gi oh #cw: gore #vent but not really #ok to rb #okay to reblog

[jupitercl0uds]

do i actually dislike my friends or is it the mental illness??? are they really being hateful or am i just exaggerating??? is my brain making up lies about them or am i just saying all this because i cant accept the truth???

#spouting to the void #vent but not really

[iwanttobepersephone]

Lol when your mom is making a grocery list and she's asking you what you want Tor breakfast and she's picking apart all your options like "that doesn't have any carbs" or "that's not a complete meal" and then she's saying like "no you can't just eat dinner you have to eat atleast breakfast too I'm making that decision for you" like momma I'm perfectly fine without breakfast and lunch but your interrogating me about it is making me cry please stop and just let me eat muffins

#rambles #vent #vent but not really #you can reblog this tho

[c-sharpp]

UGH I JUST FINISHED CRYING AND NOW MY HEAD HURTS, AND IM REALLY DIZZY WTF.

GUYS I MIGHT BE DYING, I FEEL REALLY FAINT.

#my head huuuurts #im dizzy #im cryin #vent but not really #im exhausted #and dying

[aloof-isayla]

yk i am very excited for the fun things i have planned this weekend but i also have more responsibilities this weekend so it's stupid overwhelming and I just don't wanna sleep cause then the work is here.

#spilled thoughts #vent but not really #complaining #ugh i hate sleep #but like i dont wanna say i dont like sleep cause i finally got to a point where im not staying awake for hours simply cause i cant sleep #so i dont wanna hurt sleeps feelings and make him leave again :/

[clayexists]

Silly lil doo dad

#clayexists #fursona #vent but not really #uhhhhhhhh #yo mama #idk what the song is called #I posted this on TikTok

[deadgirl-bunnydoll]

Does it ever get better

#just girly things #girlblogger #rotting in my room #female #female hysteria #girl interrupted syndrome #im going insane #im rotting #mental illness #vent but not really #silly girl #blehhh #im dead #im just a girl #i give up

[unnamed-proxy]

“Am I posting about this character too much, do people think I’m annoying for this, should I try to have more variety??? Fuck I should stop talking about this guy” and then it’s a character I’ve posted art of like, maybe 4 times

#vent but not really #I’m just paranoid <3 #berryboxed #proxy rambles

[stillsoyoung]

when fleabag said “i want someone to tell me what to wear in the morning” i felt that. too much maybe.

#i want someone to tell me what to wear every morning #i want someone to tell me what to eat #what to like #what to hate #what to rage about #what to listen to #what band to like #what to buy tickets for #what to joke about #what not to joke about #i want someone to tell me what to belive in #who to vote for #and who to love #and how to tell them #i think i just want someone to tell me how to live my life #fleabag #fleabag season 2 #hot priest #vent but not really #i’m rewatching fleabag can you tell #for the third time too

[possibly-astraeus]

Oh boy, big sad hello again

#mask says stuff lol #vent but not really

[feralbeeast]

Getting home at nearly midnight again 10/10 would NOT recommend

💀

#im eepy #someone knock me out or k1ll me pls thnx #feralbeeast ramble #vent but not really

[providnce]

It’s so funny how growing up, I wanted to be like my older sister so bad, and how much I really looked up to her, and whenever I find myself holding onto that sentiment, I need to remind myself:

Why would I wanna be like someone who detests her own gender, has zero stability in her life, and cruelly mocked her little sister’s trauma just for a second of her misogynistic boyfriend’s approval because she’s secretly despised her and has seen her as competition for years? (That’s me.)

She has cool tattoos I guess.

I don’t miss her. I want a relationship with her, but that’s not what either of us want.

#vent but not really #bah #time to listen to dreaming of by foals and cry my eyes out when i get home

[jupitercl0uds]

'you need to stop ignoring all your problems and acknowledge them or it'll just get worse' ☝️🤓

its called being just like sonic fr??? ig you'd never know, clearly

#spouting to the void #vent but not really #sonic the hedgehog

[butchhatred]

Like sorry mother but before you can even start CONSIDERING buying a white desk we need to get twenty cans of fabric paint and ten square meters of colorful wallpaper and paint every single piece of furniture some sort of color and put the wallpaper on them because if every single piece of furniture in my room is gonna be white im going to climb on top of the fucking water tower and go parachuting but without a parachute

#txt #vent but not really

[pissditching]

im gonna quit smoking nic once school is done i think. i kind of have like . Reasons To Live that i didn’t have when i started and the thought of these goofy ass little sticks and bars making me sick later in life scares me

#vent but not really