Goals Assessment
An assessment of these posts and their feasibility and achievement or lack thereof so far as I’ve moved on campus and tomorrow’s the last day before school starts.
It’s under a read more for good reason (it is hecka long), but I really want my friends (and anyone!) to read it and see how much I’ve grown.
18 Goals for 2018
1. Pass all my classes (interim, spring freshman, and fall semester). I want to say with As, but a) interim is just pass/fail and b) that doesn’t really matter. Also, learn to study.
So, yikes, I didn’t do that. I didn’t do the thing with all A’s and I didn’t do the thing with the simply passing, either. But I failed two last fall and I failed one in the spring, so we’re doing better, and I’m retaking the two I failed in the fall this fall, so we’re atoning. I also think I know how to pass them. I really know how to study.
2. Get a job during interim, get a sustainable job for during the semester, and get a real job for during the summer.
I didn’t get a job during interim (well, I acquired one then, but I didn’t start it then), but I did get one during the semester! I don’t know what I meant by “real job”, but I worked at a church in the summer. I’m also working as a props master this year, which is a theatre and a management job, so it’s fun and real?
3. Become my floor’s Barnabas (the position that leads the spiritual development of the floor – something I would apply for and get in interim/early second semester freshman year and start as a sophomore).
Yes! Did it. Crushed it. Just finished training.
4. Become an RA (something I would apply for… again… as a sophomore in the fall, even if I wouldn’t start working until 2019).
Haven’t yet had the chance to try, but I’ve already been asked about it.
5. Learn to drive and have a car on campus.
Nope, but I did start learning!
6. Have more than $1,000 in checking and savings. Be fiscally responsible. Also, tithe.
2 outta 3 ain’t bad? I have more than $1,000 in each, and I’m fiscally responsible. I don’t tithe, but I’ve started a program to get there.
7. Go camping, or at least hammock often. Also, get more plants.
Got more plants and I’ve got a hammock which I’ve used a bit.
8. Be a minimalist, both on-campus and at home. And be an environmentally-responsible minimalist.
I got rid of a lot of stuff, but I don’t think I’m a minimalist yet.
9. Deepen my personal spiritual faith.
Jesus and I had a bit of a time. But we’re working on it.
10. Become a full-fledged vegetarian. Hop off the pescatarian train.
Crushed it. Haven’t eaten meat since the first of the year.
11. Sleep at a reasonable hour.
Lol.
12. Do CTC again, but only when it’s helpful and feasible. (So definitely interim and spring, but maybe not fall – and if not, that’s okay.)
I LITERALLY JUST SWITCHED FROM TAKING IT FOR CREDIT TO AUDITING IT I AM SO PROUD OF MYSELF TURN UP. I still get the community without the stress.
13. Make sure my FYP (four-year-plan) is realistic, because I should have to take more classes than I have to. Also look into auditing psych classes, or maybe just… take them.
I haven’t looked at it in forever oops.
14. Start serving at the church I’m going to. Also, be serious about my attendance there.
I didn’t go back to that church and didn’t start serving the church I then went to. Then I worked at a church, but got paid for it, so this is a fail.
15. Be serious about my meals. If I’m on the 21 meal plan, use all 21. Evaluate whether 15 is realistic. Learn to cook.
This is half a no, but I can’t fix it because now I’m on unlimited meals. I did learn how to cook though!
16. Sleep more and at decent times. And work on other things, like washing your face and using lotion so your hands aren’t dry. I need to take care of myself. And that includes seeing a therapist on-campus, because mental health is important, too, and my mind is nebulously… not right. I’m not equipped to go beyond that, but, if nothing else, I can talk about stuff from my past.
I think the sleep on is a no. Washing face is a soft maybe. Lotion is a no. It’s true that I need to take care of myself. I saw a therapist thrice and then... stopped.
17. Read more for fun.
I didn’t during the semester, but I did over the summer!
18. Make an Instagram (the one I have now is garbage and is gonna be deleted probably) and take a picture every day. Learn to appreciate life. Write a caption – or don’t – but know that what you see is beautiful and a privilege. The life I am living is beautiful, and even if not every moment is, I am in love with it. I want to share that.
I remade the Instagram and set the goal, but I didn’t stick with it. But I think I really did shift how I viewed life, which is the biggest goal of all.
Things I Want to Do This School Year:
-24-Hour Theatre
I really want to do it. It’s one weekend, and I can spare myself for that long. It won’t fall on a show weekend (because it’s done by the same people), and it’s not on a mandatory Barnabas day (I can skip anything that might fall on the same weekend). It’s something I really want.
-fully prop three shows
It’s my job. I have to.
-ASM a show
Again, it’s my job. I have to. But I really want to do it well.
-help the rogue production of AaOL (set designer? Stage manager? Whatever they need)
I think I’m going to have to let this one go. Arsenic and Old Lace, if it happens at Calvin, will be beautiful, and it will be beautiful without me. I don’t have the time for two shows at once, let alone two shows and whatever else I do at once.
-host a Seder and cook for it
I want to do this as part of my job as Barnabas, as a gift to my floor, and as an honoring of my ancestry and an expression of where my faith meets my heritage. Food brings people together like nothing else, and while many people will go home for Easter, many people won’t, and this is a way they can have something special.
-play my uke well
I thought it would be necessary for Dorm Worship, but it won’t be. We’ll see if it happens.
-bake bread once a week
The quick, simple bread! Barnabread will be a much rarer commitment.
-write the first draft of a full-length play
I want to work on it if nothing else.
-help lead a club
It’s something I’ve committed to and I want to do it well.
-help rewrite the lgbt dorm workshop
I think I’m going to have to let this one go. It’s a lot of work I don’t have time for.
-organize and catalog all our props
It’s a bonus part of Props Master I put on myself that I want to see started if not finished.
-make a movie
I think it’ll have to go on the backburner, if not nixed.
-get As in every class
I want it. My GPA needs it. Some other goals need it.
-get us gender neutral housing
I really, really want to help with this.
-get the job of ra for next year
I don’t know why this is always on my heart and mind but it is.
-get a theatre summer job
maybe with my current boss
-cold knight plunge
enough said
-get on the Israel trip for next year
I want it
-fuckin learn how to drive and get my license
I want it! (maybe with less swearing tho)
-get in a relationship
If it happens that would be lovely, but bruh I don’t even know if I have time for a relationship.
-clean and be neat
*looks at my desk* hmm wouldn’t it be nice
-sleep eight hours every night
I really want to try!
-do devotions every day
It’s in my schedule! I really want to try!
-vote
Yes please I need to file for a mail-in ballot
-maybe try therapy again
... we’ll see
-love with reckless abandon
YES PLEASE THIS IS MY WHOLE LIFE RIGHT HERE
Blog about gripes I have with the way my school treats queer students
Mmm yes. But also no pressure to do so. Only when it’s useful for me.
Steal and implement the 95 stories project from Hope College
That’s a lot of work. I want someone else to spearhead it and to be a part of it.
Make a zine about queer student experiences
See above.
Get to a reasonable weight
!!!
Pursue minimalism
Slowly but surely
Read for fun
... Didn’t I see this before? I feel like it’s healthy and important.
YouTube video at least once a month
I feel like that’s a reasonable goal.
So many deep chats
I’ve already had one with a first-year and like three with my returning friends.
watch my friend finish playing undertale
It’s up to her.
Be on a church council
I’ve committed! It’s happening.
Choreograph something
It’s for a class lol. There’s no backing out. But also I’m so, so excited.
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