#cuz even in your 20s

[negativecharm]

Sugar daddy!Ghost x reader fluff HCs for my own well being (could be yours too)::

-Maybe Sugar daddy!Ghost would send you a box of your favourite brand of cookies because he just had a thought that he can just send you stuff randomly more than you ask from him.

-He'd get obssessed with you too quickly and more than he ever actually mentally signed up to the whole thing.

-He'd get more and more involved with your lifestyle than you ever really expected him to.

-He'd undoubtedly check in on you once he returns home from the military because he's turning to a point where it's way too obvious that he likes you more than he says it.

-He considers you as the most precious thing in his life even if he thinks you don't take him as anything more seriously than your sugar daddy.

-If you tease him about his age and the age difference he'll say something in return that'll have you flustered for days whenever you think about it.

-He silently wishes that you would fall for him like he falls for you anytime you guys are on a phone call or a video call.

-He'd be the most reliable source for your emotional support during exam seasons. He finds it endearing how much you work hard for your own future (he also adds him being apart of it to his wishlist.)

-He'd literally intertwine your souls together if it was possible so you wouldn't leave him on any conditions. He's scared that one day you might make a decision when you think you can divert ways and live on your own without needing anyone (without needing him.)

-He makes up excuses to meet up which always ends with him getting dazed by just looking at you and wishing on the inside that he'd met you on a more significant reasons.

-The first time you met him outside you were stunned by his demeanour and size which was written all over your face. That definitely awaken something in him nonetheless he finds it adorable. He finds YOU adorable.

-On your first meet up he took you on a bike ride. It was just another excuse for you to hold him a bit tighter around his waist like real couples do. When you tell him you've never ridden anything higher than a 125 or a 300 he decides to go faster, scaring the shit out of you, eliciting a little squeal out of you that he also finds adorable. You didn't even open your eyes to see the nightlife passing by like nothing but blended lines of colorful lights. You were too busy getting scared shitless while you have your whole face pressed to his back. He loves putting you in that kinda situations.

#this isn't even in perfect order i'm tired #he's 17-20 years older than you in this one cuz yk he's your sugar daddy #could be biker!Ghost too? maybe? #Sugar daddy!Ghost #fluff #call of duty #simon ghost riley #cod headcanons #cod aus #simon riley #cod mw2 #cod ghost #cod mw #cod hcs #cod x reader #cod mw ghost #ghost x reader #cod #hades writes

[sea-buns]

Forgive me if I'm a bit nervous about Gorgug this season. It's just that the last Zac Oyama pc was Colin Provolone, who was arguably one of his greatest D20 performances, if not the greatest.

Zac always does great with every pc he plays, but Colin was something else. He came out swinging with actions and words that were teeming with unspoken emotional baggage. The way Colin's presence affected the other pcs; there was this level of depth that I don't think I've seen in any of his other characters. It was understated and quiet in that signature "just a guy" way that he tends to be, while still captivating everyone instantly with just how raw it was.

Not to say we haven't seen emotional depth in Gorgug. It's just that, compared to the other Bad Kids, Gorgug's journey and progression as a character has been very... impersonal? Like, yes, he found his birth parents, and he found friends who appreciate him, and he faced his insecurities about his intelligence, and he navigated relationship troubles, and his trial through the claustrophobic bug-tunnels was a horrifically-uncanny parallel to how he's spent his entire life trying to make himself as small as possible.

But how much of that has actually changed him from the Gorgug we started with? I would agree that he's definitely happier with his life, given all the loving and supportive people that have been added to it when it used to be just him and his parents. And he's certainly grown into himself and become more self-assured in his abilities, even if he's still, and always will be, our anxious little guy. And there's nothing wrong with that. I've always liked how Gorgug was a representation of all the little things. The subtle acts and kindnesses that don't seem like much to most, but to some are everything.

We don't need another Bad Kid living in fear that their mouth could be shit-in at any moment. We've already got one-too-many.

