#dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile.

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good morning lovely people in my phone! 🌞tonight, after work, i think i'll be doing some much needed work on my carrd & blog / promo. i'll be updating a few things, so i'll be sure to post something letting you all know once i'm finished!

since coming back from my hiatus, i've also received a lot of new mutuals! hello!! if you or i haven't already, feel free to hop into my dms! & always feel free to send the meme! - i hope you all have a wonderful day! be around later! ❤️

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile. #⋆ ― ✧ sound the alarm. / psa.

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in other news, in catching up with the anime: i sat here and sewed like an old lady and watched everything from the tartarus prison break until the new ep tomorrow. & the whole time, i just couldn't help thinking about how much each one of the kids really grew up, you know?

you can ever hear it in their voices. 🥺😭

15 & 16 year olds, saving people, fighting villains, protecting deku. you know, the family hero business.

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #anyway imma attempt to do a few small things maybe in a bit if i dont pass out lol #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile.

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Brief explanation and update on my blog

I decided that I have too many random thoughts, and collectively everything that goes on in my head is a fucking circus, so naturally I came to turn my blog into my shitposting hellhole where you all have to suffer with what I post. So, for starters, the most important update is that I’m going to be talking more about my DID here. A lot of my close friends and loved ones know about it, and I’ve really come to terms with how it is and how I am with it. That and my Alters are cool so it’s not that big of a problem. I don’t like calling them “Personalities” because they’re a bit more complex than that and you’ll see that over time, it also just sounds dumb. Who am I? My name is Jack, I have DID, I like guns, anime, books, card games, random mobile games about waifus, vidya games (400+ steam games, lmfao) and petting people’s pets while I run deliveries. I deliver pizza. It’s a great job. My DID is annoying but the alters I have are cool so I guess it makes up for it.

How does my head work? Well my alters occupy my imagination, and as a result, I can enter what I call my “Mindscape” a place where I can associate with them and talk to them, as well as interact on a weird physical level that’s a lot like a lucid dream. It’s really confusing, and I was scared as hell for the first year of it but after a while I got use to it. We’ve got a big house, and nice forest, and a lake somewhere in that forest. It’s nice. I’ll probably end up describing the house and then posting a map I’ll draw in paint later.

Who are my alters? Well, I’ll tell ya.

Jason: A British-American, but a patriot all around. Jason has a love of firearms, the good ol USA, BBQ’d ribs and a cute girl named Diana. Outwardly he seems like a responsible, keen, and very kind man. Once you get to know him you discover that he’s a hybrid of a conservative and a hippy. The man likes his weed, his booze, and his guns, but that doesn’t make him any less of a helpful friend who’s talked me through a lot of shit. Jason has short, parted brunet hair that Diana keeps well trimmed, a strong, square face, and sharp grey-blue eyes. The man could stare through your soul, and usually wears military style clothing, he’s use to it and it’s comfy to him. Absolutely head over heels for Diana.

Diana:  A plucky, cute and thoughtful girl, Diana is basically the mom-friend of the group. She takes care of everyone, loves everyone, and tries her best. She likes books, anime and gardening. She’s also a bit of a pyromaniac, earning the title “Fire Demon” from Stevey, from the numerous times she’s set him ablaze for pissing her off. Which he deserved. Diana is a helpful girl, she’s talked me though a lot, and has helped many others. If you ask anyone, they’ll say she’s a pure, kind soul who loves to offer advice and has helped them in some way or another. Diana has brunette shoulder length hair, soft blue eyes that make your heart melt, a cute button nose and blue glasses. She’s typically in some color of blue because its her favourite, and she likes to wear comfy clothes that are still fashionable. If there’s one thing she loves above all else, it’s Jason. The two are inseparable.

Stevey: The only man to ever piss Diana off that she used violence against him. Stevey is... well... Stupid, absolutely fucking retarded really. Despite this, he’s incredibly smart and agile, he does dumb shit “for the lolz” and has gotten himself in trouble with me more times than I can count. He likes pranks, and sometimes takes them too far. He never learns through words, which is why I beat him like a redheaded step child. But despite this, he’s hilarious, absolutely horrible, and I love him. A short, blonde haired man with blue eyes full of mischief and a dark sense of wonder. The man only wears white shirts, blue jeans and black sneakers, anything else is some sort of elaborate prank.

Rick: A Russian genius in the scientific fields, mostly biology and chemistry. At first, he may seem like a cold, calculating genius who has all but lost his compassion, but the truth is that he’s forgetful and has resting bitchface. Rick is a teddy bear of a man, who likes hugs, hot cocoa, good books, cooking, tea and snacks. His favourite thing to do is collaborate with Asher on some grand elaborate idea that would likely not work in the real world, but is still challenging and fun to build, he likes to test his knowledge and skills. Rick has light orange hair, green eyes and big square head. Sarah lovingly calls him “The Big Russian Blockhead.” he likes wearing slacks, tight shirts, and loafers.

