#asleep wherever i am cause the pain relief is so Nice my body is exhausted and just goes to sleep at the chance

[mejomonster]

What is it about internal pain that hurts so much more than external pain :c

#rant #asterisk here that i think some people find external pain hurts more #just like. man. i can walk off a tackle. i can limp away with a bruise the size of my head #i dont even feel a slice across my skin externally after a second #which is why i dont realize oh shit i have a cut till i shower later and find a 10 inch long cut down my calf oops #but. internal? god my internal pain SO bad a muscle relaxer. a nerve pain med #and max dose ibprofen and tylenol dont do SHIT #pain so bad that when the pain stops i literally fall s #asleep wherever i am cause the pain relief is so Nice my body is exhausted and just goes to sleep at the chance #i wish bodies let me TURN THE INTERNAL PAIN OFF #like YES body! you alerted me! i get it! im injured somewhere inside! stop telling me now! #its hard to treat it when simply existing hurts so fucking much! #anyway my backs been 8-9/10 pain for a month now and i did ab exercises yesterday #in a desperate attempt to relieve pain after lidocaine patch and muscle relaxer and ibprofen didnt help #and i woke up today at 6 am to period cramps. #and somehow. those period cramps hurt MORE then my back pain #to the point my body didnt even register the back pain. then i took ibprofen for the period #(and 800 mg worked eventually thank fuck) and now i feel the backpain nonstop again great -.- #(to be fair i have. excessively bad period cramps mormally. like make you wanna chainsaw off your abdomen #downward bad level cramps. scream for an hour in super hot bath water with 800 mg ibprofen and a muscle #relaxer pain levels. ToT