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diffenbachiae · 8 months
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i have to resist the urge to tell my friends & loved ones i love them like every single time i see their face and i know i’m being weird about it, like i’m not supposed to say it as often as i do/ in front of as many people, but i genuinely don’t understand how i’m supposed to not say it when it’s all i feel. and it makes me sad too bc that makes me think maybe i feel it stronger than most people? and that can’t be true but like how is everyone else not BURSTING to say and express it.
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plinkcat-gif · 2 years
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do share!i love reading your funky ideas
thanks for enabling me 🧡🧡
kakashi can see ghosts lmao, obt is ghost.
“if you don’t get out i’ll kill you”
“i’m about to eat pancake hot dogs for dinner. this is my first meal of the day.”
this is based off a tiktok i’ll never find again ahdjsjdjdj, but essentially a crack au where obito does everything in his power to get kakashi to leave the home (genuinely traumatizing things) and kakashi is completely unfazed every time because he works full time at the town’s shittiest mcdonald’s where he’s definitely seen worse shdjsksjjs.
road trip:
“Aren’t you a little too old to be scared of the dark?”
this is just vibes there was no plot <333 i just thought kakashi teasing obito for this was cute, and the two of them goofing around with each other on a trip would be adorable!! also had potential to be a kkobrin au and if i were to write it now, it would definitely be that <3
*holds up fingers* “how many fingers do you see”
“too many”
“there’s one.”
this was actually for my firefighter obt and nurse kakashi au! obito gets severely injured in a fire and is sent to the hospital where they meet, about a week after obito saves kakashi’s house from burning down. kakashi is babysitting naruto while minato and kushina are out of town, and so he already has a lot on his plate, and obito has partial custody of his and rin’s child. (not a bad divorce, they’re still good friends!! he’s a really good dad and a good friend to rin, but couldn’t be a good husband because he worked hours that she couldn’t deal with while being a nurse and having a child. she’s since moved to a less demanding job in the medical field to take of their child <3)
anyway yeah that’s all <3 they’re so important to me i love them idk why the space above is so large i can’t make it go away
kid ghost kakashi and kid obito
- they had houses next to each other and would talk through their windows on the second floor bedrooms.
- kakashi died chasing after a soccer ball in a game. he’s not actually dead, just in a coma and healing slowly. he flickers in and out of existence based on whether he’s close to waking up or not.
- he is entirely conscious of everything he’s doing as a ghost. obito’s certain that he’s a figment of his imagination to cope, and since kakashi can’t make him believe otherwise, he just goes with it.
- obito goes to prom with somebody else and, unable to bear the fact that kakashi is also there, watching from afar, ditches (prom dress—mxmtoon).
- obito cries over math hw, kks helps him
- kakashi skipped a grade or two (can’t remember) and is in the same grade as obito. he’s only one or two years younger or whatever, DEF not four lol
IMPORTANT AU TO ME!!!! i started writing the first chapter but i just couldn’t get the tone right, esp bc it was from a squirrel’s perspective and…yeah. anyway. the main angst came from the prom scene, after goofy shenanigans with each other <3 obito goes to prom with somebody else (not rin he wouldn’t do that to her) and he can’t stand seeing kakashi on the bleachers, looking defeated and just. so sad. stressed, esp bc he’s having feelings ab somebody who might die, he ditches and kakashi tries to comfort him but hey, his best friend is about to die and he can’t deal with that, and just. fuck. sad.
kakashi does not die (…at least in one ending. never did figure out if i wanted to write the other too)
modern au kakashi gets flashes of different aus, mostly of obito dying. he can’t piece it together, until he realizes that he’s somehow connected to the multiverse.
i do not remember what this was about <3 but it’s cool in concept!! i think somehow he was able to travel the multiverse too, but like not intentionally. he was usually dumped in some random universe. (much opportunity for crossover aus, time change aus, i was also perhaps going to use this as an excuse to write friends’ aus and aus i liked dhhdjsjd
limbo dancing with the devil
- basically little to no morals
- western
- kakashi and obito were raised in a gang, but it was eventually killed and they were spared. kakashi picked up his life (it’s relative) and now works as a gun-checker for a saloon. also runs missions for tsunade, usually in killing people.
- obito simply started his own gang (akatsuki) and they go around killing killers. they’re looking for tsunade, because one of her men (kks) killed yahiko (but yahiko was actually killed by madara and framed kakashi)
- madara is the biggest threat—he’s been dormant since he got his town and was satisfied to live there, but with the new information, they have to go after him. kakashi, akatsuki, rin, tsunade and shizune all band together to go to tsukuyomi.
- obito kills killers and bad people, but kakashi’s revealed to have killed heartlessly (he didn’t get his reputation based on checking guns at a bar. he was taken in briefly by danzō and ran bad missions.)