All that being said, I just feel like Gorgug's personal story beats are much easier to sweep under the rug than everyone else's. He has the same soft and understated quality that Colin held, but they lack that extra oomph that pushed Colin over the edge from being just another guy in a series of dudes, to a character that the vast majority of us could not get out of our heads. He took someone who was anxious and softspoken, who ultimately never wanted to be violent— someone who is remarkably similar to Gorgug in many ways— and maintained that demeanor and core in Colin's character while still hitting us in the feels with character development at max velocity at every turn.

I think Zac gets better and better at this with every season that goes by. With each new character, there is always something that leaves me stunned in awe. And it's been, what, three? Four years since we last saw Gorgug?

I'm just,,, I'm cautiously optimistic but also going into a bit of a worry about what violence this man may inflict upon us

#i got SO carried away LMAO #i dont think ive ever written any posts about gorgug specifically #i made a lot about colin. and some about pib. and some more about zacs performances in general. #but never anything gorgug-focused. i just wasnt on tumblr at those other times that hed been on my mind like this #you can tell i still couldnt resist talking about colin lol #he was just so fucking good. a fantastic character all around. i cant imagine a better example to get my point across than him #when i do posts like this its all very much just me taking a vague idea and working with whatever comes out in the moment #so when i tell you i very much did not plan to get lost in the counterargument and had to stop for a second to remember what my point was #my point still stands but so does everything else #you dont realize it. how similar gorgug and colin really are. or how metaphorical the bug tunnel was. #or how gorgug IS the epitome of little details. small acts. quiet rights and wrongs. the faint causes and the even subtler effects. #u dont truly realize it until youre writing it yourself in a free flow fugue state and it all comes to a halt cuz youve blown your own mind #anyway i love gorgug and i love zac pcs and i hope this post makes sense cuz finding the right words was fucking hard hah #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy #fantasy high sophomore year #fhsy #gorgug thistlespring #the ravening war #trw #colin provolone #zac oyama

[puppyeared]

Atla live action 😐

#thats my honest reaction 😐 #to be fair ive only seen 20 minutes of the s1 finale bc my parents are watching it but. mmmmm kinda mid #like. the casting is definitely an improvement since the last time they tried a live action but it feels like the writing falls flat #or maybe im being harsh bc ive only heard negative criticism on it beforehand. but fr anytime u bring up the original its already #good and not just because its the original. so much fucking detail went into it to the point of someone noticing azula wielding mai's knive #to how well thought out irohs character is used as a way of uniting the cast especially as zukos foil #i heard that sokkas sexism was toned down and i have to agree that feels like a cheap move. like i get WHY they think it would be better #but its not about how that reflects on real world its about how it affects the story. sokka starts out as a misogynistic asshole because #it makes it that much more impactful when he changes. toning that down makes it flatter and makes his character development weak #and someone pointed out they didnt even make him wear the kyoshi warrior uniform and i know it feels like such a small detail but #come on man. they did that in the original because not only does it help him really walk in their shoes - wearing 'feminine' clothing and #makeup and having suki explain its significance but it also ties in with the shows theme of harmony and intersectionality #i was also disappointed when they had the fire sages explain how the water tribe draws power from the moon because in the original it was #IROH who explained it to aang and everyone else BECAUSE we as the audience is under the impression hes with the 'bad guys' #and it builds up to how he learned from the other nations which reconciles his past as a war general and his character overall #AND its an excellent starting point for the cast and audience to understand how the nations arent as closed off as you would think #plus you would think its only fire nation doing propaganda but they expanded on that with earth kingdom censorship and it WORKS #a lot of things in the live action also feel arbitrary like. they gave momo a near death experience for 5 minutes for no reason #im firmly on the stance of bringing back filler moments instead of putting major events right after each other so that u give your #audience a sense of time passing and to really absorb the story. but i think thats more like shock value than filler and yeah its a small #thing to gripe about but those things build up and its really annoying. the thing abt avatar filler moments is that however small #its at least meaningful. hell even the beach episode emphasizes how isolated zuko and his friends are as child soldiers #i also swore to never watch the first live action since it was that bad but i really liked the stylized tattoos they used for aang #anyway. those arejust my thoughts. im not gonna watch the rest because im a ride or die for the original aftr growing up and #rewatching it at least 20 times as a kid. but theres definitely room for improvement and i wish ppl wouldnt take it as 'better' just cuz #netflix is adapting it. i wouldve killed for them to just reanimate the entire avatar series and touch NOTHING ELSE no redub #no changes to the story. just reanimate the thing and leave the rest alone and youd make easy money just the same #ALSO its very jarring not hearing jack desena and dante basco voicing sokka and zuko cause their voices were the most recognizable to me #i get that its because its live action but im allowed to feel a little sad abt that. and uncle irohs accent was really soothing #yapping

