#because i sure as hell consider them

[eddiesspookettios]

i too am an enemies to lovers truther

but consider:

childhood ex-best friends to lovers

we don’t like each other but aren’t enemies per-se to lovers

slow burn unrequited to realization lovers

mutual pining

having feelings for each other at different times and having to watch the other in relationships friends to lovers

#because i sure as hell consider them #like on a daily basis #i love them actually #but enemies to lovers is still very high on the list

[mishapen-dear]

no but im thinking about how 4halo could be together while keeping their dynamic intact. forever asks bad on a date and bad is like yeah :D friendship date. several dates later bad's the one to propose and he says "will you merry me" as in like. be merry with me. feel joy forever for we're together and we have 11 children aka all of the eggs we have forcefully adopted from the other parents and i dont know what life would be like without you. you changed my life for the better. besties 4evar, forever

#and then richarlyson falls into pieces #and dapper gets to be smug #i don't super enjoy the ship when theyre lovey-lovey but oh my god its so fucking funny to be in a relationship and just Deny it #to each other to everyone else to themselves #is that a wedding ring no its a donut #made of metal #a decoration i wear that's inscribed with my bestie's name because i just like him so much :3 #do you see the vision the vibe is queerbait themselves to Hell while being Actively Queer #more thoughtful examination of bad's character is that i think a relationship that actively rejects sincerity is what he'd be most #comfortable in #he's Full of compliments for the other players and eggs but he will Never say that to their faces. he uses sillytime and insincerity as a #shield. if he ever trusts someone to be like. close to them. to consider them a teammate like he considers dapper a teammate #then it doesn't matter what label it gets -qpp or genuine besties or romantic or another option i cant think of- i think that not #acknowledging that sincerity is the only way he could bear letting them into his heart #i don't know forever as well to give a thoughtful analysis but i think that giving him something low pressure that isn't a Romance might be #good for him too if only for the fact that his Romances have all failed p badly. better to just be silly about it yknow just joke around a #lil if it doesn't mean anything then it wont hurt #<- basic angst trope im not sure fits him but be rest assured i am Looking at him. studying that beast. #qsmp #4halo #qsmp shipping

[esterigermaine]

Theory:

Honestly, I think the tadpole paired with extreme cranial trauma may have actually benefited durge in the initial aftermath of their injury.

#durge #dark urge #baldurs gate 3 #namely because the skull is a very very enclosed space #so the tadpole munching and cranial trauma likely gave the brain room to swell in the time right after their injury without killing them #i like to think the tadpole munched on the damaged bits that likely wouldn't regain function during the first week with kressa for my durge #like maggots eating dead flesh from a wound except a brain parasite #granted they probably ended up being durable as hell thanks to who their father is/what they are #in fact I'm pretty sure at least 70% of their survival os because of their dad #but the questions that come up because of omeluum's dialogue are certainly fun to consider #because a cranium so damaged is no longer the rigid protector it should be and instead lets things swell and/or be out of shape if needed #and with an injury this massive yall can't tell me there wasnt any swelling

[gammija]

ive been trying for 30 mins to write a post about why the Web's plan is still confusing, but I think I should face the truth and admit to myself that it's not that it makes no sense, it's just... so convoluted

