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saintobio · 17 hours

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HELLOOO FINALLY GOT TO SEND AN ASK!!!

first of allllll…. i think the time momjo sending the child guardian paper (?) that satoru typed out of anger is a hint…. and then satoru telling yn that sachiro called akemi mama… this honestly hurts alot more, imahine carrying your baby for 9 months, taking care of baby sachiro for 3 years alone, all the sleepless nights… and sachiro just ugh u dumbass small brain toddler (literally). anyways, satoru looking at akemi during suguru and shoko’s wedding, his hand rubbing akemi’s stomach at the cabin when she was in pain. honestly this part was akemi faking her pain or…? cuz there was a line that said after satoru asked if she wanted to go home her face didnt show anymore pain ? lololll idk. i dislike (hate) gojokemi but i think theyre gonna be endgame with all these theories coming up oh godddd. and the way yn threw the necklace into the lake, satoru went to search for it but did he manage to find it ? no. but during sn yn (well, suguru) found gojos wedding band. so in sy, yn threw away satoru’s “heart”, and it was never found again, thats a hint (?) bruhhh i hate thissss (i love this so much actually it made me feel so much i love u saint) i also recall the first time satoru and akemi first did it together he said smthg like i could learn to love u ? if i remember correctly. and the morning at the cabin after yn and gojo did it, yn was crying bcs they had a heartfelt talk ? and u mentioned they both felt guilty. the guilt is…. yeah.

BUT ALSO, satoru once said that yn has always been the one, sera when she saw gojo after forever told sukuna that he looks different when hes being with akemi, like hes not being himself? but that was when they first got together so idk about now. him not calling gojokemi exclusive. oh how they were happy and loving when yn got pregnant 🥹 but well it lasted until… yeah. also u said something about gojo gonna be on his knees again, since yn is now depressed and suicidal, i think for her heart disease shes gonna sign a DNR, then satoru on his knees maybe begging the doctors idk gawd idk someone mentioned dnr and i just… 🙂 its not that she wanna leave sachiro either, but i think shes telling herself everything will be better if she dies since sachiro, still very young, doesnt even really remember yn (just why sachiro) and called akemi mama… also why the hell didnt gojo use protection when fucking akemi oh gawd pls hate u satoru if she gets preggo.

anyways, i cant wait for gen to be back. i love u gen and ian.

oooh i also remember that you said there was a scene that inspired the birth of sn/sy, was it in chapter 11 ? or we’re not there yet…

honestly why dont yn just join shoko and suguru and be in a happy poly relationship ever looollll just kidding. my heart hurts, im still all in for gojoyn endgame but it doesnt seem realistic. ive been cursing gojo and akemi ever since the chapter came out loolll gotta give myself credit for being able to do my exams while still thinking bout this. 💀

omg there’s a lot to unfold here idk where to start 😭 but i just wanna say, it’s amazing how you’re so thorough in remembering those details in sn/sy bcos i honesty don’t have enough attention span to do that !!! sdjsj now while i can’t answer everything you mentioned, i can say a few things:

- akemi isn’t faking her pain, she’s truly struggling from it

- gojo doesn’t want kids outside of marriage (or should i say if not with yn), so he’s definitely careful with it.

- yes, it is indeed sy11 that birthed the sequel :’) i had that scene in mind before sn was even finished

#🖤: letters to saint #series: sincerely yours #thank you thank youuu for dropping by and sharing ur thoughts <33

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lya-ayl · 11 months

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Woke up to 99+ notifs

What the

#second time this happened #and it wasnt any less shocking #anyway #back to business #lya rambles #kinda insane im getting seen on here #cuz i was getting used to talking to myself #so getting notifs on here is always surprising haha

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ryssbelle · 3 months

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Legends Arceus blorbos got me like 🤪

