#but I’m also gonna recklessly get a bunch of tattoos in the mean time

[ransomdemands]

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#its looking like I am gonna have to delay starting T for a mother couple months if I want to do the fertility preservation #and that’s fine I’m ..... fine with it #I mean I’m ..... deciding to be fine with it but whatever #the thing thats really frustrating about this is that I can’t ..... talk about it with anyone #like all my friends are sweet and lovely and .... primarily cis #and so when I say something like - I’m getting frustrated with the waiting #they ..... they don’t really understand #like they obviously don’t understand how it feels to have to wait #and I can’t bring myself to try and explain it cause it just sounds like whining and also #the last time I tried my friend was like - why don’t you try joining a support group or finding other trans people to talk to instead #and I was like thanks - why would I have wanted to talk to you my close personal friend of 10 years instead of a stranger on the internet #(bless you strangers on the internet I love you but it’s different ya feel) #so like I just have to kinda bottle it up and I .... am getting frustrated #but anyway enough whining #I’m just gonna keep on keeping on #but I’m also gonna recklessly get a bunch of tattoos in the mean time #cause I deserve it and feeling like I’m stuck and unable to move forward is shit but even if I can’t make my body be how I want with t #I can at least make it look how I want superficially #ransom talks