#except the chocolate is just for me

[thickest-slimiest-malware]

i made a cake themed after the dance scene in revolutionary girl utena!!!

#revolutionary girl utena #adolescence of utena #cake art #shoujo kakumei utena #utena dance #fun facts: it took me 8 hours #i used Quiong Cookings steamed sponge cake recipe EXCEPT i steamed it in a double boiler in the oven #i used howtocookthats white chocolate ganache frosting recipe from her top 7 frostings #and finally i just used buzzfeed tastys mirror glaze recipe except i used powdered gelatin instead of sheet #i dyed the red frosting with oil based red and powder magenta food coloring but you can use gel #at 7 hours in i got so angry i covered my hands in red frosting and left red prints on the fridge #when your red frosting starts to melt you gotta put it in the freezer but you also gotta run your hands under cold water so theyre cold :) #the end of fun facts now only pain remains

[feelslikegold]

no but I love sprinkles now that we’re on it 😔

#except do the chocolate ones taste different from rainbow……. #bc my sister says the chocolate ones clearly taste like chocolate but neither have a taste to me they’re just. so pretty

[bunnihearted]

📖🖊❄️

#journal dump bc i have too much on my mind #1) i HATE my neighbors. theres never one quiet moment. they stomp around and slam cabinets all the time it feels like #2) ​i've been reading more recently even if concentration's hard bc of noise. but i also feel like there r too many books i wanna read #but yeah. too little time. so instead i cant settle on a book and kinda dont even read as much as i want to. a stupid problem really #3) it's crazy to say but i wish i had a part time job. sitting at home 24/7 for 5/6 years has been SO terrible for me. #everything feels meaningless. every day is the exact same. im not LIVING. im rotting away and all my issues get worse. im also so fkn bored #and i dont wanna sit at home and do assignments (even if thats what i technically should be doing) #i want a job to go to which takes me away from home + gives me money #then i can come home and sit and rot and ENJOY it. bc now my lazy time is only smth negative and bad for me :/ #ofc i hate the mere thought of having some soul sucking utterly pointless job and our capitalist society is a slave hellhole. but.. as it is #im not even able to enjoy ANY of my time bc all my time feels bad. plus im only getting poorer and poorer so i cant afford to buy anything #4) im so fkn bored and going crazy from eating the exact same food every single day for the third month now. im sick of it #everything tastes so bland and disgusting. it's genuinely making me depressed 😭 i wanna eat REAL food. im so tired bc no nutrition :(( #i cant do anything except wait for my appt w the doctor next week and hope they put me on a waiting list for surgery.. but ong im sick of it #5) i miss my sisters :/ we live in the same apartment but its like i've completely ceased to exist to them #except when they need to be passive aggressive to me. lol. i miss them. but they just dont wanna talk to me :/ #but tbh. most of all... i just want my health issue to be over so my body can function normally again. #i can face anything in life if i can come home to a cup of coffee nd some chocolate ^-^ <333

[quibbs126]

Ummm, would it be possible to have a Financier x Crunchy Chip fankid?

Here you go, this guy is Choco Bread Cookie

I think first in line before this was Madeleine/Espresso, but I couldn’t think of anything so I just went ahead

So he’s supposed to be based on pain au chocolat, aka chocolate croissants. I chose it because it’s a French food (like Financier), and it has chocolate (like Crunchy Chip). I tried to incorporate that into his topknot. I didn’t call him Choco Croissant because I thought the name didn’t really fit Financier or Crunchy, so I was looking at other names for it. I was going to go with Chocolatine Cookie originally, but I thought that that name, while it fits Financier, sounds a bit too fancy for Crunchy Chip. So I just went with the transliteration of pain au chocolat, which is just chocolate bread. Chocolate bread is technically something different, but I thought it worked

Chocolate croissants:

So on to the character. So I know both Financier and Crunchy Chip are fiercely loyal to their countries, so I had trouble deciding where Choco Bread’s loyalties would lie, and eventually I just went with that he has no allegiance (granted with his design I made it more similar to the Dark Cacao Kingdom, but that’s because I know those designs better). He’s just a wandering warrior, with the principles of helping out any Cookie in need, regardless of who they are.

