#bc of this fuckass job

[palms-upturned]

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#meg talks #feeling really down and frustrated #ever since i caught covid over the new year ive just been doing so badly #it’s now halfway through may and not only am i having all sorts of weird new pain problems #to the point where i dragged myself to the er yesterday bc my usual meds didn’t do shit for me and i spent seven hours writhing in pain #but also mentally im just. constantly tapped out #before covid i was able to keep up w news and work on research projects and write multiple image descriptions every day and read books #and keep up w friends all while working full time #like even if i was in bed p much whenever i wasn’t at work i could still read and write and carry conversations #now it’s like i can only handle all of these things in small doses before my brain just shuts off #im still keeping up w news and describing what i can and working on my research projects and trying to make connections #but i feel so slow abt everything i do #it’s driving me up the wall #ive been trying for days to get through this one academic paper that’s rlly not even that long #and i just can’t do it. not for long anyway i have to read in small bursts #and then having to take muscle relaxants for these fucking spasms that make me really drowsy and sleep the whole day away… #idk. it might not even be abt covid i might be reading too much into it but it’s just pissing me off. thinking abt how nobody masks anymore #and how every time there’s a covid outbreak i won’t be able to properly protect myself or my brothers from it #bc of this fuckass job #idk im just tired and upset

[ducktollers]

got a sortof interview for a research assistant job tomorrow and sooooooooo scareds :D

#delete later #sortof bc its basically already mine since my mom works there and said the current assistant sucks so bad theyll take Anyone with a degree #and theyre desperate #and its super casual and low intensity but still stressed tf out #bc i havent done anything non routine since december and my anxiety has gotten soooo bad and im soooo bad at talking to people #and ik the antidote is doing things again which is why am i doing this but. scary #and time is moving too fast and im so lost and i hate my stupid fuckass grocery store job and idk what to dew w my life rn #cannot stop reminiscing abt the life unlived and the time lost and while i do that i am not living anf losing time #😃😃😃😃😃😃 #cannot stop thinking abt how my school life is simply over and i missed it i wasted it its Over 😀 no more chances #didnt make ONE friend in 5 years of university didnt join anything didnt do anything except mentally deteriorate #uni is supposed to be the source of so much life and experience. and yooo i missed it 😂yooooo omg its too late for me 😂😂😂 #i rememebr before crossing the stage at high school graduation i was like. rn im in the part of my life before graduation #and in a minute suddenly im gonna be in the after #and then i realized recently. im in The After of university. the moment passed and i missed it #there is no more chances theres no more ‘next semester ill make friends’ theres no more Anything it is Over #time keeps going so fast and yallll i cant go back lol 😂😂😂 brooo wtf nobody told me u can never go back 😂 #dawg i havent felt alive even once since leaving high school 😂 yo i peaked at age 17 😂 yo jm about to turn 23 and my last memory is being 19 #yooooo whered the time go 😂😂😂😂 brooo where does it keep going lol come back wait up im runnin out of time 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂 #x

[gontagokuhara]

worst job interview of my life

#im not actually upset i was never gonna get this job they legally had to interview me hashtag disability gang #im just EXTRA not gonna get it now bc they had me turn my cam on during a PHONE INTERVIEW #so they saw my fuckass ‘id rather be fishing’ crewneck 😭😭😭 #whatever ive got better prospects lined up so PRAY!!!!!!!!!

[boneforts]

i'm leaving my job with more than ample notice (a full MONTH) and am 100% being retaliated against bc of it 😌 i cannot get out of there fast enough, what the fuck

#i go from a good balance of mids to closes and then nothing but fuckass closes #13 in a row? with slashed hours? girl i fuckin hate your guts 😩 #i just have to grin and bear it til the 19th bc i start my new job then #life sure is lifing i guess #misc: text #liveblogging: work

[zaggyzoo]

i grew eyebags between this morning and now 👍🏻

#this is great. im hoping it's just bc i also got my period and woke up at 5.30 after getting home from work at 20.30 last night #bc if this fuckass job restocking fridges gives me permanent eyebags I don't think the payoff is worth it lmaooo

[bravevolunteer]

lied about being productive for a second, tma au michael

#found this picrew again WAAUGUHG #pre and post avatar..... #bro is not having a good time but at least he gets to commit arson about it #had to give him a lil ponytail bc no fuckass mullet options. maybe it stops his hair from getting singed idk #⁂ ･ﾟ: i was looking for a job‚ and then i found a job‚ and heaven knows i’m miserable now ➛ ooc #also yea i do think the implication of him adding a pride pin once he becomes an avatar is really funny thanks

[ronanlynchbf]

basically there's been a void inside of me since i was 6 and that's what's wrong with me.

