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wontune · 5 months
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✰ ゙ Felix [ stray kids ] lockscreens ‹‹
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torialefay · 11 days
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19 with Felix and he calls the reader “babygirl” and “angel”
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Say It Right
✨ synopsis: daddy doesn't like it when you call him anything else.
✨ word count: ~1.2k
✨ warning: SMUT, minors dni!!! 🔞
• "oh fuck lixie," you breathed out as you felt felix insert a second finger into you, warming you up.
• you felt his breathing halt before bringing his fingers to a still inside you. he craned his neck down so that he was eye level with you.
• "ah ah ah," he breathed out. "say it right, and we can keep going." you felt his fingers twitch the slightest bit inside of you, sending a jolt up your spine. he smirked, daring you to make your next move.
• you clamped your mouth shut, teasing him before wiggling yourself a bit around him, trying to get some friction to keep yourself satisfied. it only pushed felix further.
• you saw the agitation on his face grow as he brought his fingers out of you entirely. "is this really how it's gonna be, angel? you're only making it harder on yourself." he looked down at you inquisitively.
• you knew it's what he wanted to hear. but you also knew that once you said it, it was game over. you wanted to linger on every last second you could get.
• "i think i'm making it a bit harder for you too," you giggled, running your hand along your body until you reached your own core. you gently glided your fingers over the top, trying to get some of the stimulation back. felix's eyes trailed the whole time, almost salivating at the image.
• "oh babygirl," he said in a deep voice, grabbing your thighs with both hands. "you look so fucking good like that. keep going." he reached his body down so that he could kiss you.
• but this wasn't a normal, sweet kiss that you'd become accustomed to. this was something different-something primal. felix was all but pulling you into his mouth. bite after bite and lick after lick. the sensation mixed with the stimulation to your clit had you moaning.
• "oh does that feel good? tell me how good it feels," he said lowly.
• "it feels so fucking good," you strained out, head pressing deep into your pillow.
• "go faster," he instructed, eyes full of lust.
• your head began to spin at the thought. "i can't... i can't," you managed to get out.
• "let me take over then baby. give in to me," felix half-asked, half-ordered.
• you soaked it all in for a few seconds, continuing the movements until your clit was throbbing harshly.
• "okay... okay, please," you breathed out. "please."
• "please what?" felix asked with a grin, running his hand down to lay just over top of yours.
• "please daddy... god please."
• "well, since you asked nicely," he smiled, goving you a kiss on the forehead before swatting your hand from your clit and replacing it with his own.
• he quickly settled into the same pace you'd had. he knew exactly how you liked it.
• your hips began to buck up into him as he started going harder and faster, flicking his wrist each time. you couldn't help the lewd moans flowing out of you as he kept bringing you closer and closer.
• felix smiled ear to ear. "feels good, angel?" he asked cockily.
• "yes daddy," was all you could strain out.
• "mmm good girl. i think it could feel a bit better though, couldn't it?" he asked before quickly removing his hand from you. your eyes shot open as you winced at the sudden removal of stimulation.
• "ahh here we go," felix said, stroking his cock a couple of times before lining it up at your entrance. he swiveled the tip around slightly, letting himself get covered by how wet you were for him.
• "ready babygirl?" he asked before slowly inserting himself in.
• you let out a low groan at the way he felt while stretching you out. every nerve ending inside of you was lit up and this was the ksot delicious pressure you'd ever tasted.
• "oh fuck," you hiccuped as felix bottomed out inside of you.
• "mmm there we go," he said with a grunt. "you're doing so good," he praised as he slowly dragged himself back out and then inside of you again. "so fucking pretty for me," he added, watching the way your face scrunched up with his thrusts.
• you let yourself get lost in the sensation as felix began to pick up speed inside of you. you were almost in a hypnotic state as the rut of his hips started to even out.
• "want daddy to help you finish?" he groaned, panting heavily.
• "yes... yes daddy," you responded, throwing your head back and bracing yourself.
• felix's hand found its way back to your clit and steadied on the same circle it had previously. but he was relentless now, pressing harder and harder, going quicker and quicker until you thought you wouldn't be able to handle it.
• "oh fuck, oh fuck," you yelled, trying to keep yourself together as felix pounded his hips into you relentlessly all the while.
• you lost your breath as you heard him moan out from the pleasure. you clenched around him and pushed your hips down into him as much as possible. you needed all of him, but it was quickly becoming too much.
• you felt your orgasm creeping up on you. your toes began to feel tingly and your head began to feel light.
• felix noticed your slight shift. "is my babygirl gonna cum for me?" he teased.
• barely able to comprehend his question, you shut your eyes tight. "yes daddy, oh fuck," your breath hitched again. this was it. your toes began to curl as your mouth instinctively opened, ready to call out.
• "cum for daddy. cum for me right fucking now. right now baby, give it everything you've got," he demanded, pressing his hand onto you as deep as it could go and thrusting himself as far as he could reach. as if you were already over the edge.
• you felt it as the heat from your clit suddenly shot out of you. "fuck daddy, fuck fuck fuck fuck," the warm, tingly feeling running all throughout you, up into your head and making your body twitch.
• reflexively, your mouth started spewing out the only words that felt right. "don't stop, don't stop." your mind went blank as you contorted yourself around felix, riding out the high for as long as you could.
• "gonna make me cum inside of you babygirl," he warned, straining through his breath trying to keep himself from coming undone.
• you said nothing, just moved your hands to his hips to bring him closer to you, holding him down into you. he got the hint.
• a few more deep strokes and he was cursing under his breath. "oh fuck... shit... shit babygirl i'm gonna cum. you feel so fucking good."
• you were so fucked out, you could barely make out what he said. all you knew was that it felt good.
• "ah shit. fuck i'm cumming. i'm cumming. ahhhh fuck," he growled, ramming himself into you a few final times.
• once he'd finished, he slowed himself to a stop before pulling out from you.
• he laid down for a moment, sweaty but content to be lying next to you.
• "thank you baby," he breathed out. "you did so good for me." he leaned in and planted a soft kiss.
• "you did good too daddy," you teased as you nudged into him.
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gtgbabie0 · 2 months
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-Felix Catton x reader
{Felix finds you curled up in your dorm room with a terrible cold}
Enjoy my lovelies! 💕
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You’ve locked yourself up in your dorm room for what feels like weeks now, cooped up and all stuffy. It feels like you’re going stir crazy as you stare at the same four walls all day, but you know you can’t go out, not until you’ve gotten over your cold.
Felix has been ringing you nonstop and there are only so many excuses you can come up with before he starts to get a little suspicious. It’s now the third day that you’ve tried dodging his calls, texting him back with the same ‘I’ve got revising to do’ excuse and in all honesty he was starting to get fed up.
Maybe that’s why you’re not entirely surprised when he walks into your dorm room with a frown, his eyebrows pulled together as he closes the door behind him with a huff.
You lift your head up from the pillow with a soft groan, regretting giving him that spare key, before laying back down. His expression immediately softens as he walks over to the sight of you hiding your face behind your bedsheets.
“Felix… I’m busy” you mumble from behind the covers as he scoffs softly, you feel your bed dip slightly as he takes a seat beside you. His hands tug the covers away from your face as he tries to get a better look at you in your state of sickness.
You press your face against the pillows, still trying to hide yourself from his concerned gaze. “Yeah, you look really busy” he chuckles sarcastically as the back of his fingers graze against your jawline.
Winter has completely kicked your ass, despite the fact that Felix was always making sure that you were wearing the thickest of coats, wrapping you up in scarves and hats and making sure to get you warm drinks.
“Come on, look at me angel” He whispers softly, his fingers curling around your jaw. He holds your face in his hand as he tilts your head away from the pillow to look up at him.
“Why didn’t you tell me you were poorly?” He asks with a soft frown, his brown eyes full of worry. A sigh escapes your lips as his hand gently caresses your cheek. Your skin feels feverish and yet there’s a certain chill that you just can’t seem to shake.
You sniffle before sitting up with the help of Felix as he pulls the pillow up so you can rest comfortably against the headboard. “Look at the state of me… I look horrible,” you mumble with a hoarse voice, your eyes flickering down to your hands as you fiddle with a loose thread of your jumper.
Felix immediately shakes his head with a hum of disagreement. “You do not look ‘horrible’ you’re just feeling a little under the weather” he says as he presses his lips together trying to stop himself from laughing.
Your bottom lip juts out slightly as you look up at him whilst he tries to stifle the smirk that teeters at the corners of his mouth. “You’re such a shit lair… don’t laugh at me,” you say with a scratchy voice, crossing your arms over your chest.
“Alright, you look a tad rough but I wouldn’t say you look ‘horrible’” He says as you shake your head softly at the way he chuckles. You look up at him as he tucks your hair behind your ear and you can’t help but lean into the warmth of his palm.
Felix presses a kiss to your forehead, “Still my pretty girl” he whispers so sweetly that it completely melts your heart. His thumb caresses the space just under your eye as he admires you with his honeyed gaze.
His expression changes as you let out a painful cough, the soreness in the back of your throat causes your eyes to water ever so slightly. Felix soothes your back with his hand as he reaches over to your bedside table for your water bottle.
“Thank you” you mumble before taking a few small sips whilst he continues to rub your back, his palm lying flat against the back of your shoulders.
He hated this, the way your voice was so pained and how your cough sounded so croaky. The worst of it all was the look in your eyes, you seemed so exhausted.
“Just take it easy baby… you’re okay” he whispers softly as you rest your head against his shoulder with a soft huff, his hand settling against the small of your back.
He shuffles to sit beside you on the bed, resting against the headboard as he opens his arms out for you with a sweet smile. You shake your head with a sound of protest, “You can’t… you’ll get sick” you huff with a hoarse voice.
Felix doesn’t listen to your words or how your hand tries to weakly push him away, instead, he shakes his head with a smirk, “I don’t get sick.” He says with a certain confidence in his tone that makes you roll your eyes.
You glance back over to his welcoming arms, he looks so soft and warm with his jumper and loving smile that you give in and practically collapse against his chest. A soft sigh of relief escapes you as he brushes his fingers through your hair.
