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sondrox · 1 year

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Through Rocks and Snow Ch. 15 - Reflection

FFN: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14146784/15/Through-Rocks-and-Snow

AO3: Through Rocks and Snow - Chapter 15

15. Reflection

Prompt: Wretched

Ignorance is bliss, but knowledge is permanent.

Ironically, both can be used to wash doubt away. But once you know something you can’t unknow it. You may forget it; its meaning may change. But it will stay there. Always.

Celia knew this. She figured out the best she could do was to make herself comfortable with her demons.

Ignorance is blinding, so knowledge is permanent.

To forget it is to invite trouble. And troubled always arrived at one’s doorstep. Always.

When it does, it causes a commotion. A commotion such as the one Celia felt first in the air, then at her feet. The mountain spoke a language her demons taught her. A language of pain and fear.

Such language lured lost souls into Celeste Mountain whether they understood it or not. Especially if they didn’t.

Such as it did with that red-hair girl and even redder spite. It had been a long time since Celia had seen someone so hot-headed. She knew for a fact that may be as well the sole reason she had made it thus far.

Until then. Celia could feel it.

The mountain told her. That stubborn girl had tried forget.

And fell she did because of that. She fell long and hard. Deeper than she’s ever seen someone fail only to throw the towel and leave the mountain.

Trouble is like pain and fear and life: It finds a way, Celia remembered well as she made her way down into the deep caverns of the mountain. She knew where to search and it was not where Madeline fell.

Why search on the only place she knew she won’t be at? She knew that girl was too stubborn to settle with defeat; she recalled the look filled with determination when she first saw her at the feet of the mountain.

It was funny to Celia how Madeline carried her struggle now so deep in the mountain in contrast to back then. There was a fine line between determination and stubbornness. Stupidity and braveness. But it didn’t matter to know which one was which at the end at the eyes of fear and pain—in a blizzard all snowflakes came from the same breeze of wind.

Celia found Madeline fed up with her failure, or rather, Madeline found Celia at the deep and never-ending blue and colorful caves after the older woman descended in an elevator.

It was even funnier when she heard Madeline was unable to address her problems to herself and created this whole story about how “someone” threw her down there. Experience told her this was all Madeline’s doing.

The icing on the cake was Madeline not realizing she meant the mountain as a whole and not just where the two of them found each other at.

“This girl you’re talking about. It sounds like she’s holding you back. Talk to her. Figure out why she’s so scared.”

“You think she’s…scared? I guess I never thought of it that way.”

“Stop wasting both of our time and ask her. What have you got to lose?”

Celia may have lived many years in solitude in the mountain by now. Her way to update herself of the world outside was to learn from adventurer visitants through the years. It amused her to know things haven’t changed much.

Yes. She was aware her advice to go and “find yourself” was one of the most—if not the most—regurgitated piece of self-help advice out there.

She was also aware Celeste Mountain was unlike any other place; so were the rules that dictated this place; so were the ways in which one interacted, failed to follow…and bended its rules.

Celia’s wretched knowledge didn’t make it any less applicable.

Ignorance is unapplicable. That is how knowledge is permanent.

Still, ignorance was durable as long as one wanted. Celia had saw previous climbers who believed by reaching the summit, all of their problems would be magically solved.

They were so encaptivated in seeing the forest they forgot to see the trees.

A journey’s last step was as important as any other.

“A glimpse at the truth is good for people. Even if most can’t accept what they see. There’s no shame in running back to your car and driving away. Someday you’ll be ready and then you’ll come back.”

Madeline looked at the elevator next to Celia with a dreading temptation. Her breath became heavier for a moment before she shook her head. “No. I’m going to see this through. No more running.”

“I thought so. Good luck.”

Madeline breathed in as deep as she could and exhaled. Her eyes got lost in the distance deep into the caverns. Her expression turned cold as snow and hard as rock. She was seeing something. Celia was convinced of it. But she was not one to ask such things.

“How can you stand living here? Isn’t hard to deal with this all the time?”

“It’s true, you never really get used to it. But it keeps me sharp. I like that about it.”

Ignorance is dull. That is the way knowledge stays permanent.

