#dont rb. obviously

[metroidprime2-echoes]

God sometimes I get actually fucking mad at myself for how stupid I can be sometimes. Genuinely hate the shit I do and the shit I avoid. Just a lazy, selfish shithead too scared to ever do the right thing cuz what if it takes effort or god forbid, actual thought

#dont rb. obviously

[spamton]

i might log off a bunch of places the art show is in 3 hours and im so stressed about everything ic ant even cope with myself T_T my brain feels like static theres thousands of voices screaming at me in my head

#dont rb. obviously

[magicdyke]

wish i felt like i had the right to be angry about being treated poorly but nobody ever chooses me over other friends like im never anyones first pick so im always made to be the one at fault

#dont rb. obviously #sometimes my behavior is justified but im always the one that has to apologize #this isnt abt anyone on here btw #im just literally always fighting to be wanted but im never close enough to anyone for that

[elminster-big-naturals]

this may be controversial but maybe the "astarion and halsin are SO sexually traumatised that you should literally cut your own dick off before thinking abt them romantically you disgusting freaks" goon squad should consider the ramifications of essentially insisting assault survivors be permanently excluded from any kind of sex and romance bc they are too broken and stupid to be trusted to know their own desires and boundaries or have the capacity to want to explore/push them.

you know real survivors (not pixel men but real ppl like me!) can read that shit? do you think pushing the lie that encountering one (1) Genital Wielded With Intent will invariably cause us to crumble to a miserably weepy heap of dust and blow away in the breeze is appreciated or helpful? or implying the people that love or desire us are selfish at best and outright predators at worst?

i'm begging ppl to just be 2% normal about abuse survivors PLEASE. the characters aren't real but the attitude you drag from fandom back into the real world are.

#im a long term csa survivor and a 2x rape survivor. i'm now 30yo and live completely free of my trauma in a loving committed relationship #wanna know how i did it? mostly by exploring sex and intimacy on my own terms (including casual sex + kink as well as writing) #you know why i dont talk abt it even though it doesn't bother me? bc i hate the sudden change in how people treat me #like im a cross between a fabergé egg and a hand grenade. get fucked bro for REAL #obviously everyone processes this shit differently but god i am so tired of 'well meaning' disk horsers saying some googoo gaga nonsense #anyway im not tagging this but its fine to rb/interact with. #and YES other survivor spreading this crap this is a direct @ for you too! i'm spraying you with a water gun like a misbehaving cat

[rabbittongues]

immovable object (the gut wrenching fear of confronting your trauma in therapy to process it) vs unstoppable force (the terror of never resolving it and therefore reliving it the rest of your life)

#obviously therapy is not the only space to recover from trauma and some people can even if they dont have access to it #just the space i am currently processing it in #anyway. aaaaaa i got this #emdr #rabbit talks #okay to rb

[txtdejavu]

my fit was so cute and then i changed before taking pics 🤦

#i need to buy black frame glasses #dont rb obviously btw #my face

[a-moth-called-mof]

Okay so I don't usually like posting discourse but something I haven't seen anyone bring up about the current dumb thing Dream did is that he set his fucking fanbase, notorious for harassing people, on a 17-year-old DID SYSTEM WITH CPTSD. Like, all of that harassment and stress will fuck them up. It'd fuck anyone up anyone but like, holy shit living with DID is already stressful. The suicide rate for people with DID is already over 70% with multiple attempts being common AND THEYRE LITERALLY JUST 17. The amount of stressful shit and hate Dream fans are sending them is actually fucking dangerous and will affect them heavily. I hope to fuck they're okay and safe and that their systems doing fine because oh my fucking god

I don't give a shit if "Dream didn't know uwu" or if "he was just replying to hate :(((". If you're a big content creator and you know that your fanbase has a big harassment problem, MAYBE DONT DIRECTLY REPLY TO SMALL COMMENTS FROM SMALL TWITTER ACCOUNTS. You cant control your fanbase but it's your fucking responsibility to use your platform wisely and not reply to a 17-year-old on Twitter because they made a bad comment about your shit merch

#no but the fact they have did... like do people not realise how dangerous it is to harass a system #obviously dont harass people in general #but oh god the fact they have did makes everything so much worse #i hope theyre okay and alive #oh my god i fucking hate that green highlighter cracker #ok to rb #dream neg #mof speaks #discourse

[funkbun]

the gals :]

#lil preview for this ask blog thing :] i promise im still working on it lol #some of these are more obviously works in progress (olsa n monohorn) but im liking these so far #i dont normally work with ''typical'' lineart like this that much so im glad these look nice #bug game #will turn off rbs once i actually finish n post this on the blog

[mushroom-for-art]

Reblog with a reference to your Mewtwo or Mew oc/sona and I'll make you a chibi using the poses I've done (using a lovewhilechibi pose as a base template for the Mewtwo pose), I will also accept descriptions of ocs with the colors/palette you want for them and where cause I know not everyone will have art of their oc