Jiro: A Japanese fellow who’s trained in martial arts, and the art of the shinobi. At first he seems cold, distant and rude. But he’s just got social anxiety, Jiro is a nice guy, friendly and always open to talk about anything and nothing at the same time. He likes to spar, throw knives, and practice his skills. Outside of that he’s a big fan of baseball, old books and card games, as well as D&D. He’s a massive nerd. Jiro has trimmed black hair, and grey eyes. He likes wearing black like an edgy emo kid. He spends a lot of time with Stevey, sometimes sparring, other times just playing around with a baseball or lazing around in the sun. Asher: TEXAS INCARNATE. Asher loves the old west, the pioneering spirit, and engineering. His mind was engineered to be an engineer, everything from mechanical to electrical, it fascinates him and he’s taken it upon himself to do everything in his power to learn it and work with it. Outside of that he’s a big fan of playing poker, drinking with friends, and hockey. Asher spends a lot of time in his workshop, but when he’s out and about he loves to talk and get along with people, he also likes to tell stories and embellish them a little bit. He and Rick go together like popcorn and cheese, its a weird combination when you first think about it, but once you see it in action you realize how horrifying the potential is. He has short blond hair that’s usually tucked under a cowboy hat or ball-cap. He’s got shiny blue eyes and likes to wear welding masks. He also likes to wear jeans, button up shirts, and cowboy boots. He’s handy, dandy, and all around a great person to hang out with.

Sarah: Sarah is a laid back, tomboy kind of girl. Sarah can be a bit hotheaded, but otherwise she’s chill. Sarah likes sports, mostly playing them, she also likes to play with explosives, and she’s good at it too. She’s also come to enjoy some vidya, mostly FPS games. She likes to sing loudly in the car, in the shower, or wherever there’s music playing, she likes to drive around, and she loves dogs. Sarah has a firm and respect and love for me, the first time we met, we drew guns on eachother and neither one of us let up until Diana came in the room and said “Oh hey look it’s my sister.” At which point Sarah came to discover, and continued to delight in the fact that I treated her like everyone else. Quote “You don’t treat me like a girl. You treat me like you’d treat Rick, or Jason, and I really respect that.” Sarah has blond hair that she usually ties up in a ponytail and blue eyes that are full of determination and fire. She likes to wear athletic clothes, mostly jogging shorts and tank tops, she doesn’t really care what she looks like but that’s because the only person who’s opinion matter’s to her, says she looks great anyway.

Anyway that’s all for my alters, if you have any questions or want to get to know us better, feel free to ask questions, we’ll be running the blog sort of like an “Ask Me” blog except we’ll also be shitposting at random because that’s just how we do it.

#starter post #read this #DID #dissociative identity disorder #personality disorder #mental disorder #tw:mental health #yeet #ask me anything #ask blog

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👋 !! sorry for the disappearance. hubby got sick annnnnnnd then somehow i got it worse than him and got strep throat. 😷 was sent home from work twice this week and took yesterday off. today i am semi better and at work, but still not fantastic. might do a few small things if i can. thank you for all the cute i came back too. it made it all better<3

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile. #tw: illness

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👀 so what if i revamped slightly, switched up the featured muses more often, and went with the blog name: ofluminance ?? yes / no? thoughts are appreciated!

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile. #i'm laying in bed & staring at the celing like: holy shit so many of my muses are like in some way shape or form all in live with the stars #or the galaxy etc #idk man #brain has too many thoughts #but i feel like the blog could use a little freshening up! #especially as i add nee muses #i still love ochako to death but my muse has been focused elsewhere lately nd i feel as though this url is very much ... hers?!?! #dandia talks in the tags too much 2023 #dandi* love* new* i can type i swear

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still waiting to hear back on whether the application that hubby & i put through for an apartment got approved or not. after not hearing back, i called, and the app was put through today so in 48 hrs we should know. 😩 with that, currently, i am just a bubble of anxiety. distractions are welcome! & speaking of, i'm gonna do some blog revamp tonight and work on some things to zen. ✨️ ily all, happy munday! 💕

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile.

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off to see b.eetlejuice! i'll be around later tonight!! 💕

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile.

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👋 ! hey there, everyone! sorry for basically falling off the face of t.umblr dot com. hubby had to have an emergency s.urgery & well, i played nurse dandi. he's okay now, and doing well! today's his first day back at work, so that's a big plus. i had a super crazy monday at work, so i'll probs take it easy tonight, but i'll be around more this week! thanks for sticking with me, ily all & have missed you so very much!!

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile.