“But the mountain is so…confrontational.” Madeline gulped down as memories of recent days flashed in her eyes. Celia could tell it did.

“Sure, it doesn’t beat around the bush. Celeste Mountain is a place of healing, dear. The first step of healing is confronting the problem. Is never easy.”

Madeline’s face filled with an expression of being done with it all. Except she wasn’t. “Tell me about it.” And with that, Madeline went to chase shadows.

So Celia didn’t told her about it. She didn’t tell her the second step of healing was to hurt.

To hurt her comfort zone? To hurt her limits? To hurt the fragile calmness?

To hurt all her non-sense problems she dealt with?

All of the above. In the eyes of pain, they were all the same.

Celia didn’t tell her the third step was to hurt until she shattered herself, so she could rebuild herself from the broken pieces, like a broken mirror. If Madeline made the mistake of arranging the broken pieces in the same place, then they would break in the same way in the future.

As Madeline walked away, the light coming from the hole above Celia flickered due to a blue bird passing by covered the light. Celia’s shadow silhouette flickered along for more than a single moment, and then the shadow detached itself from Celia’s body and positioned itself next to her, who reacted only enough to acknowledge its presence.

The shadow started to spread like a small mass taking form and growing taller until it shaped itself into a replica of Celia, with wrinkles, cane and a tan almost as white as snow. The two of them stared at the red-haired girl disappear in the distance.

“You truly believe she’ll make it?” The shadow asked.

“Is a matter of time before we find out. The girl’s got spirt I’ll give her that.”

“That’s why you insisted on helping her that much?”

“Yes. And no.”

Her shadow understood in a mild disinterest and disappeared back into the ground back to follow Celia’s steps. The old woman turned back to the elevator. Even though it was only a few steps away, the effort took her breath away. In her way up to a much higher area she stretched the muscles around her shoulders as the nuts and bolts turning filled the silence.

Her shadow once again left her body and manifested itself next to Celia. “It was fun while the girl lasted.”

“It was.”

For a moment the elevator trembled, Celia used her cane for support until she could stand just fine. Both of them smiled in amusement. “Kid must really have a grudge against herself to have such effect.”

“That reminds me of the time you threw me off that cliff.”

“Ah yes. I had to drag you from the ridge all the way back to the cabin.”

“You gonna apologize for what happened to him?”

“Don’t tell me about it.” The shadow mimicked Madeline’s voice and the two of them laughed their breath off until the elevator reached right at the main entrance to the caverns and walked to a small outpost there.

Inside the cabin Celia found the frame of a photo of herself when she was younger next to a man in a suit with a small mustache and the mountain behind them. The black and white colors denoted its age. Celia rubbed the wrinkles in her face softly with her fingers.

“You think she will have something similar like what happened to you?” The shadow asked seeing how Celia took the frame with her.

Celia endeavored until she reached a chair outside the outpost to rest, upon sitting she left a deep sigh and making herself comfortable in her chair and waited. “Don’t know. Don’t matter. Either way she’ll come around, then we can take it from there, and then she’ll do as well.”

“You think “he” will have something similar like what happened to him?” The shadow asked again with her attention now at the entrance. Small trails of snow went into the cave until they disappeared in its depths. “This it’s not for him.”

“No. If that boy is different than this old fool, then there will be nothing to keen about. I trust him, he seems like a good man.”

“He. Seems.” The shadow accentuated her words.

“That’s enough Necia,”

And the two of them laughed.

Ignorance is ignorant. That is why knowledge is permanent.

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Granny's chapter is finally here! I waited a long time to write this out and I'm extremely happy with the results.

Just in case you're wondering, yes. Celia is Granny's name. Funny enough, it was not only half way in the chapter I realized if I was writing this from Celia's Pov, then why the hell I was calling her Granny?!

Anyways, I wanted to make this one chapter a bit special.

I'm sure you can tell the reminiscence of past chapters in this one. That was what I talked about in previous chapters about the topics I wanted to ilustrate in here. It's all about sides of the same coin, I'm not talking just about Granny and Madeline, but Theo and Oshiro, even Badeline too. You see, I'm still fixated in wanting to show you what the game couldn't and that lured me to the question why they came to Mountain Celeste in the first place.

