#even tho purging is pretty bad for you that did ease my mind a bit

[lotchairy]

well fml i fell off a little bit today

there were a lot of bad vibes and being stuck inside all day made me snack more than i wanted

i’m thankful i didn’t fully binge (and saturday’s are usually worst of the worst for that) but i definitely ate way more than i have been but i stopped myself before going crazy… and i also couldn’t handle how many calories that was so i did end up purging for the first time in awhile

oh well!! day’s over and i can get back on track tomorrow. no need to turn a day off track into a week

#tw ed #ed #ana #mia #i’m upset about this but i’m just going to watch a show and read something nice and try to move on #even tho purging is pretty bad for you that did ease my mind a bit #so hopefully tomorrow i can go back to my normal restriction and possibly aim a little lower #maybe workout in the morning #basically just spilling all my thoughts now #oh well that’s what this is for #and it helps