“Tell me next time you’re sick… I don’t mind looking after you” He whispers softly, pressing a kiss to the top of your head as his fingers idly trace patterns against your back.
He smiles to himself when you nod your head against his chest, the soft fabric of his jumper brushing against your cheek. “I will… promise” you mumble with a croaky voice, soon drifting off to sleep in his arms.
Felix would eventually wake you up with soft kisses giving you some cough medicine and food, along with vapour rub he swears is magic for your sinuses. He’d spend the next two days practically glued to your side and in all honesty you can’t complain.
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httpdwaekki · 3 months
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milky green | l.f.
summary: felix asks you to paint his nails
wc: 1.4k
warnings: nothing, just the usual, fluff w alot of pet names lol
a/n: guys, i gotta be honest, really got lost in the sauce with this one LMAO. definitely did not need to make it as long as i did but we're here now lol. i'm gonna make this a mini series w all the boys, i'm thinking hyunjin or han next. but regardless, i hope you all enjoy this one. remember to drink water, take ur meds and ur loved <3
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you were sitting in your living room, nail polishes strewn about, as you watched your boyfriend inspect each one. “woah, these are so pretty, angel.” he cooed in fascination. you giggled at his awe, “right?” he leans back, a light sage green nail polish in hand. “can i use this one?” he asks, holding it up.
“of course,” you smiled. “do you want me to paint them for you?” you ask. his eyes light up, with a smile so bright it almost blinds you. ”yes please.” he says, handing you the bottle. you set the bottle down, next to the base and top coat and grab a cuticle stick and trimmer.
“i’m gonna clean up your cuticles, if that’s okay?” you ask, putting your hand out for him. he nods eagerly, putting his left hand in yours. “what does that mean though?” he asked, confused look painted across his features. 
“so this,” you hold up the skinny wood stick, “ is called a cuticle stick.” you lay his hand on your thigh before showing him your hand. “you take it and you softly push back your cuticle.” you say, taking the stick and lightly pushing your own cuticle back.
“then, you take this,” you hold up the almost tweezer-like object, “and you trim the cuticle you just pushed back.” you explained, carefully trimmed the pushed back skin. “woah,” he carefully watches your technique. “why do you do that?” he asks.
“just makes the nail polish go on smoother and your nails look nicer.” you shrug, wiping off your nail, holding it up to him. “ta da!” you smile. he grabs your hand, and examined your work. “woah, that looks so nice, baby.” you giggle, grabbing his hand again,
“okay, okay, your turn bub.” picking up the stick you start pushing back the first one. “let me know if i hurt you, okay?” you glance up and catch him nodding with a soft smile on his lips. you’re intensely focused on the task at hand, your tongue sticking out slightly, glasses slowly slipping down your nose.
so focused in fact, you didn’t notice felix taking out his phone and snapping a sneaky picture of you. as you switched hands, your glasses were barely on your face. felix reached up and gently pushed them back up the bridge of your nose. “oh!” you squeak in surprise. your face heating up slightly in embarrassment. “thank you.” you murmured, hiding your smile by getting back to work.
but felix wasn’t gonna let that slide, he taps your chin, forcing your attention back to him. “hm?” you hum, face still warm, looking into his boba-colored eyes. “you’re so cute when you’re focused, you know that?” he asks, a smug smile painted across his face.
you groan, “felix!” his smile widens, “what, can i not appreciate how cute my beautiful girl is?” he asks, feigning innocence. “you’re being cheeky, mister lee.” you squint your eyes at him. he giggled, grabbing your face, placing kisses all over it.
“lix!” you exclaim, giggling, “come on,” you pushed him back slightly, “ i’m trying to run a business here!” you fake annoyance. he immediately put his hands up in surrender. “oh! you’re right i’m so sorry miss l/n.” he clears his throat, giving you his hand to continue your work.
“thank you.” you huff, before giggling and placing a kiss on his freckled cheek, causing a smile to bloom on his face. you get back to pushing back his cuticles and then trimming them, cleaning them carefully.
“okay, base coat time.” you smile, placing the previous tools on the table, grabbing a clear bottle from the table, giving it a quick shake. you gently grab his hand getting to work on the freshly trimmed nails. as you finish the first hand, you carefully lay it on your thigh before grabbing his other hand, repeating the process.
“alright baby boy,” laying his hand next to the previous one, “you gotta let them dry for a bit then i’ll put the color on okay?” switching out the base coat for the soft green bottle. you glance over, catching the slight blush, dusting his freckled cheeks.
“thank you.” he smiled, blowing on his nails. a shy smile made its way onto your lips as you got the color ready. “did you want a design or anything?” you asked, looking at the rainbow of colors spread out in front of you.
“whatever you wanna do bub.” he responded, continuing to lightly blow on his nails. “ however, i wouldn’t be opposed to a flower.” he said, glancing over with an unsuspecting look on his face.
you giggle at his antics, preparing the other colors to do a design or two. you grab one of his hands, mindful of the potentially wet paint. you lightly tap the top of his nails, checking the dryness. once feeling the smooth dry surface, you grab the green bottle once more, shaking the bottle before applying the color.
once you finish applying the color, you show felix your work, gauging his reaction. “well, what do you think angel?” you ask softly, examining his features. a small smile made it’s way onto his face before he shoots forward, placing a kiss on your lips.
you let out a noise of surprise, pushing him back slightly. “lix!” you chastise him, “your nails, be careful!” swiftly and carefully grabbing his hand, making sure the polish was okay. letting out a sigh of relief seeing the nail polish in the same condition as when you painted them.
you look up, catching the pout on your pretty boy’s lips. “what’s wrong?” you asked, matching his pout. “you didn’t kiss me back.” his frown deepened, looking at you with his boba eyes. you giggle, “i’m sorry bub.” you leaned over, placing a hand on his cheek, placing your lips on his. you feel his lips curl up into a smile, as he deepens the kiss.
“okay, okay” you giggle against his lips. “let me finish this and then you can kiss me all you want.” you pull back, thumb brushing his soft skin. he playfully rolled his eyes. “fine.” smirk making its way onto his lips before he stole one last kiss. you narrow your eyes when he pulls away, “you’re on thin ice, mister lee.” you jokingly threaten, pointing your finger in his direction.
he giggles,”okay okay come on.” putting his hands in front of you, allowing you to finish your work.
you diligently and precisely finish two coats of the soft green color, allowing the fresh paint to dry. you start on the design, deciding on a simple sunflower (duh) doing 5 dots in a circle of a bright yellow and a mellow brown dot in the middle. 
you grab his middle finger, bringing it close to your face, getting to work on the delicate design, tongue poking out once again as your focus intensifies. you hold your breath as you place the first few dots, releasing it once you pull back his finger, admiring your work. 
satisfied with your progress you continue, placing the last few dots, finishing the design. you inspect your work one last time before showing the design to felix. he’s engrossed in an anime playing on your tv, not even realizing you finished your design.
“lix.” you say, grabbing his attention immediately. he whips his head in your direction, a hum falling from his lips. “yes, bub?” you gently push his hand into his vision. a soft gasp leaves his lips. “jagiya,” he breathes, “it looks so good.” he looks over, eyes bright and filled with love. 
your face warm once more, “thank you.” you mumble, a shy smile on your lips. he takes notice of your timidness, places his hands back on your thighs, cautious of the wet paint this time, placing a sweet kiss on your lips. he smiles, looking back at his nails. “my jagi’s so talented huh?” he asks himself.
“thank you angel, i love them. “ you nod, smiling, “good, i’m glad you like them.” you grab another clear bottle, giving it a shake before grabbing his hand, painting the last layer of paint, sealing in the color and your artwork.
once you finish, you place his hands on your thighs one last time. “okay, just let them dry for a couple minutes then you’re all set. “ you smiled, tucking a bit of his hair behind his ear. he smiles widely, nodding his head.
you pick up his hands, laying your legs across his lap, placing his hands back in their respective places. he grins at you, giving your leg a loving squeeze.
and that’s how the rest of your night goes, you relaxing next to your favorite boy, watching anime, and you wouldn’t have it any other way.
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crisscreen · 17 days
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𑁍 Felix ꒰ Stray Kids ꒱ lockscreens
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cherrycbg · 6 months
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boyfriend texts | lee felix
genre: crack, fluff, bf texts
warnings: swearing, may have spelling/grammar mistakes
notes: used canes for the fast food meme instead of you know who because canes slays and doesn’t support genocide‼️ DONT FORGET TO WATCH THE BBMAS NOV 19 🗣️‼️
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gamerwoo · 8 months
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[skz] In Between: Felix and...
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characters: felix x gn reader (if there are any she/her pronouns that i missed while editing i'm so sorry it's an accident)
genre/warnings: idol!felix, streamer!reader, fluff, humor, established relationship, the whole fic is set up like an interview video, reader is bigger than felix, reader's online alias is saturn and is sometimes referred to as such, it's mentioned that reader is older than jeongin, one mention of a fic about a threesome but nothing explicit happens
word count: 3,800
summary: welcome to the couple's interview called 'in between:' where your favorite couples answer some questions to show a little background and insight to their relationships. today, we're exploring in between: saturn and felix!
a/n: i've done this kind of format for a fic before and i've always wanted to revisit that bc it was a lot of fun and sooo much easier imo so here we are!!! also don't ask me why the header is so low quality it saved normal i swear i think tumblr fucked it up 😔
chan | minho | changbin | hyunjin | jisung | seungmin | jeongin
[a short preview of the video plays where _____ is staring deadpan into the camera.]
_____: I behave. Gotta keep it cool with JYPapi.
[felix stares at _____ without expression. they don’t look back at him. they just continue to stare at the camera without any expression. a screen saying ‘technical difficulties’ pops up before the video cuts to the beginning of the interview. _____ and felix are sitting on stools beside each other.]
_____: Hi, I’m _____, or you might know me online as Saturn.
Felix: And I’m Felix from Stray Kids.
_____: And today, we’ve been invited to Gamerwoo to do a fun little interview all about our lil’ romance [they start drumming their fingers together like some sort of villain].
Felix: [laughing] This is In Between: Felix and Saturn.
[the intro card plays, and in the background, felix can be heard still laughing with _____ loudly asking, 'what?!'. then it changes to the question card before going back to the couple.]
