#anyways yeah thats it i love them dearly and i can’t wait to see how my brain expands this later

[mieltelecheycrema]

the urge to talk about my ocs constantly is immense so i will

#mielmbles #mielsmocs #following my account in the summertime means you are subject to viewing posts where i obsess over these little weirdos which can be avoided #by blocking mielmbles and mielsmocs which is why i have those tags #okay so basically new little workd thing that only has three characters at the moment that im sooooo interested in omg thinking about them #constantly and it only popped up in my brain recently bringing my story total to like three that i haven’t gotten rid of #the main jist of it is this chick hears about a very powerful witch that is very popular in town and decides to see if theyre looking for #a student or help since shes always thought that magic was so cool but never really knew where to start so omg wow huge powerful and popular #witch must be a great choice for beginning erh wrong turns out the witch doesn’t even classify as a witch and is actually two witches that #switch off on a daily basis due to a curse inflicted by a past customer that makes it so one of them always has to be in animal form usual #cat but it varies and neither of them even classify themselves as witches nor do they know were their abilities come from of course the girl #doesn’t know that and its not like the witches can keep sending her off forever the girl is subborn as hell and they really don’t have much #patience so they let her in and have to bs a bunch of ways to learn magic and the such but again they have no clue what they’re doing and #tbh they’re really more like glorified herbalists/botanists that just happen to have some of the most powerful magic ever concieved so they #keep trying to find ways to get the girl out but it always backfires intensely #that’s about it for now probably more plot points later or smth #tbh this is probably the easiest time ive had coming up with a story and world ever and i’m really excited to keep thinking about it cuz i #think its so cool like i also have a bunch of little tidbits of the characters like how the witchs wear choir robes cuz when they were #younger their school kinda was shutting down for a few reasons so they snuck in and stole the robes cuz they really liked them #anyways yeah thats it i love them dearly and i can’t wait to see how my brain expands this later

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

i'm extremely tired so I can't think of anything specific but tell me about tamara I feel like she's the one I know least about what's her vibe...

well BASICALLY she’s very like. the character you would expect to get the “she’s the braincell” treatment. she’s got that hermione granger realness. that annabeth chase swag. that nancy stranger things vibe. that brenda maze runner slay. lone female character in a book about some fucking dude syndrome. we’ve all seen it. the difference is i love her… and she’s also not actually Like That but well thats a given to you because as we know, the perception of female characters only ever has a 50% chance of being correct to how they actually are. basically she’s a little freak who pretends she’s normal and gets away with it because she’s rich and everyone likes her… she has the cunty Freak levels of snow season one ouat. it’s not always easy to notice in the books because well the narrator is call and he’s an idiot with sooo many of his own problems he rarely has the time to update us on everyone else. but seriously he and tamara are terrible aaron is sick of their shit and loves them sooo much <3 anyway. basically she’s soooo bitchy all the time because her parents suck majorly and her oldest sister died and her parents think she’s going to end up just like her and she lives her life like she’s constantly trying to pass a test that’s never over and she’s so fucking miserable because she never had friends until aaron and call but now she has friends and she loves them soooooo bad it makes her look a little stupid sometimes….. she’s like mom dad you have to let my friends stay with us for the end of summer they’re sad and lonely and poor…. and her parents are just fine with that because aaron is like a trophy because he’s The Makar (he’s the chaos mage they’ve all been waiting for for like 15 years that they expect to save them from the bad guy chaos mage. it’s complex basically he’s emma swan) and call is like. a fucked up stray cat tamara found in an alley that bites everybody but her and she loves this cat sooooo much that it would just be mean to tell her she can’t keep it because at the end of the day the expenses of the cat are not so bad and she takes care of it really well and you never even have to see it because it’s always with her. anyway yeah that’s call to tamara. she loves that freak <3 and she’s so cuntslay and cool and kind of annoying and the Worst and she loves cheating on tests and sneaking around and just generally getting up to mischief and she’s such a BITCH sometimes and i love her dearly that’s my friend tamara…

#i need to go through old posts i’ve tagged as Characters and make them about my magisterium guys later #anyway i love u tee <3 #asks #lonesomedotmp3 #🌀

[amazingphanisnotonfire-imagines]

Madelaine//i wasn’t ready then, i’m ready now, i’m heading straight for you

Request: Maybe you could do an imagine for Madeleine where reader is pregnant and is hanging out with cami Lili and Vanessa while Madeleine films a scene and she goes into labor and the girls start to panic and Madeleine has to cut the scene short & just fluff?

hey! its returned!! wooo! i hope you like this!!! also, thank you @statticghost for helping me with the title! it’s from adele’s ‘sweetest devotion’ which she wrote for her kid, which is quite nice. anyway, go check out @stattic-writes because they’re great and i like them a lot!! and have a nice day!! 

To most people, the behind the scenes of the Riverdale set is one huge maze that takes an eternity to walk through. With giant sets, an uncertain amount of rooms used for anything from storage to nap rooms and an unlimited amount of wiring lining the walls and floors. 

However to a very pregnant woman, it’s almost impossible to get through without getting lost at least twice, tripping at least five times (made even worse when you can’t see past your own stomach) and having to sit down every five minutes. Plus, the dull ache in your back you’ve been feeling all morning hasn’t really helped you. You’ve spent a good hour walking around and looking for your friends, and you’ve only now just found them, sat in what is usually the student lounge of Riverdale High. 

“Y/n? Did you swallow a planet?” Lili asks and you send her a sarcastic smile as you waddle towards her. 

Vanessa and Cami stop talking at the mention of your name, and large smiles appear on their faces once they see you. Cami and Vanessa stand to help you the last few feet to where they’re all sat while Lili moves along on the brown sofa so you can sit down. 

“It certainly looks like I did.” You huff once you’ve sat down. Your hands rest on your stomach as you take a few minutes to catch your breath. 

“Don’t listen to her. You look great.”

“You are a terrible liar Cami.”

“I’m not lying, you look amazing, especially considering the fact that you’re 38 weeks pregnant.” She argues, both Vanessa and Lili agreeing with her and you roll your eyes at your friends. They’re very sweet, but they’re all awful liars. 

“39 actually.”

“Shouldn’t you be at home?” Vanessa shifts in her seat so she’s facing you and you huff loudly, crossing your arms over your chest. You probably look like a grumpy toddler right now, with a pout on your lips and your arms crossed, but so would anybody that had been asked the same question every time they had a conversation with someone over the past few weeks.

“I should.” You nod. “But there’s only so much day time television I can take. My god its boring, I need to do something.”

“You’re gonna miss boring when they come along.” Lili glances at your stomach and you smile softly. 

“I know. But right now I couldn’t care less. I just want to talk to somebody that isn’t myself or a baby that can’t reply.”

“You’ve been talking to yourself?” Cami asks with a hint of concern in her voice. 

“I spend hours alone in the house, who else am I supposed to talk to.”

“Your friends?” She shrugs. 

“You try answering the door, or the phone with this attached to you making everything ten times harder.” You reply, sending her a look. 

“Fair point.” She nods. 

“How’d you get here then?” Lili asks. 

“With great difficulty.” You say, despite the lack of humour in your tone, the girls still laugh at your comment and even though you don’t want to, you feel a small smile breaking through your grumpy facade, until all four of you are giggling quietly. “Is Madelaine around?” 

“She’s filming at the minute, but she should be done soon.” Vanessa tells you, grabbing her phone and checking the time. You nod slowly, weighing up your lunch options while you look around. 

“Who’s facing Cheryl Blossom’s wrath today?” You ask. 

“Archie.” Lili replies, sending you a look and you grimace. 

“Poor KJ.”

“I think the stress of the baby is making her acting even better. She seems to channel all of that stress into making Cheryl the bitchiest woman ever. Its fascinating to watch.” Cami says and you smile at your friend. 

“And kind of scary.” Lili adds making you laugh. 

“Yeah. She’s kind of gone a little crazy over the past few weeks. She’s been planning literally everything. She has notebooks filled with baby things, the nursery was finished within the first month that we found out I was pregnant. And last week, she started setting alarms at weird hours of the night to get used to the sleep schedule.” You explain and they look at you with varying amounts of alarm. 

“Its sweet that she’s excited though.” Vanessa says. 

“Yeah it is.” You smile. They’ve never seen you smile like that before, full of excitement and joy and it makes them all smile too. Madelaine has the same look whenever somebody mentions you or the baby, and its very sweet to witness.

Your fingers draw light patterns over your stomach, and the baby kicks in return. Despite the pain, you smile anyway, wondering if they can hear you take about their mom.

They could come at any time really and you and Madelaine are waiting eagerly to welcome them into the world. Its something you’ve been wanting and waiting for, for two years, so you’re more than excited. Its been a long and draining journey filled with high exceptions and disappointing realities, doctors surgeries and needles and tears and frustration, but its all been leading up to this, and so its more than worth it. 

“I can’t wait to meet them.” Cami interrupts your thoughts and you look at her slightly dazed. 

“Yeah, me too.” Both Vanessa and Lili nod in agreement and you smile at the three of them. 

“Do you have any names?” Vanessa asks. 

“Nothing for certain yet. I think Madelaine’s convinced that when it comes out, it’ll just have a face that fits a name.” 

“So the answer is no then?” Cami teases. 