Why Oshiro and Celia stay?

Why Madeline and Theo don't?

What is Badeline to the mountain?

What did Theo's grandpa did in Mountain Celeste?

Among other questions, the most important of them all:

What do they ALL have in common?

What do they all have in common to have come to the mountain in the first place?

Madeline and Granny are not meant to be depicted as two sides of the same coin. Madeline is meant to be depicted as her turning to the same side of the coin Granny is in.

Also, the idea of Granny having her own "Badeline" was one I had for a long time. But I failed to notice I should have given some hints about just that sooner. There is this tip in writing that says that your readers being able to predict a plot twist or a sudden revelation doesn't mean you're too predictable, it means you gave off enough hints to make the something believable, and that, after all, is the main job of a writer.

Anyways, I failed to do just that, so...can I justify narratively Madeline had been just starting to understand the magnitude of the powers of the mountain and she was too busy with her journey to notice such thing? Anyways this little rambling here is nothing but a reminder to myself to not make that same mistake again in the future with other releases.

I kept myself to my word and I wrote as much as I thought needed to be written all for the chapter's sake, but still, the question of whether I should have done a novelization instead of these prompts-based chapters floats around my mind as I write this. Again, this gives us the benefit to explore sides of the game we could have never seen otherwise, but I have to remind myself this whole series of chapters, besides of a distraction of my other work, was meant to be an exercise to capture atmosphere in small spaces.

To polish my skills or to explore the unknown. To be or not to be.

I think that's all the rambling I have for now. You know what's coming next and by just thinking about it I'm having mixed feelings. Don't worry, the right kind of mixed feelings.

That's all, see ya.

#celeste game #celeste game fanfiction #celeste madeline #celeste granny #celeste celia #fanfiction #fanfiction writing #writing #celeste reflection

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nippoisalien · 3 months

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Happy 6th Anniversary to Celeste!!!! (^ ^)🍓💖🎉🎉 Thank you very much for such an amazing experience!!!

#a bit late but i finally finish this piece!!!!(at 2 am...)#love u celeste game!!! love u exok team!!;w; <3 #my art #celeste game #celeste #celesteart #madeline #badeline #theo #granny #oshiro

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magnetic-dogz · 7 months

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Simple comic I did based off of Celeste for my design concepts class in college. The assignment was to make a 6 panel comic illustrating a story with simple graphics

#cookie crumbs #celeste #celeste game #madeline #madeline celeste #badeline #theo celeste #granny celeste #i don't typically share my schoolwork like this bc i don't see any reason or need to #but i like how this turned out

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bar-billion-role-no · 6 days

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#natural hair #druck #arianny celeste #texto #rupert grint #stray kids reactions #liebeskummer #people #jane austen #jimin icons #rosa diaz #granny square

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honeybeeffdrawshere · 2 months

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i like to think they kept in touch

#fanart tag #celeste game #granny celeste #digital sketch #theo celeste #character art #csp #clip studio paint #i dont think theres a tag for carlos rip #colored sketch #lots of room in these tags #i love drawing olds and i will continue to do so #as i draft this up my cat is on my desk trying to drink my dr pepper..........

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spoopers-bloopers · 1 year

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Characters, icons, and a background as part of a commission for a Celeste Mods List website!

#celeste #celeste game #madeline celeste #badeline #theo celeste #granny celeste #celia celeste #backgrounds

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crummyrabbit · 7 months

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I got Celeste recently.

As soon as i finish it imma start collecting strawberries. Theo is great. Granny is a cryptic bitch.

#celeste game #theo celeste #granny celeste

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dogboycolumbo · 1 year

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I FINALLLY FINISHED!!!!!!!!!!! NO ASSIST MODE !!!!!!!!!!!

#celeste #I LOVE YOU MADELINE I LOVE YOU BADELINE I LOVE YOU THEO I LVOE YOU GRANNY I LOVE YOU MR OSHIROOO #one of the best game experiences in my life

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sondrox · 2 years

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Rocks and Snow Ch. 1 - Prologue

Summary: Mountain Celeste is a healing place. But to heal, Madeline will must face her internal struggles in the farthest corners of the mountain.

