#ayan x akk

[respectthepetty]

Ruin My Life

My favorite moment in any relationship arch is the oh moment.

The moment the guy realizes he is already too far gone, and there is no way to turn back even if he wanted to. Even if he could run away, he'll never be the same after this moment. It's the moment where the guy knows that he would risk it all to keep this moment and this person forever. A moment like this is terrifying because the truth is he would let this person ruin his life, gladly.

I want you to ruin my life. I want you to fuck up my nights. I want you to bring it all on. If you make it all wrong, then I'll make it all right. I want you to ruin my life.

#ruin my life #that oh moment #the eclipse #a tale of thousand stars #not me #old fashion cupcake #to my star #love mechancis #we best love #kinnporsche #ayan x akk #kan x thua #tian x phupha #sean x white #togawa x nozue #ji woo x seo joon #vee x mark #shu yi x shi de #vegas x pete

[justme-1723]

Came across these again today and had to share 🧡

I miss Akk & Aye. I need new FK characters to obsess over 😩

#first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #firstkhao #gmmtv #gmmtv series #first khaotung #khaotungfirst #khaofirst #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #akkayan #the eclipse the series

[earthfluuke]

AkkAyan + Hands THE ECLIPSE EP. 6 (2022)

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkayan #ayanakk #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #my creations #THEMMMMMMM

[bird-inacage]

An Akk x Ayan Gifset | Parallels: Our Skyy VS Episode 11

#our skyy 2 #our skyy x the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkaye #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #firstkhao #khaofirst #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #i just miss them #emptying my drafts ever sooo slowly

[heretherebedork]

It's very interesting to contrast Kan and Akk as well as Thua and Ayan because they play similar roles in their relationships but with very different bases.

Kan is not having a sexuality crisis in the same way Akk is. Kan knows he's gay. Kan knows that he's attracted to boys and, very specifically, that he is attracted to Thua. He knows that and he is torn between self-hatred, social discomfort and a desperate yearning for what could be if he just gave in.

Akk is having a sexuality crisis and a morality crisis and an education crisis and a personal crisis and just... how many crisis can one teenager have? We're gonna find out. He's struggling with his own thoughts, with figuring out what he's feeling at all and with the very concept of what is going on in his life. He doesn't understand how he feels about Ayan and he's still in the middle of discovering himself.

Thua knows he's gay as well. He knows he likes Kan. He even knows that Kan is protecting him and, I suspect, he knows that Kan likes him back. He's the most honest of the characters, the most comfortable in his skin. He is not in any kind of crisis nor denial. He's just trying to be the best student he can be, a good friend and to keep the people he cares about safe.

Ayan is in a very different kind of crisis. His pain is coming from an outside trauma. He's comfortable with his sexuality enough to use it to his advantage and he's smart enough to understand how to use his knowledge and his understanding of people to help himself. But he's still in a deeper crisis, one of pain and revenge and loneliness and isolation. Because for all that he's doing all of this, for all the flirting and the closeness, he's shared nothing of himself with anyone and he won't for some time. No one at Suppalo knows him.

There are so many stories here, stories about repression and loneliness and isolation and acceptance and fear and rules and history and change.

#the eclipse series #the eclipse themes #the eclipse #the eclipse the series #thai bl #thai drama #thaibl #thai series #bl drama #bl series #asianlgbtqdramas #asianlgbtqdrama gif #asian lgbtq dramas #gmmtv #akkayan #kanthua #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #kan x thau #thua x kan #ayanakk

[spokenfromtheheartandsoul]

something something about the look in someone’s eyes when they can’t quite believe that the person in front of their eyes is really there. idk man idk i’m losing my mind

#always thought the look in aye's eyes in ep 12 reminded me of smth. just can't believe it took me this long to realize it was akk in ep 10 #anyway ever since coming to realize this parallel. i have been DISTRAUGHT #the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #ayanakk #eclipse the series

[happy-xy]

Ayan is a funny guy. 

- The Eclipse (2022) | EP.5

#akkayan #ayanakk #asianlgbtqdramas #lgbtedit #The Eclipse #the eclipse the series #ayan x akk #akk x ayan #First Kanaphan #Khaotung Thanawat #gay #bl drama #bl series #gifs #mine

[connorjesup]

AYAN & AKK in THE ECLIPSE EP11

So did you fall for me first? Don’t be ridiculous. You liked me first. I liked you later. What are you smiling at? It’s the very first time you said you like me. Sounds very nice. Shut up.

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #theeclipseedit #lgbtedit #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #ayan x akk #show: the eclipse #the eclipse spoilers #my gif #allte #akk being on the left and aye on the right on all the gifs??? i just picked random stuff i liked?????? what's all this then #this ep was ten shows in one i am CRYING #them laughing in the pool scene just yeah <3333333333333333