[what was your first date?]
Felix: Is it, like…real date? Like, in person?
_____: Yeah, we went on Minecraft dates and even an Overwatch date once.
Felix: We don’t talk about the Overwatch date.
_____: You’re just mad that I picked Roadhog.
[felix slowly turns to look at _____. they continue to just stare back at him. a card that says ‘technical difficulties’ pops up before the video jumps back to the couple.]
Felix: Our first date was shortly after the first stream we did together, I think.
_____: [nodding] Yeah, it was. Because we were supposed to meet not too long after that stream, and then a couple days later you were like, ‘do you wanna go grab street food and I can show you around?’ and I was like, ‘haha okay!’ and then you ended up holding my hand and I stopped functioning.
Felix: [laughing loudly] No, ‘cause I could literally hear your brain trying to work! I just held their hand and they suddenly just stopped eating their ice cream, their face went blank, and even their walking kinda stopped so I stopped to look at them and they were so flustered.
_____: I wasn’t expecting it! I genuinely had no idea you liked me romantically so I was just like, ‘oh, we’re hanging out and he’s being nice,’ and then it was actually more than that and I was like– [_____ just stops and stares intensely wide-eyed].
[how did you meet and what were your first impressions?]
_____: So I stream online and I mostly play video games, and Felix really likes video games, too. And I knew that already because I’m a Stay and I was a Stay before I met him, and I would talk about them and Seventeen and New Jeans and stuff on my streams a lot.
Felix: And I just found _____ one day when I was looking through streams trying to find something to put on in the background, and I just really liked their stuff and kept watching. They were really funny and just fun to listen to, and they’re good at games, which is a bonus. It was fun to watch and _____ started to become one of my most watched streamers.
_____: But then this **********er–
[felix starts laughing loudly.]
_____: –starts telling Stays on one of his lives that he’s been really into my streams lately. And then suddenly my chat is going off, and ****’s being sent to me on Twitter and Discord, and I’m like, ‘what’s happening? Did somebody die?’ and then I died.
Felix: But then from there, y’know, we kinda reached out to one another – I think… [he looks at _____] Actually, I DM’d you, right?
_____: I tweeted something at you saying, like–
[the tweet in question comes up on the screen, reading: hi mr jyp, if i could ever play some games with felix on stream, that would be super cool :) thank u &lt;;3]
_____: ‘hey, would love to play with felix sometime’ and I tagged Stray Kids or something, and then you reached out on Instagram and said you’d love to play a game sometime so we figured it out and ended up streaming the first time we played together, and I was absolutely terrified and panicked for the first 15 minutes of stream until we got into a call.
Felix: You were so shy, too. [he smiles brightly and chuckles]
_____: I was so afraid of saying or doing something that could get you in trouble. I literally lectured chat from the day we finalized everything all the way up until the day we played just telling them to not be too vulgar or inappropriate or whatever because I was so scared of just ****ing something up.
Felix: And now you swear in any video we do together. [chuckles]
_____: Not your lives, though. [_____ looks right into camera very deadpan] I behave. Gotta keep it cool with JYPapi.
[felix stares at _____ without expression. they don’t look back at him. they just continue to stare at the camera without any expression. ‘technical difficulties’ comes back up before cutting back to the couple back to normal.]
Felix: I will admit, I was nervous, too, when we first played together. I was basically just a fan getting to play with their favorite streamer.
_____: [grinning back at felix] I know! You were so cute! I was, like, internally squealing.
Felix: And externally. There’s proof in the VOD.
[_____ turns to look at the camera again with felix laughing at them. their face is scrunched up despite how flustered they look.]
_____: Next question.
[who asked who out and how did it happen?]
_____: Felix. [they point to their left].
Felix: [shyly raises his hand] Yeah, that was me. I just– Okay, so we were both pretty shy with each other at first, but we got a lot more comfortable and were just kinda best friends, but there were moments I feel like where we’d both get kinda shy again [he starts to look to _____ for confirmation] like we both felt something there but we were both too shy to say anything.
_____: [smiling at the camera like it’s a bad infomercial] Take a shot every time Felix says ‘shy’!
[he snorts and bats their hand away when they give a thumbs up to the camera. it jump cuts to them after they’d calmed down from giggling at each other.]
_____: Honestly, I will say we kind of poked at the topic but never did anything for a while. Like we’d be like, ‘oh, let’s go on a date in whatever game we’re playing’ and I think there were serious undertones for both of us. But I was like, ‘there’s no way he actually has feelings, he has to think about his career, i’m just some idiot online,’ so I never said anything, and he was– Well, I don’t wanna say it for you since it was your feelings.
Felix: I was nervous about, like, scaring off a really good friend, especially since I did become a fan of theirs. I was watching _____ for over a year before we actually started talking so I think I was the same kind of starstruck as they were. I was just nervous like they were that this was all just a friendship and there wasn’t anything more from it.
_____: [looking at felix] I think I just started making it really obvious, though.
Felix: I definitely started to get a feeling that you were interested and the playful flirting was actually kinda serious. Like, you know how friends flirt? It was a lot of that, but I started getting a feeling they were trying to kinda be serious. So we went on that date and, like, I had planned it as a date but didn’t tell them. I just said we were hanging out, and then after I held their hand I was like, ‘so is this a good first date?’ or something like that, and yeah.
_____: And then he asked me out literally that night.
Felix: Oh, yeah, I couldn’t wait. I was scared I’d chicken out if I waited longer.
_____: I will admit, though, I took a couple days to give an answer because I was so nervous and scared.
Felix: [shrugs, looking at _____] Yeah, but we talked it out and then you said yes.
_____: [looking at felix] Yeah, I was worried about, like…ruining your career [laughs softly]. You made me feel less anxious about it.
Felix: [grinning] I try.
[what did the members think of _____, and what did _____’s friends think of felix?]
_____: [grinning] My friends were so ****in’ excited to meet Felix.
[felix starts laughing.]
_____: Like, I feel like kpop has become really popular with a lot of streamers for whatever reason, so a lot of them already knew who Stray Kids were. So when we played that first time– [suddenly turns very deadpan and stares directly into the camera] We played Bread & Fred, by the way. Very awful game to meet someone on. But anyway [they go back to normal] we decided to set up a time that Felix could play with my friends and I since I know a few popular streamers and we play together. So I reached out and asked if I could invite Felix from Stray Kids to play a game with us and they all lost it. They were so ****ing excited to meet him and then they were, like, obsessed with him when we did finally play. 
Felix: I was honestly excited to meet them, too. Some of them I had been a fan of for a while so it was fun to get to meet them and play and stuff.
_____: [scoffs and rolls their eyes but it’s obviously in a joking way] And yet you weren’t a fan of me yet.
Felix: You were newer!
[the ‘technical difficulties’ screen pops up for a few seconds again before going back to the couple.]
Felix: Yeah, the guys really liked _____. Chan would sometimes watch their streams, too, and I.N and Seungmin liked seeing them Overwatch gameplay. I remember the first time we planned to have a 5-stack in Overwatch with me, _____, Chan, Seungmin, and I.N, after we all got off and left Discord, I.N came into my room and was like, ‘Whoa, we gotta have them in our stack all the time’.
_____: [laughing softly] They only like me because I’m their carry.
Felix: [suddenly turns his head to look at them] Hey! Untrue!
Interviewer: Who’s the best at video games between the two of you?
Felix & _____: Me.
[the couple turns to look at each other. ‘technical difficulties’ pops up again before cutting back to the couple.]
_____: There’s literally proof. Should we pull up our Overwatch ranks? If you want, we could compare your League rank to mine.
Felix: You don’t even play Lea–
[he stops like he realizes something, and _____ starts laughing. he deflates and looks grumpy despite the smile growing on his face.]
_____: [still giggling] Exactly. You’re higher ranked than me in League.
Felix: [grumbling] Next question.
[who said ‘i love you’ first?]
[they both go to say something, mouths open. felix looks happy while _____ looks embarrassed, and they put their hands over felix’s body to try and keep him from speaking up first.]
_____: In my defense, I was very intoxicated so it doesn’t count!
Felix: [still grinning] It so does. [looks at the camera and tries to fight off _____ who is physically trying to get him to stop talking] So we had been playing It Takes Two together, which we did on their stream, and we were drinking for that, so after stream, we played some Minecraft just so we could, y’know, hang out in private and whatever. We were working on our new farm and stuff. But anyway, before _____ went to sleep and we were saying goodbye… [starts giggling] They literally just go, ‘I love you’ after the ‘goodnight’ and I just stopped because I was like, ‘did I hear that right?’ And then they started panicking and trying to take it back, and then they ended the call before I could even say anything!
_____: Because you were dead silent and it was embarrassing!
Felix: I just couldn’t believe you’d said that! But I left you a voicemail.
_____: He did… He called me and I didn’t answer and he was like, ‘hey, hope you sleep well. Also I love you too,’ and I died. I literally still have the voicemail saved.
Felix: [giggling and smiling brightly at _____] That’s so cute.
[has felix ever written a song about you and released it? if so, what was it?]
[the couple speaks at the same time]
_____: Not that I know of…
Felix: I have not.
[_____ looks to Felix and lets him speak.]
Felix: I’ve had, y’know, like…inspiration. But I’ve never written just one entire song all about _____. Not to say I haven’t tried, but they’re still just lyrics. 
_____: You did cover our song, though.
Felix: I did! We have a song that we decided we think of the other when we hear it, and I covered it once and it was posted on Youtube. It was before we were public, though, so I don’t think anyone thought it was anything.
_____: Dude, people were definitely shipping us before we were officially together.
Felix: [shrugs and chuckles] Okay, yeah, you’re right.
_____: You’re not slick.
[who’s the driest texter, and what are your names saved as in each other’s phones?]
_____: I’m so…painfully dry.
Felix: You are not.
_____: Compared to you, I feel like I am. Like, I feel like you always have a good reply to everything and you always seem interested and invested. I feel like I come across as like, ‘yup. sure. okay.’