- tenzo eventually joins the party when they meet him in konoha, the last stop before tsukuyomi. he’s gotten better (he used to work for danzō too) and is next in line for sheriff. he comes along because he’s been tracking madara for a while too, as he’s a threat to konoha.
- obito and kakashi’s deep talk: kakashi just killed someone by knife when obito was down, and obito says “you didn’t strike me as a killer.” kakashi responds, “that’s what makes me so good at it.”
- that sounds so edgy LOL in the moment it’s kind of sad.
incredibly important au to me. such worldbuilding, plus it means i would’ve gotten to write southwestern stuff which is simply <33333 LOVE!!!! i love love love writing about the southwest it’s just home <333🧡🧡🧡🧡 but also the plot is cool i really like it!! unfortunate i never got around to it, but i did write one chap on ao3 if you’re interested ;)
hatake norse
- old hatake wolves gone unused for so long that they’ve overgrown with moss and lichen
- tarot cards
- must all things end?
- flower field of daisies and lavender
- overgrown hatake estate
- skoll: devours the moon
- hati: devours the sun
- fenrir: will devour everything
- vargamor: a woman with control over wolves who lives in the forest. kakashi’s mom was one of these and she’s actually the one with hatake descent. this is how kakashi has control over wolves.
- kakashi wasn’t provided enough stability as a child and so he ends up destroying the world by freeing fenrir.
- he finds old scrolls under the floorboards where sakumo died.
- the island fenrir lives on is a marsh.
so yeah this is just a bad ending au no matter what. kakashi is enticed by his lineage in the hatake scrolls, which is great at first. then he associates with obito and the akatsuki, finds out obito’s plan because obito trusts him, foolishly. kakashi pretends to play along until he reverse summons himself to fenrir’s island and pulls the sword from the stone, releasing the wolf and ending the world. in his final moments, he gets to say goodbye to naruto, regret what he did because anything is better than this, regret it because naruto will die, and then justify it with obito’s actions. it’s for the greater good kind of stuff. it’s not. bad ending.
he doesn’t try to negotiate with fenrir after watching how quickly he took down kaguya. there’s no point in arguing morals without something that merciless.
this would’ve been a fun worldbuilding project, and i got pretty far! unfortunately i’m not writing anymore and so this project has come to a halt. i highly recommend the first few chapters because they were really fun for me to write, the last two are very meh ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ it would mean a lot if u, who is reading this, read the first few chaps on my ao3 tho lol
better superhero au, invincible inspired
- obito is high school student, starts with no powers.
- gets powers one night, kamui makes him essentially invincible (wow what a cool name)
- madara (caretaker with hashirama) works with obito on his powers and takes him training.
- tobirama (cecil) adds obito to a superhero program he has, puts him on team with tsunade (black samson), kakashi (atom eve; final love interest), tenzō (robot), genma (rex splode).
- rin (amber; first love interest) is regular human, but volunteers at soup kitchen and helps in community, a hero in her own right.
- kakashi and tenzō are also secretly part of root, another organization that’s underground to the program. obito’s asked to join by danzō, to which he accepts, aka harder missions.
- he, kks and tenzō almost die (the mafia thing) and so does everyone else, but they all live thanks to tobirama and healing stuff.
- meanwhile, madara investigation ongoing, who killed the global guardians?
- subway scene and stuff. man. obito’s pretty much just fuckign demolished. iykyk.
- obito lives and recovers, kakashi suffers memory trauma from concussions.
this would’ve been fun to write for worldbuilding, i love working with magic/superpower systems!! also some major angsty kkob!!! i did write a little smth for this a while back but idk if i’ll be able to find it, if anyone’s interested anyway dhdjsjjd
“you will now go by magekiller as your new title. good luck, uchiha.”
- “every timeline. every single one, you kill me. why?”
- kakashi carries an opal, believed to be bad luck and carries the power of every gemstone. “magician’s stone”
- a desperate cleric slamming every healing spell in an attempt to bring someone back to life the ground sprouts flowers all around. deep in the forest, surrounded by flowers, lies a corpse refusing to rot.
- (from today) what was i even thinking?