#Request open #I'm only human so like don't get mad at me if I dont make yours right away these things take time #Also obviously I withhold the right to just not do one if I don't wanna #Cant guarantee backgrounds lmao #Mewtwo art request #Chibi Mewtwo art #If I do a described two for you and it's not 100% mind to art accurate plz don't rb or comment telling me I got it wrong or messed up #Because like I'm doing this for free on my own time and that's not very nice overall and I will just delete the art and block you #I'm only human and I am incredibly silly but I will do my best to make the two look as they're described #And obviously if I do you a two you're free to use the art for future referencing on your blog/to other people ect #Backgrounds will usually be based on the ref art if I do one otherwise it'll just be generic white. #Colored lineart will be used on characters where the black lineart is hard to see like on demontwo and riven #I will also accept second third fourth ect request because I know just having one mewtwo oc is a lie lmao if u have more you can ask for em

[hiveswap]

Im going to fucking throw up

#i hate posting about how im insecure abt my drawings because that just makes people rb them out of pity thats annoying as shit dont do that #but then i try for hours to draw something and its honestly not important to me but by the end im pretty pround #so i post it knowing no ones gonna give a shit #and yeah pretty much thats what happens #and i feel like shit bc no one owes me attention ffs #and i know it isnt anything special and i should have drawn something actually interesting instead of another portrait #and i complain to my mother and shes like #'well this is something a child would have drawn it isnt good' #and im like oooh i should kms got it #like obviously im the one who craves validation without putting any effort into making it actually cool #so this is like no one's fault and im self aware of it and it drives me INSANE #and i need to vent this but it will make someone go pity rb all of my stuff and it's gonna feel like shit bc i hate begging for notes #like you know if someone wasnt going to reblog why beg them to. thats not them actually liking the art thats bullshit guilt tripping #i dont even need exposure i dont sell any drawings exposure is useless to me i dont even know what i want #i just want to make something that people like what the fuck

[chocolatecakecas]

hello im alive<3

#dont rb obviously why would you #i learned to crochet<3 #this is the first summer ive done actual activities in like......a decade maybe #my boyfriend won me that giant stuffed pig so in a way. being offline girl was worth it #bec speaks #my face :(

[stormsofasorceress]

PSA about showing bg3 artists support

specifically in regards to the bg3 fandom although i feel like this is a tumblr wide issue.

if u see art (writing, digital art, art, virtual photography, gifs) that you like please consider reblogging instead of just liking.

reminder that liking does nothing for artist support; reblogging is the only thing that boosts art and keeps it 'alive' for engagement.

a single reblog could mean a next commission for a digital artist trying to get by. it could mean a ko-fi tip for a writer. it could mean a nice comment to artists of any kind that'll encourage them to keep creating.

pass the love around!! reblog if you enjoy seeing art <333

#lets smooch our artist fandom friends on the forehead #u guys are creating beautiful things #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #obviously you are under no obligation to rb stuff you dont want to #but if you ENJOYED something #it could make all the difference for creators of any kind

[swiftfootedachilles]

Hi! You asked for an ask and I’m always down to ask so…do you have any headcanons about Mickey’s time in Mexico?

wow you managed to ask me about the only thing of this show that i HAVENT rlly thought about so hats off to you

uhhhh okay first, PRE-MEXICO. i think mickey broke out in the first place because he knew ian wasnt gonna wait for him. i think if ian didnt break up with him and dedicated himself to being a prison boyfriend (?) mickey wouldve stayed in. (i also think he wouldve found a skeevy defense lawyer who owes the milkoviches some debts and appealed his conviction bc lets be honest its total bullshit that he got locked away just based off sammi's unreliable testimony. like where the fuck was debby to lie under oath and say mickey was with her the whole time and she saw sammi take more pills than usual and go outside to move things. sorry im losing the plot this is NOT the time to discuss my s6 rewrite.) mikey haf absolutely no reason to stay in prison, stay in chicago, so i think after nearly 2 years of no visits from ian he just gave the fuck up. why not try to escape? hes smart, he can conjure up a decent plan, right? worst case scenario he goes back to prison, which didnt really fucking matter to him bc he was in prison anyway and he just. didnt care anymore.

so, he broke out and contacted ian ina last-ditch effort to get the love of his life back. he knew ian wasnt gonna wait for him, but at the docks hes obviously still shocked to hear ian moved on fast enough to have a boyfriend already. then ian agreed to go to mexico and mickey was SO READY to start LIVING HIS LIFE. he thought that would be IT. him and his lover in mexico at the beach, getting away from all the bad memories of chicago and having a place to START OVER!!! then ian changed his mind last minute and mickey was fucking CRUSHED. AGAIN. and all of a sudden now hes in mexico alone and all his previous plans went out the fucking window because he totally didnt spend the past few days rearranging his plans to revolve around ian being with him.