#my art #pokemon #legends arceus #pokemon legends arceus #these were my player characters #i wish to all things that theyd let us retake the profile pic on our id in game #cuz omg my characters look so cute now but when i had the picture taken thwy were still default #so they look off #im lile #that is not my child #also fun thing #so i didnt think the game would let me name myself Arceus #so the dude on the left is named Arceus #people talk about the pokemon in game and i get confused lmao #the gal on the right is named your grace so people are always addressing me formally #its beautiful #in my head these guys go from enemies to friends to lovers #because i said so #they have to fight through so much trauma and grow up in an unfamiliar time and they are both the only ones who understand #other than ingo but hes not always around them #so they mostly only got eachother #which of course leads to rivalry then bonding #but ye thats only in my head #they also have real names in my head but they both just call eachother by the ones they made up #cuz why wouldnt you

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smilesrobotlover · 4 months

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So insurance is a huge pain and it has been keeping me from getting my glucose monitor and my insulin pump so I’ve been doing diabetes care the old fashioned way which is…. So annoying, but I had to get a new meter because the one I brought to college with me for emergencies just like this for some reason doesn’t work cuz the strips aren’t going in, and look at absolutely tiny this mf is

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oh-meow-swirls · 27 days

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was looking through old posts and i'm surprised to see that i seemingly didn't have any commentary on anything in 3 in chapter 7, 8 or 9, the posts related to 3's story go from "my first reaction when i saw yopple-bot was 'i love you. but also you are definitely the boss for this chapter-'" to "i have been in hell all day. hell being bada-bing tower." funny to me cuz those chapters are like, the best ones sdfkljsdfjfsdkjlfsdjkl-

#puppy rambles #yo-kai watch #yw3 #i love dukesville. yo-kai watch wild west. though also everyone in bbq talks like they're in the wild west-#i don't blame myself for not having any commentary on hazeltine mansion tbh. it sucks ass. i mean it's kind of fun but like #god is it annoying. i think using the mechanic of switching between nate and hailey for puzzles is a cool idea but. bad execution #very bad execution. it is so annoying #especially the section where you're in the basement and have to use the drill a bunch #... why are there prison cells in the basement anyways??????? i just realized how fucking weird that is-#i'm mostly just annoyed by the dining room puzzle tbh. i KNOW the fucking answers but verygoodsir is an ASSHOLE for some reason #and won't let me choose the FUCKING CORRECT DOORS #3's so fucking amazing tbh. i really wanna replay it soon. don't wanna have to delete a save file though #wish 3 had three save files like 1 and 2. i get why though i mean it's the biggest 3ds game klsfdjfskjfsdjksdf-#i wanna like. actually use my originyan for once. i might just end up using nyases ii instead tho fsdkljjdsfjskd-#i love every chapter in 3 after nate and hailey meet tbh. the bestie moments are so good #though also i don't think it was an amazing idea tbh. it means there's six main characters after that point #sometimes one character will go several cutscenes without talking at all. it's usually buck #he doesn't have any dialogue during any of the key quests in new yo-kai city. which is pretty amusing admittedly #i think the writers just forgot about him or something fslkdjdfslkjfsdljkdf-#i think my favorite thing related to that is like. during the stuff in bada-bing tower komasan and komajiro are there too #but they don't have any dialogue. which makes it seem kind of pointless #i get why they're there plot-wise but like. at that point you should either have them leave before you go to bada-bing tower #(esp since they don't end up in the ufo with everyone else. idr if there's a reason for that there probably isn't-)#(i think i slightly blocked out everything in bada-bing tower cuz it is so grueling)#or just. give them dialogue???#i love 3 and all but it definitely has some problems-#which is why i'm so excited to rewrite it <3 for both of those reasons. i can fix things. and also it's the best game #just. full-stop. not just the best yo-kai watch. i just think it's the best game ever #that title changes based on my current biggest hyperfixation though sfldfsjdkslfdjkfdj-#i think i'd say my overall top 5 is like. yo-kai watch 3. deltarune. ummmm. fantasy life is up there

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airanke · 9 months

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Every day I sit here or lie in bed thinking about how much purity culture destroyed me.

