#behindfences

[staysuki]

just wanted to share my ideas notes LMFAO. do i kinda plan to do all of them? maybe. we'll see.

i kinda narrow them down sometimes (combining two tropes in one kinda deal).

#behindfics #ash's basement

[gelarshiesprofruitboarder]

WGAT IS TGE STORY BEHINDF YUOR USERNAME 🙏🙏

YAY OKAY this is gonna be long bc youve just let me talk ab and old hyperfix of mine so SORRY AB THAT

okay so homestar runner had this absolute freak of a character named Marshie

hes amazing i love him anyways hes a mascot for the in-universe (/maybe real i think but completely unrelated) marshmallow brand called Fluffy Puff Marshmallows,, hes fucking scary um. but yeah and when i started getting back into h*r i started to rlly like him bc hell yeah floating marshmallow that will probably kill you

Then in SBemail #187: winter pool, Strong bad uses Homestars lifetime supply of Red Flavored Fluffy Puff Translucent Dessert Related Substance he got to fill a pool, introducing Marshies alter ego(?) Gel-Arshie

(Normally he does not have legs or arms and instead floats, but all the pics of him normal are low quality. so.)

And i fucking LOVED gel-arshie he was even MORE of an absolute freak (to quote him, hes "AN ABOMINATION! (And (he's) comin' to your house after school")). His voice is all weird and distorted and he can like make stuff red and his brains all exposed and also hes rated NC-17 (Needlessly Creepy times 17). I love him still he has my heart forever

Anyways then h*r got a telltale series (rip) and in the fifth one he comes back in his new promotional game called Gel-Arshie's Pro Fruitboarder

Look at him in all his fruitboarding glory

Anyways i was looking to change my user to smth more fandom related, and everything i thought of was taken/wouldn't fit in tiktoks character limit, so i just figured if i was hyperfixing on Marshie/Gel-Arshie, and like no one else liked him, id just take the name of his game as my user bc it fit almost perfectly and i knew it would be original !!

(sad side effect tho is i guess sometimes when you look him up MY shit comes up so uhm. sorry to any homestar runner fans having to see some cringey ass teens dumb content while looking for info on a random character)

again sorry this was so long i havent had the chance to talk about him like ever soooooo yeah 🙏🙏

#wooooo long rant time lets fucking gooooooo #off topic but im watching a drawfee vidband theyre referencing doctor worm and tmbg and im SCREAMING /pos anyways #homestar runner #gel arshie #marshie #gel-arshies pro fruitboarder #sbcg4ap #8 bit is enough

[helloprim]

Europe 🇪🇺 leads the world in e-waste 🖨 recycling ♻️, collecting, and processing 42.5% of its 2019 e-waste, according to the International Telecommunications Union. Asia, with 24.9 million tons of e-waste, now accounts for almost twice the e-waste volume the Americas 🇺🇸 (13.13.1 million tons) produce each year. Asia 🌏 also recycles more of its e-waste, at 11.7% in 2019, than the Americas do at 9.4%. 📠📺🔦📷💻 Photo by 📸 by @danwoodphoto . . . #behindfences #ewastestats #ewastestatistics #ewastefacts #iceland #flickrphoto #savetheplanet #consumption #consumptionsociety #ewaste #electronicwaste #waste #somethingtothinkabout #onlyoneearth #designfail #cradletocradle #cradle2cradle #flickr https://www.instagram.com/p/CVDHIp3vgJL/?utm_medium=tumblr

#behindfences #ewastestats #ewastestatistics #ewastefacts #iceland #flickrphoto #savetheplanet #consumption #consumptionsociety #ewaste #electronicwaste #waste #somethingtothinkabout #onlyoneearth #designfail #cradletocradle #cradle2cradle #flickr

[wildbonesillustrations]

Always growing 🐜 #graphicbyd #minimalist #drawing #lines #linework #simplicity #pendrawing #perspective #fences #botanical #illustration #art #artwork #tattoo #tattoodesign #blackworktattoo #ink #tattooist #france #behindfences

#fences #france #drawing #simplicity #linework #tattoodesign #illustration #graphicbyd #art #tattoo #minimalist #perspective #tattooist #pendrawing #botanical #blackworktattoo #lines #ink #behindfences #artwork

[oatmealcrisp-freak]

you ever been so tired you almost get ran over betcha thats hhow aiura got got

visions behindf her eyes 

#i give up on talking or typing #anywayas i got home alive

[danseofitaly]

tumblr no. I logged on a while ago and I haven’t left yet but. but that wasn’t there before. tumblr pleasbe. why must you do things behindf my back like this. thatse scary. warn an idiot first

#tumblr #how could you #I mean great feature #thank you #but still #some sort of weeping angels shit or something #for those who might not have the update yet: #they added filtering notes by type (to mobile at least?? I haven’t been on desktop in a while) #my stuff

