#even psychotropics i would do this to some extent! but being thrown into withdrawals or being agitaged and numb in an empty way

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I think what happens with me with drugs in general is that when my brain is able to get numb and make new connections including activity that is abnormal (like hallucigens) or dissociative then when I get Off it and stabilise it has the ability to reprocess things Less numb and dissociative which is why most treatment I am resistant for but I am a good candidate for psychedelics.

#even psychotropics i would do this to some extent! but being thrown into withdrawals or being agitaged and numb in an empty way #just didnt help #but like if my brain feels sedated numb safe disconnected dissociative active hallucigenic then #it like lets my brain have a new fresh plate to reconnect and wake up #but weed isnt working anymore :(((( #i think the shrooms might have helped i kind of want to try again sometime with another strain #but i have to go to canada for that #i am never going to be satisfied with my life without trying ketamine though #ive wanted to try since i was 17 #in clinic!!!! taking a dissociative drug outside of a clinic sounds TERRIFYINT #incoherents