#daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

spent the entire day coming to terms with the realization that to love charles leclerc from afar means carrying his kindness, his strength, his bravado, his dedication, his loyalty, his race craft, his quali pace, his ability to keep calm, his sarcastic remarks, his breathtaking overtakes, his love for his family, his smile, his adoration for his piano, his wins, his losses, his dimples, his giggles, his love for red, his endearing insistence to correct anyone who calls him french and everything that makes him him tucked away somewhere in the heart and never getting to tell him how he's made me a better person. it is very sad.

#charles leclerc #daisy🌼.txt

[daisy--chain]

I cannot tell if we fucking split or fused or what but something fucking happened and we all are none the wiser

#‘we all’ being 🌼🌒⚡️🍓 #what the fuck #daisy txt

[softiecharlie]

in today's episode of sleep deprived literature student making up narratives:

kept thinking whether charles had read The Count of Monte Carlo because it has Monte Carlo in the name, and charles definitely would've read it because. Monaco. before realising that the book actually is The Count of Monte Cristo, not Carlo

i have been laughing at myself for half a day now.

#charles leclerc #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

"#charles pierre and este will talk about the same events in such a wildly different manner sometimes" yout tag.. no but it's so fascinating!

The way they all have all of these shared memories and yet talk about them (and each other!!) so differently. I need a 3 hour Canal+ invesigation report

Esteban's quotes about facing Charles/Antoine/Max in karting (x) vs Charles' about competing with people he karted against (x)

Este talking about childhood vacations with Charles that Charles has never mentioneed.

oh you get me!!! i want to study these men who go at insane speeds, who had a shared childhood, under a microscope or something because their perceptions of each other is so wildly different,,, like i just want to interview them for a day each and then compare and contrast notes for my own sanity.

once one starts thinking about how their karting childhood friends group just dismantled itself, the sadder it all gets and i keep thinking about it. it lives in my brain, and i think it just sort of captures the bare bones of loneliness and cruelty of this sport, of how somethings aren't meant to last. it is so, so cruel if you just start thinking about it.

i don't have any idea what happened between the three of them, i don't know how intense it was— none of us know, but pierre and este not talking about each other comes along with stilted awkwardness of a friendship that never really found the closure. it gives sort of like, "yes, there are all these wonderful memories, but it is not the same and we don't know how to act around each other anymore, we don't know the people we've become, we don't know each other as well as we used to"

charlie, on the other hand, completely omits este from the narrative of his life. and, honestly, you do you bestie! it is your life, you share the parts you want, you keep the parts you want, you forget the ones you want. but it fascinates me all the same— how they talk about their childhood memories, how and which ones they chose to talk about, how Este shared that they went on holidays together but i have never had charles mention Este in that, it is always pierre for him, and that in a sense speaks to his loyalty (?) to pierre, his love for pierre, his familiarity that never got tethered away.

i really don't know what happened, but it fascinates me all the same. to see these three people, who have known each other since the beginning of it all so to speak, they made it into f1 against all odds, they stayed in f1 against all odds — how differently they have perceived their childhood memories.

this charles-pierre-este dynamic will keep me up at night istg

#much to think about and ponder over #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

daisy he did it, he did it again

my lovely wonderfilled beloved boy who made me dream in red, for red has gone and done it again. two poles. back to back. less than 24 hours apart. charles leclerc the man that you are. the wonder that you are. the brilliance that you are.

cee, we just witnessed history in making. oh my god. oh my god. oh my god. four poles at the same circuit. he IS a god.

#charles leclerc #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

someone replied "wdc" and they meant "we don't care" and my f1 brain rot thought they were talking about the driver's championship.

#f1 #what happened to me #i had potential in life #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

tagged by @duquesademiel

10 random questions and a compliment

Tea, coffee or soda?

used to be tea, grew up on it. but lately it's been coffee. every since postgraduation started, if i am honest. too little time, too much work shenanigans. too many essays and novels to read and analyse, not enough time.

Dogs or cats?

cats. :)

i don't mind dogs, but cats :) i feel like they just understand me on a spiritual level, you know?

Can you play an instrument?

very bare bones, beginner-level, semi-mandatory-in-school-to-learn-an-instrument piano. don't ask me to play it, i will most definitely cry.

What is your sun sign?

virgo, hehehe.

Do you have any tattoos?

no. but i have ideas.