Felix: No, you just…– Sometimes you only reply with a meme and I kinda sit there for a minute like, ‘okay, what do I do with this?’ [laughs]
_____: [shrugs] Sometimes I don’t know what to say.
Felix: What’s my name in your phone? [smirks and wiggles his eyebrows at _____]
_____: [dramatically clears their throat and shifts in their seat] So let me walk you through the timeline. At first, it was just ‘Felix’ with, like, the chick emoji and a heart because, y’know, I love Stray Kids. Then I changed it to ‘my little pogchamp’ when we started dating for shits and giggles, but I didn’t like that you weren’t in alphabetical order anymore, so I changed it back to ‘Felix’ with a few different heart emojis. Now it’s ‘Lix’ with the sun emoji and some hearts.
Felix: [laughing loudly] My little pogchamp?!
_____: I know yours is gonna be something super cheesy currently, so don’t even.
Felix: [pulling out his phone] It used to be. It’s normal currently.
_____: Walk me through the timeline.
Felix: So it was just ‘Saturn’ at first. Then it changed to _____, and then it was your name with some hearts, and now it’s just ‘baby _____’ with a sunflower and some hearts [he shows them his phone]
_____: Why a sunflower?
Felix: Because Stay call me the sun, and you’re my sun but I thought it should be different. So a sunflower…
[as felix trails off, he gets more flustered, and _____’s smile widens until they’re just looking at each other and smiling and giggling quietly.]
_____: You’re too cute sometimes.
Felix: [shrugs while putting his phone away, still grinning] Yeah, I try.
[do you read fanfiction about each other?]
_____: There was one time on stream where we somehow got onto the topic of fanfiction, and chat was asking if there was any of specifically me and Felix so I looked it up. For the record, there is, but I didn’t read it.
Felix: What was it about?
_____: The warnings were very much not safe for me to be reading on stream, that’s what I’m gonna tell you.
Felix: I haven’t looked up anything about us. I mean, when we first debuted, I was kind of curious and looked up about myself, but nothing about _____ or us together.
_____: Well, it’s out there.
Interviewer: Can you give us a hint as to what it was about?
_____: It was a threesome. [laughs] Can I say that?
Felix: [eyes wide, staring at _____] A threesome?! With who?!
_____: It was a reader insert.
Felix: [slowly turning back toward the camera, looking traumatized] I preferred not knowing.
_____: We’re bonding by both of us knowing this information. But now I kinda wanna look it up and see if it was any good…
[felix slowly turns back to _____, and the ‘technical difficulties’ screen pops up again before changing to the next question.]
[what item of yours does the other steal the most?]
_____: My entire ****ing setup!
[felix laughs evilly.]
_____: Anytime he stays over, he takes over my desk when I’m not using it, whether it’s before or after stream. He’s already there.
Felix: Everything runs so smoothly, and you have so many games! 
_____: You just built a new PC. You were bragging on Instagram about it.
Felix: [sighs] Yours is just better. It’s also very…aesthetically pleasing at your desk. And your chair is so comfy!
_____: I don’t even really steal anything of yours, though, so.
Felix: You can take whatever you want if you give me your setup. [he smiles and leans in, trying to seem persuasive]
Interviewer: You don’t steal anything from him?
_____: [shrugs] Not really. We don’t really share clothes or anything because of the size difference. I might’ve, like, accidentally stolen a pair of his socks a few times, maybe.
Felix: Oh! Your fuzzy socks are so comfy!
_____: All of the stealing is one-sided.
[which member of stray kids is _____ closest with?]
_____: [grinning] Innie!
Felix: Yeah, _____ and our youngest member, I.N get on really well. They play a lot of co-op games together. I think they stream with him more often than me, actually. [chuckles]
_____: I doubt that.
Felix: You guys are really close, though.
_____: I’m currently helping him build his first PC. [smiles and happily shrugs their shoulders] He’s like my little brother.
Interviewer: Do you ever fight when you play games together?
_____: Sometimes, and in that aspect, he reminds me of some of my friends I used to play games with a lot when I was first starting out. It was a lot of playful bickering, and that’s how it is with Jeongin sometimes. But it’s always fun playing together.
[what’s something the other does that you don’t like?]
[felix and _____ look at each other as they consider the question, but both of them just shrug at each other.]
Felix: Nothing, really.
Interviewer: Not any pet peeves?
Felix: [starting to chuckle] Okay, I actually have one that’s kinda weird…
_____: [looking somewhat scared] What is it…?
Felix: So…for context, one of our friends was saying how you know you love someone when you’ll fart in front–
[_____ starts loudly whining.]
Felix: [laughing] –of each other. And they refuse to fart in front of me! We’ll be hanging out on the couch or in my room together or something, and they’ll literally leave the room!
_____: Only if I think it’s gonna be smelly.
Felix: You can tell?
_____: Sometimes. Or if I know I can’t make it quiet.
Interviewer: Is there anything Felix does that you’re not super fond of?
_____: Um… Sometimes he looks at his members a certain way and I’m like, ‘...why aren’t you looking at me like that?’
[felix turns to look at _____ in confusion.]
_____: Don’t get me wrong, I don’t blame you! Y’all are handsome guys. But, like…c’mon, man.
Felix: …What are you talking about?
_____: [puts their hand on his shoulder] You know exactly what I’m talking about. I know how you look at Changbin.
[felix and _____ stare at each other in silence for a moment before felix suddenly looks at the camera with wide, knowing eyes.]
Felix: Ohhhh, yeah. Yeah, [laughs] I get it. I get what you mean.
_____: Look at me like that, Felix!
Felix: I do! I do. [turns back to _____] I swear I do.
_____: I don’t see the same panic in your eyes.
Felix: You want me to panic?
_____: Kinda.
[what’s something you especially love about each other?]
_____: Felix is always positive. I tend to get kinda pessimistic and, like, worry about things a lot. If I bring it up to Felix, he’s always looking at things from a good perspective or is always reassuring me that everything is okay.
Felix: I don’t think you’re pessimistic.
_____: I am when I’m stressed, which is usually. God, especially at the beginning of our relationship, or like, before we were even dating when people thought we were. [looks straight into camera with genuine worry] I was so convinced I was gonna get swatted. I was fully prepared to move my entire life to make sure it wouldn’t happen.
Felix: [reaches over to put his hand on their knee, rubbing it with his thumb] You do worry about a lot, but I wouldn’t say it’s pessimistic. It’s just anxiety. [shrugs]
Interviewer: So Felix, what do you like about _____?
Felix: I feel like I never get drained being around them. Like, you know how being social a lot makes you feel really tired? Being around _____ I feel like recharges me instead. They always just make me feel better by being around me, and they always make me laugh.
_____: See, that’s how I know I am pessimistic because my jokes are all dry and come from a place of trauma. [gives a very straight and boring smile right at the camera]
Felix: [chuckling] I’m begging you to just take the compliment.
_____: [shyly] Thanks, man.
Felix: [snorts] Yeah, sure thing, bro. No problem.
[_____ holds out their hand and they dab each other up.]
[the logo appears once again before cutting back to the couple sitting how they were at the beginning of the interview.]
Felix: Thank you so much to Gamerwoo for having us in the studio today to answer questions about us and our relationship. We had a lot of fun here today.
_____: If you want to learn more about us individually, you can see my boyfriend, Felix in the kpop boy group, Stray Kids. And if you’re interested in anything I’m doing, you can find me on most live streaming platforms at slrsatrn.
Felix: This has been…
Felix & _____: In Between: Felix and Saturn!
Felix: [waving with both hands] Byyyye, thank you!
_____: [doing a thumbs up at the camera] Adioso, friends!
[as the logo card appears on the screen again, felix and _____ can be heard laughing before they both say, ‘done!’ and laugh some more. The screen goes black and the recommended videos come up.]
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biniminisblog · 10 months
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Good Boy Gone Bad | Lee Felix SMAU
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pairing: lee felix x f!reader
synopsis: felix gets caught smoking by you, the school’s regina george, and gets blackmailed to help you pass chemistry in exchange for keeping his secret.
genre: fluff, angst, smau (with written parts), strangers to frenemies to lovers
featuring: stray kids, karina from aespa (face claim), somi, yeji from itzy, miyeon from g-idle, and other idols
status: completed
a/n: hello!! this is the very first smau that i will be posting on tumblr so pls go easy on me 🙏 anw hope you enjoy and pls look forward to more updates soon!
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profiles: 6 baddies one porsche 🏎️🔥🥵, hottest people in jyp, priv acc
chapters:
chapter one
chapter two
chapter three (written part)
chapter four
chapter five
chapter six (written part)
chapter seven (written part)
chapter eight
chapter nine (written part)
chapter ten
chapter eleven
chapter twelve
chapter thirteen
chapter fourteen
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stayteezdreams · 9 months
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Midnight Cravings: Part One
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Plot: Who knew deciding to bake brownies at midnight would lead you to a freckled stranger with the same idea.
-Part Two-
Pairing: Lee Felix x Gn!Reader
-Meet-Cute Series-
A/n: Same note as was on Yunhos meet-cute. I do not condone following a stranger to their apartment, especially in the middle of the night lol!
Warnings: One curse word towards the end, that's all I got lol
Words: 1.8k
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If your friends knew what you were doing right now they would call you crazy. But, luckily you hadn't told them. Mostly because it was nearly midnight and they would all be asleep, much like you should be.
But you decided there was no point in lying in your bed staring at the ceiling if you knew you weren't going to fall asleep anyways. So, you might as well be making the one thing you've been craving all day.
So, you were now making your way through the small super market, donning comfy clothes and humming to yourself. You saw no other customers in the store apart from a middle aged man who looked like he was on the verge of falling asleep as he trudged through the aisles.
Finding the baking section, you started eyeing the shelves for the familiar box of brownie mix. You frowned as you notice large empty gaps in not only the cookie and cake sections, but the brownies as well. Spinning around, you wondered if they had been moved. So lost in thought, you had not noticed the new person coming down the aisle toward you.
Felix had only one thing in mind as he left his dorm at midnight. Brownies. He wasn't sure why he had been craving them so badly, but it was enough to drag him from the dorm and down the road.
The aisle shelves were unusually empty and he felt worry enter his gut.
