#but EITHER WAY it will be a bit clearer by the time i’m done skjhgskjghfs)

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first draft making progress (but it still feels very scattered, as first drafts are wont to do)

#and i know i should be doing sources as i go at least for the sake of being able to write up my bibliography or whatever #but ngl when i’m mid-writing and getting on a roll i don’t want to stop to go grab sources #that i know are for the most part tagged on my blog. either one. #i have a single tag for everything here and more detailed tags on the other blog #so like… i can find stuff fairly easily #ANYWAY #progress!! i realize i sound batcrap insane but again: first draft #i’m gonna clean this up if not do a total rewrite eventually #(likely i’ll just tweak it/ ‘’fix it in post’’/whatever bc i hate rewriting it feels like it messes up my whole flow #but EITHER WAY it will be a bit clearer by the time i’m done skjhgskjghfs) #mmkay #Lu rambles #lftos essay #tw suicide #fob