- i think kakashi was supposed to have magic powers thru the stone. like a mage. and then obito was tasked by some higher being with always killing him forever
- they go through each timeline like this and at some point obito really does manage to kill kakashi. for real, for the final time (he’s not carrying the gemstone on him maybe?) and enter that last quote
- tbh i don’t remember i jsut made that up off the top of my head SHHDKSKAG
- this is Obito Suffering because He Cares So Much and what better way for angst than losing the one he cares most about? haha.
no comment idk what i was on about and the pinterest board is just some wolves and the word vargamor GFJJSKAHDJA
obito takes on kakashi’s mannerisms
- super cold, intimidating stare
- truly truly works and cares about people but as goes for obito, it becomes obsessive and twisted
- cares thru anbu if that makes sense. like he works for danzō and thinks he’s doing good for people
- perhaps some conscience-ghost haunting involved. because i think he should <3
fun twist on kks taking on obito’s mannerisms idk!!! potential for angst but i’m not the best at writing it so it’d probably be more uhhh grounded? idk. idk idk gn
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roobylavender · 2 years
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If you were to be given creative control over any 3 comic characters, with the free to add or remove whatever you want from canon, which characters would you choose, why, & how would you write them? -🐻
i tried to be a little unique in my choices instead of making the whole thing about bat characters (well. except for the last one but i think that's an allowed exception)
thad thawne / i feel like this would go for most people who are also into thad but i genuinely do not care for the teenage murderer thing that geobard jawnes did with him like it felt. so removed from any of his actual convictions or desires yknow. obv there was a deep seated hatred of bart there but as we learn in the mercury falling arc that hatred was never truly his own and was imposed on him for his entire existence! he was left with no room to consider seeking out genuine love and recognition for himself as a person, until bart reminded him of what exactly he was missing in his life. so. personally i am obsessed with the fact that the mercury falling arc and wallylinda's wedding arc occur within like months of each other publication wise and had i been the one in control i would have finagled a way for max and bart to locate thad and present him with an interesting offer: let wallylinda take him in. let him thrive on his people pleasing abilities but in an environment where it might actually contribute to something other than an agenda of centuries long hatred. let him be loved. let him be challenged. let him be taken under wally's wing as not just an adoptee but a protégé. i personally think there could be so much meaning to him potentially adopting the kid flash mantle and subsequently, many years down the line, the flash mantle bc he would have earned it of his own merit rather than tried to steal the legacy as he was groomed to do. also it would be so cute to see irey and jai drive him nuts once they're born you know linda would jump on the opportunity to assign him babysitting duties (and she'd secretly assign bart to them too so that they have to work together and get along and mend their relationship. it's her kid whisperer magic) and he'd grouch and grumble but secretly thrill in it bc i mean what else would boost a people pleaser's ego more than baby validation
simon baz / i am technically going to be cheating here bc my ideas for any green lantern are like mythos wide and interconnected or whatever but basically. i fall into the camp of what i assume to be very few people who believe the lantern corps should have stayed dead when hal slaughtered them all. the whole point of the parallax arc was to hone in on the ultimate flaws of employing a police force and it being the sort of worst outcome of unchecked vigilantism not only at cost to ordinary people but at cost to the lanterns themselves bc they were ultimately used like disposable tools. there's also the fact that the rings are allegedly supposed to be the most dangerous weapon in the universe but like. what weight does that statement really have if there are a gazillion. there should only be one imo. moving onto simon: what really frustrates me about his intro and character development is how (like so much else about geobard jawnes lantern lore) it falls into the same police apologism the earlier lantern lore spent decades trying to critique. like, why would this guy who was literally about to be tortured in guantanamo bay find any sort of solace in being a member of an intergalactic police force. it makes no sense to me. but had we been working with a scenario where the guardians and lantern core hadn't been revived and kyle was ultimately the last lantern left, i feel like it could have been interesting to see simon become his eventual successor and potentially chart a new path for what being a ringbearer entailed, esp with his unique empathy-connected healing powers. it would be a sort of cycle from hal as the martyr of the policing complex the guardians had created, to kyle as the guardian of the last ring in the wake of that devastation, to simon as the torchbearer to repurpose the ring for the more humanitarian uses that it should ideally have been employed for (i know torchbearer is kyle's title but idc it'd look cooler on simon) and thus also finding meaning and purpose in his own actions outside of just being a tool for whatever agenda the corps were wanting to peddle
damian wayne / as you all know. if given the opportunity i would rewrite this kid entirely from scratch. i am personally really into the idea of subverting the way bruce generally comes into having children bc obv all of them make their way to him as adoptees after their parents have perished by some ill fate or whatever, but had damian's son of the demon origins have been maintained i think it would have been really cool to see him make his way from his adoptive parents (killed by ra's in some way) to his biological ones and seeing that mess with his head and sense of identity. bc like. how do you go from being raised as a normal child to suddenly being thrust into this world of vigilantism and martyrdom and duty. granted that happened for bruce's other children too but with damian there would be that added layer of wondering why if he had biological parents they had never come to get him and raise him on their own. what would that disconnect do to him. how would he contend with the idea of suddenly being heir to a legacy where you are essentially dedicating the rest of your life to a burdensome duty that does not necessarily entail any permanent sort of success or happiness. how does that dilemma add to the tension of getting to know his parents. i'm interested in the idea of a damian who feels utterly normal and confused and intimidated and betrayed bc he's a ten year old child who never asked for any of this but is suddenly being given the choice to consider it bc his parents are supreme weirdos who know no other way of life though they would lay the world down for him bc their love for him is that infinite. i'm interested in that tragedy and the small sliver of hope for it to not permanently be so. i'm interested in damian being the last chance for ra's to recognize the lines he's crossed in the name of duty and love and how he need not continue to endanger his family simply bc he cannot accept abandonment. i'm interested in damian as someone looking for a place to truly call home after being so violently robbed of his previous one, and him finding that home in bruce and talia, even if they're not together
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jennycalendar · 4 years
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2019 fic roundup
december was INSANE and i spent most of january dealing with the aftermath of Terrible Parents, but i am finally doing this! in nearly-february! good grief!