[quickwritingguy]

Looking back, going forward

Looking back, going forward

Dedicated to Red Hook, NY, and the childhood that I forgot. Not sure whyBut my mind latelyDrifts back to my childhoodTo a village I little rememberTo the days I little rememberWhere I endured awkward youthMaybe it wasThe spirit of the ’70sOr maybe it was just meBut it seemed thatThat village wasA good place to be fromA good place to leave behindFive hundred or a thousand milesA lifetime agoBut…

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#childhood #lost #New York #Red Hook #spirit of the 70&039;s #village

[yestyron-blog]

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[dayonescrewup-blog]

I wonder if I could hide from my dad long enough for an overdose to kill me, I probably could, it’s not like he really checks up onme anyway. I’m home most of the time, I’d probbaly be long dead before he even noticed. God fuvck this life. Fuck my exes, fuck everything. Fuck my parenbts for not trying hard enough. fuck everone for leaving behindf. 

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Fuck me for not killing myself when I turned 18 like I planned all longn ijm not meamnt to be here

i wasn’t even supposed to be born

i wasd a mistakes i will alwqya be a fucking mistake i will never be worth anything i wqill neber be usuelfuni will alwys bve in the way for everyone nelse a

i desever everyhitng thats hapenned to me and ideserve to die the slow and painful death that i’m goin too.

i’ srry to everyone who is gonna miss me, i’m a monster im not worht your tears pelease just forget me. 

[staysuki]

ash's basement 4 | possible smaus

wow, haven't done this in a while huh! oh well, i still wanna share some concept/trope ideas that i've had that i may or may not write lmao. i know i have a lot of ongoing fics right now so the chances of me actually writing these might be slim so i wanna share the could-be fics either way~ 🤍

PROBABILITY OF EXISTENCE: 20%

(this is based on a changbin drabble i posted)

PROBABILITY OF EXISTENCE: 40%

PROBABILITY OF EXISTENCE: 90%

PROBABILITY OF EXISTENCE: 50%

#ash's basement #behindfics #ash teaser

[helloprim]

The United States generated 6.92 million tons of e-waste, about 46 pounds per person, in 2019. It recycled only 15% of the material 📠📺🔦📷🖥🖨💻 . . . 📸 by Kimboid on flickr #behindfences #ewastestats #ewastestatistics #ewastefacts #citylife #blackandwhite #black&white #flickrphoto #savetheplanet #consumption #consumptionsociety #ewaste #electronicwaste #waste #somethingtothinkabout #onlyoneearth #designfail #cradletocradle #cradle2cradle #flickr https://www.instagram.com/p/CStb-bGlX9t/?utm_medium=tumblr

#behindfences #ewastestats #ewastestatistics #ewastefacts #citylife #blackandwhite #black #flickrphoto #savetheplanet #consumption #consumptionsociety #ewaste #electronicwaste #waste #somethingtothinkabout #onlyoneearth #designfail #cradletocradle #cradle2cradle #flickr

[staysuki]

[lost hooks] welcome, something different

-> again, my all time favorite part of finishing every fic!! there wasn't a lot of lost stuff in this one because it's a short and sweet series with little leeway for change but the few that i did def made a ton of difference.

contains spoilers for WSD smau

the title was supposed to be "transfixed" but LG anon helped me think of a better one! hence the birth of "welcome, something different"

with that title (transfixed) the story was supposed to be more on the "obsessive" side, where han jisung becomes unhealthily attached to y/n (almost the same way that jeongin was in the OG fic) but i scrapped that because that's gonna be a bit too unjustifiable romantically if they end up together. plus jisung doesn't have enough of a "reason" to be dependent on y/n as jeongin did. so, i gave the semi-possesive nature to jeongin instead

there wasn't supposed to be a jeongin ending (obvi lol) but reading LG anon's thoughts on him made me realize how much i liked his character and decided to give him a happy ending

the "han jisung as a rich heir boy" plotline is lichrally quite stupid and outlandish and i really had no reason to put it in. it was just something that i squeezed in randomly and i wasn't supposed to make anything out of it (and almost removed it) but then i thought to commit to the idea, kinda

#lost hooks #behindfics #wsd smau #welcome something different

[staysuki]

[major spoilers] SWEET LIKE CANDY | lost hooks

once again my most favorite time of the finales!!!

p.s. this is a long one!!

the kim brothers were only supposed to be wonpil and seungmin. i didn't know enhypen at the time but i found jake at just the right moment and saw that people say he looks like seungmin, so i was like—ok then! that being said, his character is sort of dispensable BUT i did like the trope i used for him (lowkey a bubbly airhead).

without jake, ryujin was supposed to be in a love triangle with y/n (and hyunjin?). but when jake got created, i loved his character sm and i figured i wanted to pair up a "boyish cool girl" with the "softie boy next door"

jake was supposed to be the other love triangle for y/n. but as i was writing him, he became too much of a "little brother" figure to y/n that i can't see them being involved romantically at all.

