AFI shows are always so bittersweet. Possibly seeing & interacting with an ex friend & someone who's not 😬 it's really difficult for me & the songs they play..sometimes don't help. I try so hard for them not to hurt my experience especially since I have such good friends/family to spend time in line with. Then experiencing what we love so much together... It's amazing. I love everyone so much. Even if they can act a bit elitist (certain people). All shows are so different & I love them playing old stuff 💕 even if you think of one person during haha bc it transcends time & while I feel anger in some songs, I felt that way but doesn't mean I do now, just a very deep part of myself that hurts. I couldn't have done it without being connected to other fans that feel the same even if they aren't close. I would go to shows but I imagine it would hurt a lot too.
In all, don't kiss people during AFI or dedicate songs. EVER. Even if your think they're that person to break that with. Even fellow fans :/
The darker unitard and more natural colours are interesting and I do really like them. Plus the wig and makeup are actually really nice compared to other characters.
Aimee Hodnett as Jellylorum, UK/International Tour 2022; either 11 or 12 May 2022.