#and then my parents have the audacity???#to try and tell me that 'sex was created by God tho!!!'#yes and God was used to ruin my perception of sex #I can only read about it or draw it to explore my interests #I have absolutely zero interest in it being done to me physically #which is both purity culture and personal perception of my body #which does not change no matter what I do to try and love myself #anyway this was brought on because I'm listening to ppl talk about Girl Defined #Horrible channel btw please don't watch any of their videos #What they preach is misinformation at best and culty at worst #and this particular video is talking about how a GUY #WHO BECAME A SEX THERAPIST????#thought his wife was broken cuz she hated being intimate w/ him #and he would be like 'oh well srry ur broken we're gonna fuck anyway tho cuz //I// need it'#??????????????????????????????????????????#AND THEN I GUESS THEY DISCOVERED IT WASN'T HER #I'M NOT THROUGH IT YET THIS IS A BAD RIDE #BUT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET OFF #anyway back to drawing #fyi I don't have a problem w/ God I have a problem w/ Christians #There is a difference and you will respect that thank u

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essektheylyss · 1 year

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Is there any Essek scene in particular you’re hoping is included in the show?

Oh man oh god oh fuck. This list could go on SO long.

To be fair, the thing with Essek is that there are a lot of very small and fun but not narratively load-bearing scenes, and then a few major scenes that have a decent amount of narrative weight to them. For instance, the first study scene (the second is important but could be combined into it if that the pace required it), the Scourger incident, the dinner, and most of episode 97 have a lot of narrative impact, either for Caleb's arc or for the plot as a whole. I've already suggested I need to see the ninth floor tower conversation animated like a fish needs water to breathe, and I'd love both the times Essek physically pulls Caleb out of danger, of course.

There's also a lot of wiggle room in how you pace the Nein and break up their arcs (which I think was more rigid translating campaign 1 to LoVM—even when arcs are shifted around, the sequences of events are kept somewhat orderly) which means that speculation is pretty hard, particularly when it comes to Essek, who meets the Nein so far into the campaign. Basically, any of these things might not be as narratively necessary by then, depending on what they choose to cut or focus in on. I could speculate on that, and I'm sure I will extensively, but at a certain point I might as well just write a series worth of scripts as a fun side project.

That being said, I do really hope the Scourger scene remains, because it is so cinematically interesting, and I do consider it a major turning point between the wizards, regardless of either of them realizing it at the time or not.

And I also really want to watch him have a panic attack over whiskey cocoa. It is in no way load-bearing, but nonetheless, I would like to see it, and I think I deserve it.

#there IS actually something to be said about the narrative weight of essek having a panic attack while guzzling spiked hot cocoa but #I've talked about that elsewhere #this is for vibes lmao #thank you for the ask! it also reminded me I did get an ask about tone the other day and have not had a chance to answer yet #thank you to everyone who has taken my bait and allowed me to chatter about my boi this series and adaptation literally my fave topics #mighty nein animated #essek thelyss #oh boy I am tempting myself with the concept of just sitting down and writing a series worth of scripts for lulz.#I have done it before and I should Not do it again but boyyyyy do I kinda wanna #tbt the time my professor told me my thesis project was pointless cuz I couldn't use it as a writing sample. I'm still just.#excuse me ma'am. LOVE HER. great screenwriter. but oh my god what if I just want to PRACTICE. hello.#I did in fact write 600 pages of script out of spite cuz of that. so yanno. again. I could fully do this just for kicks.

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robertseanleonardthinker · 7 months

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the urge to start writing fanfiction but i have never written a piece of fanfiction ever and haven't written creatively outside of school projects in years 😭😭😭😭

#this is one of the most painful things my mental illness took from me actually #i used to be writing ALL THE TIME #i wrote on wattpad (not fanfic)#i wrote in google docs #i wrote in notebooks #i wrote on anything i could get my creative little hands on #and i was GOOD at it!!!#i went to a young author's conference three years in a row!#and then i got fucked over by my own brain and lost my spark and ability to do anything without approval from others #i hate it and i wanna find my way back #maybe. just maybe. i should talk abt this with my therapist instead of posting abt it on tumblr #(i won't)#i wish it was earlier in november cuz then i could force myself to participate in nanowrimo #someone kick me in the ass and make me write

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kyuzuberri · 2 months

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man why does my family treat me like im not a human :(((