lia wasn't supposed to come back after chapter 6. i only made her as a fallout character—i.e. a friendship formed at the start of the school year which doesn't last long once you get to know yourself and other people in college. it happened to me, it happened to everyone. i wanted to portray that event. idk why i kept her around, i like to make characters suffer ig.

my other choice for the "eonnie" character is clc's yeeun, i love her look. i ultimately chose bibi because i love her music + she has the perfect amount of "spunky" look but can still look a bit soft.

something i've always reiterated: the art thieves heist wasn't supposed to happen. there wasn't supposed to be any felix and this was supposed to be just a fluffy enemies to lovers fic.

jisung was supposed to take jake's role of being the "second love interest" because jake became a little brother. but idk, things took a turn for the most complicated lol. i didn't mean to make him a criminal.

seungmin and hyunjin were supposed to have a fallout of friendship (something with misaligned morals) but ultimately, i figured that their friendship is too precious to be broken. (hence why i added ryujin in hyunjin's friend group roster). but even though i didn't follow through this plan, i still wrote in the 2jin friendship because i thought it was an interesting dynamic.

seungmin was supposed to be the bad guy. but i think i liked his character being "morally grey", scummy but not full-on. he passes through the ethical loopholes of morality.

nayeon was supposed to die. 🍕pizza anon stopped me last second in adding more angsty death. i almost didn't add her in the bonus chapters to "insinuate" it or at least, for people to form their own endings in that aspect. but i think with her character, it would be unsatisfying if she just gets yeeted into the void.

hyunjin and his father, i purposefully didn't write any cathartic confrontation between them because that's just life. i thought about it, but ultimately, no. i think with just those few words said between those lines, everything can be explained on it's own. (his father saying he supports hyunjin's decisions no matter what. hyunjin realizing that his father is also hurting, as pointed out by y/n. hyunjin still respecting his father's opinions by telling him he's gonna leave).

hyunjin's family life was supposed to be more complicated. his grandmother was supposedly going to take him out forcibly from school to "take care of him" but they'll force him to go to business school, which hyunjin doesn't want to do, so he'll end up trying to financially support himself and live his own life pursuing art. i scrapped this because hyunjin has had enough suffering. plus it would've stretched out the fic longer and i don't want that.

hyunjin's therapist wasn't supposed to exist. but during that time, i was talking a lot to my sister so i created the character in her likeness + i used it as a way to deliver the story through hyunjin's eyes. we gotta be smart with smau narratives lol.

y/n's foreigner friend was supposed to be seungmin (o.de) and there was supposed to be this whole schtick about having two seungmins but i think jooyeon fits the role of the weirdo friend better. i can't really imagine o.de being such a bro dude like jooyeon.

lia x jae was supposed to happen but the age gap was a bit too iffy. plus it would be contradictory of jae to date someone that young when he made such a big deal out of wonpil and bibi's relationship. bottomline is, i remember by characters' moral codes.

lia wasn't supposed to end up with anyone but i felt bad after making her suffer. hence i gave her "implied" ending in the bonus chapters. didn't feel like committing to it too much.

jooyeon was supposed to be a character to make hyunjin jealous but he became too much of a comedic gag that i just couldn't see any romanticism in him at all. worked out tho ig.

felix was supposed to double cross jisung and betray him. he was going to sell him out to brian in exchange for his own freedom but i think i wanted to put some importance in felix and jisung's bond. jisung grew up alone and was raised to takeover his father's scummy business, it's not unlikely for him to get attached to the first friend he makes. same for felix, kinda.

when felix double crosses jisung, he was supposed to die in the hands of jisung's men (in their company ig) but i didn't want felix to die. i loved his character so much, i gave him his own series spin-off (see you all in happy death day!)

i wanted to make a deeper connection between jooyeon and hyunjin but i just couldn't take his character seriously.

wonpil and bibi was supposed to be in cahoots with the saving-felix situation but i think the kims value loyalty too much. wonpil wouldn't do that. plus, i like the implication of having two lovers still keeping secrets from each other. ultimately, i'll leave it to the readers to imagine what happens when wonpil finds out.

there was supposed to be a cute twix bouquet scene in the airport but i don't think it would've been justified since they were still both in denial about their romantic feelings.

hyunjin and y/n wasn't supposed to end up together but after such a long ride, i figured why not? hence why the ending was a cliffhanger and they don't actually get together until years later (bonus chapters).

i thought about making nayeon a love interest for hyunjin but i valued their friendship to my heart. in hyunjin's shoes, it would've been too messy if i made him fall in love with nayeon when they've took him in like family. she's always been a big sister from the start.

i didn't really plan nayeon x jae from happening. it just did.