tagged by @catty-words​! always a delight, cori <3
Total 2019 Word Count: 541,906 Total 2019 Hits: 29,555 Other 2019 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 3,184; Comment threads: 787; Bookmarks: 509; Subscriptions: 223.
Total 2018 Word Count: 338,835 Total 2018 Hits: 22,374 Other 2018 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 2,192; Comment threads: 453; Bookmarks: 280; Subscriptions: 69.
links and titles to 2019 works (buckle up, folks.)
[btvs] imperfections (148,374 words) y’all know about the braveryverse already but i’ll bring up some good points: jenny and giles accidentally adopt the entire scooby gang. also faith gets some actual support and is actually eventually stable enough to date buffy. good times.
[btvs] deliberate obstruction (5,492 words) the one where jenny is petty as fuck and attempts to sabotage every single one of giles’s dates after their breakup. not her best look, but it was really fun to write jenny being Not Great. she deserves to have that option.
[btvs] arch-nemeses (2,171 words) who doesn’t love some of that good old-fashioned ripper au nonsense? particularly when it’s spike and ripper being confusing nemeses who sometimes drunkenly make out (jenny thinks this is very funny).
[btvs] sick day (3,097 words) written because someone should take care of giles, damnit! probably not jenny, tho. she’s not the best at it. lucky for her giles loves her so much.
[btvs] simpatico (10,096 words) sister fic to the grieving process! set circa btvs season six! jenny is connor’s awkward aunt! giles is a repressed disaster who’s still pining but refuses to admit it! 
[btvs] honesty’s the best policy (3,830 words) that one where giles and buffy are hit with a Truth Spell that means they say exactly what they’re thinking. is that all that bad for buffy? not too much. is it a little iffy when you’re a repressed watcher man who still haven’t told your girlfriend how much you love her? uh.
[btvs comics] i router, you giles (1,111 words) GOD this was written BEFORE i knew that giles and jenny were dating in the reboot comics and isn’t that a concept? a snarky-cute first meeting! ok not really that cute bc they just yell at each other a lot! but definitely snarky!
[btvs] transitional (3,152 words) good golly this is cute and i honestly forgot that i wrote it. which makes sense, bc there is a lot of stuff on this list. set in between season one and season two, in an attempt to bridge the giles/jenny gap between “awkwardly friendly coworkers” and “oh my god i think i like you”
[btvs] across the pond (5,323 words) FUN FACT this got nominated for a headline award and i’m SO PROUD OF THAT?! epistolary fic! giles leaves for england in s6 but without his wife! his wife is very mad and writes him VERY MANY LETTERS TO YELL AT HIM! perfect for those people who sometimes think “god, i wish jenny had been in s6 to yell at giles.” 
[btvs] very really married (66,987 words) giles and jenny got drunk-married in las vegas and are keeping the marriage going so they don’t look like terrible authority figures. giles does not want buffy to know about his fake wife. giles does not want his fake wife to know about his real slayer. giles has a lot of problems and it doesn’t help that he might be catching feelings. big mess.
[btvs] bad dreams (2,267 words) GILES/JENNY/ANYA IS BEST SHIP NEXT QUESTION
[btvs comics] an open mic enthusiast (2,250 words) yet another giles/jenny comic-reboot meet-cute written before i knew they were dating!!! this time: jenny gets to see giles playing guitar. repeatedly. because she keeps going back to watch him at the open mic.
[btvs comics] blindsided (2,024 words) my first (and definitely not last) giles/anya fic! a shorter version of a plot bunny i hope to chase down in 2020 (ahaha did i say that WHOOPS)
[btvs] uncharted (16,469 words) my jenny calendar day fic! also known as “jenny calendar has a guilt complex: a novella.” no prophecy dream outs jenny to the group -- but she tells them anyway. and blames herself. and breaks up with giles while she’s trying to Fix Things. absolute mess. (thank god there’s a happy ending, right?)