“Basically yeah.” You agree, laughing a little. 

“I don’t know if Madelaine has told you but, I hope you know you’re probably going to need a bigger house with all of the stuff you’re going to get just from us three.”

“Yep.” You nod. “She’s told me. And she told me about all the other cast and crew. Is it true that Casey got a huge 6ft teddy bear.” 

“Yes.” Lili laughs. “It lives in his spare room and he’s become quite attached to it.” 

“I’m pretty sure he said he was keeping that one and just buying you a new one.” Vanessa continues and the four of you laugh loudly. 

Yours however, is cut short by a sharp pain in your lower stomach. Your sudden inhale stops all laughter and the three of them look at you quickly. Your eyes screw shut while one hand grips your lower back and the other holds your stomach. 

“Y/n?” Vanessa asks quietly. “Is everything okay.” 

“Nope.” You force out through gritted teeth, slowly opening your eyes to look at them. 

Even though you’re fully prepared for this, you’ve read every book and article, some even twice because of Madelaine, now that its actually happening, all of that knowledge has gone out the window and all you want to do is cry. Nothing is right, Madelaine is busy, and its a week early and even though you love your friends dearly, the way they are looking at you is making you feel more panicked. 

The pain dulls a little at you let out a long breath, gripping the corner of the sofa and all three of the girls wince as they watch you. You feel something shift, and then another wave of pain rolls around and you grit your teeth again, pressure building up in your lower abdomen. 

“Is it happening?” Vanessa asks and you nod quickly. 

“Are you sure?” Lili asks, helping you stand when you try and do it yourself. Vanessa and Cami surround you, all of them steadying you while you’re doubled over in pain. 

“No. I’m just trying to tell this apart from a stomach ache, yes of course I’m sure. How can you not be sure that a human life is coming out of you?!” You grumble angrily, trying to focus your breathing. 

“Okay, just checking.” She apologizes. “Why don’t you sit down?” 

“I don’t want to sit down.” 

“Okay, me and Cami will help you stand, and Lili will go find Mads. Okay?” Vanessa takes charge of the situation and you’re glad somebody has. You don’t know what you would have done if all three of them stayed this panicked. 

“Okay.” You nod and Cami takes over from Lili. “Please hurry.” You hear Lili walk away, her footsteps getting quieter and you try to focus on listening for her coming back. 

“Okay, right. What do we do? I’ve never been in this situation before, what do we do?” Vanessa says frantically, looking around and trying to find something to help. Okay, maybe you were a little quick to think that she would know what to do. 

“We...breathe!” Cami says quickly. “Okay, Y/n, Y/n? Take deep breaths. In and out. In and out.” 

“Please stop saying in and out.” You cry, another contraction coming and going and the grip on her t-shirt tightens. 

“Sorry.” 

“Do you want anything? A drink or something?” Vanessa asks.

“I’m, ow, ow, ow, fuck, fuck fucking, shit OW.” 

“Owwww.” Cami cries, her legs buckling slightly as you squeeze her hand. 

“Stop being a baby.” Vanessa scolds and she sends her a glare back. 

“You’re not the one thats having the life squeezed out of their hand.” 

“You’re not the one pushing a melon sized thing out of your vagina! I get to say ow and nobody else.” You interrupt, getting more and more annoyed by the second. Where the hell is Lili? 

She’s only gone for two minutes, but two minutes feel like a life time when you’re pushing a human out of you. And so when she returns with a very panicked Madelaine in tow, you don’t know whether to hug her or hit her. 

Either one wouldn’t do much to stop the pain you’re feeling, but when Madelaine places a gentle hand on your back, taking over from Vanessa and Cami, you do feel a little bit better. 

“Hi babe.” Her voice is soft and comforting and dulls the pain slightly. You manage to stand up a little to look at her, and the smile thats lighting up her face is the best thing you’ve ever seen. She looks happier than you’ve ever seen her before and if you weren’t in so much pain, you’d definitely tell her how cute she looks. 

“Hi.” You manage to reply, despite it feeling like you’re being stabbed repeatedly. Her smile fades as she watches you grimace, and now she looks worried. But she tries to hide it, painting on a slightly wonky smile as she looks back at you. 

“You’re not supposed to be here.” She says, trying to distract you and a you let out a small laugh. 

“I got bored.” 

“Not so bored now are you?” She teases. 

“Nope.” You steel yourself against her and she wraps an arm around your waist, the other holds your hand tightly as she leads you towards the door. 

“Can one of you grab my bag please?” She asks the girls and Vanessa quickly runs off to grab it. Madelaine continues to lead you out of the door and after a lifetime (a minute) of walking, you’re stood by the doors that lead into the cast and crew parking lot. Vanessa catches up with you, and follows you to the car, putting Madelaine and yours’ bag in the backseat. 

“Are you telling me I could have just walked through that door instead of wandering around for an hour.” You huff as Madelaine helps you into the car. 

“Well, I told you to stay in bed but you wouldn’t listen to me.” She replies while fastening your seatbelt and you catch her gaze, sending her a hard glare. 

“Do you really want to argue with me right now?” 

“...nope.” She shakes her head quickly, double checking that you’re safe and you have everything before moving around the car and climbing into the drivers seat. The girls have already left, off to tell various people what is happening so its just the two of you. 

Madelaine starts the car, but takes a moment to look over at you, sat panting and sweaty in the passenger seat, but she knows she’s never loved anyone more. There’s nobody else in this world that she’d rather be doing this with, you’re her best friend and her soulmate and she’s going to love you and this baby for the rest of her life and beyond. 

“I love you.” She reaches her hand over the console to hold yours and you stop what you’re doing to look back at her, a small smile twitching at your lips. 

“I love you too.” You reply and press a soft kiss to her hand. 

“Are you ready?” She asks. 

“No.” You say honestly. “Are you?” 

“Absolutely not.” She laughs. 

Neither of you are worried though, because you know you have each other. 

#madelaine petsch #madelaine #madelaine petsch x reader #riverdale #riverdale imagine #riverdale cast #madelaine petsch x you #madelaine petsch imagine

[icharchivist]

hello icha!! i finally got around to finishing the stranger haha,, by which i mean i just watched it today. was veryyyy excited for it as i really like the poster design for this one. anyways. this event starting w/ the sort of portrait format or whatever / that narration is like. god. threw me right back to autumn troupe. I kind of love that the storytelling format itself is so distinct for autumn! the moment I realized it was omi I started getting teary… like oh man oh man… omi…. And the connection with him taking photos! ahh!! now that I think about it… omi kind of seems a bit like early version tsumugi, huh? also I keep forgetting this man is a college student lol. suspension of disbelief I suppose. onto the play i think like. mankai should invest in a fainting courch for tsuzuru. i also went to watch the play and 1) im betting yuki had a hell of a time costume design wise like the vines on the body? such fun costuming wise and 2) the ethical implications of whatever this play has,,, fun fun. tsuzuru was clearly having some kind of thoughts. i love zeros design and am always up for a3 characters crossdressing bc 1) i think its fun and 2) the costume design. i also dearly wish this whole thing was animated bc I feel like it’d be o fun to see taichi act as zero. or at least I hope this event gets full voiced one day... moving on to the scene where omi adds soy sauce to the paella I know it’s just like haha homare funny so lets five him a lil bit but like everyone in autumn troupe making their comments on the paella and like homare just jumping in. homare autumn troupe besties. just thinking. also the way they just r like. no no no omi it’s fine if u made a mistake!! it’s ok! we like it (you) anyways <3 it’s got it’s own special taste. something something omi’s perfectly pleasant as he is now but even if he weren’t on his a-game and was dealing with all of the biker gang stuff they would love him just as hard. another thing that got me was omi telling banri that he’ll give him something sweet so juza will stop grinding his teeth in his sleep… guys… guys you’ll give him cavities…. mb omi is a college student after all lol.

anyways when i saw the actual costumes. appreciative of them, i like the lil circuit-esque detailing on banri’s outfit, and that sakyo and taichi (nine and zero) both share that like collar detail? its very symbolic and probably also literal but its a nice way to sort of signify their relation to each other visually! also sakyo just looks nice. seeing him without glasses is so great. whoever thought up the like two mole detail for him was doing gods work.

something that confused me was ryo mistaking juza for nachi for a split second? like. does juza… look similar to nachi? or was it just that ryo only heard juzas voice and made that mistake. if it’s appearance wise too. kumon nachi confirmed. I’m joking lol bc I feel like I would’ve heard at least something abt it in one of the like small conversation comments, plus that doesnt seem like itd fit summer troupes style and kumon is for sure the wrong age… but still.

i really like how for this event, the roles for taichi and omi were kinda reversed. and taichis just so like. idk. smiley. rly lifts ur spirits. its kind of nice how this event contrasts to that cg where taichi is crying on omi. I also think like. idk. considering the story of the stranger. wolf gives zero a sense of purpose and life and I think that zero helps wolf lose his apathy. it’s about “the stranger” and the ending makes him like… not a stranger, right? because he’s got a companion. in the same way, taichi brings omi out of his emotional isolation. the picture taking! also the stickers coming back… thats such a good setup! the found family of it all!!