Looking back towards the shelf, your eyes spotted a single box of brownie mix pushed back, almost hidden behind a bag of sugar. Your eyes lit up as you reached or it, but your whole body froze as your hands collided softly with someone else's hands.
You looked over, surprised, only to meet a pair of brown eyes, donning the same surprised expression as you.
Your hands both pulled away as awkward chuckles left both of you.
"Sorry" you said softly, feeling shy as you realized how attractive the stranger was.
He smiled brightly at you and you felt your heart flip.
"It's okay, no worries" Felix felt butterflies in his stomach as his eyes met yours, he had noticed someone else was in the aisle, but seeing you up close now, he felt stunned and shy. "You can take it" he smiled as he gestured at the box.
You were shocked at how deep, yet soft his voice was before you processed what he said.
"Oh no please, you take it! I can find something else!" you rebutted, not wanting to be selfish.
He waved his hands "No no please, I insist!"
You are about to refuse again before a soft laugh bubbled out, "I have a feeling this could go on for ages"
He laughed softly and nods his head "I assumed you must need it for something important, since you are here so late."
You gave him a sheepish smile and shook your head softly "No, I was just craving them."
He giggled and you almost swooned at how cute he was. "That's why I'm here too" he admitted.
You grinned at him and felt it very hard to tear your eyes away from his, as though you had been entranced by him. You thought it might be your overactive romantic side, but you thought you felt something sparking between you.
Finally pulling your eyes away you look around, not aware that he was still very much stuck staring at you.
He was feeling exactly what you were, but forcing himself to look away with a soft cough he looked around as well "I've never seen a baking section so empty."
You nodded in agreement but smiled at him, making his heart flip "I can make some from scratch."
As you reached out to grab some sugar, he reached out and took the bag before smiling almost playfully at you.
Grabbing the box of brownie mix he handed it to you "I can too."
You opened your mouth in bewilderment before you frowned "But then I'd feel guilty eating them, and that would ruin the fun of eating brownies at one in the morning"
Felix laughed "We could share?"
You rose your brow "Share a box of dry brownie mix?"
He shrugged "Or we could make them together and then share?" His eyes quickly widened after he said this "No, that was weird to suggest, forget it, sorry." He waved his hand as a shy and embarrassed look crossed his face.
You laughed before you squinted your eyes at him "I don't know, its kind of tempting
His eyes brightened a bit but he kept a playful gaze on his face "Is it?"
You put a more of a serious face on, "You don't understand the hold brownies have over me"
He let out a bubbly laugh, making you grin as you gripped the brownie mix against your chest shyly. When his eyes met yours again there was a softness behind them you felt you could trust.
"If it makes you feel better, I have roommates so I wouldn't murder you"
You widened your eyes a bit "Oh yeah that makes me feel loads better. Unless, your roommates with murders."
"We could go to yours then?" he suggested before he cringed "Sounded worse than I meant"
You chuckle, amused by his self awareness and bashfulness.
"It's okay. You seem, kind, and trustworthy. Besides, if you try to kill me, I think I could take you" you said in a joking yet challenging tone.
He rose his brow before he smiled brightly "I believe you" he reached out his hand "I'm Felix"
You smile softly as you shake his hand gently "Y/n"
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You convinced yourself it was the lack of sleep that clouded your judgement as you now proudly smiled at the brownies baking in Felix's oven.
On no other day would you have even considered going to a strangers house at midnight to cook brownies. Yet here you were, smiling as Felix appeared beside you.
"How are they looking?"
"Perfect" you smiled "And just about ready."
Your voices were quite as you were aware of Felix's roommates sleeping in nearby rooms.
Felix padded over to the fridge "Milk" he said in a sing song voice and you giggled softly.
Even though you still felt the spark between you, you weren't sure what Felix felt. But either way, you knew you would be leaving tonight with a new friend. Or so you hoped.
About fifteen minutes later, you and Felix impatiently tried the still very hot brownies. He watched as you gingerly took a piece before blowing on it and eating it enthusiastically. His smile was bright as he couldn't help but think about how cute you looked.
All night, as you talked and laughed on your way from the store, while mixing the brownies, and now, he couldn't stop thinking you were perfect. Like something he could only dream of come to life. Never had he thought, going to the store at midnight would lead to this.
You wiggled happily and smiled at him. "Delicious"
Felix grinned at you, spotting a small spot of chocolate on the corner of your mouth. Without thinking, he reached out and wiped it away with his thumb.
You froze as your heart pounded, Felix paused as he realized what he did. Your eyes locked, before a shy smile ghosted his lips.
Suddenly hearing footsteps, you both looked up like deer caught in headlights as another person appeared in the kitchen.
He was around the same age as you and Felix, donning bed head and a confused gaze. His eyes moved from Felix to you, and then to the brownies.
"I don't even want to know" he mumbled as he walked over to the sink and got himself a glass of water. Looking back, he eyed you before looking at Felix "You didn't kidnap them did you?"
You snorted a Felix's face dropped. "No Seungmin, I did not kidnap them"
He nodded once before he left the kitchen and you met Felix's eyes before you repressed a laugh.
"Why do I feel like if you did try to kill me he wouldn't bat an eye?"
Felix chuckled "As long as he didn't have to clean it up I guess."
After Felix told you about his other roommates, you couldn't help but think you would get along with all of them.
Suddenly, you found yourself yawning as the lack of sleep started to hit you. You looked at the clock and your eyes widened a bit, Felix followed your eyes and let out a soft chuckle.
"Three in the morning. Oops."
"I probably should go" you admitted with a chuckle.
Felix nodded "I think we should both try to sleep." As you began to rise Felix rose his hand "Hold on! Let me get you some brownies to take with you."
You smiled as you watched him move around the kitchen, smile on his face. Does he ever not smile, you wondered
Brownies now in hand, Felix walked you down to the road where your taxi was waiting.
Looking back at him you smiled, "This was fun! I mean, it was completely crazy and unhinged and my parents would kill me if I told them about it, but it was fun."
Felix laughed "I agree entirely."
He waved at you cheerfully as the taxi drove away and you waved gleefully back. You smiled to yourself as you looked down at the brownies. You may feel terrible tomorrow when you wake up after four hours of sleep, but you wouldn't regret it.
Felix watched the taxi drive off and he let out a soft sigh. Meeting you tonight was the last thing he expected to happen, but he couldn't be more glad it did.
Turning to walk back inside he muttered softly to himself "I should have told them to text me when they got home" he halted in his steps as he realized. He never got your number.
Looking back down the road, your taxi nowhere in sight he felt his chest tighten as regret filled him.
"Fuck" he spat out as he let out a disappointed sigh.
He stood there for a few more minutes, looking down the road, as if willing you to come back. Finally giving in, he let out one more sigh as he walked inside. His good mood now deflated as he feared he may never see you again. He would never forgive himself for this.
It wasn't until you home that you thought of something you did regret about tonight. And that was getting no way of contacting Felix. He hadn't asked for your number, and you didn't ask him. You didn't even know his address.
You sat at your kitchen counter, looking down at the brownies as you cursed yourself.
"What if I never see him again?" You let out a soft deflated groan as you pouted. "What if he was my soulmate and I just lost my chance with him?"
Trudging towards your bedroom, you continued to curse yourself for being so stupid. Thoughts of Felix, and if you'd ever see that bright freckled face ever again lulled you to sleep.
xx End xx
-Part Two-
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godsmenusuperbowl · 9 months
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Shared Experiences ~ *Felix Lee*
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Summary: Every so often, Felix can experience the same feeling as his soulmate. As much as he’d love to meet them, he knows it’s pretty much impossible. That is until he meets Stray Kids’s new stylist. What is it about you that draws him to you…?
Pairing: Felix Lee X G/N!Reader
Genre: Fluffy Oneshot
Word Count: 1851
Warning: soulmate AU
Masterlist
Taglist: @foxwinter @imagine-a-life-like-this @mxnsxngie @maeleelee @kpop-will-kill-me
A/N: The ending is a bit rushed. And for that I apologize.
A/N 2: Part 2 to this oneshot can be found here.
Every so often, you swear you could smell brownies. Sometimes, if you concentrated hard enough, you could hear the music he was listening to faintly, as if someone was playing it quietly in the other room. There were times during the day you felt complete exhaustion with a dash of exhilaration, like you just finished a strenuous workout.
All of these odd little moments throughout your day were all signs of your soulmate.
You’ve never met, but you knew from those experiences that they seemed lovely. You wanted to meet your soulmate ever since you were little. But growing up, you let such a childish fantasy slip away for more practical pursuits. In other words, school and work and real friendships came before a person you didn’t know. Despite your maturing, you never did forget your soulmate and the experiences you shared every single day.
Sometimes, when you were alone, often before going to sleep, you wondered what your soulmate experienced from your life. Did they feel the joy you felt when you hung out with your friends? Did they hear that new song from your favorite band that you’ve been listening to on repeat? Did they taste the spicy dish you couldn’t get enough of for dinner? These kinds of questions made you endlessly curious, and you kept them all to yourself.
As curious as you were about your soulmate, you weren’t going around trying to find them. They could be all the way on the other side of the world. They could be a horrible person or uninterested in finding romance. For now, your curiosity was just that: simple curiosity. Not a reason to jump on the next plane to somewhere, in hopes of finding something that probably wasn’t there. Everything was just fine just the way it was and you were going to keep it that way.
For Felix, things weren’t just fine.
He was dying to meet his soulmate. Ever since the first shared experience, tasting homemade cookies, he has been obsessed with his soulmate. Were they kind and passionate? Were they snarky and mean? Were they quiet and skittish? He needed to know everything! If he could, he would jump on the next plane to somewhere just to find what he’s been looking for all his life.
“Felix!”
The poor boy snapped out of his daze. “Huh, what?”
Hyunjin started laughing along with Seungmin. “You’re in your own little world again.”
“Ah, sorry.” He blushed, his hair flopping in front of his face.
“Were you thinking about them again?” Minho asked, a smug smirk tugging at his lips. 
He didn’t say anything, instead covering his face with his hands. He wanted to say so what? It’s hard not to think about them when he could sense them in every moment of his life. They were always there, lingering in the back of his mind. And though he would never admit it, he wouldn’t have it any other way.