[survivalove]

can i just say defacing aka editing art of any ship to make it your fave is weird? especially if it’s from a ship you hate? it’s funny cuz i don’t think this is an unpopular opinion and yet…

there are still people who do this and people who encourage those that do

and no official canon art is not an exception?? you respect fan artists more than the artists that created your favorite piece of media? do you even know the names of the artists you’re disrespecting?

like i’m just not understanding how some people can be so disrespectful AND unoriginal at the same time? pick a struggle…..

#respect artists #even if you don’t like their ship #don’t go putting your favorite character over someone else’s work #like what is wrong with you #don’t ask me for tea or nothing cuz i don’t got it #i’m just not understanding why this is still a thing in 2024 #especially when the media in question is like 20 years old #you guys have had plenty of time to make your own art pls….. #and i’m gonna tag #kataang #kataangtag #not because this is a fandom problem #but i just want ka shippers to…. not do that? #i don’t know any ka artist on here who does…. #but just in case

[callmegaith]

BACK IN DRAGON AGE HELL CUZ I MISS CULLEN SM AND I WANNA TRY THE MALE INQUISTOR ROMANCE MOD WITH HIM! please he's been my one true love in this game for so long 😭😭💜💜 every day I wake up and I thank modders for their service. They doing god's work for free.

Also uh oh my inquisitor, named Ulisse, has puppy dog eye syndrome. DONT U TRUST THIS CUTIE TO SAVE THE WORLD?!

#fandom: dragon age #oc: Ulisse #idk if the mod works just yet #have to check when i actually get to the romance part with Cullen #smh me you always fall in love with the non-companions love option #cant fall in love with the characters that are easy to romance and dont take like 20 hours to even start the romance questline with🙄 #or god forbid #i need a mod to make it work 🙄🙄🙄 #listen #cullen was always meant to be Bi #just sadly it didnt happen cuz budget and time #but it was already stated so bi cullen is canon #EXCEPT MODDERS HAVE TO DO THE WORK TO GET IT TO ACTUALLY HAPPEN #modders you are my new gods #i pray to you #youre too powerful #thank you for blessing us 🙏

[lesbiansanemi]

WARNING FOR ANIMAL DEATH/MUTILATION IN THE TAGS

I think I’ve figured out why it’s the stuff with my cats that gets me the most viscerally upset when it comes to my roommate and I think I need to tell him why that is… we had a talk and he apologized for a lot of stuff but I just feel like I need to explain why I react so intensely to him hating my cats/wanting me to get rid of them

