#basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum

[hella1975]

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#be deadly fucking serious rn PLEASE whatttt. that post that's like 'parents will say something that shapes you as a person #but for them it was just another tuesday' like WHAT JUST HAPPENED #basically if you've been following me since i went to uni then you know first year was an... interesting time for me and my mum #we rowed all the time and it's the most unsettled our relationship has ever been and i do truly believe it was just some unfortunate #external factors like me leaving home would rock the boat enough it was always gonna rejig our dynamic #but on top of that i was her LAST child to fly the nest which she hated AND my sister was in germany being insanely dependent on my mum #so i got sidelined a lot which was shitty at the time but i get it now like im still a bit bitter bc being the eldest everything my sister #does is an exciting first and our age gap means typically our academic big moments tend to cross over #so my a-levels happened during her first year of uni so for me a-levels were the biggest thing ever but ofc her thing was bigger #but when she did HER a-levels it was the biggest thing ever and i was /just/ doing gcses etc and germany was the same #like it was JUST my first year of uni bc meanwhile my sister was living alone in a foreign country. so that sucks and my mum was #defo focused on my sister and i wasn't in a position to be like 'hey i know it doesn't seem like it now you've got one kid through it #but going to university and settling in for the first year is still an insanely stressful and lonely time so please pay attention to me' #and all in all me and my mum just STRUGGLED we fought A LOT and not petty rows either they were really emotionally heavy all the time #and basically what's caused this post is that she said about america 'it'll be the longest ive been away from you' #and i know what she meant like a month out of england is the biggest thing ive ever done and im not even in EUROPE so this is huge #but i kinda said like 'im pretty sure i went a month in first year a couple times without visiting?' AND I MEANT IT CASUAL #BC I AM PRETTY SURE IT'S TRUE LIKE I WASNT EAGER TO GO HOME I WENT SOME WEEKS NOT EVEN RINGING #which REALLY shows how strained it must have been at the time. and she responds with confusion so i pointed out that first year #wasn't a great time for us and again still being casual bc it's such a fundamental truth for me that first year was Bad for me and mum #and she just blinks at me like 'what are you talking about' what. WHAT. like i knew she wasn't paying much attention to me then #but it made me MISERABLE for an entire YEAR like boom can testify bc they had to deal with my bs over the phone the entire time #and my mum just. didn't even notice that we weren't doing well. what. what the fuck even..... baffled by this actually #like i am REELING from this i feel like she just tipped the fundamentals of my world with that #hella goes home

[creambunnie]

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ONEWE - Yonghoon

fluff

"YAH YAH!". Hyungu yelled as you snatched a 'love letter' that your brother received from his classmate.

you stuck your tongue out and ran backwards as you continued teasing your brother. Hyungu tried chasing you but stopped as his gaze went to the person behind you.

being the clumsy girl you are, you continued running while still looking back at your brother.

"oof!". you gasped as your back bumped into another person's back.

you managed to regain your balance and succeeded in not falling. you quickly turned to the person to apologise but instead, you gasped again.

you couldn't find your voice after being welcomed by your crush of 5 years now.

"oh, y/n! Hyungu ! you guys are late today. Giwook is already inside waiting for you guys.". Yonghoon, your crush, greeted with a pat on your head.

Hyungu only chuckled awkwardly at the older boy's words, not wanting to enlighten him on why you two were late. but you had another idea in mind.

"we are a bit late today because,, HYUNGU RECEIVED A LOVE LETTER!". you exposed.

Hyungu was about to knock your head but you quickly ran inside to meet your bestfriend, Giwook.

Yonghoon teased Hyungu too as the two of them went inside.

for 5 years,it had been a routine for you, your brother Hyungu and your bestfriend Giwook, to visit the neighbourhood music shop after school.

Yonghoon was the owner's son and also a part-timer there. he was basically in charge when his father was away.

the three of you would always hang out at the shop with Yonghoon. you were still middle schoolers when you started the routine.

this was because the three of you were still saving up your pocket money to buy your own instruments.

guitar for Hyungu, bass for Giwook and drums for you.