#they needed jon to kill jonah cause it seems like only he could call him down #and they couldnt go through with the original plan because.... tbh still not sure on that one. at least not with the reasoning annabelle #gives. assuming that how everything works out now is how they intended it to #which it must be because if jon was ever ever going to consider 'letting anyone else feel that guilt' he sure as hell wasn't now that he #got introduced to the plan while a giant spider dangled his boyfriend above a pit. not conducive to jon cooperation #so originally spidermartin would have driven him to burn the archives and kill jonah. but theyre bond is too strong now so even if martin #would be spiders Jon wouldnt do the plan. .... huh #i just dont get that leap #why does their bond being stronger make jon less willing to burn it all down. so to say #would he want to keep his promise to martin and not become the pupil? but he did! he does! he does even when martin ISNT spiders! aaah #one thing that could make everything more elegant is if Annabelle wasnt telling the whole truth. she says they need to kill 'the pupil' #jon has been described as 'the pupil' as early as s2. and why would the Fears follow his voice on the tapes #and not just stick with his voice in jon the person? #solution; not only does the pupil have to die and the archives burn down at the same time #but jon has to be the pupil when it happens #... except that ALSO doesnt work because according to Jon Annabelle wasnt lying when she said that this would allow them both to 'survive'! #so unless we read the transcript in very bad faith and assume that she was talking about the hypothetical scenario of íf the fears leave; #then youll live; (but for them to leave youll have to die) this solution is out as well #but it would mean theyd need martin unspidered because hed be the only person able to kill jon when hes the pupil because 'it feels right' #(throwback to 178) #tma #tma meta #joos yaps #delete later #a mag a day #tma s5 #one nearly incoherent ramble later..... #if anyone has a good Watsonian solution to tie everything up neatly plz link me to a post

[tariah23]

Ppl will do anything for internet clout oh my god

#this dude is arguing with the Cartel as he’s streaming and mocking them #as if they don’t have ppl to snatch him up or they can’t just get here themselves #they’ve done this plenty of times to Americans talking crazy #what the hell #rambling #just the other day some dude edited a picture of his burger to make it look undercooked so that he could get his money back from DoorDash…. #which is??? hopefully the restaurant he got the burger from wasn’t like a family owned one #don’t mess up ppls businesses like that #some other dude was online bragging about how his boss or whoever let him mop the bathrooms down and let him go home so he didn’t even have #to do his full 6 hours or community service and everyone was like ‘you’re gonna get that guy fired you idiot delete this-‘ #like why even post about it- especially if you’re a convict like I’m sure you have people watching you man come on #I hope that guy didn’t get fired just because he wanted to be nice to an idiot like that #and of course that lady who posted her baby waxing adult coochie…….. you really don’t… have to post everything online #well it was good that she was stupid enough to do so in the end considering what she had her daughter doing

[newdestination]

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#the other side of the coin || ooc #Mun mutterings #Like many things i tell myself ill come back and fix that later. And speaking of fixing things later #God. I kind of want to tear through the pages on this blog and fix them theyre a nightmare right now. They have been for a while. I dont #know what age i even have written but it sure as hell isnt 21 because i know i havent touched it in a long time. #mmmnbmnnmaybe. #Its hard to not think about the ingo blog when i'm actively writing a fic about the guy. only 5k in and already cracked my head open like a #egg about it. #considering bad life choices. bad life blog revival choices.

[fragmentedblade]

Argenti is actually pretty Lancelotcoded, he is deranged and even suicidal. I adore him

#I didn't expect to like him this much considering what I had seen in leaks and trailers #but he is actually not just a cringe fail man with a flare (which is also good) #he is also a wet sad man trying desperately to get close enough to something dead that he'd get a glimpse of it and its light again #He can have a piece of my heart for this after all #However‚ yet again‚ why am I like this lol #He started talking about how getting as close to death as possible is the way he has to get the shadow of the shadow #of the probable hallucination of the echo of Idrila‚ and that's the path he must walk because seeing them even if it's not real is his wish #and I could feel myself grow fonder with every word. Awww of course I'll let you try to die in the pursue of your wish. Of course #What's with me and borderline when not straight up suicidal characters what the hell #Anyway... Get in the car. I'll take you and Blade get some cookies or popcorn‚ or whatever you want. Blade's already in the car just hop in #I talk too much #I should probably delete this later #I honestly was expecting him to lean more towards Galah.ad or Perziva.l perhaps. That he has the Lancelo.t air has won me over for sure #I'm sorry call me basic but Lancelo.t is my favourite