“C’mon guys, give him a break.” Chris slung an arm over his shoulder. “Just because you guys can ignore your soulmate marks, doesn’t mean Felix can.”
Seungmin rolled his eyes and Hyunjin subconsciously touched the lock of hair that looked different from the rest of his hair. Minho’s hand even lightly touched his wrist, where the concealer he put on to cover the black mark was starting to flake off. 
Out of all of Stray Kids, Chris was the only one who didn’t have his mark anymore, the timer on his wrist a faded zero. Jeongin swore he was close to meeting his soulmate once when he was younger, but everyone called his bluff. Felix would never tell him but he was envious of Chris. He was lucky to have met his soulmate and was hopelessly in love and devoted to them. What Felix wouldn’t give to have that same kind of love for himself. If only he could find them. But he was too busy to go looking for them.
A knock at the door stopped them all. In came the stylists, with the head stylist bowing respectfully at front.
“Excuse us. Are you ready?”
Minho nodded. “Yes, we’re ready when you are.”
“Excellent. Oh, and I would like to introduce you to the newest member of the style team, Y/n L/n.”
Felix glanced at the new higher and felt his cheeks warm at the sight. You were beautiful. Absolutely stunning. But besides how beautiful you looked, there was a thought, a feeling in the back of his mind that there was more to you then you let on. Something that made him feel like you two were going to be close. He had never felt such a feeling before. He wasn’t sure if he should ignore it or pursue it.
“Felix?”
He snapped out of his thoughts as the head stylist smiled brightly at him. “Pardon me. But I was wondering if it was alright if Y/n helped you with your makeup today?”
Not trusting his voice, which he was sure would come out far breathier than he’d want, he nodded. The head stylist nodded, smiling brightly. She gestured for you to begin before helping Hyunjiin hide the lock of hair that didn’t match the rest of his hair.
You smiled and his breath caught in his throat. “It’s a pleasure to meet you Felix. I hope I do a good job for you today.”
He nodded. “I’m sure you will.”
Your smile brightened and he felt his heart skip a beat. You were truly a vision and you seemed very kind. He wanted to talk to you, wanted to learn everything he could about you, but his words were caught in his throat. It was like your very presence overwhelmed him in a good way. While he felt dumb for not being able to speak to you, he also felt truly at peace with you gently applying his makeup. It was a nice feeling.
Felix watched as you carefully chose what to use and the look you wanted to give him. You seemed to give special attention to what products you chose, as if one wrong move would ruin the whole thing. But he would let you apply, take off, and apply makeup on him over and over again if it meant he could just be next to you. Everything you did was mesmerizing and he couldn’t get enough of it. These thoughts and feelings surprised him with their intensity, but it wasn’t unwelcome. He couldn’t stop the small smile on his lips during the whole process.
“I hope you don’t mind if I’m light on foundation.” You mumbled. “I think your freckles are lovely and I’d hate to cover them up.”
Again his heart was doing tricks in his chest. He nodded, “Alright. Thank you.”
Your smile turned shy. “You’re very welcome.”
The rest of the time passed in quiet contentment. It didn’t bother him that much, even though he really wanted to speak with you. However, he would rather your first moments together be comfortable just like this. It was nice.
Of course when the two of you were done and you moved on to help finish Jeongin’s makeup, Chris nudged his shoulder.
“What was that all about?”
“What was what about?”
“You know what I’m talking about.” He nodded in your direction. “You were practically giving them puppy dog eyes the whole time they did your makeup. So I ask again: what was that all about?”
He shook his head, letting his hair slip in front of his face a little. “It was nothing. I was just making sure they did a good job.”
“Oh yeah sure.” He rolled his eyes. “Do you think they could be your soulmate?”
Felix felt his brain jolt and restart at the question. “Dude, shut up! Whether or not they’re my soulmate is irrelevant. They were just doing their job, that’s it. Besides, there would be no way of knowing for sure if they were my soulmate or not.”
Chris shrugged. “Whatever you say, my friend. All I’m saying is, if I were you, I would try talking to them. It seemed like they liked you as well.”
Glancing back at you, finishing up Jeongin’s makeup, he sighed. Was Chris right? Did you really like him as much as he did? Did you want to be around him all the time and learn everything about him? Did being apart ache like no other? Were you his soulmate?
He knew there was no way of knowing, at least not without sounding crazy. He couldn’t just go up to you and ask if you shared any of the same experiences he did throughout his entire life. But even if you weren’t, did he have to end up with the one he was supposed to be with? He’s heard of soulmates who didn’t get along or just stayed friends. All he knew was he wanted to talk to you again, whether you were his soulmate or not.
There was another knock at the door and a stagehand poked his head in. “Five minutes till showtime, Stray Kids.”
They thanked him and all eight boys rushed around for last minute details. Seungmin was putting in his contact lenses that made his eyes the same color and Minho was applying more foundation to the black mark. Changbin adjusted his skin tone compression shirt, just in case his soulmate started writing all over his arms in the middle of performance again. 
You added the last bit of makeup on Jeongin before allowing him to grab his in-ear piece. Now that you had a moment to yourself, Felix touched your shoulder, causing you to flinch. He brushed off the feeling of surprise as it felt like a cold breeze hit his back.
“Can I speak to you after our performance?”
You nodded. “Of course. I’ll wait for you.”
He ignored the flipping of his stomach at your words. Instead, he lined up with the rest of Stray Kids and followed them to the stage. Taking a deep breath, he joined them on stage to the cheers of their fans. He smiled brightly and waved to all the Stay, throwing a few hearts their way. A sense of completeness and satisfaction filled him as he got into place. This was where he belonged. This is who he is. He is Felix Lee of Stray Kids, and he was born to perform.
As the song began and he started to dance, his usual sense of excitement and fun was replaced with something else: surprise. He faltered for only a second, trying to figure out the source of this new feeling. He glanced around the audience before looking to the sides of the stage.
That’s when he locked eyes with you and understood.
You were feeling surprised. You must have felt his mood when he was in performance mode. You must have felt a lot more than just that. 
But besides all of that, Felix knew Chris was right all along. You were his soulmate.
And he couldn’t wait to talk to you after the show.
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torialefay · 3 months
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Hi! Can I request prompt 23 with Felix please? Thank you<3
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home will always be here too 🏠📍
felix x reader (f); emotional SMUT
• it had been an especially hard day for felix.
• he wouldn't admit it, he never did. but you could tell nonetheless.
• today was his mom's birthday, but the best he could do is settle for a short facetime call. he had a full day of schedules stacked up that he couldn't just abandon.
• of course he sent the usual- some flowers, a card, and a new item from her favorite brand.
• he got a little reassurance knowing that he could at least give her that.
• but nothing could replace the feeling of actually BEING there.
• nothing could replace being home.
• "i just feel like such a bad son," felix finally confided in you as you both lay next to each other on the bed.
• it took him all day, but there he finally admitted it was bothering him.
• "you're not a bad son, baby," you reassured him, turning over to face him. "you did what you could... you know she understands you can't always be there in person. that's just part of life now that we're growing up."
• "i know... it's just not fair to anyone," he stared up at the ceiling.
• you scooted your body closer until you were laid on top of his bare chest. the skin-on-skin contact always made you feel so safe, and so much warmer- like you were closer to him in some way. you knew he felt the same.
• it was the unspoken comfort that you gave to each other- lying in the bed in solitude, both unclothed. it presented the barest, rawest parts of yourselves to each other, and at the end of the day, that's all you really needed.
• "you're right, it's not fair," you whispered up to him. "but that doesn't mean that there isn't a lot to look forward to. think of how good it's going to feel when you finally get to see everyone and celebrate together," you tried your best to give some encouragement.
• felix didn't utter a word back, he just kept looking upward, fixated on the ceiling fan.
• "baby, it is okay. i promise."
• you nudged yourself upward now even closer, until your face was resting in the crook of his neck. with this new point, you could tell what was really going on.
• felix wasn't just zoning off or trying to block things out... he was crying. silent, tiny tears. you felt one as it rolled off of his cheek and hit your own.
• "oh baby, it's okay! no, don't cry, don't cry," you moved your hand up to cup the opposite side of his face and wipe away a few stray tears.
• he couldn't help but break out into a full sob at your actions.
• you waited patiently and rubbed your hand into his hair as he turned his whole body towards you and continued his cries.
• you knew felix. there was nothing you could do until he had cried out what he needed to.
• you tangled your bare legs around his, trying to cocoon him. you wanted him to feel safe.
• "sh sh sh, it's okay, it's okay," you whispered, rubbing your hand up and down the back of his neck and onto his back and arms.
• you gave him a quick peck on the forehead.
• "what are you feeling baby? talk to me," you said.
• he took a few moments to calm himself, tears starting to slow.
• "i just really miss home," he took a big gulp of air, trying to pacify himself. he sniffled, trying to keep another tear from spilling out.
• "i know you do," you whispered, looking up at him. "but just know that home will still be there anytime you can go back. it isn't going to go anywhere." you pulled his face into your neck.
• "and think about all the people you have here as well. so many people that love you and care about you. who just want you to be happy..." you kissed his shoulder.
• "and well... i love you more than words. i'll be right here with you. no matter where you are in the world, your home will always be here too."
• you could feel felix smile into your neck. the tears had stopped- you would have felt them if they hadn't.
• no more sniffles either.
• neither of you needed to say anything. you both just enjoyed the others' company and listened to each other breath.
• "i love you so much, you know that?" felix finally spoke out, voice dark and raspy after his crying spell.
• you let out a giggle. "yes, i know. and you know i love you too," you smiled into his hair.
• suddenly, he moved his body back up until his head was now resting above yours, pulling your face straight into his chest.
• "i think i could get used to this," he breathed out, running a few fingers now along the side of your arm.
• "what exactly is 'this'?" you laughed.
• "well, you said my home will always be here too... with you."
• felix's words were so simple, but they always took your breath away. you smiled like a fool, not being able to say anything more. you just squeeze his body tighter.
• he let out a chuckle. "i really mean that, you know," he moved his body down a bit until his face was directly in front of yours, locking your eyes into his.