Yonghoon and his father were kind enough to allow you three play their instruments till you saved up enough.

even after the three of you had succesfully bought your own instruments, all of you still hang out at the shop as usual.

you were now a highschool senior together with Giwook, while Hyungu was already in his second year of university.

you and your brother were a bit late because Hyungu called you over to the university due to an 'emergency'. you asked Giwook to head to the shop first.

turned out, Hyungu just received a love confession from someone and he didn't know what to do. the first idea that came to his mind was to call his one and only sister.

"ahh Hyungu.. that youth feeling. you should enjoy those love letters and confessions while you can. the last time i got a confession was when i was still a highschooler. 6 years ago? ahhh..." Yonghoon said as he patted Hyungu's head.

you sighed silently. no one knew about your feelings for the older guy except for Giwook. you just didn't have the courage to confess to him yet though...

you fell for Yonghoon 5 years ago because of his kind heart. you fell deeper because he was so caring towards the people around him. Yonghoon was just a pure fluff ball.

his honey voice and handsome looks were really bonuses. you loved it when he would join in your practice and sing random lyrics, following the rythm.

{ credits to rightful owner(s) }

"how about you Giwook? ah but you're still a baby...". Yonghoon asked but then pouted and ruffled Giwook's hair. Giwook only frowned and shook his head.

that... that was the main reason you didn't confess.

you had a 6-year gap with Yonghoon. and Yonghoon still treated you and Giwook like you guys were still kids.

sure, he'd known you since you were like 15, but you were 20 now. a grown lady. not a kid anymore.

"how about me? is it okay if i receive love confessions?" . you asked Yonghoon, testing him.

both Yonghoon and Hyungu frowned and exclaimed at the same time. "no!".

you blinked at their reactions and mirrored their expression.

"why not?". you asked.

Hyungu sighed and stepped closer to you. "because guys are dangerous. i don't want you to get hurt.". he reasoned.

you frowned deeper at his answer and faced Yonghoon's for his.

Yonghoon nodded, agreeing with Hyungu.

you glanced towards Giwook as he gave you an encouraging nod.

"what if, i'm the one who confesses ? and the guy is a trustworthy guy?". you asked again.

Hyungu paused for a while as he looked straight into your eyes. "and you are talking about who?". he asked in a serious tone.

you gulped and stepped back from your brother. you glanced one last time at Giwook before facing Yonghoon.

you didn't know what got into you but the current situation made you braver to suddenly confess your feelings.

"i like you, Yonghoon oppa.".

Hyungu stared at you in shock. Giwook sighed in relief as you finally broke free from your years of misery.

after a few seconds of silence, Yonghoon only responded with a lighthearted chuckle.

*shit. even his chuckle sounds wonderful.* you thought.

"i like you too, don't worry.". Yonghoon said in the tone he usually babies Giwook with.

you rolled your eyes and shook your head. "you know that's not what i meant..". you said back.

"i like like you. i have feelings for you. i like you as more than an older brother,Yonghoon oppa.". you continued.

Hyungu only sat on one of the chairs, too shocked to interrupt your confession.

Yonghoon gave you a small smile and patted your head. "but you are still a kid.". he stated.

you frowned and removed his hand from your head, only to grab it with both of your hands.

"no, i'm 20 now. i'm no longer the baby 15 year old me. i'm a grown lady now. can't you see?".

Yonghoon smiled and pulled his hand away gently. he pinched your cheek lightly and patted your shoulder.

"why not we wait for you to finish your studies till university and we'll see again, hmm? you don't want this old guy anymore once you've seen those better guys in uni.". Yonghoon tried to joke, wanting to lighten the tense situation.

you sighed and nodded your head weakly. you didn't have the energy to fight .

you gave a small smile back before tiptoeing to land a peck on Yonghoon's cheek.

"if i have to wait, you have to wait too because i am sure i really really like you.". you said as you landed back on your feet.

Yonghoon blinked at your actions and placed a palm on his cheek. before he could answer you, you gave a cute wink and excused yourself quickly.

your feelings were too overwhelmed after the whole thing so you decided to leave the shop earlier, to calm yourself down.

even after you have left, Yonghoon was still frozen on his spot, hand still on his cheek. Hyungu was also in shock at how smooth his sister's confession was.

Giwook sighed at the older boys' current states and quickly nudged Yonghoon.

"just go confess to her already, hyung. you've been waiting for her to turn 20, right?".

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a/n : back with another ONEWE fluff! this time it's Yonghoon😍 our dreamy leader. anyways , give love to ONEWE ! 🌸💫

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