[todayisafridaynight]

i'll probably be skipping stream today & tomorrow on account of my personal challenge to finish JE before you (<- absolutely not going to happen)

but while i'm here SHUT UP your headcanon is not icky :) though i can't really talk since i don't bring my own up very often either, and i honestly haven't even put that much thought into the logistics around it. anyway trans masato 🤝 trans wagi as personal coping mechanisms

DAWG you gotta finish it... idk how long youve had it but prob longer than me cmon now gamer i know you can do it ✊

trans masato is just funny because Like Everything I Do it just started as me joking about scenes from the game and then the ending happened and i was like Oh Lol It's Not A Joke Anymore I Think

I DONT USUALLY SUBSCRIBE TO TRANS HCS EITHER THAT WHY IT ICKY TO MEAJLWKJL but thank you. i promise to only mention it once every five months

#snap chats #to put it bluntly i Do Not like acknowledge. That aspect of my life. if me never even saying terms outright is to go off of LMAO #i cry thinking about it- like right now LMAO I ALMOST DID I HATE IT i dont like using hate but... thats one of five things i hate for sure #My Issues Aside Tho ive already talked about 'my logistics' with trans masato but ill say them again cause its funny #1.) The Injection Scene like it's for his. Adrenaline or whatever but the first thing i said when i saw it was an injection joke #because literally how could i not LIKE LMAO THEY SERVED IT ON A PLATTER #and then there's the whole Change His Entire Identity After Running To A New Country #i always joke about wanting to do that so that's strike two buster #and then to top it off when he comes back he looks like every transman ever before the effects of T start taking effect #which is a hilariously ironic statement to make considering The Before And After but lol strike three bozo #AND THEN STRIKE FOUR WAS HIS WHOLE 'i changed my name and body' BIT LIKE DAWG YOURE ALREADY OUT #IK ITS IMMEDIATELY FOLLOWED UP 'FOR POWER' BUUUUT TOP TEN 'HE JUST LIKE ME FR' MOMENTS LMAOOO #there's also his voice- both in jp and eng- just having a sort of Texture(TM) to it #in jp it's sort of high and nasally while in eng there's a sort of gravel to it that's so 🏳️‍⚧️?????? to me. im sorry. #do you see. that's why it's so funny. its so painfully funny #the funniest jokes are the ones with Some Weird truth behind them by the most delusional bitches ever <- me #ANYWAYS. i promise not to mention it much If Ever only when something really funny happens to me that reminds me of it #and i dont have a sneaky way to allude to it in a comic or a fic #end of the month is always hell for me cause on the one side Yay Money but on the other hand its like I Have To Work For It FUCK #so i can only draw on the weekend #im having a month-long sale for december tho...... so if we never see me again thats why #EW I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO DRAW FOR A SECRET SANTA THING TONIGHT NOOOOOO #and i wanted to finish up that fic... cause im literally three lines away from finishing it... #christ i need to learn to juggle better. for now im eating this onigiri that i was too busy to eat #anyway no one look at me im soryr for sharing my cringe </3 i prommy it wont happen so bluntly again

[lisbonsteresa]

oh god

#(he really is being more open with her about his feelings and i love that so much like he really did listen and learn i'm PROUD) #the way this is obviously such a valid fear for anyone but it's especially valid for him considering everything he's gone through #but it's also crazy how he's voicing it now; after being in life or death situations so often; after nearly losing her SEVERAL times #as partners and even after they got together #it's like the full force of how much he loves her is only just hitting him; like the thought of 'taking the ring off' and 'moving on' #is making him think about the....bigger picture? about the long term; the future and how much he needs her to be part of it #he's suddenly looking into the future and all he can do is worry about what ifs #(because he's never been one to plan for his future really has he - it was get to the rj end goal and then -- #and now he's kind of been drifting; kind of unsure of what he wants to do - like floating the idea of quitting but not having an alt plan) #but she's right there reminding him to focus on the here and now and that's -- #she was there with him while he worked through his past and she's sure as hell planning on being there with him in their future #but she's not going to let him get lost in either direction because they need to live in the present and the present is very very good #idk i'm just obsessed with them #tm

[seilon]

my mom was just talking to a friend on the phone and she was complaining about how all zoomers either can’t hold conversations without them being stilted and shallow or they basically traumadump and talk too much about their emotions and im just…… she is a psychologist. specifically a college counsellor. almost all of the zoomers she talks to are. literally university students assigned to her to seek out long term therapy for trauma, stress, anxiety, depression, behavioral and social issues, etc……….

what does she…expect……… to hear…….????