[saladbroth]

god it's just. the way they're both trying so hard to be there for each other, to be strong for each other

akk is at his breaking point already during class with teacher waree and goes hurtling past it with that fucker chadok yelling at him and yet he tries to smile for aye and tries to tell him he's okay. that he doesn't need to worry. and he pulls himself back together over and over again, lets himself cry for only a moment before trying to be strong because he can see that aye is barely holding on either. it's worrying how good he is at stopping himself while sobbing and pulling back his shoulders and trying to sound steady

and aye. god. aye is furious and trying so hard to get chadok away from akk and he's terrified because he understands how his uncle was driven to his demise, and i think he really, fully understands what his mother felt like now as well, when she asked him if he was leaving her too. it's the devastation on his face when he looks at akk, who only days ago was smiling and teasing him, kissing his cheek and flirting and being happy, that really just brings this point home. he's trying so hard not to let his grief and his fear and his anger get the best of him because he knows akk needs him, knows that he can't ever forgive himself if he doesn't give akk his all now, if something were to happen to him

it's just. i think they're both trying their best to hold themselves together because they haven't yet learned that they can be weak together, too. "you're allowed to be weak, at least with me" applies to them both at the same time, but it seems like aye and akk think they need to cling to cliff with one hand and each other with the other hand, instead of falling together holding each other

#these boys break my heart so much #i want them both in therapy away from that school going on cute little dates and flirting like the absolute clowns they are #i want them safe and happy #and i'm going to become a fictional character to murder chadok personally if aye doesn't do it for me #akkayan #akkayan meta #the eclipse meta #the eclipse #the eclipse series #the eclipse akk #the eclipse ayan #akk the eclipse #ayan the eclipse #the eclipse the series #khaotung thanawat #first kanaphan #first khaotung #akk x ayan #ayan x akk

[anastasiareyreed]

imagine if Sand's birthday ended with THIS instead of silent crying into a pillow

#alexa play sweet dreams #raysand #sandray #only friends #only friends series #only friends the series #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #ayanakk

[wanderlust-in-my-soul]

You've been following me everywhere. Are you into me, prefect? ~ I'm not a friend you can play with. Do you think of me as more than a friend?

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #Ayan x Akk #akk x ayan #I loved this first episode #bl drama #bl series #thai bl #thai drama #thai series #asian bl #asianlgbtqdrama #myedit

[respectthepetty]

The Sun & The Moon

They say as the solar eclipse approaches the curse becomes stronger

A solar eclipse occurs when the Moon passes between the Earth and Sun appearing as if the Moon is covering the Sun obscuring its light and leaving the Earth in darkness. The Moon is usually in the New Moon phrase when this happens.

What if the eclipse isn't the actual astronomical event that will cause chaos, but instead it is what happens when Akk and Ayan begin to orbit each other?

Akk [Big Foot] = Sun

Ayan [Short Stop] = Moon

The school's symbol is the sun

And Akk, the bigger and brighter star, is the president of the Prefects, meaning he is the golden child (sun traits).

While Ayan, the smaller one, is the new student and lurks in the shadows (new moon behavior).

Ayan's hoodie, that he wears over his uniform (shadowing the school's symbol = sun) clearly depicts a solar eclipse transpiring:

The top object is the Sun, the lower object is Earth, and the middle shows the transition of the Moon during the eclipse.

The front of his hoodie reads Solstice

A solstice marks when a hemisphere has the most or the least sunlight of the year but is also when the "sun stands still"

Ayan's notebook depicts the sun as well, but he keeps it hidden.

The music video that accompanies the series is also called..."Over the Moon"

Finally, Akk's pin shows the school's sun symbol in golden lighting,

while Ayan's pendant that he wears on his necklace shows the moon transitioning into the eclipse with blue lighting.

A total eclipse is rare. A solstice solar eclipse is even rarer. An eclipse is also known to cause disorder because it can mess with gravitational pulls, technology, and, of course, the natural order of life because it casts everything in darkness.

Akk's life is good, but the exact second Ayan appears, he is off balance. Each time he encounters Ayan, he freezes; he enters a solstice stage by standing still.

Akk, the Sun, should be able to overpower Ayan, the Moon, easily, but Ayan continues to overshadow Akk at each turn because they are an eclipse, and this disruption of the school's natural order will cause mayhem. The closer they get, the stronger the unrest will become.

They are the curse.

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #ayan x akk #akk x aye #akkayan #they are the eclipse

[justme-1723]

Ignore me. I’m still missing Akk & Aye 😩

#first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #gmmtv #gmmtv series #firstkhao #first khaotung #khaotungfirst #khaofirst #akk x ayan #akkayan #ayan x akk #the eclipse the series #eclipse the series

[earthfluuke]

AkkAyan + Nicknames THE ECLIPSE EP. 12 (2022)

#the eclipse #the eclipse the series #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #ayanakk #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #my creations #the last big foot!!!

[bird-inacage]

An Akk x Ayan Gifset | Aye’s Comforting Hugs

Ayan’s hugs are so incredibly warm and enveloping. He often looks like he’s the only thing holding Akk up. And that little squeeze he does on the back of Akk’s neck.

#the eclipse #the eclipse series #akkayan #akk x ayan #ayan x akk #akkaye #firstkhao #khaofirst #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #i missed them #an eclipse throwback gifset #why are these two so phenomenal at crying?? #they really expelled an absolute deluge of tears in this series

[heretherebedork]

A short evolution of Ayan's threats to kiss Akk through The Eclipse.

#the eclipse #the eclipse series #the eclipse the series #bl drama #thai drama #thaibl #bl series #thai series #asianlgbtqdramas #thai bl #asian lgbtq dramas #asianlgbtqdrama gif #gmmtv #asianlgbtqdramagifs #asian lqbtq dramas gif #the eclipse meta #akk x ayan #akkayan #ayanakk #ayan x akk