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[cedomasoon]

MEMORY

In moments of great pain, as well as in moments when a human is faced with death, the mind becomes a container that is suffocatingly filled with loved ones, unfulfilled dreams, lost years, successes, mistakes, repentance. Inside this container we put a camera. Voyeurs of an insidious evaluation of life, of a reminiscence. There is no association, the data follow their own premise and jump from emotion to history and back. Memories are placed by the brain in different spots. Some are buried deep, some remain on the surface, some are lost forever and some change shape. Smells, locations, images, touches, bring to the conscious moments from our lives. The association has to do with the file and not the will. Many times we ask to recall something that is not coming, something that was once important to us, while various times we are faced with childish and outrageous memories that we do not realize have reached the surface. Our deepest wounds are deeply hidden, the pain turns into anger and focuses on people and situations that play the role of a shield, keeping the wounds hidden, and the emotions under control. Faces and situations appear, bringing back the living and the dead, the past and the future. We place this middle space between life and death in a bowl and observe it with the pleasure and agony that we imagine we will feel in the same space: suffocating and liberating.

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[cedomasoon]

Life is full of frustrations. Love is the sweetest. All these small details that constitute the mosaic of love, the smells, the stupid jokes, the common dreams, the absolute indifference to logic and the magical belief that together we will succeed. It is the logical continuation of the fraternal relationship. It comes to replace it.

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