#over a dozen Queen songs (and not the easy ones) c) try to exactly recreate an outfit that John wore in the year each song was released and

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in retrospect getting an ambiguous score on the main autism tests but getting a wayy above average score on the cat-q is kinda funny... like im clearly masking Something. not sure what tho

#the age old question of do i have Girl Autism or is the education system just inhospitable to human life 🤔🤔 #i did do some distinctly non-neurotypical things in secondary school #like when i finished my gcse exams and instead of having the promised ''summer of your life'' i shut myself in my bedroom for several weeks #in order to complete the ''John Deacon Birthday Project'' which was where i a) bought a bass guitar b) immediately attempted to learn #over a dozen Queen songs (and not the easy ones) c) try to exactly recreate an outfit that John wore in the year each song was released and #d) record myself playing the songs whilst wearing said outfits and compiled it into a video to post in time for his birthday (19th aug) #bear in mind that this was all ostensibly ''for'' a guy that hasnt made a public appearance or statement since 1997. #so there was NO way he'd see it #my mum actually had to contact my friends begging them to invite me to the beach to get me out of the house 😭😭😭 #now why did i do all that. idk. but the videos probably still on this blog if you dig for it LMAO #nah i dont think im legit autistic tho i just got mad Hyperfixations and Bad At Small Talk #sorry for oversharing #my posts