He has a bit of a temper when you make him mad, but generally he’s a relatively calm person. He enjoys tea

Also, he’s not short by any means, he is much taller than his father (and probably his mother, though not by nearly as much). I just think it’d be funny for Crunchy to have a kid that ends up bigger than him, making him still the shortest in the family

I haven’t figured out what he uses as a weapon, but it’s probably something with some weight to it

But yeah, this is this guy

#cookie run #cookie run kingdom #financier cookie #crunchy chip cookie #I don’t know what their ship name is #cookie run oc #fanchild #fankid #my art #my oc #requests #answers #to be honest I’m pretty proud of how he turned out #fun fact: everybody in my family likes chocolate croissants except me #I’m just not too big a fan of croissants #I mean they’re fine but I’m not putting chocolate with them #just because I like/tolerate two things does not mean I want to have them together #sorry just a random thing #choco bread cookie

[emometalhead]

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#having a day full of mixed feelings #I suppose this is how life goes #I'm officially done with my Bachelor's degree as of today #obviously I'm proud of myself for the accomplishment and I was excited to be celebrated today #it was a long and difficult road and there were many times where I didn't think I'd live to see it through but I made it #I'm the first person in my family to get this degree and I was really looking forward to having today be my day #I had a really lovely morning and then things kind of waned #there were a few arguments. someone I spent the day with repeatedly made negative comments about something I care about #it felt awful. I know it was intended as more of a playful jab than anything but I directly asked for the comments to stop and they didn't #it especially hurt that it was a fandom thing and the person is so invested in their own fandoms yet they felt it fair to step on mine #even though I've never done that to them #then people kept talking over me and acted like I was wrong for trying to interject to finish my own sentences #also as I said in the last post I was deeply upset by how my family members spoke of my 12 year old cousin #she's just a kid and some of our close family members have such a nasty opinion of her. she's so young and she's had a rough few years #but it seems like no one except my brother and I are willing to give her any grace #I think everyone else has forgotten what it feels like to be a kid and feel as if the world is against you #on a more positive note. I had a decadent slice of chocolate cake. it was heavenly #unfortunately I was really too in my head to fully enjoy it #literally every day for 3 weeks I've been talking about the lunch I planned to have today #I knew exactly what meal and dessert I wanted from the restaurant. it's my absolute fave and isn't available at any other local restaurant #I was totally starving by time we got to the restaurant. we were out all morning and I ate a tiny breakfast in anticipation of this meal #when we got there we found out they removed what I planned to order from the menu. I was devastated. #I know it's stupid but like this was the one part of my day that I've had planned for MONTHS and I've been thinking about it for weeks #we had a 40 minute car ride where I mentioned my excitement for the food no less than 10 times so this crushed me #also I'm just really picky in general and typically restaurants only have one or two things I'm able to eat #I offered to just eat the dessert while everyone else ordered food because they were all really hungry too but they wouldn't allow it #we left the restaurant and I still feel horrible for walking out. if I had known the item was removed we wouldn't have even gone there #it happened so recently though and I feel dumb for not even thinking to check the menu online beforehand #so we went to another restaurant and I barely ate anything and now I have no appetite for dinner and I feel bad for ruining the afternoon #even though it's my day and my celebration and I feel like I'm entitled to a slight amount of unreasonableness

[kittykatinabag]

The Saint's Magic Power is Omnipotent is pure hopeless romantic delusional fantasy to me and I wouldn't want it any other way.

#its horimiya meets fantasy isekai but all the characters are adults #yet somehow in 24 episodes there is no kissing just pure romantic crushes and barely veiled courting #then i come down off the high and realize that i probably will never find someone who will be that romantic with me #because thats just not how relationships work at least in my previous experiences #the most romantic thing someone has ever done for me is get me flowers and chocolates for valentines #except the chocolates werent my preferred variety and i only sort of like roses #if he had given me milk chocolate instead of dark and orchids or wisteria or magnolia i would have been more impressed #but even that's just kind of stereotypical valentines gift so its not giving 'i cant stop thinking about you' vibes #idk i just want someone to be as obsessed about me and i am with them #it seems to always be me liking the other person much more than they like me #late night ramblings

[daisyachain]

