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yanqing and jing yuan angst time :D

yanqing’s younger!twin getting kidnapped by sanctus medicus,but they dont realize this much later,they realize this when they get sent a voicemail with the reader crying and begging it to stop as they experiment on them

by the time they arrive to rescue the reader, they are strapped to an operating table,injuries and syringe marks all over their body,completely unconsicous because the experiments took a huge toll on them, thankfully they are alive and not mara-struck either, but in a comatose state, sadly no one can predict when (or if they are ever gonna) wake up

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A/N: First of all, who hurt you, Anon? And second of all, I apologize for this taking 5 years to finally be written. My HSR burn out is no joke. But anyways, thank you for the request and I hope you'll like it!<33 Content: Some descriptions of medical abuse/experimentation!, heavy angst, Hurt/no real comfort, Reader is Yanqing's twin (no physical description added), injuries, blood, mentions of death, just more suffering for Yanqing and Jing Yuan really Reader has no set pronouns! ((Not proofread!))

It wasn't uncommon for you to be out later than you should be.

Often times you'd come home late into the night with a wide grin, slightly beat up from your long training hours, uttering a new, outlandish excuse everytime. Jing Yuan had gotten used to it over the years he had raised you and Yanqing, but when you didn't return home one night... he felt restless. He paced back and forth in his lavish home, still dressed in his uniform, whilst his ears drowned out the voices of his servants asking him to just rest for the night. You were a troublesome child, who often forgot the rules he had set for you. What difference did it make today?

But there was something different about it. Something that made Jing Yuan want to go out and look for you himself. Yanqing had already tried his luck, yet had found you nowhere. You weren't in the Estate. You weren't on your usual training grounds, not even on those only you two knew about. And you weren't in the sword market you often frequented either. You were just... gone. And that alone began to raise some warning bells for your brother too, who felt just as uneasy as his master.

He tried to reason however, that you might've just forgotten the time again. That maybe you've been held up by a friend or saw something in a nearby shop you liked. But the sun had disappeared a long time ago and there was no trace of you anywhere. Worse things were yet to come however, when a near out of breath Fu Xuan called in an emergency meeting with Jing Yuan and the young swordsmaster.

The air was tense, when they all gathered around the table, an unplayed voice recording shown on screen. Yanqing pulled on the collar of his shirt, his breathing a little laboured in fear of what he might just hear. He knew it was about you. It was unspoken, no one had even mentioned your name yet. But he knew it was true. No one moved to press the play button, until Jing Yuan moved his hand and did so. There was a small tremor in his hand, one that made even the blonde boy shiver.

Your voice made everyone flinch. Horrified pleas and cries filled everyone's ears and Yanqing swore he could've vomited from the sounds of it alone. It was mind breaking to hear you like that. He never thought you could scream like that, cry like that. It sounded distorted, like the cries of an injured animal more than that of a humans. Perhaps you were simply screaming out of instinct at that point, mind too far gone to process a thing beyond the pain.

And yet, you still cried out for Yanqing, then for Jing Yuan. You apologised for ever staying out late, swore you'd never do it again, swore you'd be good and obedient, never a minute off from curfew. You promised it to any god that would hear you, just for it all too end. Yanqing felt blood drip from his palm, where his nails digged into his skin. There was a low, evil laugh, a teasing hum following it. They recognised the voice as one of the leaders of Sanctus Medicus. Ofcourse they were behind such cruelty and yet Yanqing couldn't comprehend it.

The voice message ended abruptly and the silence after was deafening. Jing Yuan had not reacted once to any of it, his face calm and unreadable, when he glanced down at Yanqing. The boy gagged, his bloodied hand slapping over his mouth as he stumbled back and was stopped by a couple cloud knights that steadied them. Fu Xuan just stood there in silence, her eyes meeting his in a knowing way.

It was time to bring you back home.

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Finding you was easy.

Mainly due to the fact, that your captors just simply gave them the address of the hell they've created for you. They were provoking them for their failures and their victory of swiping their most praised child from right under their noses. And it truly only set in, when they arrived and opened the door to the basement you were kept in. Yanqing had rushed in first, ignoring all warnings and only stopping when he heard the blood dripping off the table where your near unrecognisable form laid.

His hand swiped away the blood over your closed eyes, his over hand resting on your bruised chest, over your heart. He could feel it faintly rising and falling, a small moment of relief, even when he knew that the damage was most likely irreversible. His eyes shouldn't have continued to wander over your body and yet they did as a form of self punishment. He took in every bruise, every gash, every mark a syringe left behind. He gulped weakly, his throat so painfully dry. He felt ashamed, at how he couldn't mentally recognise you as his twin anymore.