when he was trying to work out zeros character as soon as taichi mentioned a sharp speaking style I KNEW it was Yuki… yuki would never be as honest as zero is though lol… to me i imagine she’s got a sort of juza internal monologue feel? anyways. the taichi yuki dynamic intrigues me. havent yet decided how I feel abt it but when I do… yes. sorry that I make literally no sense. I think it’s very obvious that yuki is my fav chara kind of? I’m just. hmmm it makes me think! I’ve been monologuing to myself abt the yuki and juza dynamic lately which, to my a3 knowledge so far, doesn’t exist, but its ok bc I’ll make it exist! uhhh anyways this event was very good i liked the pacing. i think it didnt drag too hard and it really properly honed in on just omi and taichi, which was quite nice. they really did a lot for just an event!

time to listen to the event song,,, ok so. ah. i rly enjoyed just for myself it was very much to my taste so. out of curiousity i was like ok lemme look up the composer / producer AND IT WAS YUYOYUPPE....... that guy is like!!!! one of my FAV producers ever!!!!!! i know him from like. his vocaloid days and god leia is still one of my fav songs to this day...! this knowledge gives me so much joy omg!!! like wow!! wowwww!!! like i knew yuyoyuppe was out there doing other stuff (i know he worked on a lot of babymetal music which is cool) but like idk. to suddenly encounter it like this. heheh.... its so nice! made me soooo happy. going to relisten to leia now haha

WAIT ONE MORE THING. i was like "haha let me look at other songs i remember liking a lot" which. for me was rakuen oasis and don't cry. anyways. rakuen oasis is ALSO by yuyoyuppe???? oh my god!!! oh my god... sigh. feel like im in heaven.

OH HI FRIEND!! so good to see you with an a3 update!! :D

godd yeah The Stranger started so strongly and the idea to still incorporate portraits in his story was really something to make us cry!

And linking Omi and Tsumugi like this is pretty interesting :O <hat is your reasoning exactly? :O

For the fainting couch for Tsuzuru LMAO and i'm letting you know there's a webcomics that addresses it in Act 2 (hough there's no spoilers aside from the fact Chikage is here)

Im glad you liked the costume and the play!!! yeah i love the designs and it is always a blast to see them this into it, and yeaaah Tsuzuru has thoughts huh. It'll get voiced sooner than later hopefully and there we'll see more in details :3c but also that's what made the seiyuu live so fun bc they perform the songs in play cosplay and replay a bit of the play everytime and it's *chief kiss*

HOMARE AUTUMN TROUPE SOLIDARITY YES. LOVING IT.

And yeah the scene itself was so cute TwT they all want to reassure Omi and be there for him it's so sweet :( but yeah i love how you say it all, Omiimi TwT

and dLKFJDFLKJFDFD Giving Juza cavities is the price to pay for sleep i guess??

yeah agreed on the costume they all look so cool! and nice catch on how those three seem linked like that with their costumes, Yuki (and the designers) does such a good job! and god yeah for Sakyo.. yeah. He has sucha good design dLKJFDF

aND DLKFJD yeah no Juza is supposed to look like Nachi physically, but mostly his face? like i think Nachi was had green hair? we see a sprite of him in a future story, and yeah, everything is in the eyebrows. so Kumon should be safe? Omi mentions he sees a lot of Nachi in Juza, and while it is mostly due to their passions i think, the fact they're also rough looking guy with a heart of gold must play a part as well. but yeah, he does look like Nachi a bit.

and i love your deeper analysis of the event yeah!!

I feel like Taichi is really an emotional core of the troupe in the sense that is, he tends to catch on what others are feelings easily. And he uses it in the early chapters to ease off the tensions and stuff, but he was being held back by knowing he was deceiving them. So now that he's more free, he can be more of himself. but yeah i also love the contrast with how Omi was the one to help Taichi through his breakdown and guilt, and now it's the other way around, it's Taichi helping him through it. and the parallelism between the play and their dynamic is spot on imo! well said!!

and god yeah the sticker things made me cry sO HARD, and the pictures! and everything!! sobs it's such a sweet found family i'm going to cry :(

And! i love what you say about Yuki, Taichi and Juza on this one. I love that Taichi keeps bringing it back to "that childhood friend" and it's always like. so obvious who it is for us rip. But it can make you wonder if Yuki was more honest as a kiddo when Taichi knew him, though now he's clearly not. I love the mention of how Zero is more like Juza's internal speech (which, if anything is another argument about why you should let Juza wear a dress, cOWARD)

but also your mention of the Yuki and Juza thing, while i can't think of them having a dynamic per se yet, but i actually wrote a post during my reread about how i was baffled at the fact they treated Muku the same way?? like both of them tried to push Muku away because they were scared of how people would react if they say pure, sweet Muku was associated to them. And i find it fascinating because i guess those two are pretty aware of how the world see them, and it used to stop them from fully allowing them to be themselves.

I also find it relevant with the fact Yuki says in his personal song that while all of this way people judge him weight on him, he rather be himself, and "I want to love myself". Meanwhile we have Juza who's also aware of the way people judge him and it weight on him, and he wants to change himself from this person he hates, this self loathing - and in a way, he can grow in a way to be "someone" he may not hate, even on stage. I feel like those two have quite a bit in common in this way of being rejected by their peers in some sort of way.

I really want them to share some stuff at some point because there's really a groundwork on it all :(

But i'm really glad you liked that event!! agreed on the pacing and i do love what it brings to the characters! it really fleshes them out and have them move forward a little and it's pretty sweet.

AND OMG THAT'S SO COOL FOR THE SONG!! i'm so glad you liked it, but that's incredible it turned out to be from one of your fav producer!!! ahah sometimes life is like that where you end up finding the stuff you loved back into new stuff! and the fact Rakuen Oasis was from him as well... that's so cool!!! just, so so cool!

im pretty sure he has more songs going forward so i hope you'll enjoy the ride even more!!

thank you once again for sharing your thoughts about a3 :3c it always makes me so happy to see them!!!

Thank youu <3 have a good day :3c

#ichareply #ichafantalks a3 #sonnets of beauty #long post for ts

[novannna]

Newest Addition

So this is unedited bc im lazy and kinda rly bad, but thats ok.  Takes place when Tala realizes she’s pregnant, and just is about her and David figuring out what to do.  Pretty much all from Tala’s POV except from like a paragraph from David’s. word count: 1807

@renegadesnet event 2: august of anarchy
  ↪ [ anarchist/age of anarchy ]

Tala walked over to her husband and sat down in a chair.  He was leaning over the table, his back hunched and his eyes focused on the delicate strands of energy in front of him.  

“Mahal…” she said softly.  “I have something I need to tell you.”  Nervousness fluttered in her belly, but he quickly pushed it away.  

He looked up from his work, a small locket, still half finished, and smiled.  He reached up and tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear.  

“Of course, Caro,” he replied.  He shifted his body so he was facing her.  “What is it?” There was worry and fear on his face.  “Is something wrong?”

Tala looked at his warm brown eyes and felt herself melt a little bit.  “No, nothing’s wrong,” she reassured him.  “At least… not now.”

He chuckled nervously.  “You're scaring me Tala.”

“I’m pregnant,” she blurted out.  

David dropped the locket he had been holding.  “Your… your pregnant?”  He rubbed the space between his eyebrows.  “Are you sure?”

She nodded shakily.  “Yes.  I’m positive.”

David smiled at her, his eyes sparkling.  “Caro, we are going to have a family!  We are going to have a child!”  He stopped when he saw her expression.  “What is it, Tala?  What's wrong?  Do you not want this?”  His eyes were filled with concern  

“I want a baby, it's just…” she trailed off.  “I’m scared.  With everything that’s happening right now, can we really start a family?  We can barely feed ourselves, how will we be able to afford another mouth.  And everything is so dangerous.  They could get hurt, or die.  That would be our fault.  I’m scared David.  I’m so scared.”

He stood up and wrapped his arms around her.  “What do you want to do?  I want to raise a family with you, but only when you are ready.  I can ask my brother for a doctor for an abortion, or something, and we don’t need to think about it again until we’re ready.  I love you, Tala.  I want what you want.”

Tala collapsed into his arms and started to cry. “I don’t know what to do David.  I don’t want to sentence our child to a terrible life.  But, I also want to have a family,” she sniffled.  “Let me think about it.”  Tala swiped an arm across her eyes.  

“Anything for you Caro.”

---

Tala placed a hand on her round stomach, and felt the baby kick.  She had finally decided to keep the child, but she woke up at night, worrying that she handmade the wrong choice.  

David would reassure her that they would do everything they possibly could to care for their child, but Tala did not know if that would be enough.

A sharp knock on the door.  She started to get up, but David was there already, swinging the door open before she could even stand.  Tala scowled.  She hated being helpless.  

“David, Tala!  It's so good to see you,” Alec crowed at the couple.  “It’s been too long.”  The brothers embraced.  David stepped inside to let Alec into the house.  A woman followed behind him, her head tucked down.  Tala wondered why she was here, she had never seen her before.  

As if reading her mind, David asked, “And who is this, Alec?”

“I’m Penny,” the woman said softly.  

“I’m Tala,” Tala responded warmly.  