#really terrible pool to gather your data on All Zoomers and their typical generalized behavior from #like. #no shit??? #the other point of reference for zoomer behavior is Me which is also a terrible choice because I am. autistic. among other things #but I sure as hell don’t traumadump. kinda the opposite I don’t like acknowledging my emotions at all if I can help it #so I only apply to the stunted conversations aspect and even then when I do have conversations I wouldn’t consider them shallow #boy what a fucking mess #older generations are really just. sometimes. so upset about not being the center of the world anymore they’ll target anything about #younger generations for literally no reason it’s. exhausting #another issue with her pool if it wasn’t obvious enough is that these are UC students. aka some of the most stressed out overworked zoomers #you can possibly talk to #again. horrible pool to gather data from on All Zoomers #idk man this just. irked me a bit #she used someone admitting they used to cut as an example of traumadumping/being too emotional/whatever and it just felt gross to mention #because again she is a College Counsellor. #I can guarantee whoever that remark is based on is someone who mentioned it after being asked BY HER about the nature of their trauma/ #mental health issues so she can match them to a long term therapist. #aka: IT IS IN HER JOB DESCRIPTION TO HEAR THESE THINGS #fbsjcekdjfksjcjekcnrnd #kibumblabs #rant

[kerorowhump]

"When he puts his mind to it, the sergeant can get what he wants."

"But he's a vile being. I'm afraid there's just no solution."

#ita dub #keroro #i am gonna do the whole episode dont worry. i already have a difference noted for the gundam moment lol HOWEVER #i had to post this now immediately because i mentioned it to a friend and i wondered just how close it was to the og #turns out... not at all lol IT'S ALWAYS LIKE THIS WITH ME !!! MY FAVORITE MOMENTS? ARE ALL MADE UP #this is a judgement of keroro's character which in my brain is important for the bible i build of them in my head #and this judgement absolutely fits keroro in his overall character it's just... not at all what is said lol #it's like the opposite. in jpn they think kururu came out the winner. in ita its like damn keroro mad successful but also selfish as hell #it's an interesting difference... now if you'll excuse me I'll send this to my friend #:3 #another thing is that. im pretty sure natsumi is insulting keroro here? but she might be talking about kururu? im honestly not sure #but considering a couple eps back we had keroro literally impersonate kururu when scheming tbh it's much of the same #a duality that... lends itself to the canon. in a surprising and absolutely not intentional twist #spoiler alert. the drawings of the gunpla were stolen ''to its creator'' not to zeon. which is what makes it rare. kinda crazy #that once again they even bother to put an explanation in place. like im genuinely impressed you dont understand #ep 28b

[caffeinatedopossum]

I'm ngl everytime I see a post that's just terf discourse (like a terf arguing with someone) I get that awkward feeling like I walked in on something I wasn't supposed to. Like when you stay at a friend's house as a kid and their mom and dad straight up just start yelling at their kid or each other 👀 like I am here, witnessing this. Just yknow... just in case you care. You look ridiculous and I have no idea what you're talking about

