#becajse i dont fucking know how to study and i never learnt and i dont know how im supposed to

[nintendont2502]

I am. So goddamn stressed

#jesus christ #ive almost started crying like 5 or 6 times and its only period 2 and i just #ghfhfgh #ive got a psych investigation and a maths test and a modern source analysis next week and i missed last week because of covid so im still #trying to catch up on the content i missed #except i cant even fucking do that because i just end up reading or goinf on reddit #like. i KNOW i need to do it but i jist. cant #god i hate myself sometimes like. how fucking hard is it to just do the work #im so worried about uni because like this is a cojrse i really want to do but im probably gonna fuck it up and waste my time/money #becajse i dont fucking know how to study and i never learnt and i dont know how im supposed to #and i cant focjs even on important shit #and like. i can feel myself getting worse! my grades are going down and i barely know whats going on and yet i cant change it #i just #i dont fucking know man #this is the year im supposed to get my shit together and if i fuck this up (which it fucking feels like i am!) and dont get into uni #idk wjat im going to do #thats not even toucbing how pissed my mums going to he jesus #idk im gonna go blast homestuck ost and try to force myself to do work #me.txt