#bad guitar tho

[tobeos]

rei giving koga his guitar is all fun and games until you realize that people will gift their belongings to others when they're set on dying soon......

#*drops to my knees in agony* AUGGHHHAUGHHGG OUUAHHHGGGGGGGGG #rei's depression during second yr was genuinely devastating to read #he needed therapy. SO bad (he still needs it) #but anyways kogy gets a cool new guitar :33 #HE WAS SO CUTE IN THE ANIME DURING THIS SCENE!!!! WAHHH!!!!!! #ensemble stars #enstars #koga oogami #rei sakuma #reikoga #kogarei #tagging ships but i was leaning more towards platonic with this one #its up to interpretation tho!

[liquidstar]

ALIEN STAGE FANS WAKE THE FUCK UP!!!!!!!!

NEW VIDEO DROPPED. ITS NOT A FULL ROUND ITS LIKE. ALMOST AN IN UNIVERSE PROMOTION FOR THE REALITY SHOW BUT ALSO HAS SOME STUFF THATS OBVIOUSLY FOR US THE REAL AUDIENCE ITS REALLY AWESOME

#ALSO YEAH THE TOP 3. THEY SURE ARE SOMETHING #thumbnail girl is very cute i wonder if she'll be relevant at all #mizi was hardly in this but im obsessed w just the look she gives at the end i wanna seeeee what happens next so bad #i get it tho its abt the top 3 and shes not one of them bc she was too much of a girlboss (beat the shit out of luka) so sad #but till killing a guy was fine. granted that guy was a guitar. whatever #alien stage

[poems-of-a-lover]

do u think learning how to play bass would get a cute guy to fall for me

#i wanna learn so bad #i have a buddy who knows how to play guitar and i asked if i should learn and he said he thinks im more of a bass guy so here we are #it just sounds fun i miss playing music #i need to learn bass clef tho. i hate bass clef. i love u treble clef <3 #i spent almost ten years in treble clef and now i gotta relearn aghafakjshdfkj #horrible really #anyway someone should kiss me #mlm #mlm yearning #mlm post #mlm love #gay mlm #mlm thoughts #t4t #trans mlm #mlm blog #t4t yearning

[bmpmp3]

why does everything i get really into always end up being so god damn niche. by the year 2035 i am going to be blogging exclusively about the interpersonal relationships between the pillbugs and snails hiding underneath the bricks lining the flowerbeds in my parent's garden.

#im falling hard into the virvox guys rn sowwy. i like em a lot hee hee. i didnt realize just how small the fanbase for em was tho #actually i didnt realize how small the company that makes them were either. i got so used to the yamahas and cryptons of the vsynth world #that i forgot that like honestly. a lot of the voicebank makers and some of the software makers themselves #theyre like companies of like barely 10 employees with like no funding LOL not a bad thing but i forgor #but yeah i was looking up to see if there was like. a fanon reason why people shipped takehiro and ryusei? not judging because i get it #i like took one look at the virvox guys and immediately slotted them as a very strange boyband (a catboy and a middle aged dragon man....) #and also took a second look at takehiro and ryusei and assumed they were childhood friends. i saw the doujin flash before my eyes #but also looking into it it seems the fanbase is also like. 20 people. and like 3 of them ship that #and at least one person ships whiteCUL and ryusei? why not LOL when it comes to vsynths sometimes a ship can be spearheaded by like #one very prolific artist HGDJKDFSHDJK which actually reminds me. honestly i dont really have many vsynth ships #i guess i dont really partake in a lot of shipping stuff deeply but i like romance!! you know i like love stories. you know this #i mean i keep calling the eclipsed sounds characters the celestial polycule for a reason tho. im not joking around about this #this is serious to me. they are stars and moons and suns and together they hang out and kiss. in the sky. this is serious to me #also i do like solaria x eleanor forte actually. its a bit random but i understand it. i understand it #and of course the aformentioned takehiro x ryusei. and also the whole virvox polycule. get that old man in here too #(what do they call people like me. a multishipper? i do that a lot. you know this from my otome game fanart LOL) #OH and i dont remember either of their names rn but i like that the cevio bank anju inami voiced has like a big fat crush on like #that girl with the brown hair. i like that theyre like. besties (turning into something more wink wonk) #thinks with all my brain. i think thats it. i dont know why theres so little. i think its because i think of them as like #audio sample libraries first and foremost and i forget about their characters and relationships LOL #but im not against the idea of making some audio sample libraries kiss...... not at all #picks up a guitar sampler and a sound effect cd. presses them together. #hee hee. they kiss