A writing exercise in conveying characters and atmospheres in condensed spaces between 600-700 words per chapter following Madeline's journey in Mountain Celeste. Each chapter based on a word prompt randomly generated. Inspired by Echoes of the fallen written by Ingeniarius_Mundos.

FFN: https://www.fanfiction.net/s/14146784/1/Rocks-and-Snow

AO3: https://archiveofourown.org/works/42280113

Cover art made by aamakuruu, go check their twitter. https://twitter.com/aamakuruu

Rocks and Snow

1. Prologue

Prompt: Vast

Madeline wanted to believe she knew what she was up to when she parked her car close to Celeste Mountain. But she didn’t. If there was one word to describe what she had in front of her, it would be vast. Not just by the mountain itself, nor the journey she was about to embark. It was everything it implied, the trip to get here, the sight before her, the courage to not coward out in the last moment, just like Madeline had done in the past. It was all vast and bigger than her. Vaster than anything she had done in months.

The first gaps and crags gave her a hint of that idea. She had barely begun and Madeline could guess the mountain told her this journey would be nothing like any other thing she ever did in her life. The elder woman she found in a cabin in the middle of the road to the mountain’s driveway.

“If my ‘driveway’ almost did you in, the Mountain might be a bit much for you. But you should know, Celeste Mountain is a strange place. You might see things. Things you ain’t ready to see.”

“You should seek help, lady.”

Madeline should too. But her obstinate determination didn’t let her change her mind to search for said help voluntarily.

As if the mountain wanted to give her one last warning and chance to turn back, before crossing the last patch, Madeline found an old stone bridge, shaky at her every step. It was so old it was just a hard breeze of air away from caving in.

The more Madeline watched the bridge, the longer and narrow it turned, stretching itself into the horizon until Madeline could no longer discern where it ended. She knew this was just her mind playing tricks on her to convincer not to try it. Madeline just shook her head and rubbed her eyes until she saw stars and moved forward.

At first, she tried to walk on her tiptoes, hoping that would somehow put less weight on the bridge, but sooner than later, her feet got tired and she tripped over herself, falling flat to the floor and making the whole unstable bridge quiver.

Her worst fear at the moment became true when she looked behind after she heard how the bridge started to fall apart pieces by piece like a domino.

Without no longer care on the consequences, Madeline got up on her feet and ran as fast as she could, always staying at the edge of the falling bridge. It was only a matter of time before the bridge caught up with her and got ahead of her. She could see it as the last fragment of the bridge fell before she could cross it.

She didn’t know if she could make it or not, but the mountain didn’t give a damn about what she could or could not do. She had no election but to try keep going or fall down the pit.

The last slab of the bridge fell as her feet stomped over it, Madeline alongside it.

The cold wind hit her face for a few seconds before everything froze in its place, herself and the falling stone fragments in the air.

As Madeline struggled uselessly to get herself out of that moment frozen in time, a blue bird landed at the edge of the bridge in the other side. The bird did nothing but stare at Madeline with amused curiosity, turning its head lightly.

Something inside Madeline drove her to reach for the bird. A warm sensation, contrary to the vast cold surrounding her in every direction. Her arm came out from that magical stasis and extended for the bird, still not being even close enough to touch the bird, remaining unreachable.

Without warning, a sudden dash flew Madeline out of that pit, towards the bird, but it reacted faster and flew as well far away and went back to where it came from and left Madeline alone rolling over herself a couple of meters. She managed to get on her knees as she calmed herself hyperventilating. She didn’t manage to grasp what just happened, as her eyes rested on the endlessly mountain she had in front of her.

If Madeline had a sense of humor for this kind of extreme situations, she would say this was the mountain’s gentle way of saying “Welcome.”

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I should be working on my first great fanfic instead of this, but I couldn't just work my way around it, i didn't want myself to be endlessly stuck on the same problem and I didn't want myself not to do anything either, so this is the best I could come up with. I want to keep the engine running.