[btvs] on the mending of hearts (9,236 words) that giles/anya fic where giles shows up at anya’s failed wedding and sweeps her off her feet and they have sex in his hotel room! except uhhh there’s a lot more drama and crying and anya really just needs some cuddles, tbh.
[btvs] extracurricular activities (1,003 words) straight up this one BARELY counts as a 2019 fic. i wrote it back in 2016 and forgot about it and found it on my hard drive and wrote an ending to it. it’s tiny, but it’s cute! lots of early-relationship calendiles fluff, as is My Brand.
[btvs] cookie dough and boy talk (a remix) (3,976 words) dawn, but in the ripper au! she’s a precocious little bab and ripper babysits her and gets semi-adopted by joyce. it’s a thing.
[btvs] a history lesson (698 words) a brief ripper au interlude between jenny and dru. dru tries to point out that jenny and ripper are in love. jenny very unconvincingly denies it.
[btvs] faith, hope, and pancakes (3,236 words) ripper au, now with faith! and she gets to hang with college-age jenny! who is dating her idiot boyfriend ripper! the Most Fun of times.
[btvs] compromises (750 words) this....was supposed to be a three-sentence prompt but I Can’t Do That. giles and jenny discuss (read: jenny yells at giles about) giles attempting to attack angel on sight.
[btvs] valentine buzz (3,422 words) i wrote this in may lmao but i just REALLY WANTED to write fluffy braveryverse valentine’s day nonsense!!! lots of cuddles and kisses and softness abound in this fic.
[btvs] days in goodness spent (5,893 words) this fic's point was a little more abstract and a little less blunt than most of the rest of these, but i wanted to explore the concept of giles slowly going from idealizing jenny to genuinely loving her. i hope i did it justice.
[btvs] to have and to hold (7,861 words) giles and jenny get married in the braveryverse. that’s really all there is. also i posted this on my birthday (may 23rd) AND it is the 23rd fic on this list!!!! WILD!!!!!)
[btvs] saw her in the streetlight, making all the world bright (5,738 words) took me like a year and a half to write the first fic in the ripper au, lmao. in which jenny is a snarky eighteen-year-old, ripper is a snarky college dropout in a band, and neither of them are at ALL good at communicating. especially not ripper.
[btvs] perfect (1,465 words) ripper au: it’s revealed that jenny hasn’t had sex before. ripper handles this with his characteristic maturity and grace (just kidding lmao he FREAKS. but it’s bc he loves her.)
[btvs] respite (1,106 words) i wrote this after issue 5 of the reboot dropped bc i was very emotional about canon power couple giles and jenny. in retrospect, i gave giles’s emotional maturity WAY too much credit--esp. given what’s going on now--but it was still fun as heck to write.
[btvs] shouldn’t we be getting together (3,193 words) this fic’s existence is a combo of me reading a summer camp ya novel and liking the Aesthetic but not the Culture & me talking endlessly w/ @jackalopingintothevoid​ about ripper and jenny’s teenage dynamic. so many of these fics have her galaxy brain takes woven in and i KNOW she knows that. lov u, jack.
[btvs] fragmented (6,158 words) written because of that one time my brain was like “but what if jenny WAS haunting the school?” happy ending because it’s me and g/j deserve some kisses.
[btvs/hp crossover] buffy summers, muggle-born (22,070 words) i CAME BACK TO THIS in 2019 and wrote a few chapters and DROPPED IT LIKE A HOT POTATO. hopefully 2020 will bring me the courage to pick it up again!!!!!! who DOESN’T want a carelessly-mashed-together crossover where the scoobies and the golden trio are all going to hogwarts together for some reason????
[btvs] in bloom (8,452 words) this was SUPPOSED to be the end of the jenny-anya-tara trilogy. it was not. (more on that later.) this was also supposed to be a fic where giles and jenny get together. jenny and anya got together. writing things is wild sometimes.
[btvs] i still want to be your girl (35,165 words) straight up i am so proud of this fic! s7 au: jenny was chased out of town by angelus. giles does not know this. jenny has been working with angel in la, but left with faith to try and help defeat the first. giles is not the guy she remembers. (but jenny’s not exactly the lady giles remembers, either. so maybe things might work out.)
[btvs/leverage crossover] what’s in a name (4,421 words) sophie’s & jenny’s relationship to their names & identities always so totally fascinated me! this fic was my way of exploring that. (also i got to give giles and jenny a toddler. that was fun too.)
[btvs comics] live a little (6,700 words) i had so much fun coming up with a backstory for giles and jenny in the comics that i am kinda tempted to eventually try and do it again. this one was fun to write, tho.
[btvs] kind of like hydrogen peroxide (7,501 words) THIS was FUN. ripper au, but it explores both jenny’s longing for High School Normalcy AND ripper’s fucked-up relationship to magic. also senior prom is a thing.