[sheepie-self-ships]

Me when the f/o…

#girl help I’m going through my bones album… #sometimes the guitar solos should be LONGER #IMO. Just Saying #there’s this one concert video I keep replaying [pensive clown emoji] #I recently found a different angle/longer video of the solo and GOD #clenched fist and punches the table #this 🤏 close to making it my alarm in the morning stg #/lh /j for any Kae’s that see this post 🤡 I won’t do that to my roommates.. for now #bonesy 🦅 #sheepie gushes #UPDATE PRESIDENTIAL ALERT I FOUDN THE SONG THE SOLO IS FROM BEISJSKS #all I had were like. exclusively the show I knew it was from and the solo by itself #now I know what song they were playing at the time 💀 #the video I found it on tho kinda sucks during that part exclusively LMAO #the one taking it took. kinda a bad photo in the middle of the video 💀 and it paused recording #and he wouldn’t move the camera to bones at the beginning of it so 💀 but by far the closest vid to the stage lmao #also best quality of the 3 versions I have :3 #every time I like. see a good photo of bones in passing it does like -10 psychic damage because I get so used to seeing my doodles of him 💀 #so I forget what he looks like and I go ooWOAG

[diodellet]

∞ hiiiiiiiiiii rave about this song for me (if you want!!)

uwaaa thanks forda ask bibi! i will do my best to ramble (<-0.5 seconds bfore shuffle decided to pull a pro gamer move™️)

It’s t-t-time, put on a mask, cause anyone will do  If it can hide fear inside of you  Come on, I’ll gather up all of your pride -Idola no Circus by Neru (translyrics and vocals by Oktavia)

sldjfdlksjfsld omg not shuffle putting my edgy vocaloid phase on blast HELP🙈🙈 (also MAN i missed listening to oktavia's voice...her power!! the way she channels the emotions of the song!! HER ADLIBSSSS!!!!! )

from first glance this song looks like it could be related to lost one's weeping, with the highschool uniform and the red school desks (PLUS THAT SICK GUITAR TRACK😩🎸🎸) but then you look at the lyrics and go HMMM actually this song feels like a different kind of fucked up like are the persona's issues still school-related? UH OH!! I DONT THINK WE'RE IN SCHOOL ANYM--

it could be about people-pleasing, it could be about feeling beyond salvation, it could be about those and a third worse thing thrown into the mix, i think. a lot of neru's songs are free to interpretation like that!

(send me ∞ and i'll give you my fave lyric from what shows on shuffle)

#aka i was abt to say CATERCORE for this song and then i double checked the lyrics #tbh i still dont know this song is about #as soon as i heard the guitar i was blasted back to my 15 yo self #15 yo dio: OUH SHIT THOSE GUITARRRRSSSSS #THOSE DRUMSSSSSS!!! RAWRRRR RAKENROLLLLL #i kinda miss when he leaned into his j-rock style more tho... #its true what they say: the shit u listen to as a teenager dictate ur comfort music taste #MANNNN i had a really big neru phase (i was down bad for a chara that only had 30 seconds of screentime in a three min pv) #dellet-asks #bibi-cha

[the-spartan-himself]

‼️🛑Stranger Things S4 Spoilers🛑‼️

Dude when Eddie died I was expecting him to pop back up and scare Dustin and maybe laugh it off and be fine not actually fucking die 😭💀