Medics soon arrived on scene afterwards, quick to determine that you hadn't thankfully been Mara-struck, before they brought you to the hospital for emergency treatment. It took long, gruelling hours to stabilise you, that felt like eons for Yanqing and Jing Yuan, who had yet to give much of an reaction to the entire situation. He had to stay strong for the both of you at least. But it was hard to do that, when he saw you lay there in many bandages and countless devices hooked to you. Your heart was beating and yet he didn't allow himself to feel any relief. It was selfish, when there was no gurantee you would ever even wake up again.

The days blurred into weeks and then months.

But Yanqing never left your bedside, secretly hoping that if you did die, that he'd die in his sleep next to you as well.

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A/N: Alrightt... this was alot darker than I anticipated it to be, but I also have some rare couple hours of freetime, so there is that. I hope you guys liked it and thank you again for the request!

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Since I'm extremely busy with work and the hell that is my life, here is a drawing I made of Aventurine for my best friend.

I'm usually too shy to post my work on here... but I've been thinking about making a separate account to post art on it, so that I can gain some well-needed confidence lol, so let me know what you think of that idea!

But anyways, here he is-

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Hello everyone!

I just wanted to make a small update, so you guys know that I'm still very much alive. Life has gotten a little better for me, although I'm still struggling with mental health issues, so I'm not coming back just yet. But I hope you guys are okay and I thank you all for the sweet words and great reels/videos!

Here is a little Kiana (from Honkai Impact 3rd) doodle as an apology for being gone for so long too.<33

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Sneaks in last bit of Yanqing angst. Idea from the Svarog post.

His S/O is trapped and used as a shield against him. If he attacks, his partner will bear the brunt of the attack. I love that sort of angst. I wanna see my favorite characters break as I enjoy popcorn.

Runs away from the Yanqing Protection Squad—

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A/N: Ohhhh! You better run fast and far then haha! Thank you for the angsty request, Anon!<3

Content: Angst, hurt/comfort, mentions of injuries, imprisonment?, Yanqing being tortured as usual, Svarog being somewhat of a third wheel?

Reader has no set pronouns!

((Not proofread at all!!!))

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Yanqing didn't know what to expect, when he was suddenly thrown into a battle with you at his side against this robot. Yet he didn't dare back down, seeing it simply as a challenge to further his experience, despite your hesistance. There was something about the robot that made you not want to fight him, but if your boyfriend was willing to jump right into it, then so were you.

It was all going fine at first, whilst you attacked him relentlessly as a team. You were near unbeatable together, your movements muscle memory from the years you've fought at eachothers sides... Something the tall robot analyzed with ease, after he was brought to stagger.

For a moment, you two thought it was over, when Svarog suddenly stood straight once more and summoned his mechanical claws. Yanqing instantly knew who he was going to aim for and tried dragging you out of the way, only for him to fail in the last second. His finger tips brushed against your arm, before you were encased by the claw with no way out.

Yanqing didn't take his failure lightly and attempted to attack Svarog with all he got, before he came to a quick halt after hearing your pained screams. His head swivelled to look at you in an instant, heart beating out of his chest in panic. He called your name and you could only answer with a faint whimper. He put two and two together, quickly concluding that his attack must've caused your agony and that alone broke him from the guilt.

Helpless and enraged, Yanqing focused his attacks on the claw, using up all his energy in an desperate attempt to save you. HIs heart ached, the grip on his sword threatening to falther with every cry you let out. And by the time he could finally get you out and defeat Svarog, he was weakly holding you in his arms, his lip bleeding from how hard he was biting down on it. He wanted to stay strong for you, as the guilt ate him up alive.

You simply gave him a small smile, weak words of reassurance leaving your trembling lips, as Cloud knights and alike finally flooded the scene as back up. The boy's own vision began to blur then, his head falling forward to rest against yours, before he sighed in relief. At least you were safe now.

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A/N: Alrighttt! I hope this was okay! Thank you again for the request and I hope the Yanqing protection squad doesn't get you LMAO

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》Started on: 19/08/23

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》General headcanons:

Jing Yuan + Stellaron hunters with a Teen!Collei-like!Reader.

Yanqing's twin being captured by the Sanctus medicus and Jing Yuan/Yanqing finding out about it too late.

Platonic sunday, aventurine and gallagher with a teen!reader who is like nene kusanagi

platonic ratio, aventurine and sunday with a teen!reader like mafuyu asahina

Platonic gallagher aventurine and dr ratio with an asuka!teen!reader

Ratio, Aventurine, and Wriothesley with a teen!reader who is getting bullied badly

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Yanqing finally getting his revenge on Jing Yuan, after his mother gets wrongfully executed.

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Yanqing's S/O being hurt by him due to Svarog's claw.

Yanqing being Mara struck and his s/o curing him by striking an interesting deal.

Yanqing being assigned an anxious strategist reader, who helps him take things slow and with ease.