[btvs] mending fences (6,093 words) sequel to the aforementioned epistolary fic! lots of first-person self-loathing from giles, but also a LOT of love for jenny and his kids. also the man really truly needs to stop repressing.
[btvs] her father’s daughter (1,982 words) 2020 will bring us another chapter of this fic i swear to GOD. literally there’s only one chapter up so i cannot even TALK about my plans for it but uhhh if you want giles and jenny and their three daughters pls feel free to go to that prologue and check it out.
[btvs] a thousand different ways we fell apart (4,888 words) the au fic to encompass all au fics! inspired by the comic reboot and me being like. christ. do they go through this ridiculous shit in EVERY universe? ....and then i wrote a fic where jenny was a space traveler looking through multiple universe to try and fix her marriage with giles. extra fun.
[btvs] no such roses (4,814 words) this one turned out a TINY bit rushed, but the concept of jenny bringing giles back from the dead is always something that i love exploring. i might come back and rewrite this, someday.
[btvs comics] no perfect choice (4,801 words) OOF. wrote this one after issue 8 dropped. a lot softer and more tender than what actually happened, tbh. maybe i will reread it again to make myself feel better about comic calendiles and their brutal split.
[btvs] family (3,545 words) wrote this one p early in the year and came up with an ending to it much later! ripper au: the story of how xander came to live with giles and leave his parents. angst-with-a-happy-ending abounds.
[btvs] a california january (2,206 words) jenny and giles attend a funeral together. that’s pretty much it. this is defs one of the best things i wrote this year, tho.
[btvs] how i survived my summer vacation (volume two) (25,027 words) swear to god this is gonna be the next thing i update. the braveryverse NEEDS to continue. it’s got married calendiles, for god’s sake.
[btvs] clear and impartial judgment (3,977 words) that fic i wrote when i got mad at a lack of resolution wrt helpless. like!!! giles drugged buffy!!! do we not get to talk about the psychological ramifications that would have on her???? (well. canon doesn’t. but i do.)
[btvs] sunshine ladies (10,188 words) THIS FIC WAS NOT SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN and i say that with incandescent love in my heart. i intended for the ‘verse to be giles/jenny, and then i intended it to be jenny/anya, and then i was like....jenny has two goddamn hands, and there’s foreshadowing here for endgame giles/jenny, and i wanna write some giles/anya. let’s fuckin go. (DEFINITELY writing another installment in 2020 about this iconic ot3 of mine.) 
[btvs] spirit-touched (4,769 words) the first smut i write and it’s calendiles ghost sex. i really think this is on brand for me, esp. considering that swath of asks in 2016ish where everyone wanted to know if ghosts could jack off. incredible.
[btvs] dear friend (28,865 words) this fic had such a rushed ending :( it’s a cute premise (you’ve got mail giles/jenny au!!!!!), but i lost interest halfway through, and as a writer i can rlly see that when i read it. another thing i might like to go back and rewrite at some point, tbh!
[btvs] familiar (2,034 words) AUGH i am SO proud of this fic. SO SO PROUD. it’s a concept i really can’t explain and the little twist at the end is something i really really like, so...just read it.
[miss fisher’s murder mysteries] unbearable (5,670 words) i need to write more mfmm in 2020 but the amount of good fic out there is deeply intimidating/delightful. this one was my little “what if it was phryne who thought jack was dead” and tbqh i had a lot of fun with it? bc pining phryne (who makes brief but extremely poignant appearances throughout the series) is an awkwardly, heart-meltingly sincere lady.
[ace attorney] man’s duty to society (544 words) wrote this as my first foray into aa fic while getting emo about miles edgeworth. would absolutely still die for that man.
[ace attorney] fancy running into you (5,887 words) lots of schmoopy narumitsu fluff! gregory edgeworth is alive! miles is trauma-free! phoenix is an artist! just!!! goodness!!!!!!!
[ace attorney] big sister (2,741 words) set in the same gregory-edgeworth-is-alive ‘verse: babey franziska comes to live with miles and his dad. she is a little impossible but miles kinda does love her.
[ace attorney] prince charming edgeworth and his incredible tux (8,042 words) this fic came from me being like “i want to write phoenix swooning over miles in a tuxedo and being like HE LOOKS LIKE A DISNEY PRINCE” and spiraled into something much longer!
[ace attorney] fate, choice, and everything in between (4,384 words) SOULMATE AU. nothing i love more than deconstructing soulmate aus. but like. in a romantic way. also phoenix and miles ARE soulmates and that is JUST facts.