Fun little fact about What we love we mention, shortly after I finished it, I remembered the reason I wrote it was to earn some experience with ongoing stories, since all of my work has been self-conclusive, and no, Infernal Tales doesn't count, not a single chapter is connected to any other, I just checked.

I will write at least eleven chapters for this little series, one per level in the game, and most likely a few more adding some other elements, like berries, B-Sides and C-Sides, and maybe there will be a chapter or two I will split up in two parts.

This chapter's prompt seems pretty convenient don't you think?

#Celeste #fanfiction #fanfiction writing #Celeste fanfiction #Celeste Madeline #Celeste Granny #Writing #Oh crap I forgot the song lyrics #Oh well next time

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eegasleega-will-change-this-l8r · 1 month

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FINALLY BEAT CELESTE MY GOD

i know celeste's reputation for being hard, but honestly i think it's overall a very forgiving game you die a lot, but that's just because you slipped up a bit and the game immediately gives you another shot to try again it never really felt janky or unfair, climbing the difficulty curve was generally pretty smooth, and playing through it just feels satisfying and rewarding there's a couple screens here and there that were a little frustrating, especially in the b-sides, but i don't think i ever really got upset

then farewell made me want to cry

3,935 deaths it's just cruel all the new mechanics were soooo hard to get a grip on and STILL feel really imprecise to me a good part of it was that i was playing very late and had been for several hours, so i was not in a good headspace for it i spent like an hour and a half at midnight on the "comb room" before i gave up and went to bed and it was absolutely miserable it was MUCH better the next day when i came back refreshed and managed to get past it relatively quickly, and thankfully it never felt that terrible again even the last stage which took me like two hours to get through didn't feel super unfair

i think farewell DOES occasionally give you that sense of accomplishment that the rest of the game has, but my first impression was really soured by all the jankiness it threw at me

i have not gotten through the core b-side or any of the c-sides, which you are apparently highly recommended to beat before you attempt farewell, but i heard about that way too late so oh well i'll get to them at some point (and probably the moon berry...) but for now i can finally check out celeste 64 ^^

#man i want strawberry pie now #celeste is overall amazing i won't hold my grievances with farewell against it #great art #great music #trans protagonist #cute characters #plus it's a snowy mountain and that's like my favorite vibe #i wanna live there like granny #celeste

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nippoisalien · 5 months

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CHAPTER 1 B-SIDE COMPLETE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!AAAAAAAAA!!!!!!(for being the first chapter, it sure is insanely hard with all that momentum mechanic...hhhnghghgj)

and Chapter 9!!!!..well, not quite complete yet but i make progress at least ;w; YOU CAN DO THIS!!!!!!!!

#gotta go to complete every b-side isn't it? huff huff..wait for me granny..#my post #celeste

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penguin--rat · 9 months

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my favourite game, mountains are for losers

this is a celeste x pafl au! :) im going to explain each character here

sanya replaces madeline. she wants to climb the mountain to prove.. something to sergei. maybe that she can do things on her own, maybe that she doesn't need him, maybe that she's cool and awesome and maybe that she's enough on her own. yea, she's a bit scared (though she'd never admit that to him), but she can't let that stop her. not when she's already ran away from home all the way here. like madeline, sanya can dash (unless i figure out a different ability to give her, though i propably won't). the mountain gave her this ability (i'll expand on this more later).

badya replaces badeline. she's much more aggressive than badeline, shouting at sanya the moment they first meet ('what do you think youre doing?! youll die out here!'). she shows worry for sanya. resembles sergei a bit, though unlike him, doesn't think twice about stopping sanya from climbing the mountain with her own two hands. unlike badeline, she doesn't want to climb the mountain not because sanya isn't a mountain climber, there's no use, but rather because of the danger it poses. what if she falls and breaks something?she could literally die out here, it'd be better if she just returned to the safety of their home.

yura replaces theo. theyre both self concious about what people think of them, and they're both friends with the protag - though yura and sanya havent met before the main events of this au, though. instead of having an instapix account, yura is liveblogging his ascension of the mountain to The Gang. he doesn't know why he wants to climb the mountain, really. it's a similar reason to theo though. he was just lost in life and wanted to have control over something, anything.