#like there’s the obvious things I’ve said before that ANY pet owner would feel the same about obvious #but like. okay I love cats. I’ve loved cats my WHOLE life #not just cats but animals in general #animals were baby’s first special interest #and I grew up on a farm and I had usually at least 8 pets at a time growing up #that I got money for by doing odd jobs and you know as a child you can spend all your money on your hobbies #and I love animals so I had pets #specifically I always had at least 3-4 cars #*cats #my mom’s first husband hated cats… fucking DESPISED them #and he talked about hating them/getting rid of them all the time #and. well. when I ever did anything to really piss him off #(which you know as a nine year old could be something as simple as breathing too loudly or some shit) #he would kill them #that man killed probably like 20 cats #cuz even after I was old enough to process ‘don’t get more cats bad things will happen to them’ #my mom would bring home cats cuz she ALSO loved and wanted cats #even when I would beg her not to because I knew they were going to die #she never cared because in that moment she wanted cats #and obviously this was awful and damaging #and now that I live on my own with my two cats who are my BABIES that I love and cherish #my roommate talking about hating them and wanting them gone…. #yeah it’s uh. um. hitting some really specific nerves #obviously I do not think he would EVER EVER do something like that #because you know. he’s not an insane control freak who hates me and animals #it’s still hitting those nerves #and yeah I think I need to tell him that for us to start coming to an understanding #like i get you don’t LOVE my cats you don’t have to #but you can’t talk that way about them… or I’m going to get VERY upset and defensive #kaz rambles

[lecliss]

I hate when Vincent asks Lucrecia if she's sure about proceeding with the experiment and she's all yelling "if it only concerns me then yes I'm sure!" And like BITCH IT DOES NOT JUST CONCERN YOU!!!! THATS FUCKING SEPHIROTH!!! HES GONNA HAVE A SHIT CHILDHOOD AND HAVE A MENTAL BREAKDOWN AND TRY TO KILL EVERYONE!!!! THAT IS LIKE THE FARTHEST FROM JUST CONCERNING YOU!!!!!

#THIS ISNT EVEN A HINDSIGHT IS 20/20 ISSUE CUZ ITS A PLAIN FUCKING BAD IDEA FROM THE START #DOES SHE REALLY THINK LIKE THEY GO THROUGH WITH IT AND THEN SHE ALSO BE ALLOWED TO RAISE HIM IN A HAPPY LOVING FAMILY #BITCH YOU WORK FOR SHINRA!!!! YOU HAVE TO BE FUCKING AWARE THATLL NEVER FUCKIN HAPPEN NOT EVEN FOR A SINGLE SECOND!!! #GOD I FUCKING HATE HER SO MUCH #VINCENT WHAT DO YOU SEE IN THIS WOMAN??? HES GOT BAD TASTE!! HE IGNORES RED FLAGS! #IM SORRY VINCE I LOVE YOU TO DEATH BUT YOURE ALSO KIND OF A FUCKING OBTUSE IDIOT!!!!!! #aita? nah ehs bro. ehs. #personal #anyway its funny to me that hojo calls vincent 'boy' even tho vince is 27 and hojo is 32 in the flashbacks. #like what are you calling him boy for??? hes not that much older than you. also id say 27 is too old to be calling someone boy unless youre #like. an elderly person. cuz 27 is still super young from that perspective

[pa-pa-plasma]

if anyone wanted to know the state of mcdonald's "affordability" currently, skip the dishes just dropped off a meal & a half (regular burger, nuggets, fries, drink combo & a happy meal) at my dad's house by mistake & the bill (which we didn't have to pay) is about $40

#it's literally cheaper to make your own food at home now #sorry if this is ridiculous but that is absolutely fucking bonkers to me. what the actual fuck #i personally remember when this specific order was like. under $20 (conservative estimate because my memory is unreliable) #used to be when you heard the guy in front of you in the drivethrough's order come out to like $70 #that they were buying meals for a whole soccer team or something #now it's just for them & their family #bruh for real i'm sitting here going crazy. i'm so happy i started learning how to cook my own food cuz the situation is fucked #they're not even paying their employees man

[levil0vesyou]

Having a post get popular enough to be independently reblogged by someone you follow but aren't mutuals with is. Wild

