#bleaugh

[sweetyoungthingy]

Micky on the set of Monkees in Texas, October 1967

#country boy… #i <3 u #bleaugh #micky dolenz #the monkees

[blind-radio-waves]

The amount of surgeries I have to go through to make this body not physically disgusting for me to exist in is some fucking bullshit

#at least two #maybe three #thats some bullshit !! #the host ask blog #sorry researching fuckin full hysterectomies rn cause the best I can do alone is just #stall it until it hurts and then die for three days #and i dont wanna do that anymore!! #still bullshit #bleaugh

[rabid-catboy]

Wishing all my non jewish friends on here a very stop reblogging misinformation please I'm so tired of pointing it out

#bleaugh

[i-am-just-a-skeleton]

eugh brain feels weird don't know why havent done anything today but i'm tired, have things to do in a couple hours (running crew for musical, last show of the run) and have to get dressed for that, want to shower but can't until after i've done things, will definitely get overstimulated while there but can't do anything about it except bring sunglasses can't listen to music because earbuds make overstimulation worse and don't have headphones, hair needs to be washed and i can Feel is but won't be fixed until after the show when i can shower, kind of tired and kind of don't feel like anything at all, not really nice

#autism #bleaugh

[gaytoddhoward]

id like to formally apologize to everyone for being abnormal

#personal #vent #? #yeah in the tags actually #a little anyhow #im just. man even when im actively trying to actually be normal about something im interested in i cant huh ? #bleaugh #ok im eepy now night night

[tsdo]

why is my septum so dang funky nowadays. pee yoo

#bleaugh

[kingworm]

i’m being sooo strong about having my period right now (the slightest pain has me in bed)

#bleaugh #post

[andromerot]

i wish i didn't depend so much on social media interactions to validate my art like i dont know when it happened and i also know it's not that bad because most of the art i post is for a fandom with like 100 people in it but it still annoys me. like i painted something thats the end of it if i like it i should just like it !!! and not believe everyone should

#sorry. sorry #bleaugh

[yournewfriendshouse]

so yesterday brought my frustrations with charging cables to an end, hopefully for a while.

in december I my replacement cable broke and I was so pissed about it, because I got a fabric covered one in the hopes that this wouldn’t happen and bleaugh. and so instead of going to target I went to jb hi fi but instead of having options they had the apple chargers and then just the same brand that target had. so…I went to bunnings. desperate for something different! and I saw that a power tool company had made one! so I was like ok bet. and bought that

but then when I got it delivered it looked like it wasn’t the right one, and it’s just…been a nightmare getting to a bunnings just to replace this stupid thing

mom dad and brother go to bunnings all the time mind you, like shockingly often. they just never wanted to take me and I wasn’t brained cells enough to be able to explain it apparently? fucking agrivating.

anyway yesterday I finally went and it was after a doc appt so I was exhausted and pissed off which is something you don’t want to be at a bunnings, and they didn’t even have the brand! so I was just standing staring at the shelf blankly and trying not to cry because that meant I had to find a different one and i couldn’t read reviews and I was like I just don’t want it to break.

and this worker eventually helped me and grabbed this ugly thing off the shelf because it was the only brand that had iphone capable ones. thankfully when I had enough energy to open it up and look at it this thing is huge and looks pretty strong

anyway so that’s over, but it’s just such an example of how when you’re disabled things are just so needlessly complicated and stupid. like if I hadn’t had a back-up charger (which is hanging on by a thread and I’ve been worried it was going to break this whole time), I guess I just wouldn’t have had a phone? somehow convincing family members to take me somewhere they were going anyway was too much to ask. for two months!

#disability tag #bleaugh #anyway this thing is so fat like a computer charger so I’m pleased #I’ll get a cover for it and then hopefully it will last a dang long time #donMt know why I wrote all this out guess I wanted to grumble

[cornerihaunt]

lol……

#rambles #hockey #pens lb #bleaugh

[cinastre]

im also thinking very hard about fashion things and Outfits

#ardyx.txt #i need to get sewing fucking hell #also god i wish i was skinnier #bleaugh

[blind-radio-waves]

Is everything alright, son?

-D

Imagine me floating facedown in a pool, but I'm giving you a thumbs up while I do.

#the host ask blog #that seems reasonable #also yeah it kind of. comes with the territory of this bipolar bullshit #high highs and Low lows out of nowhere #bleaugh #thats it thats the vibes #monochromatic wonder

[feaftlikeabeaft]

napping during the day is always a die roll, possibly a d6

6: wake up feeling refreshed

4-5: wake up a little disoriented and thirsty but otherwise fine

1-3: wake up knowing the coordinates of the star of tge man the star in space is four letters in space you can see it onow it feel it a four letter word and a number that is four floating and you know and cannot reach it you know it is a letter four of four of four

#then you have a lil sip of water and feel less bad #unreality #ive had this specific image in my head since i was a kid #if im ever delirious even for a second i see in my mind something to do with numbers and a person (not an astronaut) in space #and it’s always nonsense but weirdly disturbing #as a kid i really freaked out but now im just like 😑 bleaugh

[whack-patty]

Him bc i miss him badly

#SNEEP SNORP.... I LUV YOUUU...BLEAUGH #my art lol #sneep snorp #sing oc #furry

[kingworm]

not to sound dramatic but i went through the protest signs i’ve made and got so tired realising how i’m going to be reusing them and making more indefinitely

#like im haggard #i don’t wanna do it #i will but im tired and i’ve been doing it already too long and im still so young & there are elders who still use the same signage #that they did back in the day #because it’s still the same #and im so tired at the thought that might happen to us #it feels like things are reverting—all one step forward and many steps back #bleaugh

[one-winged-dreams]

Promo hour again? No problem. 👌

I'm Adri (29, he/him), and this is my selfship blog where I just... Ship with SO many fucking dudes. Like, for real, there's a LOT.

I'm currently fixated on Angeal Hewley from Final Fantasy VII and Terra from Kingdom Hearts. grumble grumble and maybe lucas lee from scott pilgrim takes off don't look at me.

Carrd

Proshippers DNI

#throwing this here before i go to bed bleaugh