katya replaces mr oshiro. like him, she is a ghost that haunts the celeste hotel, but unlike him, she was just a guest at her time of death. how she died, you ask? well, to that i ask, why are are you asking so many questions? teehee, i jest... i think, maybe an avalanche happened and many of the guests staying at the hotel died. katya wasn't the only one to turn into a ghost. she is, however, the only one that hasn't moved on and still lingers. she doesn't want the hotel to feel lonely. and, she likes talking to the travellers:) no, she doesn't like being alone all the time... but helping out the ocassional mountain climber every five years is worth it. yea. don't worry, that's it, there's nothing more to it. nothing suspicious about this. katya isn't that developed yet in this au, so some of this info might change.

temnova replaces granny. she studies the traits of the mountain, intrigued by its whole deal. she's lived on this mountain for... well, maybe too long. dmitry a dog replaces the bird. 'how does it get around as easy as the bird? it doesnt have wings! itd have a much harder time following sanya around the mountain' i hear you, and to that i say, didnt i tell you to stop asking so many questions...

the zone merges with the mountain. sorta. gives sanya her dash, as a Bonus and Encouragement. gives temnova. uh . um . you know what don't worry about it

please feel free to ask me any questions about this au:3!! my askbox is open 👍

#parties are for losers #pafl #fanart #pafl au #celeste #celeste game #mountains are for losers au

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retraceyourstepss · 3 months

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I'd like to think that I'm a generally happy person. I try my best at what I do and whatnot but I'm like everyone else in the way that I have bad days. I get burnt out or overwhelmed or overstimulated. I have days where I want to give up. Days where I question what the point of trying is. I have days where I question my own existence and days where I feel the void calling to me more than usual.

When I'm feeling bad or when the going gets tough, I try to remember to breathe and keep a level head. I usually find my mind wandering back to when I used to speedrun Celeste and I was barely figuring out my gender. I had good days and I had bad, back then... But thinking about a younger me on that mountain... Reminds me of just how far I've come.

A friend of mine who's egg cracked not so long ago said she wanted to go climb that mountain. I had her get CelesteNet so I could follow her around and give her encouragement but... It's given me a lot of time to think about the old me. A version of myself who no longer exists on that mountain just like my friend is now. I find myself reliving playing through Celeste for the first time wandering from room to room. I let all of the emotions of the past flow through me. I saw my growth from an outside perspective and understood my climb from a different point of view.

The videogame Celeste has done so much for me as a person (I'm sure the creator would be delighted to know). Celeste taught me patience and kindness and calm and self control. Celeste gave me the confidence to get back up again and again no matter what and keep trying no matter how hard it gets. Celeste taught me myself through introspection and I'm confident I would be a vastly different person without it. Watching someone else go through that journey which means so much to me, helping them keep going when it gets hard, is such a surreal feeling. I was once Madeline. Now I can be someone else's Theo or Granny. I love that mountain. No matter how far I roam and how much I do I don't think I could ever forget Celeste. Thank you.

#celeste game #Celeste #that was super sappy #I'm sorry that was so personal lmao #i was just #feeling things #for a videogame #all over again #and i had to get it off my chest #because i didn't wanna get tears all over my research paper #and if i let it just kinda brew in my mind i would have drenched it #thank you for everything Celeste #it means more than you could ever know

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fritextramole · 1 month

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watching the stars go by

part 2 of an Eric van der Woodsen playlist - best heard in order

tracklist and quotes under the cut

Columbia River ~ Lomelda

Everybody tries to fall in love but I just keep making friends When I sort through the stars at night I'm looking for some kind of sign of the end

42 ~ Sage Crosby

Barely know where I've been Always getting distracted On the edge of falling in

Take My Hand ~ Matt Berry

So say you'll come, please don't go You could be the one for all I know Well, I don't know you, though I'd sure like to I can see the light, it looks like you

Life Eternal ~ Ghost

Can you hear me say your name–forever? Can you see me longing for you–forever, forever? Would you let me touch your soul–forever?