#yes it was the sex poll obvs #given the person is a minor i'm very glad they picked answer one lmao #like i do think minors in general are allowed to want and even have sex (with each other obvs) but when it's a minor i personally follow it #would just make me feel pretty weird lmao. like on a personal level ya feel? i mean when u reach an even closer level it becomes not weird #again like my dear friend ness (17yo) who afaik doesn't actually HAVE any sex but occasionally wants to and i support her hot girl summer. #but as stated this person barely knows i exist i just follow his blog (i used they earlier but this was incorrect but tumblr won't let me e #edit the tag 😔) and he's 16yo so seeing him talk about wanting and/or having sex would have been. uncomfortable. like obvs he'd be allowed #to because my personal discomfort is no indication of morality but you get it. like if my big little cousin (she's 15 now by god the years #don't stop coming) were to talk about sex and stuff to me or within earshot i would ummm. throw myself out the window? but like i'd still t #try to be supportive and if push comes to shove then yes i would give her condoms 😔 cuz like if a minor wants sex i will not be able to sto #stop them lmao but i can at least try and make it somewhat safe y'know #actually i remembered i have literally given a 15yo a condom before lmao she's prolly over 20 now but like as the adult dormmate it was alm #almost like a responsibility y'know like what do you want me to DO?? let her get pregnant?? anyway enough tangent lmao #btw all this is also why in the poll i included 'too young' but didn't specify an age cuz that's individual y'know. some people are p late #bloomers (i was one) while others choose to have consensual sex by 14 y'know. not something i like to think about but that doesn't mean it #won't happen ya feel. i mean what am i the american education system? lmao. so some ppl have interpreted being 17 as too young but there's #also folks like this who clearly consider 16 old enough and that's defo ppl's good right. and again i usually don't mind just the fact that #he in particular is someone i already knew made it uncomfy. but anyway yea back on topic it's very interesting in general when your post #gets big enough to independently make it to ur dash thru a non mutual lmao. love the hellsite honestly where else amirite #personal #mine #ok to rb ig #like the actual body of the post anyway. i'd be pretty uncomfy if said person saw my tags on this cuz y'know it's kind vagueing even if it' #not negative but anyway. anyway #*kinda

[darkdragon768]

Nintendo games have become too easy...

#dragon's stupid thoughts #ok listen #i had a good time playing gcn Luigi's mansion even though i was running around with less than 50% of my health most of the time #i think i don't have to talk about pokemon that's self-explanatory #i never had really big troubles in pikmin 4 bosses #you can increase your health (even over the max) can't go ko as long as you got this first aid kit thing #lost a bunch of mins? no prob just rewind time or summon some glowmins (but shout-out to them for saving my ass at the final boss battle #the worst was the level selecting at the caves. this made it WAY too easy #getting down 20 levels with strong enemies and an even tougher boss is so much more thrilling than just skipping everything #I didn't die once in this game. wasn't even close to it #i haven't played wonder (yet?) but I've heard the bosses weren't the best or exciting #the bosses in totk are fun but not really challenging either (maybe the gibdo queen but that's it) #i think I haven't died against ganondorf #but the lynel challenge in the underground was fun! #the final battle in Luigi's mansion was an easy one as in what you had to do but it was somehow hard #maybe cuz of the controls but I enjoyed my win way more than in the other games i mentioned #... #I'm not excited for my playthrough of zelda II

[sad-squidz]

Sometimes i forget that i can just make things anyway???

Like I fr forget that i can just make that comic or write that fic cuz i want to and not cuz i need it to be good for someones approval.

#your local they them had a few realisations at 3am #and then took 20 minutes drawing something to affirm the point just cuz i wanted to draw and it didnt need to look good #and i was gonna post the drawing even tho it was gonna look bad to me because who cares #SadSquidz Art

[sea-buns]

i mean yeah i think kristen is doing the right thing with trying to present an open-minded front with bobby dawn but i feel like "under the radar" isn't on the table for her when it's a priest of sol. cuz surely everyone in town in that church knows who kristen is and is very familiar with the path she's taken. it doesn't mean she shouldn't try to play nice, it's a great idea, just not sure how far it'll actually get her

#cuz if i was this guy i think id still be cautious af with what i say and do around this kid #even if she does a good job at selling the 'i am totally open to your teachings and have zero disrespect for any of it' #episode just started tho so. maybe she does really well in interactions and/or hes a fucking idiot lol #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #kristen applebees #bobby dawn

[moondal514]

Lots of talk about fics that call themselves slowburn when they’re only like 7k but what about the fics that are 100k and 25 chapters and call themselves slowburn but the characters get together by like the 3rd chapter?