#stranger things #st4 #stranger things season 4 #stranger things s4 vol2 #rip eddie #vecna #st5 #stranger things eddie munson #stranger things Dustin henderson #dustin henderson #eddie munson #the upside down #stupid bats killed Eddie #that guitar solo was epic tho #i hate you duffer brothers #steddie #steddie was supposed to exist #duffer brothers #duffer brothers why #duffer brothers queer baited me so bad

[junkyardromeo]

this is somethin awful to look at

#duality of man. i need to write a post abt southern imagery in glam metal but not tn #but there is smth there. the thing w the stars n bars n the way that u see it for no fuckin good reason on cali bands #anyways. duality. im mad that country is that close to glam metal tho how tf did that happen . nothin in that folder existed til october #n i been buildin the glam folder for YEARS #i got some kinda awful dixiana dirt thing happenin to me #there is. so much to unpack here #the thing abt dixie is that it will have a hold on u forever no matter how bad u run away from it #n the thing abt cali is that it calls in the night n u know damn well u wouldn’t make it a fuckin day there #n the thing abt sad blonde southern prettyboys with guitars is that they ain’t got no damn sense #n they ain’t gonna be happy nowhere because there ain’t nowhere cut out for em n there never rly was #so they’re chasin skirts in some old relic of the classy south n dreamin of broadway lights #n gettin their hands n hearts dirty with sins they ain’t got the means to pay off now or in the next life #n makin 3am cigarette runs when they know damn well they swore off that shit #but it don’t rly matter none cuz they ain’t gonna live long enough to see them broadway lights or then sunset lights anyways #i can tell y’all somethin about all that cuz im livin it four on the floor every damn day #the grass is greener bout everywhere but ain’t none of it real except wherever you’re runnin from #n the thing about runnin is once you do it you can’t never really look back #sure. look in the rearview. ain’t the same as you remember is it? #one thing i done learned is that life’s a lot like drivin #n it ain’t no coincidence that i tore the side mirror off my shitbox a couple years ago n cracked the rearview on new years eve #like some kinda fucked up angels sayin son don’t look behind you #some kinda fucked up angels sayin boy quit lookin back or you’re gonna crash #so what’s it gonna be? slow down or don’t look back? y’all fuckers ain’t got no consensus or else im hearin things #ain’t gettin no straight answers #could be that i got the devil down here in dixie tellin me shit that ain’t true n i got them angels of god cornerin me in music stores #sayin shit i weren’t ready to hear #so what’s it gonna be? hoss whisperin in my ear or curtis lowe on devine street? #or durango on my left shoulder? #n i know damn well ain’t none of em wrong #but i ain’t gettin no answers tonight neither way so i’ll take another smoke n think it over

[8cfc00]

my "friend group" literally has a band without me im going to walk into the ocean

#im literally sooo good at guitar tho LET ME INNNNNNNNNN #im not actually that good #but i want to get better so so bad and i wish the people around me supported me in my musical pursuits #but im banned from going to anyones house so i guess im just gonna have to. play videogame alone in my room

[petrodragonicapocalypse]

in retrospect getting an ambiguous score on the main autism tests but getting a wayy above average score on the cat-q is kinda funny... like im clearly masking Something. not sure what tho

#the age old question of do i have Girl Autism or is the education system just inhospitable to human life 🤔🤔 #i did do some distinctly non-neurotypical things in secondary school #like when i finished my gcse exams and instead of having the promised ''summer of your life'' i shut myself in my bedroom for several weeks #in order to complete the ''John Deacon Birthday Project'' which was where i a) bought a bass guitar b) immediately attempted to learn #over a dozen Queen songs (and not the easy ones) c) try to exactly recreate an outfit that John wore in the year each song was released and #d) record myself playing the songs whilst wearing said outfits and compiled it into a video to post in time for his birthday (19th aug) #bear in mind that this was all ostensibly ''for'' a guy that hasnt made a public appearance or statement since 1997. #so there was NO way he'd see it #my mum actually had to contact my friends begging them to invite me to the beach to get me out of the house 😭😭😭 #now why did i do all that. idk. but the videos probably still on this blog if you dig for it LMAO #nah i dont think im legit autistic tho i just got mad Hyperfixations and Bad At Small Talk #sorry for oversharing #my posts