Alec clapped his hand down onto Penny’s shoulder.  “Penny can help you if you want.  She can assist you with any pregnancy problems, Tala.  I wouldn’t want to have anything happen to my brother’s precious wife.”  Tala bit down a snarl at his smug way of talking.  She had never liked Alec, but she knew that he loved David dearly, and David loved him back.  But Tala couldn’t look at him without seeing all the horrible crimes he had done.  

She forced a grateful smile onto her face.  “Thank you Alec, but I think we’ll be fine.  I would rather give Penny’s skills to someone who really needs them.”

Alec raised his eyebrows at her.  “Very well.  Penny, your welcome to leave.”  

The woman glanced at the door.  “Before I go, I can look and see the sex of your child.  If you would like,” she said to Tala.  

Tala and David looked at each other.  He shrugged.  “That would be wonderful,” Tala said.  Penny nodded.  She walked over to Tala and placed her hands on her stomach.  She closed her eyes and her eyebrows furrowed.  Tala looked over towards David.  The two brothers had walked away from the woman and were talking quietly.  

Penny lifted her hands off Tala’s round stomach and smiled. “It’s a girl,” she said.  

A girl.  Tala smiled.  “A girl, Mahal,” she called out to David.  “We’re going to have a little girl.”

David rushed over.  “A girl.” He grinned wide.  “My love, we can do it.”

Tala reached out and took Penny’s hand in her own.  “Thank you so much,” she said thickly.  “You have no idea how much this means to all of us.”  

Penny nodded uncomfortably.  “I’m happy to help.”

“You can go now,” Alec told her.  Penny nodded.  She waved her hand and sped out the door.  

“My love are you feeling okay?” David asked her.  

She smiled at him. “Just tired.  I think I’ll go take a nap.  You two have fun.” She stood and started to walk towards the bedroom.  

“Actually, I should be heading out too,” Alec said.  “I have some business to take care of.  I’ll try and come around more.” He smiled at them, and hurried out the door.  

“Do you need anything?” David asked Tala.  he walked over to where she stood.

“No.” she shook her head.  “I’m fine.”  She kissed her husband on the cheek.  “I love you, Mahal.”

“And I love you, Caro.”

---

“How about Amber?” David asked.  The couple were lying in bed, each of them holding a notepad.  Tala wrinkled her nose, but wrote it anyway.  She was about 8 months pregnant and her stomach was the size of a large watermelon.  

“I don’t know.  It sounds kinda… pretentious.”  she shrugged.  “I like Aurora.”

He raised his eyebrows.  “And you called me pretentious?”  

“Okay, so no?”  She held her pen over the word, ready to scratch it out.  

“Leave it, we can narrow it down later.  Now, we’re just brainstorming.”

“Okay.” She snuggled in closer.  “What if we named her after your crazy aunt.  Macy, right?”

David laughed.  “We are NOT naming our child after my insane aunt.  I won't be that cruel to our daughter.”

“Okay.  fine, I never liked her anyways.”  

He grinned at her.  “I like Sierra.”

“Ooh, me too.  I like that one a lot, actually.”  They wrote it down on the paper.  “Umm, how ‘bout Clarence.”

“I guess.  Not my favourite, but it's all right.” He shrugged.  “I like Sequoia.”

“Pretty.”  she kissed his chin lightly.  “I like all of these, but none of them feel right, you know?  Like they aren’t right.”

“Yeah.  you never know, maybe we’ll have to wait till she’s born to decide.”  he pulled her closer and kissed her forehead.  “Do you ever just imagine what she will be like?  What she’ll look like, how she’ll act.”

“All the time.”  Tala felt as if she was admitting to some secret thing, only she did.  

“Me too,” David said.  “In my mind, she’s going to be short, just like you.”

“Hey!”  Tala playfully shoved him.  He grinned at her.  

“She’ll be short and have short black hair.  It will be slightly wavy, a mix between ours.”

“And she’ll have your gorgeous blue eyes,” Tala added with a smile.  

“What?  No no no.  She’s going to have your brown eyes.”

Tala shook her head.  “No way.”

“I guess we’ll just have to wait and see.”  He grinned.  “One more month, and another member will be joining the Artino family.”

“David, what if she’s a prodigy?”

“I don’t know.”  He shook his head.  “If she is, we can’t tell Alec.  He’ll convince her to join the anarchists, or will try and exploit her powers.  We CANNOT let him know if she is a prodigy.”

“Yeah.”  Tala sighed.  “I hope she isn't.  Being a prodigy right now is more dangerous right now than it ever has been.  With both Renegades and Anarchists, as well as a number of other gangs competing to recruit prodigy’s and normal citizens, fear… it won’t end well.”

“We don’t need to worry yet.  And you should sleep.  It's getting late.”

“Alright.  Lets just think of a few more name ideas.”

“Of course Caro.”

---

Tala screamed as pain rushed through her body.  She shuddered and squeezed David’s hand tightly.  He squeezed it back.  

“Come on, Caro.  You can do it!”  His tone was encouraging, but his eyes were filled with fear.  Tala lay on their bed, and Penny stood on the side.  David stood across from her, watching fearfully.  

Alec sat at the kitchen table, watching from a distance.  

Tala screamed again.  Penny dabbed at her sweaty forehead with a damp cloth.  

There was silence, then the sound of a baby’s cry filled the small apartment.  Tala smiled, her face wet with tears and sweat, her entire body exhausted.  Penny gently handed the baby to her.  

The little girl was covered with blood.  She had a small tuft of black hair and sparkling blue eyes that stared straight at Tala.  SHe felt her heart melt.  

“Nova,” David said.  

“I’m sorry?” Tala asked, confused.  

“I think we should name her Nova.  It fits her, don’t you think?”

Tala nodded.  “I like it.  She bent her head over her daughter.  “Hello, little Nova.  Welcome to the world.”

Nova giggled and reached her hand up.  Tala smiled and lowered her head for the baby to reach.  Nova’s hand patted her nose.  Tala slumped backwards, fast asleep in the span of a second.  David stared in shock.  

“Oh, shit,” he muttered to himself as he watched his daughter.  Penny walked over and scooped Nova up.  She swaddled her in a blanket and passed her to David.  

“Your daughter,” she said with a smile.  David looked at the small bundle in his hand.  

“Congratulations, David,” Alec said.  He leaned over his shoulder and smiled at the little girl.  “I’m so happy for you.”

“Thanks for everything,” he said.  “Me and Tala really appreciate all your help.”

“Of course.  I’ll try to come around more.  I want to be a part of my niece's life.”

“And I want you in it to.”  David smiled at his older brother.  

“I should go.  Let me know if Nova shows any signs of being a prodigy, will you?”  

David glanced at his sleeping wife, then the baby in his hands.  She gurgled happily.  He forced a smile.  “Of course.  We’ll let you know right away.”

#renegadesnet #renegades #tala artino #david artino #nova artino #alec artino #fic

[bepoets]

Review for Trish’s Dream Fic

Trish ( @couragedontdesertme  ) said she’d write an epilogue of the elsarik dream Fic if I made a Formal Review of the elsarik dream fic. So here we are.

Please note review should be taken VERY LIGHTLY this is more or less me re-reading the Fic and loudly yelling about things with too many exclamation points. Enjoy Trish.

Ch1

First of all imagine my fucking surprise I didn’t even know you had gotten work done on the dream fic???? Here I was thinking the link you sent me was the next chapter of city of ice and then I click on it and it saYS DREAM FIC???? E X C U S E M E oh my goodness

The first section is just so entirely domestic and beautiful and you can tell how lived in and content they are in their life as roommates. ALARIK (listen my phone autocorrects ALARIK to be in all caps and I’m too lazy to fix it so y’all are gonna have to deal with reading ALARIK’s name as if I’m yelling it every time I type it) anyway ALARIK just bringing her the chocolate croissants she loves so dearly and Elsa curling up with a book and him fretting and worrying over her being there alone all day and later... it’s just SO DOMESTIC. it’s such a small short moment but it’s so domestic and a perfect opposite of the PAIN THAT HAPPENS AFTER!!! And we al know I LOVE READING PAIN

The fact that ALARIK was only home late because he was doing tutoring to earn more money to by Elsa A PRESENT????? Shut up no one speak to me that’s true love but also PAINFUL the guilt he must feel oh my god

Elsa...stops struggling... because she doesn’t want ,,,, ALARIK ,,,, to get hurt. Because she cares for his safety more than her own because he has protected her and he is her friend and she loves him I am going to SCREAM

The fact that you use the phrase ~marching her out of the warmth of the room~ when she just used her magic to like cover the walls in frost makes my Heart burst cause idk if it was intentional or not but I just love the thought that this room has become Home to her it’s become safe and beautiful and lovely and WARM because it is full of love and friendship and companionship rather than the cold loneliness of say her ice palace of her locked room as a child. I like to think Elsa could have covered the room entirely in ice and snow and frost and it would still feel warm to her because of the love that’s developed there thank you for coming to my tedtalk

Ugh fuck hans

I have literally no words other than fuck hans for any section with hans in it I DONT even want to RECOGNIZE THAT HE EXISTS !!! Making Elsa feel like she’s nothing I am going to punch him in the eye

~ALARIK weeps over smushed chocolate croissant. End scene~

I know that it’s such a heartbreaking sad ending for that first chapter but also I really can’t stop laughing about him crying over a stepped on croissant since I know that your like planning note for that last scene was literally just some variant of ALARIK cried over a smushed croissant and that’s just such a funny IMAGE TO ME EVEN THOUGH ITS SAD

I just like to imagine ALARIK cradling the chocolate croissant in his arms like a bébé as he sobs

Ch2

I’m fucking S A D

ALARIK having like NO MONEY and just thinking about that the money he has was going to go to a gift for Elsa and the guard LAUGHING AT HIM LIKE THATS IT THATS ALL YOU HAVE?? Like shut UP HES TRYING TO SAVE HIS BELOVED

P e t t y c h a n g e HE IS TRYING MR GUARD I WILL HAVE YOU KNOW HE WORKED EXTRA TO GET THAT MONEY

ALARIK is so fucking DEVOTED I’m going to run through a goddamn wall I cannot cope. Willing to sell the clothes off his back have you ever seen an idiot more iN LOVE

ALARIK just going willingly cause he has no fight left in him and he just wants to see Elsa even if it means he gets imprisoned too oh my GOD

THE SCENE ITS THE SCENE!!!!!!!!!