This is generalization but it does make me feel like I’m losing my mind. Anglo-American romance novels aimed at women—‘what if you, a normal person, were forced into proximity with the smuggest most self-satisfied person who physically invades your space, insults you, acts like an attention whore at best, borderline sexually assaults you, isn’t that great’ and then you go to romance manga aimed at young women—‘what if you, a normal person, we’re forced into proximity with a two faced bitch who tries to control your every move and also refuses to speak or engage with you unless it’s to isolate you from your peers or get mad at you for talking to another living person’

#obviously there are variants but it drives me insane how even stuff aimed at women is like. isn’t it nice when men treat women horribly. #wouldn’t you love to be treated horribly except the horrible guy in question is hot #literally the extent of straight women’s fantasies is that they get some enjoyment out of looking at men who hate them #aim higher! aim anywhere other than the floor! read yuri for crying out loud #can we not get women to fantasize about getting along with someone and having a good time with them. #save me LoveCom you’re my only hope #kelsey rambles #romcom discourse was dead five years ago but the point remains that if the male lead of your average love interest existed in real life #he should not be allowed within 10 ft of any woman but his grandmother #this isn’t talking about the way romance is used in fiction or the way relationship arcs work or anything #this post is strictly limited to romance as a projection of women’s fantasies out into the world to be consumed for pure self-indulgence #if you’re having a cheat day you shouldn’t be eating stale chips ahoy. #if you’re indulging why not have a crème brûlée! have the world’s densest chocolate cake! #have an almond slice with cream and strawberries. self-indulgence ought to feel good. #I have a sister who likes men so I am assured that the despicable shoujo love interests of the world are attractive in some arcane way #I just can’t fathom it. if a man even half hinted at me that treatment like that was on the table I’d move cities.

[wiinterbunny]

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#tomorrow's gonna be the worst birthday every fr #i was gonna bake a cake - which i havent had in 5 years.. but bc of gallstones i cant have cake #i cant really eat anything :(( so that's boring </3 #also since im poor i cant afford to go to the cinema or like literally anywhere else #i wanted to visit my grandma but she's sick so we cant. and i literally have no one else to visit or meet #my sisters arent talking to me so they wont.. talk to me tmrw either. wont congratulate me #i have no friends to hang out with or talk to. #no one will wish me a happy birthday except my mom #ijust feel so fkn lonely and insignificant #i try to pretend idb abt my birthdaybut the truth is i do. and i fantasize abt it being important to someone else as well #i just wanna be important and mean smth to someone :((( #it really doesnt help that i cant eat at all #last year was rough too but i had lots of coffee and chocolate treats during the day which helped my mood a lot #and now i dont have anyone at all to talk to so like.. yeah i feel so lonely #and someone i thought was my friend blocked me without explanation a few days ago #and i wanted to at least chat with her a bit #but she proved that i mean nothing to her. did she lie to me? was everything she said just lies.... #idk

[nightmaretour]

I wonder if my local Just Eat guy knows he's a goddamn legend

#Ordered coffee because I woke up sick #Except not actually coffee because they didn't have decaf #I think my body is just ready to collapse under the slightest pressure tbh I'm basically held together with sticky tape from Poundland #Anyway he got hot chocolate and a gingerbread cookie to me from the next town over in like 10 minutes

[heart-bones]

I just woke up from this dream that actually made me start crying and now that I Am Awake, I would like to die

#most of it was super weird #like i was in this chinatown that doesnt exist exploring this old tower that used to be a castle that was empty #except suddenly at one point it was an indoor market #i was with my ex and my exs ex and we'd been shopping all day together and i was confused and angry why i was hanging out with them #and then like i ended up with these random girls who were cool at first but then got really mean for some reason? #the end was basically one of them coming up behind me and putting something gross in my hair #and then laughing as they grabbed a chunk of the back of it and cut it off ??? #and i was just crying with what felt like chocolate sauce dripping off of my head ??? and then i woke up #this is just another post to say that its exhausting being in this body & wanting to change so much but feeling frozen in place #for years and years and years

[polygondotcomvideoproducer]