• he pushed a few stray bits of hair behind your ear and held the side of your face. "you're right. you're my home too."
• he leaned in to plant a firm, but loving kiss to your lips.
• you felt your heart swell as you began to melt into it, clutching onto him as you let yourself throw in fully.
• as he began to swirl his tongue around your own, you let out a small moan. you couldn't help it. his touch was just so pure, so firm.
• he must have liked it, as he mirrored back with a smirk, and a firm grabbing of your ass, harshly pushing you further to him.
• with this new tight contact, you could feel his bare bulge pressed taut with the front of your pussy. he was so hard already.
• feeling how ready he was already took you aback and you lost your breath for a few seconds. felix picked up on this and smiled, taking the opportunity to rut his hips up and down to give you some pressure. and god it felt delicious.
• he continued to kiss you deeply, as if his life depended on it. it was so whole-heartedly consuming, you wished you would just fall into him.
• before long, felix's hips picked up the pace and you rubbed yourself against him as hard as you could. he let out a small moan in response, making quick work to move his mouth down to your neck.
• he began to kiss and lick down until he reached your collarbone, where he started to gently suck.
• the whole time, you couldn't stop bucking your hips up into him, and it was driving him absolutely insane.
• he moved his free hand down the side of your body, making sure to hold on to each curve as he went. he rested over each nipple, giving them a light circle as he went, teasingly.
• you let out a gasp of air as he did, making him pull his mouth off of you momentarily.
• "feels good baby?"
• "mmm, feels so good lixie," you cooed back. you assumed he liked that answer as he automatically went back to your neck and started to leave a new love bite, rubbing slightly quicker circles around your nipple.
• after a minute of trying to endure his torture, you couldn't help but writhe underneath him. you needed more of his touch.
• you reached for his hand and brought it down to your pussy where you had been aggressively rubbing onto him since he had started.
• he got the hint and instantly began to go for what you liked- small, light up and down motions along your clit.
• he thought he knew how wet you were from rutting against him this whole time, but he swore he'd never felt you like this before.
• as he placed his finger pads along your clit and slowly began to rub, you felt yourself tense up, almost pulling back. felix got a kick out of watching you.
• "relax sweetheart, let me take care of you for a second." he continued to rub lightly in silence, allowing you to soak in the smallest of his movements.
• "ahh just like that," you whispered out as he worked your clit up to it's most sensitive level. his pace felt amazing, just the right amount to get you where you needed to be.
• you felt your breathing quicken as the pleasure was slowly setting in. you could almost taste it.
• "mm let me add a little bit to it now," he said quietly, lowering his body just a bit so that he could angle himself correctly and slowly insert himself beside you.
• you felt your eyes roll back at the new filling sensation mixed with the light pressure he was still giving your clit.
• "you feel too fucking good baby," he groaned out, giving you slow but quickening strokes.
• he began to let out a low growl with each stroke. he was meticulously placing each one.
• you felt your toes start to tingle from the feeling of felix on your clit, growing more and more sensitive with each thrust adding more pressure.
• you used your arms to cling on to him as tightly as you could, throwing your hips into the same motion as him.
• he took that as his cue to push his head into yours and join your lips together like before. this was his favorite thing to do- to kiss you while you gave in to him.
• his mouth moved aggressively across yours, making sure to take in every inch of your lips. he bit and licked and tugged even harder as he picked up the pace, both in his thrusts and how quickly he was going on your clit.
• that's when it hit you. you weren't going to be able to last much longer
• "lixie, lixie!" you moaned, pulling your lips out of his clutch. "i'm gonna cum baby, i'm gonna cum."
• be looked at you full of love and lust in his eyes, half hooded. "go ahead sweetheart. focus on cumming for me. it's only me and you. only me and you," he whispered, making sure to press on you with everything he had. he didn't dare change how good he was making you feel.
• he felt his tip start to get extremely sensitive as well, as he let out a thick moan and threw his head back.
• "fuck baby, i fucking love you," he growled, bouncing you off of him hard. "you're so perfect. you're all i need, i swear. all i'll ever need."
• with just the right hit, it sent you into overdrive. it felt like a jolt, tingles starting at the bottom of your foot, running all the way up your leg, and the sensitivity now exploding out of your core through the rest of your body.
• you could do nothing but gasp and arch your back, brain going fuzzy while trying to focus on felix in front of you.
• "ahh fuck," he yelled, feeling you convulse around him. "i'm gonna cum, ah fuck.. fuck..." he panted hastily.
• as if he couldn't get there soon enough, he latched himself back onto your lips one final time, needing to feel them on him while he reached his climax. one hard pound after another and he was finally going over the edge, feeling the vibrations of your moans finishing him. he mimicked he moans right back as you felt his whole body twitch inside of you.
• he couldn't say anything, couldn't do anything, just kept his lips attached to yours as you had both finished riding out your highs.
• as he finished, he slowed his thrusts until they were at a dead stop. that didn't stop him from keeping his tongue off of yours though.
• after a good minute or two of stillness, just reveling in the deep, slow kisses, he pulled off for a moment.
• "i was serious about what i said, y/n. you're all i'll ever need. you're my home now."
• "you've always been my home," you smiled.
• with that, he let himself go right back to his comfort spot. with his cock still resting inside of you, he connected his lips to yours, not even moving, just letting them rest where they felt right. where they felt at home.
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wontune · 4 months
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Faz do Félix stray kids!
☆ Félix ( stray kids ) lockscreens !
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voidhyune · 6 months
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there for you | lee felix
lee felix x female!reader wc: cca. 800 summary: the reader had a blood test and has trypanophobia. (scared of needles) tw: needle and i guess that's all but i'm not sure
enjoy!!!
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"feliiiiiiiiix i don' wanna goooo." you whined as you sat down on the floor, in front of your front door, blocking the way. you were too tired, couldn't really sleep and now you were here at 7:26 am.
"i know you don't want to, but you have to y/n" said your boyfriend, felix. he offered to accompany you because he knew how afraid you are of the needle itself and of the hospital. and you really needed that test.
seconds later the two of you were in his car. your legs were bouncing up and down, showing how scared you were. he placed his right hand on your thigh, slowly massaging it to ease your nervousness.
when you got out of the car and saw the hospital, your stomach immediately turned.
god..how you hated these things...
felix held your hand, squeezing it slighty to remind you that he was there with you, no matter what.
you two made into the hospital and you drew a number that showed when it was your turn. it was 151. great..you had to wait a lot since there were a lot of people.
then you sat down on felix's lap, with the reason that there was not enough space and there were many old people. which was of course, true.
almost an hour later on the little screen, you saw your number and entered room 27 to hand over the papers containing your data to a very 'scary' woman.
then you had to wait again...
"lix, i-i'm scared" you choked back your tears as he caressed your back, planting some kisses on your temple.
"i'm here baby. i'll go in with you, okay?" he asked so gently. you loved him for that. he was thoughtful and kind with you. he knew you have these kind of problems.
"okay." you replied as you heard a 'ding' sound from the screens. it was your time now. you slowly stood up with felix and he took your hand in his. then you went into room 28.
"name? birthday?" a middle-aged woman asked you. she didn't even looked at you.
"y/n (and your bday)" you answered lowly and she led you to one of her co-worker.
"you can do it sweetheart" felix rooted for you, kissing your cheeks.
you were about to sit down when you saw that big needle and you hid behind your boyfriend, scared of what would happen.
"is she ok?" another co-worker asked.
"she's scared." felix replied instead of you, receiving a few strange looks from the workers.
"okay, but please hurry. a lot of people still waiting outside." she annoyedly said, bringing tears to your eyes. you just couldn't. it wasn't an easy task for you as they thought.
you were trembling as felix hugged your body to calm you. but it seemed impossible to do it.
"is it ok if she sits on my lap while you do it?" felix asked kindly but he had his deep ass voice and serious face.
"fine, just do it already."
"love, please let go of me for a sec, so she can do it and we can go home, okay?" you hesitated but eventually did it.
they put a rubber band on your upper arm so they can insert the needle into your vein. you instantly closed your eyes, squeezing felix hand with your free hand.
seconds later you were done but the tears still fell down your cheeks. your head was pounding and you felt nauseos. you two went outside for fresh air.
and that's when it hit.
your hearing started to go away and you felt dizzy. you looked up at your lover just to see him speaking. but you didn't hear him tho. your eyes were darting everywhere as your breathing hitched.
"f-feli-x i can't hear" you said, begging for nothing just to go home.
"shit" he mumbled, going into panic mood but he managed to keep his cool. he helped you sit down one of the stairs in front of the building and gave you water. thank god he had some.
he sat in front of you on the cold ground but he couldn't care less. you needed him. now. so he took your hands and guided your breathing.
"can w-we go home now?" you tiredly asked, barely above a whisper but felix heard it.
"of course. we'll stop on the way home and i'll buy your favorite snacks. how's that sound?" he asked as he helped you up to your feet.
"sounds too good." you finally smiled for the first time that day which made him giggle a bit, before you got into the car.
you were grateful that you found him. he was your comfort person and your boyfriend too. even your best friend. you loved him so much.
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this was based on a true story, cause i actually went to blood test today. lol i was crying and they were laughing at me💀 i just needed my felix so thats how this story came.
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hyunverse · 1 year
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wingman ʚɞ felix
lee felix && reader.
genre — fluff, pining, drabble.
about — you confront felix about his failed dates which you've set up. all hell breaks loose . . . or does it?
note — hi hi! do leave ur feedbacks, i love reading them ₍ᐢᐢ₎ requests open!
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felix is tired. the whole day has been nothing but complete shit. as he walks down the hallways of the university, all he could think about is crashing onto his sofa and sleeping until the sky turns black. he’s not even thinking about what to have for lunch, too occupied with the thought of going to sleep.
“idiotic lecturer,” he hisses under his breath, both hands clasped onto the straps of his backpack. he had worked tirelessly on his assignment, only for the pages to be ripped up to pieces by his lecturer.
the hustles and bustles of the building makes felix’ head dizzy. he quietly cusses again upon realizing that he forgot to bring his headphones. being stressed makes you forget a lot of things — felix makes a mental note to calm down.