#Like bro i get it you all just woke up but like #I did not sleep at all + i was studying which made my brain numb #and when i wake up all annoyed you all tell me i got attitude issues???#And lets ignore how my sisters literally TORTURE me to wake me up #And when im quiet all day yall ask me to talk???#Dude talk about what you guys dont even want to listen to me?#and then when i talk to myself and inanimate objects you all start thinking i have a boyfriend?#what is that logic 😻😻😻#maybe start considering me as a human who actually gets hurt and feels stuff ill start acting normal again #in the meantime #keep on using me for only your own purposes and talk to me when it concerns you only #and think of me doing stuff for you all as a “responsibility” that i have #BECAUSE IM NOT A HUMAN !!!#and ofc only my sister is stressed about her exams because i dont cry about it like her #oh no no wait till you find out what i actually did the whole past year cuz #i was so emotionally frustrated and brimming with all that ew emotions that i had to take out out somehow #its a shame how i think they know yet they dont care

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kkking · 1 year

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last year art again: Misumi's christmas main menu quote illustrated cuz i thought triangular summer troupe snowmen were super cute u///u

perfect who doesn't wanna let go of wintry vibes just because december's over^^b

(adding the quote screenshot and translation as a bonus)

"Look, look, I made snowmen~! There's Tenma, Yuki, Muku, Kazu, Kumon, and me!"

#misumi ikaruga #a3!#i made it overly complicated for myself by not using tiny props like muku's crown for everyone #my brain just had to go like but would he reeeally have a tiny plastic smartphone for snowman kazu???#so what you get is very obviously homemade snowmen #one of which is sporting yuki's actual hat bc stealing it seemed more plausible than misumi getting a random tiny cute hat at the moment #having little ttiangles to use as mouths is okay tho cuz it is the trianglian we're talking about #bottom line i took it too seriously

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girlwithfish · 15 days

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not to compare or anything but I like that he calls me pretty irl n stuff 🙂‍↔️I like being complimented shoot me..but ik its just cuz its the beginning of everything idk

#i stoped feeling pretty when i was w my ex cuz he didnt really compliment my appearance outside sex as much as i wanted #sometimes hed call me cute and id tell him i want to b called pretty sometimes tho #or hed say like i thought it in my head i just didnt say it #i was so insecure cuz of his p*** habits and cheating and unfaithfulness and stuff too so that def contributed lolol #but idk #this guy compliments me sm hes very physically affectionate first and also pretty verbalyly affectionate #i always have to note when he calls me pretty and write it down or talk abt it bc it makes me feel good nd means a lot to me. idk #aimee said maybe he hasnt asked me to b gf yet bc hes nervous but i srsly doubt it idk im wodneringgg. omg what if i just get really brave #and be super direct nd b like why am i not ur gf yet!#I just wanna know if im disposable or not #its hard to imagine him being nervous or anythinf cuz he comes off as very self assured and chill and not nervous or embarrassed lol #and im lkke the opposite #Lol #im scared hell say like he lieks me a lot but doesnt see us as a couple #ill shoot myself and also move states maybe

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kittlyns · 19 days

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It is so insane to feel everyone getting sick of you. Like goddamn I'm sorry I'm going through what may be my worst year yet but you putting up with me is somehow equivalent to christ on the fucking cross all of a sudden.

#really just goes to show that ultimately people close to you may not care abt your mental health as soon as it starts to affect them #we can talk abt depression and burnout and exhaustion until the cows come home but the second you stop putting on a happy optimistic facade #no one gives a shit anymore and you should suck it up so you're not bothering others #which is crazy. cuz I try to keep my problems to myself. I internalize a lot of the anguish I feel on a daily basis so no one else has #to deal with it.#but I've had a really bad. really long. exhausting and excruciating few weeks. and then you tell me the one thing I've had to look forward #to isn't gonna happen bc of some stupid shit. like fine. whatever. the apathy is kicking in so I'll get over it faster.#but god forbid you sulk for a night.#god forbid you be sad and disappointed and stressed when literally everything in your life sucks at the moment.#guess I'll put those yucky emotions away and go back to being yout stupid fucking court jester or whatever #it's all rage now. can't use that one either tho.#they gotta do this shit on my one Saturday off this month too. god forbid I have one fucking day.

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faggotwalkwithme · 1 month

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ughh