STRAIGHT FROM TRISH’S SUBCONSCIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHAT STARTED IT ALL!!!!!!!!!!

ALARIK wanting to hold her hands when her hands are what are chained up and seen as dangerous and what ~make her a witch~ the absolute love and power that holds.

LET ALARIK AND ELSA HOLD HANDS

“I promised to keep you safe” the pain I feel oh mY GOD

“They’ll KILL you” they’re really out here trying to protect each other at all costs oh my god nothing matters more to the other than keeping the other safe and for that I want to cry and love them and also I want to ram their heads into the wall because wHY WONT THEY JUST PROTECT ESCH OTHER TOGETHER

The PARALLEL OH MY FUCKING GOD

the P A R A L L E L of ALARIK stilling and no longer struggling when the guards threaten Elsa’s death in the same way that Elsa stilled and stopped struggling when they threatened ALARIK’s death oh my god that broke me right there

U g h hans fuck that guy

A N N A !!!!!!!!

When I first read this,,, I DONT know why??? But for some reason??? I didn’t think Anna would be in it???? Which like thinking back on that it makes no sense of COURSE Anna would be in the FIC why would I ever think otherwise. But anyway I was so surprised when she showed up I literally gasped and went ANNA??? Out loud because I was so shocked

ALFAFA GERANIUM

ALARIK really is just so bad under pressure who thought this was a good idea

AG FOR SHORT wink wink nudge nudge cough cough

I’ll be thinking about ALARIK shouting alfafa geranium on my death bed let us never forget

“No harm, no foul” is literally the most fucking Anna line I’ve ever heard. She absolutely would say that to someone who was being question for a crime she’d be like “it’s not biggy”

Why is it that when hans says “BUT ANNA!!!” I hear it like he’s wining like a petulant child I read it like “bUT annNNAAAAA” ugh I hate him

“Don’t scream” *ALARIK’s inner monologue* “this ,, is the story of how I died”

ILL HELP YOU HELP HER ESCAPE!!!!! HELL YEA YOU WILL ANNA HELL YEA YOU WILL

Ch3

My dumbass really went “why are none of the children named neta” before remembering that is the child of Anna and Kristoff and these...are the children of Anna ,,, and .... ugh please don’t make me say his name

I would die for these kids though I love them and I want to protect them at all costs 

Johannes at 5 (and a half!!!!) being a fine soldier GOOD FOR HIM

Isak owns my entire heart from the moment he started fake crying for his mother what a star performer a true Actor he’s too good

Arendellian Royal Guards, are they guards? Or are they simply baby sitters? The world may never know

JOAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! One of the babies being named JOAN!!! Hang in there Joan!!!!!!!!! That made me cry oh my god J O A N

Bébé Isak lookout supreme with his big eyeballs and smile and goofy lil salute I love him

The fact that Elsa says she felt stupid for being lured into a false sense of security means she felt secure and safe for literally the first time since she was a child when she was with ALARIK and I cannot properly articulate how much that made me cry I love that so much that has to mean sO MUCH TO HER oh my god

“You have to get out!! Do the magic!!” NO ONE SPEAK TO ME ABOUT ANYTHING EXCEPT THIS LINE FOR THE NEXT SEVERAL MONTHS I LITERALLY WEPT

the use of DO THE MAGIC oh my god AND ELSAS HEART LIKE BREAKING BECAUSE SHE FEELS LIKE SHE CANT

DO ! THE ! MAGIC !

Brave little boy with his mother’s determination saying “be brave. That’s what mama said to tell you” oh my GOD THESE CHILDREN HAVE MY WHOLE HEART OH MY GOD

A rooster crow for the signal COUKD they be more obvious I love these kids they’re ridiculous they are truly the children of Anna

Elsa!!! Chose!! To be!!! Brave!!!

IF SHE TRIED TO SAY GOODBYE TO ELSA!!! SHE MAY NEVER LET GO!!!

SHE HAD NO WHERE TO GO!!! BUT SHE DOES BEVAUSE THERES ALARIK WAITING FOR HER BECAUSE GUESS WHAT

ALARIK IS HER HOME !!!!! HE IS HER HOME !!!! SHE CAN GO TO HIM!!!!

Queue another one of my shocked and delightfully surprised screams as I shouted KRISTOFF????? Because blonde dude driving a reindeer cart

Let’s get you somewhere safe I’m going to cry THEYRE finally together again and they can keep each other safe together as. They. Should.

They are cuddling and my heart is exploding oh my god ALARIK seems so surprised like you big dumb idiot you’re both in love with each other it’s a mutual thing get with the program

SLEEP ELSA! ITS GOING TO BE OKAY! AND FOR THE FIRST TIME IN PROBABLY FOREVER! IT WILL BE!

Ch4

*queue another gasp* there’s only one bed?????

Yea I saw it coming yea I was just as shocked even so yea I got very excited about it wHAT DID YOU EXPECT

They’re cUDDLING and he went to move away and she DOESNT WANT HIM TO they could’ve been sharing a bed THIS WHOLE TIME AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY

ALARIK laying all the credit on kristoff and the kids when he’s kind of the one that steamrolled the whole plan into happening because he’s the one who showed up ALARIK please give yourself more credit

“You came back” “of course I came back... I couldnt ...” “why?” And then ALARIK refusing to meet her eyes has me absolutely weeping this is the kind of shit I THRIVE ON this is truly a gift to us all everyone say thank you Trish for these three bits of dialogue I will be thinking about them for all my days

ELSA KISSED HIM!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I do lose my shit anytime Elsa is the one to make the first move you go girl you go

THE SPICE VENDOR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bringing in all my favorites I am going to cry thank you Trish I love Darius

I SUPPOSE YOU TWO HAVE FINALLY GOTTEN MARRIED

listen I SCREAMED WHEN HE SAID THAT I SQUAWKED!!!! MARRIED!!!!!!

I had been observing you two and just assumed!!!!! You would assume right mr spice vendor sir if they WERENT so stupid for so long it’s okay we understand

WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE ??? And Elsa says MARRY US? And ALARIK is going to PASS THE FUCK OUT

He literally got to finally kiss the woman he’s in love with for the first time last night and now they’re getting married poor boy is going to get WHIPLASH from how fast things are progressing but it’s okay im sure he is happy

Elsa’s little vows of just needing each other and keeping each other safe and keeping company and not needing gold or silver ugh TRUE LOVE

And ALARIK hopelessly devoted to her being like I PROMISE

“just you being there no matter what is enough” peak romance true love the devotion the dedication I’m a wreck

LE SMOOCH! LE MARRIAGE! INCREDIBLE I LOVE THEM

~end review~

Okay where is my epilogue please and thank you

#shards of shards #couragedontdesertme #Trish’s fics #shards #shardsverse #elsarik

[arizonatotoronto]

consider: auston + pals sitting up against the glass next to the leafs bench at a rangers game. mitch notices Him and skates over to the boards, starts doing his lil stretches and he and auston are playing eye tag until mitch gives in, squirts the glass with his water and makes auston chuckle. mitch, seeing auston wearing a jersey, picks at his own and swirls his finger around. auston grins, twisting in his seat to show off the 'marner' on the back. through the glass, mitch says 'thats hot' 1/2

and makes auston laugh again. 'i'm gonna score you a goal tonight,' he says then, and he's pretty sure he can see auston blush through the glass, but then there are kids coming up so he starts flipping pucks over and all that jazz. the leafs win, and mitch scores auston his goal, throws himself against the glass right in front of auston to tell him 'that ones for you.' at the end of the game, mitch grabs the game puck, writes his phone number on it, then skates over to aus and tosses it to 2/3him with a wink ((damn you character count. four words didn't warrant an entirely new ask.)) 3/3

--

(OKAY this made me like... shiver? Because it's so good and Mitch is such a flirt oh my god YES)

"...you could see who else I'd be up for wearing," Auston had said, flippant, and the look in Mitch's eye had been worth his boldness. 

The thing is, they don't end up going back to Auston's place to hook up. Not that night, anyway. 

Mitch isn't exactly able to leave a MLSE event halfway through, being the Captain and all. He's expected to deliver the results of the silent auction, and still has some press to do before he can call it a night, and there's no way Auston is sticking around for all of that. 