Favorite Fic: I WROTE SO MUCH STUFF THO LIKE !?!??! how can one expect me to distill it to just one fic? i’ll make it my top threeL
a california january (I AM SO PROUD OF THIS FIC. it is soft and angsty and silly and devastating and tender. all the calendiles feels.)
i still want to be your girl (same mood!!! i’ve wanted to write this fic for literal years, and it’s one of those rare occasions where the picture in my head actually turned out BETTER when written out!)
sunshine ladies (this is like my giles/jenny/anya ship manifesto and it still makes me happy to think about them all co-running the magic box together and smooching a lot.)
Hardest Fic: OOF uh i went through a rocky period of writing when transitioning into college? no such roses and dear friend were hit the hardest by my insecurity & my desire to Finish Things rather than actually spend time on the craft. but i’m much more settled in now and my writing is DEFINITELY in an upward swing (as my newest fic -- as day follows night -- attests to quite nicely, imo)
Do You Plan to Take Prompts in 2020? always always yes! (i’m bad at following through with them, but am ALWAYS accepting them.)
What was the best thing about 2019? there were almost too many good things to COUNT, but i think all of them were made possible by me working extremely hard to get myself the FUCK out of my abusive parents’ house and into my first choice college!! i’m thriving, y’all.
What was the worst thing about 2019? realizing that both of my parents are fundamentally terrible people. that part kinda sucked.
Any last thoughts for 2019? i finally understand what it’s like to fall asleep feeling safe, and to notice the way the leaves change color, and to get excited about self-indulgent things like food and cuddly stuffed animals and my own fic and art. 2019 brought a lot of happiness into my life, and oh yeah also i’m in love! lots of cool stuff going on.
Goals for 2020
finish the latest braveryverse installment!
MORE ART JUST IN GENERAL. i love drawing, but there’s not a lot of free time for artsy celia when they prioritize writing so often!
write one of the many incredible longfic ideas that’s floating around in my head. it’s honestly probably only like two or three big ones, but at least DECIDE which one i’m gonna focus my energy on.
more giles/anya this year!
more giles/jenny/anya this year!
diversify! still gonna be writing about jenny forever, but like. it might be fun to write about a few new things here and there.
maybe some more ace attorney fic? maybe even some mfmm fic again? phryne and jack are never far from my heart.
not tagging anyone bc this is....january. but if you wanna do it, feel free!
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hey  yall  !  my  muse  suddenly  skyrocketed  for  some  reason,  which  is  good  because  i  finally  managed  to  come  up  with  some  specific  WANTED  CONNECTIONS  for  chase,  because  generic  ones  don’t  really  get  anywhere  when  it  comes  to  me  tbh.  all  of  these  are  open  to  any  gender  and  have  unlimited  spots  unless  they  have  an  *  attached  to  the  beginning,  otherwise  only  one  muse  can  take  it  up.  if  you  see  one  you  think  your  muse  might  fit,  then  don’t  be  afraid  to  message  me  here  or  on  discord  about  it  !  unless  you’re  like  me  and  also  get  afraid  to  reach  out,  then  simply  like  this  and  i’ll  come  running  to  ya  to  ask  about  it  !
*  BEST  FRIEND  (  17 - 21  )  :     aka  his  confidant,  his  ride  or  die,  just  his  fave  person  ever  in  general.  chase  kind  of  lacks  what  the  kids  these  days  call  emotional  vulnerability,  but  will  never  be  afraid  to  be  vulnerable  in  front  of  this  person  ever.  he  trusts  them  with  his  whole  heart  and  is  also  !!  one  of  the  very  few  people  who  know  about  chase  being  a  werewolf  even  though  chase  himself  is  in  deep  denial  about  being  one  sometimes.
CHILDHOOD  FRIENDS  (  17 - 21  )  :     very  self - explanatory  !  they’ve  known  each  other  since  childhood  and  whether  they’re  still  good  friends  or  have  just  completely  grown  apart  bc  of  whatever  reason  can  be  up  to  plotting.
GOOD  INFLUENCE  (  any  age  )  :     can  go  both  ways  tbh.  chase  is  not  uhh  the  best  person  but  chase  can  arguably  be  a  good  boi  esp  since  he’s  academically  well - rounded.  but  since  #werewolftingz  has  made  him  a  lot  more  temperamental  and  unpredictable  he  kinda  needs  that  one  person  to  keep  him  in  line.
BAD  INFLUENCE  (  any  age  )  :     chase  is  literally  so  boring  omg  prior  to  being  a  werewolf  he  obv  had  those  little  spikes  of  teenage  rebellion  but  for  the  most  part  and  by  some  standards  he  is  literally  the  purest  bean.  he  just  needs  someone  to  be  the  lil  devil  (  oh  ?  )  on  his  shoulder  and  make  him  get  out  of  his  comfort  zone  a  bit  even  though  it  sometimes  might  be  questionable.