"lix!" a voice calls out — your sweet, sweet voice.
felix briefly looks back, turning around quickly when he remembers that he's avoiding you. immediately, his steps become faster. you've been blowing up his phone with angry texts from last night, and he knows exactly why.
"lee felix, i know you heard me," you yell, trying your best to catch up with your best friend, "please, stop avoiding me!"
as much as felix wants to curl up and hide from the world, he pauses in his spot at your last words. the blonde simply can't bear to see you plead. a deep breath is taken before he turns around to face you.
"i don't get it, lix. this is the third time i've set you up with my friend and you ghost them."
you're visibly frustrated — he hates that.
"the date was kind of boring y/n," he mutters, looking at everywhere but him, "i don't think we clicked that well."
a sigh slips past your lips, "did you even try?"
"i did!" he defends.
brown eyes glance around the area to ensure nobody's nearby. only artworks stare back at felix.
"i always try to like the people you set me up with," felix adds, "but i just can't. maybe you should stop setting me up with people."
"i just want you to go out and socialize lix. that's all. you barely go out, for god's sake. sometimes it feels like you yell at your computer more than you talk to people."
ouch.
his eyebrows furrow, face screaming disbelief. you've never said anything of the sorts to him, always so caring. so gentle.
"you're not in charge of my social life, y/nnie."
"but i'm your best friend! i just want to know why you keep on ditching my friends."
his lips part to talk, yet nothing but heavy exhales slip out. the tip of his tongue grazes his lower lip to wet them. at the meantime, your eyes bore holes into his pale skin, constantly pushing for him to answer. the pressure and the sounds of the airconditioner compressors intensify, boiling felix' blood.
"why, lix?"
"because i'm in love with you, okay?"
"what?"
the moment felix realizes what he had just said, his breath hitches. suddenly everything is silent — no sounds, just pure fear. fear of you turning away and abandoning him, fear of not being friends anymore, fear of —
"felix?" you mutter again, "do you mean that?"
his rings decorated fingers scratch the back of his neck, the other hand busy checking his pulse.
"lix?"
"i mean it, really."
"oh," is all that you manage to say.
just oh? felix could feel his saliva getting thicker, and that feeling in his stomach sinking even deeper.
"yeah. . ." he mumbles, and for the first time in forever, awkwardness surround the two of you.
"well," you breathe out, "i like you too, actually. . . been setting you up with all these people to try and. . .you know, get over you. felt like you didn't like me and if you had a partner, it wouldn't be as hard to get over you because i'd feel like i have no choice but to do so."
"huh?"
it's your turn to turn embarassed. you could feel your whole body heat up.
"yeah. . ."
"all this while, you've been setting me up because you didn't think you had a chance?" felix utters in disbelief, eyebrows raised, "i've been in love with you since forever."
the words sends you spiralling, cheeks turning red. a whirlpool of emotions overcome you — happiness, disbelief, stupid — name it. you're possibly feeling every emotion available except grief.
"i feel so stupid, lix" you can't help but smile; he thinks it's adorable.
felix bites the inside of his cheeks and the grip he had on his bagpack straps tightens, "you've been setting me up on dates for months now, how about i set you up on one this time? a date with me, at the park tomorrow?"
you swear you've never felt this giddy before.
"of course, lix. i've been waiting for this since forever."
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mykoreanlove · 16 days
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the voice within
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""Why are we not healing?"
"Because you don’t want to."
"What? Of course, I want to."
"No, you don’t."
"…"
"You need your body to be sick. That’s the only thing that’s keeping you from realizing what you truly, truthfully believe."
"Which is?"
"That you’re unlovable."
"..."
"If I heal your eating disorder, if I take that away from you there is nothing left to shield you. If you get rejected again, what will you blame it on? Your disorder is the testimony of you being unlovable. I won’t take that from you."
"…"
"You don’t want to be loved anyway."
"I don’t?"
"No, you are terrified of love. Terrified of being hurt again. In your own little twisted way, you need your sick body to shield you. This right here hurts, I know. But opening yourself up to love again and risking another heartbreak hurts more."
"I feel sick."
"Because you know I’m right. I’m you after all."
"So, I’m afraid of love?"
"Terribly so."
"Because I don't believe I'm lovable?"
"Yes."
"..."
"Sorry, Felix."
"What do I do?"
"Realize that you are lovable. Always have been, always will be."
"But how?"
"..."
"Tell me, how?!"
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taeminsung · 1 year
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darling..
pairing: felix x reader
summary: coming home to you was worth the days spent away from you. it was when he noticed that you seemed a little off that he knew exactly what you needed to feel better.
a/n: to all my Felix bias loves, i apologize so very, very (very) far in advance, but please enjoy another fluffy read ♡
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Travel days meant that Felix’s eyes were open long before the sun started to rise into the sky. It was these days that both exhausted and excited him. While he loved being on tour, sleeping in hotels rooms where there was no traces of you slightly killed him inside. Carefully, he packed the little trinkets he found that instantly reminded him of you and some part of your relationship. Searching the room one last time, he found your bucket hat tossed on the couch, left from him having to fight off Minho from stealing it a few days ago when he needed something to wear out. Taking a deep breath, a small smile slowly pulled at the corner of his lips knowing that the next time he went to bed, he would have you safely wrapped in his arms.
One plane ride later, which felt like eternity to Felix, he found himself not on the way back to his dorm with his members but instead on the way to your place. During the flight, he found himself so badly wanting to go home, only to realize when the wheels touched down that home was no longer a place but instead you. It was something that he should have put together sooner if he was honest with himself but at this point he simply wanted to share that with you while smothering you in the love he needed to give you. After two quick sharp knocks on the door, he let himself in knowing that you probably were expecting him to come over until the following morning. Quietly removing his shoes, he surveyed the visible rooms, noting that they were slightly messier than usual.
Angel, I’m back he called out into the too still space, wondering where you were and why you hadn’t come running out to greet him yet. Truthfully, he found it adorable the way you would abandon whatever you were doing when you heard him and come sliding into the entry way to crash into him wrapping your limbs around him. Only after an extra long minute did he see you final emerge from around the corner, slowly walking over to him and pulling him into your embrace. While Felix wanted to pick you up, dump you onto the couch or the bed and cuddle you until the next day, he knew that would need to wait just a little bit longer. Slightly pulling back, he tilted your chin up, brushing your hair out of your face studying the way that you almost didn’t look up to met his eyes. Alright Angel, let’s go, he says before pulling you down the hall to your bathroom.
Gently he places you next to the sink before walking out and coming back with a chair from the other room. As he sets it down in front of the sink, he silently gestures for you to sit down. Turning on the water, he shuffles around the space collecting little things here and there before bringing his full attention back to you with eyes on him. It warmed his heart the way your shoulders seemed to relax little as he returned to your side. Just relax while I was your hair, yeah? Felix mussed while carefully tipping your head back into the sink wetting your hair. After a little bit, he felt your hand rest on his stomach and as he scrubbed the shampoo into your scalp taking pride in the soft moan that escaped from your lips. Looking down at you, he lower his lips to connect with yours silencing the second moan that tried to echo into the room.
Fingers continued to work their way through your hair, stilling every few moments so his lips could touch different places on your face. Rinsing out the shampoo, he immediately went to work with the conditioner, stealing another kiss from your lips before kissing the tip of your nose. Letting it sit in your hair for a bit, he softly told you about what he did on his day off between shows and what dumb thing the boys managed to do to get into trouble with Chan. Once he finished his story, he made quick work of again washing the product out of your hair, placing one last quick kiss to your lips. Do you want to stand up while I blow dry your hair? He inquired as he opened a drawer to find what he needed, a tiny smile on his face as he saw you shifting from your seated position to stand up.
Can’t have you catching a cold he hums before turning on the dryer and doing what he’s watched you do so many times throughout your relationship. He’d probably never admit it out loud, but he loved watching you do all your routines, from washing your hair to skincare selfishly because he wanted to learn it so that he could do these things for you. Felix understood that sometimes life can just get to be too much and finds that when it does, the first thing to suffer is your routines. However, he also understands that your routines give you comfort, and wants to be the reason that while the world becomes overwhelming, you can find a small silver of peace in him. Gently pulling your head back again to get the front of your hair, he captured your lips on his, pointing the dryer elsewhere to not overheat you. Seconds seemed to pass on before he release your lips to finish the job he started.
Satisfied with his job, he kissed your head before starting to put everything back to where it was before he took it out, moving around you as needed. Turning back for your hand so he could pull you into the bedroom, he noticed the way your eyes were glossy as they stared at him. Immediately, Felix is standing in front of you murmuring a what’s wrong and softly running his hands up and down your arm wondering if he did something to hurt you. I just really missed you this time you managed to get out before the tears came running down your cheeks, I’m so in love with you, you whispered so quietly that he almost didn’t hear it. His chest swelled at the sudden confession knowing that you never really liked to talk when you got this way. I love you so much, Felix said while taking your hands and leading you into your room.
Pointing to the bed, he fluttered around the room again, this time turning on the projector Hyunjin gifted you, and making sure that everything else was off in the apartment. Climbing into bed and under the blankets, Felix tugging you into his side, smiling as you seemed to wrap yourself around him like a koala with both your arms and legs. I’ll talk to Chan to see if you can come to the next concert he spoke into the air and noted the way they seemed to make you settle into the bed and nozzle him. Turning on your favorite movie, his fingers dance across your back under his sweatshirt before planting a long kiss onto the top of your head. Slowly, he starts to hum along to whatever song was playing in the movie, knowing that you always loved to fall asleep to his voice.
Hours passed before the movie finally concluded and he turned everything off, letting the moon illuminate the room through the small opening you left in your curtains. Gently brushing your hair out of your face, he quickly pressed his lips to your forehead, thinking about how much love he had for you in his heart. In truth, he wanted to spent the rest of his life with you. He wanted this to be apart of his everyday routine, coming home to you, cuddling you while watching movies and talking about each other’s days. Apart of him loved when you let your walls down, crumbling slightly in front of him, knowing that he just got to know your soul a little bit more. Mumbling goodnight and casting one last longing look at your peacefully sleeping face, he closed his eyes and began to dream of what life will be like in the future with you.
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