—synopsis : though things on the outside felt swiftly and perfectly fine, for jungkook— he felt like he was dying by the minute. the only thing is, that, he’s not dying alone.
warnings: implied selfharm, swearing, violence, smoking, drinking, smut, etc.
BASED ON ‘eclipse’ BY JOSH MAKAZO
“i don’t understand, jungkook. help me understand where the fuck this is coming from?”
you’re just as confused as he is with his fucked-up mindset that you’re leaving. no matter how many times— for the past 8 years— you’ve proved to jungkook that you’re not going anywhere, he won’t believe you.
“you’re leaving me, one of these days you are. i’ve had enough of people fucking walking out of my life. if you leave me—“ you cut him off with a defense in your voice, almost yelling at him in hopes that you’re knocking some sense into his thick skull.
“i don’t know what to fucking tell you, jungkook! i’ve had this talk with you for years, what are you not getting? you want me to leave so bad, just say the words.”
this strikes something in your boyfriend that makes the light in his eyes turn to a bomb you’d just ticked off. the man you see before you is no longer your boyfriend— he’s someone you’ve never seen before, and someone you need to hide far away from.