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Talk IS NOT Cheap.

By this point, you will have lost the humor to my craziness, unless you have been reading from the first post. And this takes more than that is willing to give. Let me take you back to a double-fucking-tree experience that I had one day. 

That job I left, this was back in the good ol days of my time there. I lived R down the street from the office - clearly, pre-VID. But I had a puppy so I would go home on my lunch break and let the little LOCA out to potty. Let’s keep it real, right quick => If you name your dog Loca, you get an over-energetic but sweet/andloving pup…and if your next round-2-lets-get-a-dog-for-comfort-sit-i-ations gets named Mira, you WILL get the exact opposite, skittish-andloving kinda dog. Rewind just a tad now…I was on my way home from what should have taken around 10 minutes to get home. I had to go around, the extra-super-long-by 20ish or more minutes, to get there. I was frustrated as all get out, at first, because a 30 min drive home (from work / "@ lunch") takes away from half of your lunch-break-to play brain-workouts (sudoko), when you have at least - AND BARE FUCKING MINIMUM - a 10 min drive back to the office for the rest of the working day. That day, that moment before I left for my lunch (however many minutes before I actually got in my car to go to lunch), was another families VERY VERY worst day, for the rest of their lives.

See, this is where we need to ROID-up the DARE program…with more than NARCAN/(definition: a synthetic drug, similar to morphine, which blocks opiate receptors in the nervous system.). Narcan - AKA Nalaxone for generic terms - is basically liquid gold to a frequent/flyer type of over-doser. If mid over-dose (but caught before death), narcan can bring you back to the living and breathing world. It is a last resort to save_a_life type of drug. The other&closer fam, SABOXONE - it can treat narcotic dependence, is the first resort to try and save an addict from getting high. — oops, my bad. That is what I USEDed to use it for. If prescribed and taken as intended, it can ease some of the pain from the withdraws. Nah, rewind again, with my ADHD-more-so-than-I used to be ass, because this is an important and really sad story. 

TELL ME WHAT HAPPENED NEXT goes here! Just keep swimming, with Dora and Nemo. We got you. Yes...still (because I am sorry about parts of even my newest "past".

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