#cloudyriffs

[cloudyriffs]

I still can't believe you're gone babygirl. It's some horrible nightmare I can't seem to wake from. 2 weeks ago today that stupid fucking fentanyl took you from me and everyone else who loved you.. I love you, and I miss you beyond words, but im angry at you. I begged u for months so whatever drug u want but stop with the fentanyl before I have to watch u overdose on video chat 3000 miles away and there's nothing I can do... Usually I enjoy being right as most do but this is the time I wish I was wrong..maybe I jinxed it, maybe one small tiny insignificant thing i could have said, or done would have changed your course. Maybe had I been nicer that day you wouldn't have been upset and resorted to using fent again....you remember? That time on the farm in Langley? We were on video chat..you got fent for the first time? Two tiny hits outta that bowl you overdosed and I watched you turn grey? All.i remember is bawling, begging u not to leave me ...and by some ...I dunno something , u woke up and u pulled thru it without narcan..I'm angry you took the risk again and now you're gone..I'm im so fucking angry but....I miss you and I love you far beyond any amount of anger..I will forgive you. I hope you're peaceful and happy whereever you are ...I know you prolly won't see this ....I'm sure the afterlife doesn't have Tumblr. I love you cori

@envymourn @luvbog @june--cancer

#cr #ks #cloudyriffs #spun love #iii iv xxii #luvmuffin #i love the sky #imissyou #so fucking sad and alone #i love you #rip

[cloudyriffs]

#eat it like her ex is watching #make her legs shake #make her moan #makejee #cloudyriffs #ks #spun love

[cloudyriffs]

I was this FOR YOU and it wasn't good enuff !!

#cloudyriffs #fucklove #fuck love #i trusted you #i love you but FUCK YOU #how could you #i love the sky #no love like spun love #new chapter #you were my home #you were my everything #you broke me #can't get over you #so fucking sad and alone #depressed #you abandoned me #when i needed you most

[cloudyriffs]

I don't know how many mutuals we had so I'm not sure who is going to see this but she went by many blog names on here due to deactivation of accounts.. luvbog, yourjester xxxiiivi june--cancer and most recently envymourn...Oct 6th 2023 at 1am (also my birthday)..envymourn whose real name was cori passed away from a fentanyl overdose...I miss you so much babe ..I dunno what to do without you...I still cant believe youre gone...I keep expecting u to text or call and be like "gotcha asshole" but i know you can't. I miss you more than I know how to put into words and I love you beyond anything or anyone I've ever loved. You'll always be in my heart and my thoughts every single day til my time comes and hopefully I'll see u again! I love you cori RIP😭😭😭

#passed away #fentanyl overdose #ks #cr #cloudyriffs #spun love #iii iv xxii #luvmuffin #i love the sky #imissyou #so fucking sad and alone #babygirl #my world #rip

[cloudyriffs]

You left me princess...instead of communicating with daddy you jump ship, save yourself and let me drown. Now the only outlet I have is Tumblr ....which is where we met 15 months ago. ... I hope no one ever makes you feel like this babygirl I hope your next daddy is good to you,😭😭 and treats you like the amazing bratty little princess you are. You will always be one of my favorite and most treasurerd experiences in life.. but for your benefit I know I have to let you go. I dunno how to do this without ya...I'm a fuckin 39yrld DOM and I've bawled my eyes out everyday since you been gone. (Almost 2 weeks now). I doubt you'll see this ....wouldnt change anything if you did. Mental health is important and your important so if my heart has to be broken as a stepping stone then break it 1000 times if you need. I'll miss you more than I know how to put in words. I love you babygirl.. don't u ever forget it. -daddy-

#cr #ks #cloudyriffs #spun love #iii iv xxii #luvmuffin #i love the sky #june cancer #broken daddy #imissyou

[cloudyriffs]

#ks #cloudyriffs #spun love #luvmuffin #i love the sky

[cloudyriffs]

Forehead kisses from behind while I'm deep inside of your wet, needy pussy... @iii-iv-xxii

#iii iv xxii #shes mine #cr #cloudyriffs #ks #spun love #luvmuffin #i love the sky #youre mine

[cloudyriffs]

We haven't gone thru all this for nothing

#ks #cr #cloudyriffs #spun love #luvmuffin #i love the sky #imissyou

[cloudyriffs]

@iii-iv-xxii

#cr #ks #spun love #cloudyriffs #iii iv xxii #luvmuffin #i love the sky #youre mine

[cloudyriffs]

I wanna text her soooo bad! Why the fk u have to do this shit to me? Did I not take care of you? Was I not there every second of every day. Fuck this ..

#cr #ks #cloudyriffs #spun love #luvmuffin #i love the sky

[cloudyriffs]

#cloudyriffs #cloudy #ks #gas mask #it's a gas

[cloudyriffs]

Feeling a certain way for the past couple days so I drew this.... Helps to grab a pencil, sketch pad and draw your feelings. But only temporary. @iii-iv-xxii

#alone #I'll becomecomfortablynumb #heart punch #kicktothechest #ididntdeservethat #unfair“punishment” #hurtspunandalone #cloudyriffs #spun love #iii iv xxii

[cloudyriffs]

Fucking you so hard you piss on my cock @yourjester

#cr #cloudyriffs #spun love #yourjester

[cloudyriffs]

Daddy needed you ..you were my favorite, my babygirl, my sweet little princess and you broke my fucking heart 😭 How the fuck could you do this after all we been thru together. How can you be ok with this..was the last 15 months a lie?? Did we not fall madly deeply lustfully in love? Did I fucking dream it all?!?!! I've got over 1200 fucking pictures and videos of you on my phone..I'm a grown ass fucking dom and you've had me in fucking tears for 10 days now. I just can't believe you could turn it off in a blink like people flick off a light switch. You really really really really fucking suck babygirl, I TRUSTED YOU!!!!...but of course id welcome you back with open arms. Daddy is kinda stupid like that.

#im stupid #cr #ks #cloudyriffs #spun love #iii iv xxii #luvmuffin #i love the sky #broken daddy #fuckingbrat #i am alone #badadada...go fuck yourself #but i love her #i dont get it

[cloudyriffs]

Whoa. Better watch that mouth young lady, before I fuck it!

#cloudyriffs #ks #spun love #luvmuffin #thiscouldofbeenyou #was supposed to be you #cr

[cloudyriffs]

She actually fucking did it . 15 fucking months I was by your side, every minute of every day. I sacrificed everything. My time, money, love , my energy. You cannot deny I was there EVERY TIME you needed something or someone. We were best friends, bonded on a level I have not experienced in my 39 years of living. 15 goddamn months and then outta the blue you turned your love off like people dona light switch!!! 15 months and all of a sudden you say "I'm not looking for a relationship". Who the fuck do you think you're kidding . Our souls were intertwined, you said you'd never leave and we'd get thru anything. I went to hell and back for you and you just cast me back to hell. You were my ONLY friend, I have no one else and here you sit not giving a fuck about what you called "the first true love of your life" ..I will continue to be your friend cause I need you in my life somehow, even though everyday I die a little more on the inside. Maybe eventually I'll learn from you how to be cold. Eventually numbing myself to the absolute destruction of my heart. You will always be one of my greatest and favorite experiences of my life. You have a permanent place in my heart. I Goddamn love you Soo much but at the same time ...FUCK YOU Mi Amor!!!

#so fucking sad and alone #fuck love #cloudyriffs #ks #spun love #wish i didnt love you #luvmuffin #sadnees #lonesome #need friends #i love the sky #I hate loving you #you broke me #broken heart #how could you #you dont understand #when i needed you most #ill always love you #ill always be here even if you dgaf