Favourite place you've travelled?

hmm, so. this is a tough question. because i don't really travel much. but there was this one time when i was out of town, and everything that could go wrong, did go wrong. and i was missing my friend and both of us have this habit of sending each other photographs of bougainvilleas whenever we see one — just to tell each other something along the lines of, hey i saw this and i thought of you, and i see huge vines covering this random half an estate, which is in shambles — and i just start crying because i was missing my friend and i saw the vines and they reminded me of them and it felt like it was someone saying you're not alone

can you tell i am an incredibly emo person? hehehe

Last movie you watched?

rewatched The Princess Bride

Do you have any hobbies?

i write a lot of poetry, embarrassingly a lot. reading (I'll actually read anything tbh). editing (videos? audio?) podcasting (sometimes). translation (my beloved!!!)

You can hang out with one fictional character for an hour, who do you choose?

Aziraphale (from Good Omens) in his bookstore

Compliment yourself!

i like that the colour of my eyes resemble my father's (does this count?)

tagging @charletto @welightitup @balaclavacharles @onlyleclerc (you don't have to do it, of course. only if you want to) (if you want to do it, and i haven't tagged you. tag! you're it!)

#daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

Time for another Leclerc hug!! 💞🌷🌼🌸

grazie mille, cisca <3 i love you so much 🤍🤍

#daisy🌼.txt #cisca 🌸✨

[softiecharlie]

i hate charles. i hate that i just asked my discord server to let me know if we finish the race. i hate that i have started thinking about charles' and by extension ferrari's success as my own. i hate that i've sort of accumulated charles's vocabulary regarding the team (us, we, team) into my own. i hate that i love him enough to care about his success. i hate that his loses cut deep in my heart. because i know, in my heart, no matter what i say, i'll care about ferrari now. no matter how silly, goofy they act on track sometimes. i hate that i found a sport, something that i always wanted to do, and a community with my discord server, but i haven't experienced blissful euphoria because of it. i hate that i didn't watch austria 2022 live. i hate that all i have is glimpses of it, as it happened in the past. i hate that i wasn't here. i hate that i could've been here but i was reluctant. i hate it. i hate it. i hate it. i hate that this italian team and the monegasque driver love each other so intensely. i hate that i love both of them too. i hate that i am willing to learn italian and french because of them, respectively. i hate that i love both of them so much they dictate my mood for the weekend. i get angry and frustrated and i laugh and giggle because of them these days. i hate that this sport makes me regret not doing engineering, nothing in the last five years have managed to make me regret it, but f1 and ferrari. but all i realistically can do is pray, maintain this tumblr blog and convince myself every race weekend that even in this economy of red bull domination, charles will somehow manage a miracle on a race sunday.

#charles leclerc #ferrari #much too much in my feels at the moment #stupid f1 stupid ferrari stupid charles stupid me #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

omg i had my birthday two weeks ago and i didn't update tumblr about it

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[softiecharlie]

can you tell me a little more about "gestures of love what a wonderful disaster," please? 💗👀

piarles. (everything is)

essentially, charles and pierre having breakdowns over the tiny (okay, not really) things they do for each. (example: charles driving to milan for four hours after an exceptionally exhausted day because pierre sounded off in his texts) and having separate breakdowns to their friends because yes he's my bestfriend, but do bestfriends do that for each other???

#this is so much fun #because so many things happen in this fic but that is the crux of it #then doing unexpected wholesome things for each other and then having breakdowns over it #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

Sending you hugs and sunflowers hope everything works itself out 💛💛

needed this. thank you, anon 🫂

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[softiecharlie]

I wanted to share with you two fics that I like! / I read the one you recommended *-* ty

https://archiveofourown.org/works/48807676/

https://archiveofourown.org/works/42886683/

i have the first opened already! hehehe 😋 haven't had the time to read it yet 😭

the second one though 👀👀

which fic recommendation are you talking about? cause recommend a lot of things to lot many people 😭✋🏽 would love to know which one you read 🫡

#daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

did you like monaco's vlog?

charles ending it with "it's like this" made me cry, but overall yes I did! 🥺

#daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

soph??? hi??? you have no idea how much i needed this today, thank you???? so so much??? i love you so much, my beloved. come here let me hug you so tightly 🫂🩷✨

#soph 💞 #daisy🌼.txt

[softiecharlie]

the urge to change url strikes again

#i just realised that my current one is incredibly seasonal #yes charles is the sun but. he's a softie in winters #i might do it who knows. #daisy🌼.txt