[sweet-as-kiwis]

Tryna convince mother dearest to buy me a banjo wish me luck

#it’s. only 100$ which ain’t too bad? #it def needs a restring but I can probs ask my friend for that. he figured out how to restring a violin a banjo cannot be harder than that #it retails for ~600$ from what I’m seeing so it’s SAVING MONEY AT LEAST PLEASE I WANT ONE #too bad I couldn’t get the pretty 1920s banjo tho she was def the first choice #but she was also. 450$. and I would have to convince my parents to drive two hours to pick it up for me. so uh. yea. #please i am So Normal about instruments #and this wouldn’t be the dumbest financial decision regarding instruments I’ve ever made! #that would go to the 25$ guitar that needs 700$ in repairs! #or having my grandpa ship me an autoharp from the opposite coast (idk how much that shipping cost but it could NOT have been cheap) #pls #banjos sound so Fun i want to learn it

[tagboss]

how was dethklok brother

when they played ejaculate fire i got so excited i almost puked.

also the venue plaayed some SpongeBob metal song over the speakers before the show

#hi i keot passing out in the car on the way home ao im awake at ass o' clock #genuinely such fun time. i feel so bad for brendon tho i know thwt shit hurts no matter how long youve been at it 🫡 #guitar was so fucking gorgeous and people were doing like some ant death spiral in tje mosh pit during baby metal #(<- was NOT in the mosh i would've goten fuxkin killed) #🗞️

[iodotsys]

I just had a horrible realization.

I'm living like I do in every single Sims game I've played since I was a teenager.

#i predicted my future #also i guess i just knew how i wanted to live #painting and guitar #not socializing at all #outside bad #maybe have garden tho #the sims #also have 1 cat

[micecakes]

I wanna get bass guitar and overdrive pedal and play DFA1979 songs and stuff like that……

#I should save my monies tho #maybe I will focus on building model kits and getting boxes out of the way #I’m gonna fix up my old guitar tho and get a case for it so it doesn’t go bad again

[draculas-tits]

its funny how as i grew up and learned about tech, my childish preferences morphed directly into the correct behaviors and analyses of tech. i hated apple as a kid, i didnt have a reason then, but i have plenty of valid reasons now, almost all stemming from their shitty business practices. i was always a firefox user, never had a reason until chrome started demonstrating how evil a simple browser could be.

#btw i hate microsoft too! its not a a vs b thing #but apple IS more anti consumer #apple is also anti repair for IT workers #like they dont want us in IT repairing their shit they want us to buy our users new laptops for over a thousand dollars #meanwhile i can order a battery for a dell laptop off the internet for maybe 15 #maybe 20 bucks? #also?? apple fucking GLUES the batteries in #so if you DO decide to pay a couple hundred just for a battery replacement kit #(yes kit because it requires a solution mixed for destroying the glue) #you get to spend all fucking day with glue hands #suction tools #and thick guitar picks #trying to get this stupid fucking macbook to relent its bad battery #i like macOS though its complicated #apple sucks but macOS is kinda sexy for some of my workflows 😔 #i'd never buy an apple computer tho #i just took all my apples off the retired shelf at my last IT job #i have a mac mini #a rose pink macbook with a broken shift key #a 2013ish macbook air (its so cute) #and a 2016ish macbook pro #i paid 0 dollars for my macs

[aroonescape]

rockstar lifedrawing! 🎸

#i got a guitar recently #im so bad at it tho lol #its a full size one and my hands are TINY #and WEAK #i have 0 forearm strength oops haha #guitar #rockstar #digital art #life drawing #figure drawing #costume figure drawing #illustration #procreate #character design #vis dev