#but man :( it made me sad i couldn’t rly get myself out of the funk as i usually can

[lee-kangin]

was walking down the street today and someone wanted to collect donations for something and they addressed me with a “hi girl!” and i wanted to crawl into a hole and die :-(

#ah it’s not their fault i don’t pass but it still hurt very suddenly #i get addressed as mädel soooo much esp if i’m out w friends who are girls #that’s just how germans are they’ll go ‘hi mädels’ or ‘seid ihr bereit zu bestellen mädels’ or whatever #but man :( it made me sad i couldn’t rly get myself out of the funk as i usually can #which upsets me bc every time i think i’ve made my peace w it i realise i haven’t 🥲 #i’m still a bit fucked up by it since now it’s making me think abt my family and whatnot ugh #sorry for rambling