#envyposting

[themostdeviousbastardinnyc]

Really really hope buttons the seagull delivers mail between the inn and the revenge <3 ed and stede annoy the hell out of the crew with overly long domestic letters like that one extended family member who will NOT take you off their christmas newsletter list

#ofmd #ofmd s2 spoilers #our flag means death #blackbonnet #edward teach #stede bonnet #the crew of the revenge #listen i am positive they'll stay in contact but i want gentlebeard to be annoying about it #envyposting

[infected-paul]

(Had a dream [____] came back and woke up crying, lmaoo.)

#ali.txt #envyposting

[kurulover]

i gently nudge my cat from the arm of the couch so she doesn’t get fur in my food and she looks up at me so sadly and packs a little bindle and leaves.

#committee memo #envyposting

[dreamingmantis]

sad and envious as usual, pls validate my feelings 😔👉👈

#txt #sensitive #envyposting

[eemasu]

gee, that must have been a really difficult decision to make after already having multiple Japanese friends and mentors to practice with

#bitterposting #envyposting #grudgeposting #seetheposting #plotposting

[torschlusspanikattack]

Sister/cousin’s fit is so good today—it’s exactly functional simplicity balanced with a slight flair

#envyposting

[emo-56]

I cast Great Hip Enlargement!

Yay, now im sexy :3 :3 :3 :3 :3

(I wish)

#envypost #hornypost??? #196

[fma03envy]

Having a favorite character you've been attached to for an extended period of time is all fun and games until you feel like you've thought about them so much you've simply run out of things to think. But that bastard still somehow manages to consume your thoughts so you're just repeating the same points until they're so familiar to you they seem obvious and so you wonder if you're missing something. And you wonder if your perception of them is so cemented by this point that if you ARE mischaracterizing them you wouldn't be able to realize it and would miss a lot of important stuff about them when revisiting the source material

#this here is an Envypost. to be clear #though in Envys case another factor is that I have a habit of using them in like projectiony transgender vent art I do #like I try to keep my ''Envy has exactly the same gender stuff going on as me'' type thoughts separate from my genuine attempts... #...to better understand their character/story role but sometimes I feel as if they're adulterating my perception of the guy #4 example Ive multiple times had to remind myself #that Envys hatred of Hohenheim is in no way transphobia related/that Hohenheim didn't betray Envy for being trans #Obviously insane given that I wouldn't even say Envy was intended to be trans in canon but. I'm normal about projection so. #arg the point of this post was how much it sucks that I overthink this character too much yet here I am in the tags failing step 1 #adrien says stuff #fma #fma 03 #Envy #<- usual apologies to all following these; I just like using organizational tags

[twig-gy]

[envyposting]

okay so other ccccwriters on tumblr are good, obviously, it's just i don't get attention n i feel like i've done something wrong like why are others getting drawings? am i just not compelling enough? too esoteric? cause i don't like filtering the words i say to be more digestable. is it the gore? was i a little too vulnerable too many times, and then people went, it's okay to be fucked up but not like this, this is just sad. cause i wonder if people are getting my writing on their dashes. it's sad, but i do want to be heard and evaluated as good. part of art is interpretation. you are making the art hoping for someone to view it, and think about it, and interpret it their own way. at least i am. when no one actually does that it kinda sucks. compliments are great and i love them so so much. but i want to have conversations with people about my writing and what i was trying to do n what they think and cccc. i wish people would talk to me. or at least show i am being heard. if someone went on my brainrotted posts and reblogged them with excitement or went on posts where i have ideas and show any interest, i would love that. i don't like talking into an empty void.

a lot of the time, it feels like positive attention is good at first, but it isn't enough. like i have a hole in me which is constantly spilling every moment of content out of me leaving only when i feel itchy. it hurts. i don't like it. i guess i just feel bad sometimes and good other times and bad now but

#twig.txt

[livesofplantsandanimals]

i mean they could be right about everything!! its good sometimes to find a genuinely normie young xtian homophobe blog and scroll until their apparent peace and self assuredness gets to you and you think they could technically be right about everything. and then without fail youll see them envyposting abt the people that god actually talks to and realise their wait is gonna be even longer than yours and then it’s over. lol

#barely disguised greedposting in response to someone else’s barely disguised prideposting about their hotline to the big man #not very pietycore

[tickfleato]

assorted 1 am dumpster fire twinks. envys hair ALMOST works as 80s goth hair

dont rb if ya nasty

#this is what i do instead of working. i just draw envy. im NOT valid #envy the jealous #envy fma #fullmetal alchemist #fma #fma:b #fullmetal alchemist: brotherhood #my art #fanart #envyposting

[themostdeviousbastardinnyc]

I think the funniest take I've seen on the iz/co/urse is that eliminating one part of the """love triangle""" makes the relationship """cis het"""

not joking btw

#it's INSANE to me #how do you think that #literally how #envyposting #not putting this in the tags this is for me and my beloved mutuals to laugh about

[infected-paul]

MCKENNA GRACE PAW PATROL MOVIE SONG ENVY YOU SEEING THIS SHIT??

#ali.txt #envyposting #man he would've loved this :)

[tickflea2]

#who remembers envyposting... #tick biz

[heartenvy]

someone remind me how to make posts under a readmore on mobile

#i need 2 envypost

[runekept]

Do you always make a point to romance the BBEG or is this just two nickels

IS THIS MY PUNISHMENT FOR ENVYPOSTING FOR THE FIRST TIME IN YEARS

also in my defense strahd hit on vanya first and vanya is stupid. I had no part in that one. Envy was actually supposed to romance another party member but it Super didn't work out, and Ilya had some residual guilt over not trusting him at first (HE WAS RIGHT, FOR THE RECORD) so he struck up a friendship that eventually became a Very sweet and profoundly tender romance.

#anyway ilya and envy are married with three kids and many horses #ask #atsbb #yestendor