i dont really think a lot about mickey's time in mexico. i think he was sad. i think he was angry. i think he just did what he could to stay alive and try to move on but he never really didnt. i think he kept his head low and did his job in the cartel and tried to learn spanish but it was too fucking hard so he gave up on that pretty quickly and attached himself to the multilingual members of the gang. i definitely dont think he had a boyfriend. im sure he fucked around with other guys, but i also think he spent more time laying in his shitty apartment that he shared with like 4 other guys trying not to cry too loud thinking about what could have been.

i also dont think he worked for el chapo lmfao sorry to anyone who thinks that but the timeline doesnt even line up. and if he somehow did have a part in taking down el chapo he wouldve been put in witness protection. he probably wouldve gotten killed anyway tho

my dumb ass didnt realize he got a new tattoo until like deep into s10 and i gaslit myself into thinking it was always there LMFAO but i love that he got another tattoo there. i like to think this one was with a clean needle. i dont think this happened in canon, but MY mickey wouldve gotten a tongue piercing! perhaps other ones too. a couple other tattoos, a cartilage piercing, an eyebrow, his nipples. idk. just to change his appearance more. yeah. thats. the only reason.

anyway i think he got back into the US by working with an undercover cop and being a part of a pre-planned drug bust that included him being "arrested" and making it seem like he got extradited to the US only for being wanted. if he wouldve just waltzed into a precinct and said "hey i got dirt on this cartel" his as wouldve been killed so quickly. it needed to be a lot more covert so the other members didnt catch on and get rid of him. i do think eventually they probably figured out he was the anonymous witness whose interviewed were used in trial, which is why when he gets released in s10 the CO tells him the cartel is looking for him. sorry im going all Law & Order here talking about a s6 trial and now a trial against the cartel i need to stop

#if hea trying not to get tracked down he should probably get that tattoo covered up #i could go into my post-s11 headcanon of everyone needing to fake his death kinda like s1 frank but More. but i shant. i have to go to work #long post #wall of text #sorry yall but i dont want this to be under a readmore i want it to be all There!! #gallavich meta #shameless meta #shameless #asks #mickeysgaymom #will retead and edit if needed once i get to work and have a mfing break #ok to rb obviously #gallavichmeta

[sollucets]

is there something in particular abt reblogging fics that people dont like to do it

#this isnt a ‘liking is useless how dare u like’ post #im glad for interactions in whatever capacity you wanna give them to me BUT #i have noticed. that the rb ratio is sososo much worse on writinf #like. even accounting for writing getting vastly fewer notes in the first place (again i dont Mind that necessarily) #(obviously id Like more notes im a person after all but. its not why we’re here ykno) #but it just gets rb’d so much less #why :( #is it an aesthetic thing??? do people not like text-only posts? should i start attaching gifs to my fics? #rowan chatter

[timothylawrence]

speaking of the swana region look at my own personal hcs for some parts of Pandora :3!

For the highlands, im thinking abt Levantine mountain ranges :3

and The Dust reminds me of Syrian deserts

and ofc i love hollow point being in a city in a cave, it reminds me a lot of how older civilizations in Jordan/Palestine resided in caves! Most notably the ancient city of Petra!

#ewbie.txt #hiiii rubs my arab hands all over half your planet. mine now. #again. personal hcs. but captain scarlett being from pandora + sasha fiona being described as meditteranean....hehe! #the whole point being corporations trying to take over a planet... me omg thats just like recent history of my own homeland! weow! #obviously my part of the world isnt the only part of the world that looks like this but see above. and thats my inspo LOL #this is just for hashtag fun. also my OCs are from the highlands! and also also. that mountain range is very close to where my moms from #i was just there last august :')! #also rbs are turned off because i dont want ppl to laugh at me or be racist which has sadly happened last time i talked abt this so. womp. #but ily guys :) <3! any questions or anything im open to talk abt :3 this is just a few minute google search nothing srs #<3

[silenthillbunni]

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#lowkey wanna un-mutual all the mutuals we have in common. i hate seeing her url. but there are so many and i like them :( #but it does hurt me a lot that she's the only one i talked to for several years #she said we were friends and all of that stuff #and then without a word she just blocked me and left me wondering what i did wrong #and now i feel humiliated and stupid for believeing her. she obviously didnt care about me #and i saw her as someone important in my life but to her i was nothing at all. just garbage to discard #so yeahhhh everytime i see her url i feel like a flash of pain bc it reminds me of how #everyone lies. how stupid it is for me to trust someone and be vulnerable. how i mean nothing to her and she doesnt even think of me #i dont even exist to her and she isnt missing me and doesnt care about me a single bit #and the worst thing is that she said she did. so how could i know she didnt mean it #i feel so lonely... i started rambling again but yeah i hate seeing her url when moots rb her bc it makes me sad angry & my heart ache