I have got to get more observant about myself holy shit

#I am a girl who cannot survive without a Little Treat #and one of my favs is them lil chocolate covered peppermint creams #except I'll sometimes feel not great after having a few #and it only just occurred to me that they're a migraine trigger #like GIRL I gotta start noticing The Patterns #like this applies to parts of my personality too I just do not notice things about myself #personal

[adamparrishdyke]

Oh 😔

learning alot about myself rn

#thats crazy fr #im not Allergic allergic to nuts #just when i was working in a kitchen i was making chocolate chip walnut cookie dough like a 200 batch #12 pounds of walnuts or something crazy #and my hands got itchy and burny and numb after handling so many while mixing the dough #and i had to go chill in the back and have someone else finish the prep #other than that my ass is normal #except coconut oil giving me a rash one time when i was 12 <- have not used it since #but coconut taste is really not good to me not in a picky way in a My body Cant do this rn way #thats fucking crazy #.r #ask #inesathammar

[captainshyguy]

im only gonna say this once bc i dont want to be a boring bastard (even though this is my blog and i can do whatever the hell i want sdnkgjds) but man i just. i really dont care about halloween man

#idk man just. my ability to care about it is at a big fat zero #it has for a very long time #sure i liked getting sweets as a kid. and i like getting sweets now! #but everythinng else about the holiday has always goenover my head #i dont care about costumes or spooky stuff really so im just functionally unable to understand the hype #its just a vibe and aesthetic i;ve never cared about #like...its like watching people have this amazig party and a good time and dancig around except you cant hear the music #so ur just there like [looks around awkwardly] #especially since tumblr goes so hard about it #like im glad people have fun with it but also there's always a small part of me thats baffled and unable to understand #my family's never really been a celebration type in general i suppose #sure we'd visit grandparents on christmas and do up the house and pull cheap wizard crackers #but even then its really just about the presents for us. about having time off and stuffing face with chocolate #we dont carol or do up the outside of the house or out on christmas muic #and thats us at our most [leans into a holiday] #so halloween is just another day man #maybe if it was a day that we actully had off every year i would have cared more #luke rambles

[elegyofthemoon]

nah i totally get celine now i too would cope with a copious amount of drinks while everythings on fire.

#except my choice in drinks is coffee so im just shaking aggressively in caffeine LOL #the only thing saving me this week is just the idea of trying new flavors at my local coffee shop #i had a white chocolate lavender coffee the other day???? it was soooo yummy #i mean it tasted more lavender. #but now. i crave. i crave their snickerdoodle. i want it. #snow speaks #also hi im currently debating w myself on whether or not i should get coffee #but yeah now im like 'celine is just the 'everythings fine dog' and i kin her entirely for that'

[youwillfindilluminating]

I’ve been trying to keep my love for joseph quinn at arm’s length but then he goes and does interviews with amazing photoshoots and talks about his “affinity for 90′s hip-hop” like please stop coming for my neck sir

#joseph quinn #his face is giving Just Some Guy and I refuse to be swayed anymore #except his chocolate button eyes and his lips and oh boy..... #he's so HUMBLE and NEEDY and it would drive me nuts IRL but it's fun to have a little think about

[vashti-lives]

The problem with non-Americans making fun of American culture is that if they’re young and a little naive and mostly getting it from tv and movies then all their understanding of America is being filtered through a white rich person lens and then they end up actually making fun of poor American culture and usually poor black American culture, without realizing it, and they sound like bigger assholes then they mean to.

This post brought to you by the poor schmuck who saw a poll making fun of English food and decided to playfully retaliate only to end up exclusively picking food eaten primarily by poor people, black people, or both. Yikes kid.

#also all the food on that list is either fine or just straight up not something people eat #outside of super specific occasions #I’ve literally never heard of Watergate salad #but I assume it’s either weird jello salad or desert salad #and those are things you make for a big party or group get together #not something you put on your dinner table #also unseasoned meatloaf is flat out not a thing #like I personally think English boiled puddings are gross looking #and maybe they’re actually fine? #but I will say historically variations of them were eaten by every level of society #when Americans make fun of them we are not exclusively mocking poor people #also you will never convince me that a dish that’s primarily flour suet and raisins that’s boiled for two or more hours #is delicious like no it isn’t #(wait except American chocolate American chocolate is inferior)