the story of hyunjin's parents is something i got from real life (not mine though). so i really wanted to center a lot of the themes around family trials.

y/n was supposed to be in gourmet cooking and hyunjin in digital arts. lmao idk why.

the whole art concept is something inspired from the kdrama "her private life" (one of my faves).

jisung wasn't supposed to reappear until bonus 3 (felix's teaser) but i missed him too much. i wanted to write him an implied redemption arc.

park jinyoung is jyp. sorry not sorry.

never planned seungmin x y/n from the start. everyone just started shipping them. y'all don't get what you want.

seungmin wasn't supposed to leave and become a lawyer. he was supposed to keep staying as a character and become a professional photographer but everyone ended up liking seungmin so much that i had to kick him out (y'all did this to ehaloj seungmin too, istg, y'all never learn).

all in all, this was supposed to be a fluffy high school e2l fic and that hyunjin and y/n's parents are baker rivals. romeo and juliet style but idk. we get what we get.

i probably forgot to mention other stuff but tumblr keeps messing up my typing so meh.

notes reveal: they are v v messy

#lost hooks #behindfics #slc talks #sweet like candy

[staysuki]

minho smau plot hooks that almost happened but i couldn't find a good way to incorporate it better into the story (that i kinda regret i didn't add but also i'm glad i didn't because i was able to finish it faster):

spoilers ahead.

jisung and shuhua's "love" arc - i ultimately concluded it in a shorter way though it was supposed to be longer— i changed my mind because in jeongin's smau, i already paired jisung with another character and ig i didn't wanna make it too obvious that i love jisung so much i want him to be happy always. but it was also such an obvious rip-off from the stranger things hook that i didn't wanna dwell on it too much (called myself out, at least).

hyunjin falling in love with y/n - again also something in the fic that i cut shorter, i'm kinda mad that i didn't get into this better but also ig it's fine(???). but also with his personality, ig it didn't make much sense for me to make such a huge focus on it.

xiaojun - this one i removed entirely. fully intended for him to be another love rival but i thought since hyunjin is already a ""love rival"" i didn't wanna include another one in. also he's been flavorless (didn't know how to write him in) so i think it didn't really matter. but now i wish i DID write him in because hyunjin technically doesn't even count as a love rival since i didn't focus on that. all in all, it's probably because i wanted minho to be the main focus because if i write them in too much, you guys might end up liking them more (ya'll won't fool me into making alternate endings anymore)

personal character arcs - i got lazy. i wish i had more time for character development but ig i'll do better in other fics.

felix becoming famous - i don't even know why i thought of this, i just thought it would've been funny but i changed my mind because i couldn't think of anything more from it other than a funny one-off bit where he's not used to being popular. it would've happened after lucas posted pics of felix from the party then people find this hidden gem of a cutie but then i dropped it because why not.

lucas and yuqi - they were going to be y/n's new pals after shuhua broke off the group but then i thought "why?" so nevermind. fully intended for them to lowkey adopt y/n which was cute but i couldn't think of things they'd say or do that felix wouldn't already.

jisung being a famous youtuber - was literally never mentioned again after the first few chapters. not even a key personality point that mattered in the story, i just love jisung. i had nothing of interest planned for this specific detail.

#ash's basement #my sunshine #lost hooks #💻 #behindfics

[staysuki]

[lost hooks] happy death day

contains spoilers for HDD smau

with how mEtiCuLoUsLy i made HDD, there wasn't much lost hooks but it's still fun either way!

(curiosity killed the cat) - the first draft of HDD, obviously things would've been so so different and the series would've been comedy-focused rather than angst-focused but i think felix's story fits this tone better

was preparing a soojin x jungsu and a momo x dowoon plotline but got too lazy and they didn't matter much anyway

was supposed to make a gaon x nana x jungsu love triangle but again, i got too lazy and didn't even bother making more scenes for the gaon x nana thing anyway

i actually considered killing off a character!! (gaon)

when y/n moves back to the city, there was supposed to be another arc/plotline where she navigates through her high society life again and felix comes to her rescue but i ended up scrapping this because it feels redundant

a longer jealousy arc for lucy and felix and y/n— again, scrapped it because i'm bad at writing that

considered making minho as buzzkiller but decided that it's inconsistent for his character (he isn't the type to incite direct chaos)

wasn't going to make chan a bad guy but i got tired of goodguy!chan characters

didn't want to give minho red flags in the beginning either but for some reason, i like tainting likeable nice guy characters

#hdd talks #lost hooks #behindfics

[staysuki]

should i just go complete sicko mode and use jeongin and soojin in the new jisung smau again 🤪🤪🤪🤪 or is that too crazy even for me

(it just so happens that jeongin is the only skz member left that isn't in the SLC-HDD universe so i HAVe no choice)

#dsm99 #behindfics