So. They flirt some more at the bar, Mitch leaning back against the counter and Auston coming close enough to all but box him in with his broad frame.

Auston goes to protest when Mitch gets the bartender's attention and asks to buy Auston another gin and tonic. Honestly, he can buy his own drinks, he doesn't need--

"Hey, c'mon," Mitch says with an easy laugh, "Let me have this, eh? It's not every day I have the undivided attention of a *supermodel*, after all." He's teasing, but it ends up coming out more sweet than anything, because then he adds, "I'd really like to buy you a drink." 

And yeah, Auston obviously lets him. Flattery will get people everywhere with Auston. 

They end the night shortly after, when somebody important-looking comes to fetch Mitch. Auston sets his empty glass down on the bar and gathers his things. They can't exactly say much in front of an audience, so Auston gives Mitch an easy smile, thanks him for the drink, and tells him he'll see him around. 

Auston doesn't tell Mitch that he'll be at the next game in New York, or that he'd bribed a bunch of his friends into coming with him and sitting rink-side by the Leafs' bench. He figures Mitch will be able to see that for himself when the time comes.

Of course Mitch notices him. Mitch... does a lot more than just notice. 

Auston has figured out that Mitch is a flirt. This, though? This is something else entirely. 

Auston's friends are already chirping him for wearing a jersey (even though he'd paired it with expensive distressed jeans that make his ass look incredible, and a pair of high boots he loves. Auston is adamant that you can make a jersey look sexy, alright? It just takes the right amount of accessorizing). They are absolutely insufferable the moment Mitch skates over and starts stretching his legs out, one at a time, across the top of the boards. 

"... I sincerely hope you are tapping that," Auston's friend Charlotte says, with a look of awe on her beautiful face. She watches Mitch show off for a few more minutes, watches the sly looks he's been shooting Auston out of the corner of his eye, and nudges Auston in the side. "I literally cannot with this, Aus. This is... wow."

And then Mitch is spraying water on the glass right where Auston is sitting, and his friends *howl* with laughter. 

"This boy is the opposite of subtle," James says. "I feel like I'm watching some weird hockey player mating ritual."

Auston takes the chirping with grace, because it's no secret that he loves the attention. When Mitch gestures for Auston to turn around, his finger movements look absolutelty hilarious in his gloves and Auston's face hurts from grinning. He's quick to turn, to flaunt Mitch's last name. 

"That's *hot*," Mitch says, and now they're drawing a bit of a crowd but Auston's vision seems to be centred on Mitch and only Mitch. He looks at this boy, all geared up and telling Auston he's going to score for him, and just... wants. He knows it's written all over his face and doesn't even care. 

After the game, Auston feels like his blood is on fire. The Leafs tore the Rangers to shreds tonight, and Mitch had scored that goal for Auston just like he'd promised. Auston's friends absolutely lose it when Mitch tosses him the puck, and they're quick to make their opinions heard.

"Guess you're not coming back with us tonight after all, huh, Matty?"

"Jesus, go and *get it*, babe."

"I bless this union."

Auston's friends are a bunch of enablers, and he loves them dearly. 

--

Auston turns the puck over in his hands, fiddling with it as he drinks a beer in the arena lobby and just... waits. He assumes Mitch will need time after the game, to shower and change and speak to the media, so he kills time playing TsumTsum on his phone.

When he does call, Mitch picks up right away. 

"Good game tonight, Captain," Auston purrs, and he loves the sound of Mitch's laugh, intimate and right in his ear, all for him. 

"I told you I'd score for you," Mitch says, in a voice that is so stupidly attractive. It sends a shiver of electricity down Auston's spine. 

"You did," Auston agrees. "My friends were impressed."

"Mm," Mitch hums. "And what about you?"

"What about me?"

"Were you impressed, too?"

"Oh, I don't know," Auston says. "It's kind of old news to me now, isn't it? I see you score all the time."

"Oh, fuck you," Mitch laughs, sounding pleasantly surprised at the banter. Auston smirks, commits to his next words before he can lose his nerve:

"Now there's an idea."

"It is," Mitch agrees after a short pause, and then, "How long are you in town for?"

"Just for the night," Auston tells him. "I head back to Toronto tomorrow afternoon."

"You should come by my hotel for a drink," Mitch offers, in a tone that suggests that there are better things to be had than simply drinks. 

"I might swing by," Auston says. His words are casually tentative, but is tone is anything but. A second or two later, he gets a text from Mitch with an address and a room number and Auston knows he isn't fooled one bit.

[bbloomingbangtan]

♡ When I feel lonely about relationships and BTS~

─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Hey cuties!! {I guess I’ll say that when I make a post for now on?} hehe, anyways.  LETS TALK ABOUT HOW I GET LONELY AS HECK- ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── Soooooo.  Because of the job my dad has, we have to move a lot, and it really sucks..  Mainly because keeping friends can be super hard for meeeee *cri*  and keeping a relationship is even worse, because I had recently realized that being in a long distance relationship was hard as heck. And in the Relationship I had, I was manipulated a lot and it made me uncomfortable with all of that. (We’re friends now)  sO- life has been hard I guess? I dearly miss my friends, and I can’t wait to visit them (Like no joke, my best friend and I have a plan to recreate some BTS Photoshoots together and have matching outfits)  -But okay relationship-wise, I always feel lonely, because I see a whole bunch of people with just straight up RELATIONSHIP GOALS, and honestly thats all I wanted but it never really happened? I wanna just be able to feel comfortable in a relationship and not have to worry about not being good enough, and not be pressured.. So I guess I have to wait? And I don’t want to get into a relationship anytime soon because I’m only where I live for 3 years, so eventually it’d end up being long distance aND I cannootttttt bother with that. t o o  m u c h. -ALSO WHEN I SEE BTS BEING BEST FRIENDS AND ALWAYS CUTE WITH EACH OTHER MAKES ME SAD AND WANNA BE WITH MY FRIENDS, AND HECKIN GO TO A BTS CONCERT WITH MY FRIENDS. THIS WILL HAPPEN ONE DAY!!  -And I’ve always wondered what it would be like to meet BTS and become friends with them? Like who would I end up being closest with? Like I heckin really wanna be close with Jimin and Hobi the most, but I wanna be close with all of them? Because they’re honestly such cute humans and they’re so sweet and kinddddddd. And like, everyday when I see posts of them on Instagram and all makes me so happy because of how energetic and happy they always seeeeeeem ahh. I ALWAYS JUST WANNA HUG THEM AND BE LIKE “I LOVE YOU THANK YOU FOR SAVING MY LIFEEEE!!”  ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── {ITS RAINING OUTSIDE AND I CAN’T TELL IF ITS AESTHETIC OR SCARY-} ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ─── But yeah! Thats just a little post about how I feel I guess?  Thank you thank you for reading this whole thing- I’m sorry if I bored you to death haha. BYEE! (also next post might be an introduction about me I guess?) LOVE YOU ALLLL!  ─── ･ ｡ﾟ☆: .☽ . :☆ﾟ. ───

#bts #bangtan #bangtan boys #story #feelings #friends #relationship #kpop #behind the scene

[ourfinalheaven]

I received a message from someone asking why I enjoy Cloti, but they wished to remain “anon”. 

I always feel like this question chokes me up because I’m not talented in expressing myself nor my emotions to others, but I figured I’d give it a try... 

For me, Cloud and Tifa is realistic to what couples go through where as other FF couples are, well, fantasy like. They’re easy, they’re in the “honeymoon phase” and they really don’t go through realistic to where it’s relate-able. Which don’t get me, it’s totally fine and isn’t that the point of shipping; to enjoy something you can’t really have in reality? 

Cloud’s story is such a normal one. I mean really c’mon? Young boy wants to impress the popular girl who he just so happens to have a crush on, but she’s always surrounded by boys who are more confident than he is? Then one day,he musters up some balls to call her out at night only to make an unexpected promise to help her if she’s in need? Totally relate able for a lot of guys in their early years. 

Tifa, like any girl would, reads the paper everyday to see if Cloud is in SOLDIER, and waits for his return. When word gets out there are people from SOLDIER coming to town, Tifa gets giddy to see Cloud, but only to be disappointed when he doesn’t show- or so she thinks. 

He hides his face in shame of not keeping his word and avoids her because of it. Little does Cloud know, at this point, all Tifa wants is to see Cloud. Things take turn for the worst, and a man Cloud looks up to destroys his town, kills his mother, hurts his best friend, and gravely injures the girl he likes.  All the anger Cloud felt in his childhood come rushing over him like a wave, and he himself is able to manage to take on this “great hero”, but pays a high price... he gets taken by Hojo to be a lab rat along with Zack. 

Five years later, Zack and him bust out of the Shinra Mansion basement only to lose Zack in the process, fighting the hang over of his mako poisoning he some how makes it to a train station in Midgar only to be found by Tifa. At this point, they’re both shocked they’ve crossed paths AGAIN. Talk about ironic or as some would say it was “fate”.  When Cloud is finally coherent, he asks Tifa for a job to make a living and tells her of stories that don’t quite make sense. Finally, when they reach Tifa’s bar Cloud realizes once again Tifa surrounded by men who clearly are fond of Tifa. 