#YO BRO DESTINED TO NEVER BELONG 👆🔥🔥🙏💥💯❗❗❗ #r.txt #like. ever since i was a little kid i've felt a sense of alienation and lonesomeness whenever wherever & it's only gotten worse over time #<- lonesomeness really THE adam parrish word i can't not think of him whenever i use it. also shakira moment woo that wasn't intended but💪 #anyway. urgh. february's such a weird month tbh like one day i'm feeling fine the next i'm contemplating changing my entire life and then #i'm back to feeling fine and waxing poetic abt nature only to feel guilty for simply existing and like i'm never gonna be happy EVER in the #history of my life two days later........fuckass month. count ur days 🔫😐 #but we move 👍🙏💪 #in other more positive news that i am gonna focus on instead of the stupid february feelings: i've applied for a new ID yday which was long #overdue and i'm over halfway through the 500+ page book i was reading for exams and i'm getting a newspaper job so i'll have a little bit o #income and guaranteed at least an hour outside in the fresh air biking and walking every week and it'll also leave me with enough time to #study without me feeling added pressure bc of the job & come july i'll be two years clean <33 so yay for me 👏

[virgoevenus]

just discovered my purpose in my life (helping people my age just starting their “careers” feel okay with the pace they’re taking)

#brie speaks #no bc my colleague is my age and it’s her first job and she told me she’s struggling and cant comprehend how i do it #and i just . i told her that i struggled like crazy during my first year in pr too #bc i did like if anyone understands the struggle it’s me and i just want her to know that she’s not alone in feeling like that #especially since it’s her first job and i completely understand the existential crises that come with the first year of pr #SHE ALSO WAS OFFERED A JOB AT MY FUCKASS PREVIOUS AGENCY #CAN YOU IMAGINE #I HATE THAT PLACE WITH A FIERY PASSION #but yeah she told me she feels better hearing that i experienced the struggle too #so at least she knows it’s normal #im just soooooo 🥹🥹🥹 about it bc i get to share my experiences and advise someone about it and they find it helpful

[siriuslynephilim]

i hate the way he makes me fight for things i don't even believe in or want or like

#now he's not fucking booking the tickets because he's mad at sis for rejecting the ladka they went to see #fuck him it was literally a one week vacation and not a single days rest #and he's so fucking psychopathic god he told her to leave her job and stay here with him and see #as many guys until she finds the one she's 'compatible' with #bc that's why she rejected that guy bc they weren't compatible #he makes me sick god i want to run away #how can someone be so self centered self obsessed only care about yourself and not your fucking daughters? #i don't even want to go to that fuckass office or tuitions but i have to because HE FORCED ME TO DO THIS COURSE and now im close to #the finish line so i have to do it and it's literally impossible to live in this house and not be financially independent bc then #this fucking person who calls himself a dad will force u to marry someone you don't know #thank god sis has good job now i fully told her ki zyada natak kare toh plane book karo aur chale jao #ab nahi toh kab kyu sunna hai ye sab isliye puri life thodi na itni mehnat ki hai #khud incompatible insaan se shaadi kar ke ghut ghut ke jee rahe hai aur itni bhi decency nahi hai ki atleast mere bacche ke saath same fate #na ho #thak gayi hu ladke ab bas ghar jana hai aur nahi ho raha

[maggot-baggage]

maggo mood of tha day

#im so happy to be home im sososososoosooooo happy to be home #i have so much stupid shit waiting for me when i leave but rn im so glad i amde the trip here #my aunt and uncle are doing great and my baby cousins were excited to see me and their ugly ass dog too #and i can take a break from all the bills and debt i have to pay off bc my ma insists i need one #i just wish i could stay longer and not have to worry bout my fuckass job #mag.txt

[voulezloux]

current mood: butters from south park saying kill john lennon

#o posts #i’m not okay! and i don’t knwo when the fuck i will be! #i am pissed bc i was finally getting to a good place in life! #i was gonna try and find a new job! i was gonna put myself out there on dating apps! i was gonna relax this summer! #all of that’s fucking ruined bc my fuckass father!!!! #it’s been a week and a half of feeling like i’m fucking worthless and unimportant!!!! #it’s been 20 days since the semester ended and i’ve only been able to relax 6 of those 20 days!!! #70% of the time i’ve spent since the semester ended has been fucking awful!!! #i haven’t not taken an ativan to fucking relax since the 11th!!! #that’s not good yall!!! #not a danger to myself not going to hurt others but MAN would it be nice to fucking know peace for once!

[teendirt-agebag]

if ur a man and are thinking of saying something to me while im at work: dont.