UNLIKELY  FRIENDS  (  any  age  )  :     these  two  don’t  really  have  much  in  common  or  are  maybe  just  total  opposites,  so  no  one  has  no  idea  how  they  became  friends.  hell,  maybe  even  they  don’t  know  how  it  happened.  regardless,  these  two  are  kind  of  close  and do  understand  each  other  even though  they’re  vastly  different  in  terms  of  personality  or  life  in  general.
SECRET  FRIENDS  (  any  age  )  :     for  reasons  unknown  to  anyone  but  either  of  them,  no  one  is  allowed  to  know  that  they  are  friends.  it  can  be  for  any  reason  really,  and  can  be  up  to  plotting.
SOMEONE  CHASE  TUTORS  (  16 - 19  )  :     once  again,  this  is  pretty  self - explanatory  !  chase  is  a  Smart  Boy  who  wants  to  be  valedictorian  at  harbor  view  and  it’s  very  much  not  a  secret.  this  could  go  many  ways,  they  could  have  asked  chase  for  help,  or  chase  offered  to  help,  or  a  teacher  made  chase  do  it.  maybe  they  don’t  even  like  each  other  or  they  actually  get  along.  the  world  is  your  oyster  with  this  one.
SOMEONE  CHASE  BABYSAT  FOR  (  for  anyone  with  kids  tbh  )  :     chase  doesn’t  really  do  it  anymore,  but  when  he  was  around  15 - 17  he  used  to  babysit  the  lil  babies  for  some  of  the  parents  in  town.  i  would  love  to  plot  out  dynamics  between  them  ok  maybe  he  sees  them  as  like  parental  figures  as  well  because  we  all  know  his  mom  isn’t  rly  one  to  him  oop.
FRENEMIES / ENEMIES  (  any  age  )  :     they  hate  each  other  for  whatever  reason.  maybe  sometimes  they  like  each  other,  maybe  they  don’t.  chase  is  one  snarky  bitch  so  this  kind  of  dynamic  would  be  fun.
FRIENDS  TURNED  ENEMIES  (  any  age  )  :     at  some  point  in  time  these  two  were  actually  good  friends,  but  for  some  reason  they  had  a  falling  out  and  now  hate  each  other  with  a  burning  passion.
ENEMIES  TURNED  FRIENDS  (  any  age  )  :     the  opposite  !  they  used  to  despise  each  other,  but  then  they  realized  they  aren’t  actually  as  different  as  they  thought  and  now  genuinely  get  along.
WEREWOLF  PALS  (  any  age  )  :     this  is  a  connection  that  also  has  many  outcomes,  but  the  gist  of  it  is  that  they’re  friends  because  they’re  both  werewolves.  they  could  know  because  they  accidentally  found  out  or  they  told  each  other  (  though  very  unlikely  on  chase’s  part  )  maybe  they’re  both bby  werewolves  and  are  just  tryna  figure  it  out  together  or  maybe  they’ve  been  a  werewolf  longer  or  since  birth  and  just  want  to  help  chase.
*  MENTOR  (  25 +  )  :     a  bit  more  specific  than  a  werewolf  pal.  they’re  someone  who’s  been  a  werewolf  waaay  longer  than  chase  has  and  are  someone  chase  actually  looks  up  to.  they  help  him  navigate  his  newish  life  and  are  there  to  answer  any  and  all  of  chase’s  questions  because  lord  knows  this  kid  has  way  too  many.
*  FIRST  LOVE  (  18 - 20  )  :     chase  has  only  properly  dated  like  two  people  and  they  are  one  of  them.  this  was  the  first  person  chase  has  ever  dated,  ever  kissed,  and  ever  loved.  they  were  probably  young,  like  in  middle  school  or  sixth  grade  or  something.  i  don’t  think  there’s  any  animosity  between  them.  they  do  still  love  each  other  but  not  necessarily  in  the  romantic  sense  bc  u  never  forget  ur  first  u  know.
*  EX - BOYFRIEND / GIRLFRIEND  (  18 - 20  )  :     the  other  half  of  chase’s  past  relationships.  now  this  one  we  can  take  into  different  directions  !  they  could’ve  ended  on  good  terms  or  ended  on  an  absolute  mess  of  a  note,  or  maybe  they  say  it  ended  on  good  terms  but  really  they’re  passive  aggressive,  maybe  there  are  still  lingering  feelings  on  either  end  ?  who  knows  ?
CRUSHES  (  18 - 21  )  :     just  some  people  chase  has  had  a  crush  on  in  the  past.  maybe  it  was  mutual,  maybe  it  was  unrequited  on  either  end.  they  both  could’ve  known  and  just  didn’t  act  on  it  for  some  reason.  is  there some  heartbreak  ?  probably  !  we  can  also  take  this  one  in  different  directions  depending  on  what  we  plot  !
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