For me personally, I feel like this is why Cloud is so “moody” in the beginning of the game. Once again, he has to fight for Tifa’s attention and that he doesn’t fit in with the new group she has. It’s almost like he’s resentful, which I find interesting tbh, anybody would. I’m sure we’ve all been there. We want undivided attention from our crush; anything to search for clues they just may like us back... 

Anyways,  one mission goes extremely south  and I find the dialogue between Cloud and Tifa interesting before he falls into Aerith’s church.  There’s a part of the dialogue that isn’t optional right before he falls (from my memory, been awhile since I played)

Barret It's gonna blow! Let's go, Tifa!

Tifa Barret! Can't you do something?

Barret Not a damn thing.

Tifa Cloud! Please don't die! You can't die! There's still so much I want to tell you!

Cloud ******I know, Tifa......*******

That right there signals to me there was something brewing between them that they both recognized. Cloud, not distracted by personal resentment of the past, was himself in that moment.  And like always, they’re interrupted.  Once again, something always getting in the way of them finally confessing their feelings.

When Cloud falls on Aerith’s flowerbed, there’s something I find interesting. He remembers his fall from Mt. Nibel. You know where the part he follows Tifa and the bridge snaps as a child?  That fall brings him back to that time. I mean it’s nothing to telling but it’s something I’ve made note of. 

Once Cloud and Aerith get of her church and he brings her back home safely, he is desperate to get back to Tifa’s bar. I think it’s cute you can call Tifa your “girl...friend”, I don’t think anyone else in the game has that option, so there’s like this build up between Cloud and Tifa that makes you want to know more. 

When Cloud does finally get to meet back up with Tifa, he went through a slew of embarrassing events to dress up like a woman just to make sure she was alright. Cloud is somewhat macho, so for him to slap a dress on, makeup, and a wig with some girly panties is truly telling to how much he cares for Tifa and would do anything to make sure she is alright.  

After several events of them leaving Midgar, the end of Cloud’s story is interesting. Tifa asks Cloud how badly she was hurt, and Cloud replies with he thought Tifa was a goner, but unprovoked he mentions how he was sadden by that thought. 

Now, let me fast forward to after Aerith death and their at the Northern Crater. Cloud mentions to Tifa that he hopes she gets to meet the “real” Cloud. It’s like Nojima wanted to insinuate that this Cloud we’re seeing a fake; not real. We end up getting separated from Cloud, but we find him Mideel where Cloud’s mental state is completely broken, and Tifa decides she’s going to watch over him thus leaving the group... 

When we finally get to the lifestream, that’s where we learn Cloud did what he did for Tifa. He likes Tifa and just wanted her to notice him. Cloud then find outs Tifa read the newspaper everyday searching for his name in it. Some people may think that’s “shallow” of Tifa but I don’t think so. She was just a girl, and at that age we get caught up in things like that.   

Cloud and Tifa finally realize Cloud was there and he saved Tifa, Cloud is able to regain his trueself thanks to Tifa.  Now what is interesting is Cloud, in the true memory, says to Seph  “ Mom... Tifa...... my town... give it back...” he never said that in his flash back at Kalm.  Nojima’s writing for the script references back the “hope you get to meet the real cloud” quote and ofc when he says this is goodbye, until meet again line, “ Yeah...... Tifa...... We finally...... meet again......” This lets us know, the Cloud we knew before, wasn’t 100% Cloud which is so, idk, it’s so realistic bc people in real life will take parts of other people’s personality and morph them into one to great “their” personality. 

 Alrighty, so with the highwind scene, I find it super classic how Square did a romantic setting with Cloud and Tifa before the final battle. You know how you hear about soldiers making love to their wives before their deployed or in movies the hero makes love to his girl before he fights the villain? I feel like thats what Square did. People will fight about how this HW scene is canon, but I don’t think it matters. The Highwind scene is the Highwind scene, Cloud and Tifa spend the night together. Period. They share a kiss/have sex/ play a card game w/e you want to imagine, they spent a romantic night under the stars before the went to fight Seph. To be honest, it was the perfect night for them to come clean. What would they have to lose? They thought they were gonna die anyways.  

They beat seph, yay game over, woot now we have COT and ACC, which really gives the realness. 

I really can see how cloti struggled with their relationship because the events they went through was awful. They’re still mourning over their fallen comrade: Aerith. Cloud is feeling guilty for their deaths. In what reality would this make for the most perfect relationship? It doesn’t, but I feel given the hints and body language cloti is forming a romantic relationship, which is hard for them. You have two people who have pent up emotions from the OG events. 

They seem to be going through their pain together but dont if that makes sense? Best way I can describe it is Tifa takes Denzel coming to the bar as Aerith showing her to  move on, but Cloud takes it as Aerith showing Cloud by raising Denzel, he can make up for his mistakes. Eventually after COT, Cloud and Tifa DO end up happy together with the children. 

However, Cloud gets geostigma and he thinks this is the planet’s way of “punishing him” so he runs off, abandoning everyone at this point, and lives in hiding.   Eventually, Tifa does find where Cloud is staying at and finally getting Cloud to realize it’s time he lets go of the past. Some people will say, “Oh Tifa’s a “bitch” for doing that, but you know what? No, she’s not. You don’t coddle your partner for forever. In relationships, there’s times you have to give your partner a reality check. It’s called tough love. There’s a time where you tell your partner it’s time to stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on. You also don’t let your partner cut off everyone because he/she is too scared to ask for help or see they have people who dearly love him.  

A lot of people who have never had a serious relationship do not realize that there’s times you hate your partner, you don’t know if you’re truly in love with this person anymore, you don’t open up to them, and you just think you’re better off without them. And that’s cloti in acc. They’re figuring it out. They’re pissy, they’re hurt, they’re tired, but you know what...they worked through it. They didn’t just bail and say “see ya later.”, Tifa waited for Cloud to forgive himself, and when he did look where he went? Back to tifa and the children. 

I honestly think that’s why people struggle with shipping cloti is they think or maybe don’t understand when you love someone, they annoy you, make you mad, make you cry, and sometimes don’t understand you, but it’s loving you through those bad times that make you stronger. And maybe that’s why it’s easier to ship other couples is because reality is uncomfortable and we are raised to think everything is rainbow and butterflies x.x 

Phew, this was long >.<  So yeah, TL;DR I love cloti bc they’re real and not your typical FF couple, like Cecil x Rosa or Squall x Rinoa where you don’t see the “Realness”. I feel like Cloti is that couple that isn’t on social media showing pictures of how “happy” they are when in reality they’re miserable, but the couple who keeps their relationship to themselves bc they don’t need to showcase it >.<

#cloti #ofh views #long text post #sorry for the tldr

[herrrrt-lessthanforwardslash3]