#had this fuckass man open mouth cough all over my till today beofre throwing his debit card at me and telling me how to do my job #i dont care u used to work here maybe try being a nice person next time #i dont even know who u are u could be the literal ex CEO and i wouldnt give two fucks bc my contract ends next week #gammons be nice challenge (impossible) #tw: gammons #british

[winterwoodragon]

Today’s mood of the day is ‘fuck landlords’

#the amount of bs calls and online shit were dealing with bc the landlord 'doesnt want to wait in a queue' #this is supposed to be ur job fuckass #snowy talks

[swordinhand]

i got so deeply enraptured with trying to figure out which restaurant jobs the dunmeshi cast would have that i forgot to check the speed on the industrial strength floor mixer i was using at MY kitchen job and sprayed mayo everywhere. anyways.

senshi would be the senior sous chef that everyone likes and respects way more than the actual chef. he does menu planning and uses cool local ingredients that put the restaurant on the food scene map. the boss you wish you had. laios is a dishwasher but he REALLY REALLY wants to learn line so he spends a lot of time asking the cooks questions. comes in on his day off to watch senshi do menu planning. friends with all the waitresses even though they think he's kinda weird b/c he's too busy being a freak to back of house crew to bother them. chilchuck is the prep lead. he's the best at precision so his consistency is through the roof and his knife work is perfect. the prep hall is his domain and he's got all these janky ways of making it accessible bc the kitchen wasn't built for halflings. champion of worker's rights and makes sure all the first aid stuff is properly organized.

marcille is the front of house manager who's been working there since she was a teenager. sometimes shitty customers will underestimate her and try to fuck with the waitstaff but she takes no nonsense whatsoever. new hires will think she's got beef with the cooks but their banter is just next level. bffs with senshi. (edit: she's in magic school but also has a fuckass minor in management so she's perpetually trying to bring in her course theories while everyone rolls their eyes and carries on). falin i think works mostly with senshi to procure the uncommon ingredients he wants to use. she's also trained as a bartender so she'll step in occasionally but most of the time she's off talking to suppliers or tending the herb gardens out back.

the mad sorcerer is the head chef and he only works opening shift so no one ever sees him and cannot for the life of them tell what he contributes to the kitchen.

the restaurant is called the dungeon.

#i'm so sorry i'm anime only till this semester is done #so i can't do everyone else but i WILL #also there is going to be stupid fic. rest assured. #thinking abt... magic and kitchens and how the fuck that would work #dungeon meshi

[lobotomizedlady]

What would your ideal partner be like?

genderbent hannibal lecter in which I'm will graham (female) (I literally am him irl anyways so this wouldn't change anything about me) but I don't resist the brainwashing at all & I let her be my sugar mommy & am on her arm at all her fancy high society art events like orchestras and such looking like a working class wet dog, so obviously & severely out of place. but she doesn't care & no one would dare say anything to her bc she's the most impressive & charming person in every room. we kill men together & I don't really want to eat them but I'll make it work, sacrifice my autistic culinary restrictions for her bc I like the lifestyle too much & have a bit of stockholm syndrome. she also lets me eat humanless grilled cheese sometimes still, just a fancy version. she cooks everything for me & is obviously very rich so I never have to work a fuckass minimum wage job again.

I haven't thought about this at all btw

#asks #im not lying when i say hannigram is my ideal relationship dynamic

[beanghostprincess]

Not necessarily super fluffy but rather extremely silly, but you going „I’m a child of divorce!!“ every time you talk about Shuggy now makes me imagine an au where Uta was in the picture before they parted and now both of them have shared custody and it’s like „Every second weekend I go and pick up my daughter from my exes circus.“ or alternatively „LISTEN HERE SHIDIOTS!! THE MOST PRECIOUS AND ADORABLE LITTLE LADY IS GONNA COME OVER HERE THIS SATURDAY AND IF ANY OF YOU MAKE HER CRY OR WANT TO GO TO MY FUCKASS EXES SHIP I WILL BLOW THIS WHOLE PLACE UP!!“

Maybe Luffy can be in the picture as well so she can have someone to scheme with. Get parent trapped idiots!

As a child of divorced parents (irl) I can quite confirm my dad was always saying "Every second weekend I go and pick up my daughter from my exes circus". Actual thing he said.

Luffy and Uta constantly having to stay with Shanks or Buggy seems like a nightmare for them (Shanks and Buggy, not the kids). I personally think Uta and Buggy would get along and she'd love he whole circus thing while Luffy is ALWAYS asking to go back with Shanks. They would plot schemes for Luffy to stay with Shanks and Uta to stay with Buggy and things would not end well. But, you know, despite constantly being chaotic I think Shuggy as parents would be very sweet and protective of them. In this world where Shanks is, like, a good dad or whatever. Btw, the kids would tell Shanks about "a man and dad kissing" and he would enter in the most depressive episode of his life bc his ex husband is now dating someone else (cofcof Crocodile cofcof) and they would say the same to Buggy about Shanks and he'd be extremely mad for, like, no reason tbh (his new bf is Mihawk and that does not mean he has moved on from Buggy btw). They'd try to constantly win the kids' love, and y'know, Uta and Luffy would use this to their advantage 100% (talking from personal experience istg).

Okay, now this is a concept that I absolutely love and I'm gonna keep posting about this later bc I have to go back to work (my REAL job. Not just writing about silly gays on the internet) (God get me out of here).

#aaaaaAAAAA #I love them #they're still in love btw they will go back together at some point #maybe when uta and luffy grow up they make their dads make up bc they're tired of them #one piece #buggy the clown #red haired shanks #uta one piece #monkey d luffy #shuggy