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happy m.unday from yesterday! hubby & i seeing b.eetlejuice!

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #munday tag tba #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile. #hello ily & i hate mondays at work #everything hurts & I'm exhausted 😩 #tw: my face

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me looking at all the f.raxus on my dash again after so long!!!! sel & jackie!!!! ily both sm!!! <3

also, i looked at an apartment yesterday with hubby and we're hopeful!!! we're applying tomorrow for it!! 🤞🤞 i have work today, but i should be around later!! have a great weekend and if you celebrate, a happy 4th of july! 💕🎆

#⋆ ― ✧ out of chocolate. / ooc. #⋆ ― ✧ candy is dandy but liquor is quicker. / dandi. #⋆ ― ✧ probably shitposting at work shh. / mobile.

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peeks in. 👀

👋 !! i've had a busy few days, but i should be around tonight! missed you all very much. <3

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile. #i might do a bit on mobile too

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about the recent anon i recieved:

i appreciate you reaching out and letting me know. however after learning more about the situation and doing my own research, i've made a decision that's best for me and unfollowed the blog.

we all can create our own dash experiences: block blogs & blacklist tags / content that we don't want to see. when i first started this blog, the rpc wasn't like how it is now. things were more relaxed and casual. which is when this person was followed, years ago. but, even in the last few months a lot has changed. i try and stay up to date with everyone's rules to the best of my knowledge but i work full time, i just had a wedding and to be honest, my irl life takes precedence. i do not read every thread and post that crosses my dash.

receiving this anon made my anxiety go through the roof while i was at work. i posted a small post about it & then was flooded with messages after: and while i do appreciate the concern, i'll be reflecting my rules in the future to please avoid doing this. unless of course there is action that needs to be taken.

the situation was handled in private. the person has been unfollowed. however, in the future, please-- if i am roleplaying with someone that you are uncomfortable with, please act accordingly and do what you need too to curate your own dash experience: i.e - block the blog, softblock myself, or that blog. i do know sometimes tumblrs block system isn't the best, but please do what you need too, in order to protect yourself.

roleplaying shouldn't be like this. it should be fun, and we should have fun doing it. but, lately? i'm more upset and anxious than i am happy here. at one point, years back, things were said about myself in a fandom and lies were spread that still affect & trigger me --- even now. i stopped rping all together. left tumblr, and didn't come back for over a year. i don't want to do that again because of all of the wonderful friends i've made & enjoy writing with.

i cannot believe i have to say this, but: i am not proship. none of my muses are proship. i do not condone it. i do not associate with it. please, leave me out of it.

thank you for your attention to reading this. i'll be updating my rules soon to reflect changes being made.

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #tw: drama #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile. #tw: anxiety

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🎧 — do you write while listening to music/podcasts/videos/etc, or do you need total silence?

💻 — how many friends have you made in the rpc? feel free to tag a few of them!

😁 — what’s your favorite part about being part of the rpc?

🎧 - pfffft. almost all the time! i also tend to put on white noise, like i hate when it's quiet. 😅 typically like an old show or movie i've seen a bunch! or just spotify.

💻 - oh lord. honestly if you're reading this then you!!! 💕 but omg.. over the years? quite a few! some i've lost touch with, others i've just met! but I love every single one of my mutuals! you're wonderful and incredible, creative people that make me smile every time i open my dash up haha.

i don't wanna just tag a few: but just a few that have really made me smile lately: @starshinc , @ofdetonation, @spydcddy, @multianime, @portraitsof, @ofsavior , @captivemuses , @mcwscollective , @roguesenses , @handpickedriot , @stigmatvm , @ghoulsmuses , @bakgos , @riotmade , @deckofclubs , @goldwanderer , @galaxythixf , @resolutepath , @antithcsis & several others i'm sure i'm blanking on atm<33 says a few, tags like 20. jdhejej.

😁 - meeting so many incredible people, and sharing our creativity, memes, and shitposts with one another! plus, making new friends? yes. 💕

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #the gang's all here! / answered ask. #happy munday. / munday. #i love you all sorry not sorry for the tag 😅 #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile.

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i have so many amazing bsd mutuals, & i kinda miss writing atsushi! always wanted to give yosano and odasaku a try too / make some bsd verses. i think it's well time again for a rewatch!

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #tbd maybe #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile.

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idk what's happening but my blog is a safe space for everyone & honestly that's how rp should be. fun and friendly and i love all of you. 💕

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile. #imma go back to taking care of my sick hubby ✌️ #but i'm around if anyone needs me / anything ❤️

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i finished watching s1 of spy x family. IM---

i have A LOT of thoughts and feelings, ahhhhh!!! hcs incoming.

#out of chocolate. / ooc. #dandi's probably shitposting at work. / mobile.