Come As You Are ~ Nirvana

Come as you are, as you were As I want you to be As a friend, as a friend As an old enemy Take your time, hurry up Choice is yours, don't be late Take a rest as a friend

Lump ~ The Presidents Of The United States Of America

Is this lump outta my head? I think so

Limo 4 Emos ~ Watsky

And you deserve greater, I know I'm no savior But I'm here right now, so let's go Kinda feels like we've been running every day of our lives And shattering hearts and havin' ours cracked But if you went and threw the broken hearts in a pile And added the stack, then what do you have?

Dear Sister ~ The Pretty Reckless

Dear sister, can you help me lie? I’ve told the truth so many years But no one seems to wanna hear that I’m not someone else inside

I Wanna Boi ~ PWR BTTM

I wanna boy to keep the bed warm while I shower I wanna boy to keep the bed warm while we're watching tv I wanna boy to keep the bed warm When the whole house is freezing I wanna boy who isn't anything like me

I Want to Kiss You ~ The Spook School

I want to run my fingers through your hair And hear you say you’ve never done this before With someone like me

Fog ~ The Regrettes

When you say my name I start to feel crazy I can't help but wonder how we got here I look at you, fog starts to clear

What You Stole ~ Matt Doyle

Still I’m taken by the depth of your eyes I was weakened in the moment we met While I’ve always had a list full of lies I don’t need to use a single one yet I’ve already lost control Those eyes will be the death of me, I’m sure I’ll let you keep what you stole If you promise just to take a little more

You Are My Sunshine ~ Kina Grannis

You are my sunshine, my only sunshine You make me happy when skies are gray You'll never know dear, how much I love you Please don't take my sunshine away

like i’m all you know ~ LJ Mercer

I am safe and I'm warm tonight I'm reckless when you're on my mind I'm this close to catching a flight

I Will ~ Mitski

I will take good care of you, I will take good care of you Everything you feel is good if you would only let you I will wash your hair at night and dry it off with care I will see your body bare and still I will live here So stay with me, hold my hand There's no need to be brave

Buzzcut Season ~ Lorde

And I'll never go home again (Place the call, feel it start) Favorite friend (And nothing's wrong when nothing's true) I live in a hologram with you

Tonight Tonight ~ Celeste

I was listening to love songs, no one listens anymore I thought of who you were beneath the clothing that you wore I tried to tune you out, but you could never be ignored You could never be ignored And I'd rather be myself, although it's never seen on show Looking for your shadow in your light beneath the door And I want you, oh, so badly, no, I've never wanted more

Alone, Pt. II ~ Alan Walker, Ava Max

And all the cool kids did their own thing I was on the outside always looking in Yeah, I was there but I wasn't They never really cared if I wasn't We all need that someone who gets you like no one else Right when you need it the most We all need a soul to rely on, a shoulder to cry on A friend through the highs and the lows

This December ~ Ricky Montgomery

I wanna see you with your head wide open Empty in the ground, gone without a sound Just another white elm growing at the end of town

i <3 u ~ boy pablo

Who could I trust? Needed a shoulder to cry on You meant much more than that You took me by surprise The way you walked into my darkened life You sent the storm away Never expected you to be a friend to me You meant much more than that

To Be Alone With You ~ Sufjan Stevens

You gave your body to the lonely They took your clothes You gave up a wife and a family You gave your ghost To be alone with me

Nice And Quiet ~ Bedouine

I've tried so hard To be there for you It seems it may mean Disappearing for you I don't want to run I don't want to try to fight it Every time I try I find new ways to deny it I will try my best to Keep my head nice & quiet For you

Vampires ~ Wishing

But now it’s night time And I just need you here beside me Because when you’re gone it’s like I can’t breathe And all I want to do is get away So tell me that you’re outside You’re out there waiting in the moonlight To take me places that I can’t reach

Me & My Dog ~ boygenius

Tell your friend I'll be alright In the morning, it won't matter I wanna be emaciated I wanna hear one song without thinkin' of you I wish I was on a spaceship Just me and my dog and an impossible view

Duvet ~ bôa

And you don't seem the lying kind A shame that I can read your mind And all the things that I read there Candlelit smile that we both share And you know I don't mean to hurt you But you know that it means so much And you don't even feel a thing I am falling I am fading I am drowning Help me to breathe

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