#much more offensive if you ask me #cuz the fic is masquerading as a slowburn #but it very much isn’t #dating by chapter 3/20 does not a slowburn make #even if the fic is like 200k words total #you don’t have to call every long fic with romance a slow burn #it’s ok to have a fast-moderate speed developing romance #it’s all about what’s best for your story #fandom be like

[sucktacular]

friendly reminder that if you wanna draw you should draw because I wanna see it and reblog it and eat it so it'll be with me forever

you MADE something!!! that straight up DIDNT exist before??? that's so incredibly metal and amazing and sick as fuck im so proud of you

#i dont care you 'skill level' or whatever nonsense #YOU DID THAT!!! #and my god you should be so proud because I am #i should get magnets to print out ppls art and put on my mini mini fridge that only holds like 4 cans of soda #but like esp if youre in you're 20s??? LATE 20'S???? PAST YOUR 20s???? HOLY SHIT IM SOO SO PROUD OF YOU #cuz its so so hard to get yourself to make and create after youre a kid or a teen #esp if you never really fostered that creativity as a young person #like you DID that you mADE that youre so so amazing #this also applies to writing and crafts and anything where you made something #like ive struggled for a long long time to like my art let alone want to make art but listen listen listen #everytime you make something it gets easier to make it again #you dont have to compare yourself you dont have to strive to draw like whoever #the secret is everyone wants their arts to look better or be better or easier even the really really talented professionals #we are learning creatures no one is perfect and its so so beautiful that that is a thing cuz like #i dont want to see beautiful rendered sistene chapel paintings everyday!!! #like theyre great and im in awe but i could be in awe and enjoying art jim bob down the street doodled on a bench #i see my partner doodle in my notebooks when they make phone calls and are on hold and i think its so beautiful #its just shapes but like they were there and they did that and I didnt? its beautiful and fun and reminds me they were there #you are here and im so glad you are because we get to enjoy things and create and love and just exist #life is hard and we created a society that can be so cynical and were so busy all the time #but i love us i love people i want so badly to love us all because we are different and dont always agree but we create and we exist #and i think thats enough at the end of the day. to just exist. #so you made a lil doodle? i want to see it because ive never seen it before and i think its so awesome genuinely that you did that #sucktacular sucks

[justsalpals]

what if I started accepting fic commissions

is that even anything anyone would want

#potion permit #dimension 20 #your turn to die #I only tagged those three cuz I first got the thought surfing the potion permit tag #d20 is my main fandom rn #and even though I've drifted from it; the largest fics on my account are yttd so I figure they might like me still #I'd be open to other fandoms obvi but those seemed like the ones to interest check

[irulancorrino]

when a player who hasn’t been around for like. a YEAR. starts inserting himself into situations he knows literally nothing about and has no connection to in-character 🥴

#it was sooooo annoying like DUDE #we can't stop the goddamn session for like 15-20 minutes to explain every goddamn thing to you #every! time! #you got the recap man #like.... he started asking about things in-character and we tried to explain things briefly #but he kept asking more questions all the while a bunch of npcs are standing around like 👁👄👁 #cuz this dude they've never seen before has suddenly appeared and is making waves #like NO you don't get to suddenly become a lawyer for this guy you've never seen before and don't know shit about!!! #you're not even a lawyer not even a little bit!!! you're the one who keeps insisting your character is kinda dumb!!! #stop derailing the session!!!!! not everything has to be about you!!!!! #god I'm so frustrated with this guy. like I'm trying to be sympathetic but. but #ughhhhh #val plays d&d