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#expressly important to and needed by them. and the pandemic I think has robbed me of regular situations and has thereby messed with my brain
excusemebutiquit
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Pandemic is messing up my perception of my self within interpersonal relationships
#y’all I literally I keep getting stuck in this this mental cycle
#of ‘do my friends love me?’ to ‘yes my friends love me’ to ‘they may love me but I’m not as important to them as they are to me’
#and like ‘my friends don’t love me as much as I love them’
#which is extremely unhelpful at best
#and like I know I KNOW my friends love me so much and I love my friends so much
#and I am important to them
#so it’s really ridiculous that I’m getting stuck in these loops of thought
#but in related news I’m thinking a damaging friendship I had from middle/high school has been more damaging to me than I previously thought
#because friendship with her was a constant ‘you’re not as important to me as I am to you’ and like in addition I think she messed up my
#sense of how to support my friends because I adjusted myself to supporting her but like not everyone need supported like her and in fact
#most people don’t. so like idk but I just need to see people more and be in their presence daily and have situations where I can be
#expressly important to and needed by them. and the pandemic I think has robbed me of regular situations and has thereby messed with my brain
#my post
#thank u turgle for taking in my negative thoughts once again.
#I also get stuck in a loop of like ‘my problems aren’t as important as other people’s’ which is true sometimes like I am not having shelter
#food or money problems atm. but that doesn’t mean this doesn’t suck right?
#sorry all I post about is my problems I’ll reblog regular content soon
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