#like i obviously do not like terfs (terfs unfollow me right now) but i also have no idea what theyre even trying to say ever #so it makes it a little harder to hate them. just because im not entirely sure what they're saying i just know that it sounds roundabout af #and shady as hell. sometimes they say stuff thats just straight up awful and transphobic but usually its like #weirdly veiled bad takes. like ?? #'im not saying if youre trans you should die in a fire but you dont identify with your birth sex in a way that i dont like #you should consider it' #like thats what everything they say sounds like and i just dont get it. like are you aware #just. are you aware. not sure what you should be aware of but just *gestures vaguely* i think you should be more aware of it #just because you say youre not saying something that doesnt actually mean you cant be saying it. like are you aware of that? #it makes it to where im not sure if theyre lying or just straight up confused as hell #cause im confused for sure

[tariah23]

They’re calling my baby Gojo, Joseph Joestar now

#rambling #the diff is that Gojo did apologize after being called out and face to face with his racism whilst Joseph literally befriended nazi’s 😵‍💫 #and there was never any explanation from araki as to why he’d even wrote German soldiers in the shit in the first place like that was #absolutely jarring as hell to read for the very first time back when I’d gotten into jjba #well I watched it first but you know #like Joseph really thought fondly of Stroheim as this stand up guy even though he’s first of all #a Nazi #and second #the first scene that we were introduced to was of him sexually harassing a Woman #it’s……. 🗿 #still to this day I wonder if araki had ever addressed this because lord #Joseph was just happy to get the help I guess but that felt so ooc for him from what he’d seen 🗣️ #happily receiving the help of a Nazi and calling them a nice guy ahhh Joseph- #Gojo would never sjjsaj #my boo boo is a little prejudice but he’s working on it 🗣️ #I still think that gege was trying to have a ‘racism is bad’ moment but again #the execution was pretty awkward and it felt out of place considering what had been currently going down in the manga #like the Racism was pretty random but it was swiftly put to a stop which I can appreciate even if it shouldn’t have been a point of #conversation to begin with since why couldn’t Miguel just exist as a character instead of him being the now token negro #who everyone sees as instantly more frighteningly powerful than everyone else like this didn’t even need to be brought up wllssldk #idk gege was trying to be ‘woke’ 😭. sorry nbs and wp ruined the term for me but like basically lol #gojo’s pretty intelligent and extremely gifted but he’s never been perfect lol #it’s just that idk why gege chose to talk about antiblackness in Japan out of nowhere about the only black character on screen hehhhhhh #like gege tried but lmfao #this is so funny to me #at least it didn’t drag on putting Miguel in an even more awkward situation than he already was and it was nipped in the bud quickly #Gojo isn’t one to dwell on things but when he’s face with new information and is taught something he does try to reflect and do better and #I’m sure he probably started to become even more aware of what he’s saying especially when talking to Miguel in an honest way since that’s #always been the kind of character who he was despite the horrors #the only ppl who’ve been kinda annoying about this are nbs and white people as always 🗿

[shadyhouse]

i am not doing well rn

#this job isnt what i thought it was gonna be and i was up all night freaking out about my life choices #i think im gonna start applying to different jobs #its not that the job itself isnt what i thought. its that this place is shady as hell and i do not feel comfortable being a part of this #the owner does a lot of illegal shit that he can get away with bc its a 'private business' #like. i havent even met him yet. im meeting him today and all of my coworkers have terrified me #theyre like 'oh hes great once he gets to know you but hes gonna try to find a reason to fire you at first' #'he wants to make sure that you *really* want to work here' like what kind of shit is that??? #like literally the past three days my anxiety has been THROUGH THE ROOF because ive been scared for this day to come #but also maybe theyre making it out to be worse than he really is??? but even my most responsible coworkers are afraid of him #idk what im getting myself into and i am just Scared. and im anxious about money too. bc i can only work 6 hour shifts at this place. #sure im paid weekly but its still a lot less than what i was getting paid before simply bc of the amount of hours they make me work #i just feel like i keep making mistakes :( and i cant get myself out of them no matter how hard i try #like im considering going back to my old job if theyll let me back in but at the same time why the FUCK would i do that!!! #that place was a mistake too but unfortunately also the highest paying job i will ever have :')