#carry you to places you'll never see ( lamon & robin. )

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@bledwaves​ sent in: “You can tell me.” Lam? 🥺 || new blog but they all still hate vulnerability 🙃 ( you can tell me prompt. )

The visits are monthly, always at 4 PM on the third Wednesday of the month.

Lam would know; it’s always noted in his planner, penned at the bottom of the date with the abbreviations: ‘VRC’, short for visit Robin Choi. He’s always been like that, or at least he would like to be that kind of person, someone who likes to adhere to a schedule, a plan.

Ray does it seamlessly.

And Robin, for all the recklessness she might have displayed (with her body, with a car), relies on it. Surprises, she told him once, are never happy ones- it comes with being raised by an abusive father. He’s lucky, she told him once too, that he was raised by a loving family, that he grew up with a stable rooftop over his head, that he doesn’t have to actually worry about upsetting his parents, because at least they won’t hit him with a broken glass bottle, that he doesn’t have to deal with nightmares or PTSD, that he doesn’t suffer the way she does-

He wonders if she would call him lucky now. Oh wait, this past hour she already did- didn’t she call him he’s lucky now that he gets to walk around freely? That he has friends and a job, not like her, stuck in this cell where she can’t even smoke for free, that he got out of it more or less in one piece-

He’s lucky, lucky, lucky, she tells him with a voice that is both honeyed and bitter.

It rings in his head, incessant like a sledgehammer to an anvil over and over again. It makes him want to go back home to his closet, so he can drown out her voice. Someway, somehow.

Which is why, bumping into Taiyang is less of a pleasantry ( however much he can be- between Lam and Ray, Ray’s probably the more ecstatic one- Tai coming around can only guarantee a stomachache on Lam’s end ) and more of AN OBSTACLE. Great, how is Lam supposed to explain this one- him coming back from the penitentiary with a headache that will not loosen its claws? It makes his head spin.

Not even Ray knows the full extent of what happens there.

Lamon grumbles, stumbling forward before regaining some form of balance. It’s probably not convincing Tai, let alone himself. “Go away- I don’t wanna talk to anyone.”

#emotional abuse cw #abuse cw #gaslighting cw #bledwaves #answered ( lamon. ) #everything changes everybody changes ( answered. ) #( verse: cull the shame. ) #carry you to places you'll never see ( lamon & robin. ) #well 🙃🙃🙃 #so that's how their friendship was back then...and now #and now lam's grumpy bc he has a headache to recover from #will probably take a few days to get over 🙃 #hahahaha robin is...a pain #and yet he can't abandon her and i hate that for him #i believe in a precious world ( queue. )

[stillresolved]

lamon chuphong. 24. high school biology teacher. resurgam.

#resurgam ( lamon. ) #( verse: cull the shame. ) #( verse: something comforting. ) #dash games ( lamon. ) #dash commentary ( lamon. ) #headcanons ( lamon. ) #answered ( lamon. ) #mirror ( lamon. ) #interactions ( lamon. ) #aesthetics ( lamon. ) #all the strings attached ( lamon & raphael. ) #carry you to places you'll never see ( lamon & robin. ) #help me piece it all together darling ( lamon & akina. )

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🤝

something that while conditional, imperfect, and limited in scope and time, is nevertheless real ( ft. npc meme w/ @lostsovl ) || not accepting!!

ROBIN SUNMI CHOI ( FC: CHO HASEUL )

growing up, robin sunmi choi learned one thing- anything that you want or have, you have to sink your claws in and hold onto it no matter what. her mother abandoned her and her father when she was in first grade and from there, her family situation crumbled. enduring physical and emotional abuse from her father, she only escaped when she received a scholarship to syracuse university. although charming, generous, and considerate, she was known on the dl to also be volatile, reckless, and very emotionally manipulative. very much someone who thought in black-and-white terms and had a 'her way or the highway kind of mentality'. lamon was the first person she opened up to about her family life. loved art, biology, and alcohol.

robin was sentenced to three years in prison after crippling another person in a car accident while driving under the influence. lamon visits her once every month as she finishes up her three years behind bars.

#car accident tw #abuse tw #lostsovl #( verse: not that person anymore. ) #( npcs. ) #( relationships: lamon. ) #carry you to places you'll never see ( ft. lamon & robin ) #tbt ( ft. robin ) #and then after he visits her he always feels like shit #and will hide in the closet for hours on end while listening to port*er r*obins*on #thanks for sending in mar!! #*pokes robin with stick*.....evil #or at least at the surface #i look at her the way i look at atla azula #a terrible person...but there's a reason she's like that #it doesn't excuse anything that she's done BUT i do pity her #i think lam does too

[ofgentleresolve]

lamon chuphong. 24. high school biology teacher. resurgam.

#resurgam ( lamon. ) #( lamon. ) #answered ( lamon. ) #headcanons ( lamon. ) #dash games ( lamon. ) #dash commentary ( lamon. ) #mirror ( lamon. ) #( verse: cull the shame. ) #all the strings attached ( raphael & lamon. ) #carry you to places you'll never see ( lamon & robin. ) #tbt ( lamon & roxanne. )

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lamon chupong. 23. high school teacher.

#( threads: lamon. ) #( verse: not that person anymore ) #( answered: lamon. ) #( dash games: lamon. ) #( dash commentary: lamon. ) #( words unspoken: lamon. ) #( aesthetics: lamon. ) #( mirror: lamon. ) #( headcanons: lamon. ) #all the strings attached ( ft. raphael & lamon ) #carry you to places you'll never see ( ft. lamon & robin )