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Misha reacts to his S/O dying via “Death” right in front of him

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platonic aventurine with an in-debt teen reader

Repay me later. (Platonic!Aventurine x Teen!Reader)

》Sunday:

Sunday with a daughter who has a chronic illness

》Acheron:

Headcanons for Acheron x Kiana Kaslana reader

》Blade:

Blade x reader With Herrscher of finality powers

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https://twitter.com/rianbeatergod/status/1689706810624847872?s=46&t=wLwueRuwOhkF1wsDVyU_NQ

To answer the question of why Yanqing keeps getting angst-ed.

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It's honestly Karma for how he was like in his "past life" LMAO

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So this is a little random, but I like to draw. And I'm usually way too insecure and scared to post any of my art, because I think it's really bad, so I never do so... But I just drew a small, quick doodle of Jing Yuan and a younger, sleeping Yanqing, which looks kinda cute. So yeah, take this very rare moment of bravery from me... also sorry if the quality is bad. I have extremely shaky hands and a bad camera. :((

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!!Requests are Open!!

Before requesting anything however, please check the rules and add an emoji or emote of your choice to confirm you've read everything in your ask, before putting in your request.

This is mainly to prevent someone from accidentally requesting something they can't, for example anything HSR related for the time being. I haven't really played the game in months and have alot of catching up to do.

I otherwise am very excited to get back into writing and seeing your creative ideas come to life.

I also sincerely thank you all again for the support and patience.

So yeah, happy requesting hehe!<33

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Hello everyone!

It is I, your dear author having returned from the depths of depression and hell for another more positive update this time.

Life is doing somewhat better, so I've decided to slowly return to the blog after weeks of hesitating. I'm sorry that I was gone for so long and hope everyone can forgive me.

But in order for me to comfortably come back and start over, I've decided that I need to restart the blog a little and will therefore delete all old requests. I hope you can understand and am sorry for potentially disappointing some of you.

With that said, I will be reopening requests soon once I finish my changes to the blog, including some new rules I've tought of during my quest in finding out ways around my burn out issues. (I will ofcourse make a post, when the requests reopen!)

I really missed all of you and hope you're doing okay! I'd love to hear from everyone again and thank you all for your patience. <33

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YQ's Mother Requestor Anon is getting that Villain Yanqing idea and oh boy Jing Yuan is gonna get some Jingliu flashbacks

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Oh I'm absolutely looking forward to that lmao. The villain arc is incoming and will be bad for everyone involved.

The Yanqing angst era will be over soon.👀

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Because I have a genshin obsession recently can I ask for a shade of the primordial one reader? (Very much cringey I know and for preference I want them to be the one for death the embodiment of mortality you could say. I’ll be screaming in my pillow every day if I get flashbacks) you can and I heavily recommend to forget I asked if you don’t have time or you don’t want to.

I really wrote a paragraph by accident

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Hello there, Anon!

I like the idea, but could you maybe give me more details or a plot? I have a little bit of a hard time understanding this, so I'd really appreciate it.<33

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Hello everyone.

I'm sorry, but I'm forced to take a break again. I've slipped into a very dark manic episode without realising it and am honestly unsure of what I am doing anymore. It's like living in a hazy dream world, where nothing makes sense, but you're still forced to live in it.

It's hard to explain.

Either way, I don't know for how long I will be gone, but I'll try and be back soon, when all of this passes.

I'm sorry again and thank you all for your patience.

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Hello everyone!

I decided after a good 10 days of extensive anxiety to finally post an update.

First and foremost, however, I want to thank everyone for their support and love despite me having been mostly gone for over a month now.

Life has been hell, and it's going to get potentially even worse soon, as I'm most likely forced to move out on my own at some point next year. It's extremely difficult for me to grasp and, in all honesty, quite terrifying.

Furthermore, I've tried to get back to writing on here plenty of times. Writing is one of the few things I have that make me feel like I have some worth. But whenever I open my blog tab, I get reminded of the many requests I still have to do and admittedly, and in all honesty, don't have the energy to do anymore. It's quite shameful, and so I decided to just stop writing completely for a while because the guilt was too much.

I have a lot of personal ideas written up, mainly one-shots, but the anxiety of people only potentially wanting to see requests instead makes me hesitant to write anything at all. That made me realise that I'd potentially be better off just deleting all requests and instead making a list with one-shot ideas people could potentially vote on. But the fear of disappointment and rejection made me nearly delete the complete blog several times, which I thankfully always stopped myself from doing.

I'm sorry that this is quite depressing, but I also felt bad that I've disappeared for so long. I hope all of you are at least doing a little better, and thank you for all the asks you send in. I may not respond to them, but I watch and read all of them, and they are quite comforting.

Thank you and I hope you have a good night/day.

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