#but no western doctor would ever even consider thqt

[thesoundofsnowfallingfromeaves]

My health has just so massively gone to shit, or maybe i've also become more of a hypochondriac, but it feels more like the first. I've been having issues with my right wrist which fit carpal tunnel and weird stomach pains which sound 1:1 like gastritis (inflammation of the stomach lining). My weird rib pain from years ago that no doctor ever figured out (but that is debilitating) has made a comeback, its not every night, but i'm scared as shit. Then there was my weird fever on the weekend, combined with my general ongoing long covid - what the shit, dude. Maybe this is all a side effect of long covid but it feels like my body is just going up in flames and i'm not here for it :/

#idk what to do #i have such bad luck with doctors #need me a house md type to commit some medical malpractice but at least figure out what the fuck is going on #this isnt fun anymore #maybe i should go to an acupuncturist or something idk #like it feels like this is all somehow related #but no western doctor would ever even consider thqt #at least no GP #they all suck ass #at least in germany #anyway #rant over