Imma write you an essay So go and tell me how you grade it I’m a valedictorian a+ with my time if I take it Ooh don’t you realize this appetite So insatiable When youre the one who creates it You push me to the ends of my patience So outta line at my worst And I do the most at my lamest You know that isn’t who I am so I hope you understand when I say shit Trust I realize second chances aren’t the only thing we’re made with The thought of you with someone else has my mind fucking racing Panic then I lose it Only lies I ever tell you are my words filled with hatred Those words I wish I could erase them Let’s face it It wouldn’t be love unless it’s part crazy Lately Been extra out my mind Breaking Cause idk where to find complacence The right thing to do idk and I’m blanking The right choice to make I’m so unsure and I’m spacing This path we travel may bend and twist With rocky patches and broken pavement But every time we’re together it’s like you’re lost and found So If ever I see your heart I hesitate and never know if I could take it I only want it if you give it to me The most sacred of all I’d never break it That’s why every time I see you whatever the cost I’m down Whatever the price I’ll always pay it I can’t turn around on you without turning back like hold up Hang on Still waiting Same fucking thing Never fucking changing You kill me in the best and the worse ways Why you gotta be so dangerous Treat you like an object? The fuck is that statement? My attracted to you means less like stand in line Take a number Well where’s my fuckin place then? You lump me in with everyone else Well I’ll run your little rat race with a devilish smile and see you at the winners circle first place Bet Pull my number then Any chance well I’ll take it Call you out on the shit and follow you into the basement See I’m basement down for you It’s too real to ever fake this Got my heart in my hands holding it up for you to take it You have no idea the perfection we would make if... Ughhhjhkhdhajahbsbsbsj Like I’m outta fucking words Its so crazy For me that’s saying something Yeah so crazy what you make me These are my feelings in the rawest form Every feeling you extract from the madness in my head To the proof in my heart Feels torn like perfection into breaking Like caught between every decision I try and make see Which is normal for my process but with you It’s always different in every way I search for the middle ground But with you there’s only middle ground with no balance I can’t calm my ass down Anything about you I get rowdy Extra handsy I’m so sorry not sorry So goddamn me Every time I trip over words Yeah you love that attention If I can’t handle myself That without fail gets you smitten Over there smirk and smile “oh Johnny won’t you listen” Idk what the fuck you do to me That’s my baseline Everything good, bad, and in between you get from me like it’s a given You listen Idk fuck you I hate you I need you I can’t stand you I don’t know what to fucking do I gotta have you I wanna keep you Wish I could forget you I don’t need it Always fall apart without you Then repeat it So run my smart mouth like a dumbass I hate my bullshit wear a dunce cap Put my life up on that booty Watch you run that Make it bounce back Cart pusher grocery shopper with an appetite snack-time and price check ahhhhah yes if only you knew what it’s like daaaaaaaamn I doubt you’d ever fight back Fight that feeling I argue with you cause it’s the ones before me That broke all your believing I’m a different breed I know you fuckin see me I love you hate you need you so dearly And when it becomes this same fucking mess Please just use your selective hearing And that’s when I’ll start calling Only written texts will be poems and my words stalling Prolonging before I lose it I wish the times you were falling was for me Instead of losing yourself when I’m foolish Why is it my words can drag you down And pull your troubled thoughts to the surface When you’re drowning When life won’t won’t let you breathe How come I can still bring you peace That’s like me when I’m panicked When imagining you with another person I can’t fucking stand it That’s when I feel fucking worthless The worst fucking pain I’ve ever felt in my whole life like kill my purpose I never knew anything could ever hurt like this Thats why I’m drowning over you daily And even though it kills me I’ll die for you every day you’re still worth it Even if that never ever changed I can’t ever let you go I know I hurt you It’s never your fault you don’t deserve it I’m fucking sorry How I make you sometimes feel that’s what I deserve then I won’t ever let you drown Even though sometimes I’m a fucking mess hurting over what never happens Always drowning Embarrassed Falling down So toxic, sick and twisted I wouldn’t call it love if it was any different Fucked up and destructive the only way I know love and how to give it Break it down and build it up just to break it and try and fix it I’m not too stable and you’re so fucking different You can ride all my emotions As I suffer through your indecision No matter how you try and see it Me and you always balance dispositions I hate you I need you I don’t fucking understand myself But I always fucking get you If you’re an object Then I’m a tool Stop thinking and let your heart guide you too Those are the only words I don’t want inside you And no matter what they are I’ll hear them And hold them And accept them Or try to For you I can only ever try to Idk what the fuck you did to me Yet I still like you You fuck me up I’m sorry if I do I don’t wanna fuck you up But only if you’d like to Maybe just a little bit? I think you’d want it all I’m always right too Oooooh imma stop there I can’t lie I could never stop there unless you try to Know I still try to I’ll always try to You get all of me I can’t help that though I try to I just want all of you Because I promise I’d love you I do already Or at least I try to Complicate the fuck I’m passed complicated I’m at impossible to fucking make sense of this shit You know I always try to And even though you kill me some nights Other nights you bring me back to life too Subtle vibes and perfect green eyes You may be crazy But I’m the one losing their mind like a fool It’s just so hard to be chill When you’re so fucking hot Damn that’s a fucking shitty line to end this with Just know it never ends in my mind when it’s about you Mollsie and skateboard ‘til I die bro You both fuckin wreck me But you always break my rules anyway so it’s gucci it’s chill The fuck you gotta be so fucking lame And so fucking cool Foreal I hate you And love everything about you Goddamn it wtf did I do Letting you into my life Even though you don’t fuck me I’m still fucking screwed The fuck dude I hate you I love you too You’re my favorite Always Forever Never ever fucking know what to do You

[supergoodnarratives-blog]

Script

MORNING 1 "It doesn't really matter what you do choose because you didn't really get to choose what you get to choose"- anonymous Title card. Overhead shot and slowy zoom into Rachel who is laying on her back in bed. She is visibly stressed out as her eyes are wide open, she ever so slightly twitches, and her breathing is irregular. She is hugging a piece of paper with both of her hands across her chest. We hear auditory flashbacks while this is happening FLASHBACK1 Rachel honey, its okay. If your can't support yourself you can always move back in with me and your father. We'd love to have you around! Its no problem, well its a little ridiculous but you know, I have to offer you. FLASHBACK2 *Knock*Knock*Knock* AY! I know you're in their Rachel! Open up! 3 months late on rent! This is ridiculous, just just just crazy! You used to be my favourite tenant but now look at you! Like god! What the heck man. Ugh, I'll just slide this under the door. FLASHBACK 3 *Beep* Hi, uhm yeah this is Kitty from Fantastic Finacial Services. You are super late on your credit card bill.  It’s pretty ridiculous. Anyways, you better pay up soon.

FLASHBACK4 Hi Rachel, this Tanya. Can you come in tommorow to interview for that spot you applied for? An alarm clock rings and Rachel immediately shuts that thing off and hops out of bed immediately. Cut to the paper that she left behind on her bed now face up. *Eviction notice* Cut to a stack of bills on her counter, a bunch of mail in the garbage, email full of bills. In another room, Rachel grabs a bag of dog food, pours all the content into a dog bowl. Its obvious that shes at the bottom of the bag and not even that much came out. She sighs and almost breaks down. She takes a deep breath. RACHEL KitKat! Come here girl! The most absolutely cutest dog in the whole world runs out to Rachel. Rachel pets her then slowly gives Kitkat a hug and holds on dearly. RACHEL I know things are tough right now but we'll get out of it. I promise KITKAT *RACHEL'S VOICE Oh yeah man, you're totally going to get this job, I mean, who wouldn't want to hire you. I'd hire you in a second! RACHEL Aww thanks KitKat, you always know what to say to make me feel better. Love ya KITKAT *RACHEL'S VOICE I know I know, I'm always here for ya loser. Bork bork RACHEL I'm going to get ready for today, you eat some food KITKAT *RACHEL'S VOICE Aight aight RACHEL After I get this job, I'm going to buy you that super expensive dog food with the boujie dogs on the packaging KITKAT *RACHEL'S VOICE Ahhhhh shit, yeyeyeyeyeye MORNING CHOICE 1 Quick montage of rachel getting ready, toothpaste on brush, shower on, towel grabbed from rack, sleeves pulled,all dressed up. Montage ends and we see her look at herself in a mirror. MONOLOGUE I don't have much choice in what I'm to wear. It’s pretty clear that it’s a formal workplace. But I think I could spice up my outfit with some stylish socks. MORNING CHOICE 1 A SUPER DUPER FUN SOCKS *This choice mostly just to get users aquainted with choices. A tutorial round. Rachel puts on these socks and has a little hop in her step. MORNING CHOICE 1 B PATTERNED SOCKS *This choice mostly just to get users aquainted with choices. A tutorial round. Rachel puts on these socks and checks out her socks and admires them. MORNING CHOICE 1 C PLAIN WHITE SOCKS *This choice mostly just to get users aquainted with choices. A tutorial round. Rachel puts on these socks and fixes her posture, breathes in and walks out all composed like. MORNING 2 Rachel tries to put on her shoes. Her stomach growls. RACHEL Ugh, not now. STOMACH Growls again RACHEL What do you want STOMACH Short growl RACHEL No, we really don't have much okay STOMACH Sad long growl RACHEL Okay time to go work* gets cut off STOMACH LOUD GROWL RACHEL Goddammit okay! Fuck. Rachel heads to the kitchen and opens the cupboard. Inside is revealed to be one granola bar, a rice cake, and a fruit by the foot. MORNING CHOICE 2 A GRANOLA BAR Rachel eats the granola bar. Probably in a silly way. We'll decide when we shoot. MORNING CHOICE 2 B RICE CAKE Rachel eats it MORNING CHOICE 2 C FRUIT-BY-THE-FOOT Rachel eats it MORNING 3 STOMACH Growls* but sounds like a thank you RACHEL Don't mention it. She heads the door and steps out. RACHEL Bye kitkat! KITKAT *RACHEL'S VOICE Get outta here already lol Rachel is now outside and needs to make a choice on how to get to work MONOLOGUE K so I can walk but I might be late. I can bike and get there on time. But what if I cant find somewhere to lock my bike and im late. Oh man. I can bus but I always miss it and that can cause me to be late. Oh man. Choices choices choices. MORNING CHOICE 3 A BUS Rachel waits at bus stop. Bus comes and she gets on. Cut to her getting off. She walks causally into the building. MORNING CHOICE 3 B WALK Rachel walks to the interview. Right before she walks into the building she checks the time. RACHEL Fasionably late, check me out world. WAITING ROOM 1 *Rock your body - saxtribution is playing through a small radio. There will be 2-3 people waiting there in chairs but for the most part the room will be empty and open. The receptionist will be there waiting absentmindly and a strange man with a very strange leg twitch sitting down. Rachel approaches the desk in little panicky hurry RACHEL Hey! I'm here for the 9 am interview PAM (NAME TAG) Yes,Hello, Mr will be right with you. please take a seat over there. Pam elegantly motions towards seating area. Rachel sits alone. The weirdo gets up and sits next to her. WEIRDO Psst WAITING ROOM C1 A TALK TO WEIRDO RACHEL Ugh hi WEIRDO Question RACHEL oh ok WEIRDO What lives when you feed it food but dies when you give it water? WAITING ROOM C1 A A FIRE RACHEL Fire! The answer is Fire! Fuego WEIRDO Oh yeah, that is a very traditional answer. But I also would have accepted: tamogachi RACHEL What how? WEIRDO tamogchi is robot,Cuz water, psssssst RACHEL Hmmmm, very nice WAITING ROOM C1 A B I DON'T KNOW MAN WEIRDO Well basically, the correct answer is fire. But if you want to impress people, say tamogachi RACHEL What how? WEIRDO tamogchi is robot,Cuz water, psssssst RACHEL Hmmmm, very nice WAITING ROOM C1 B IGNORE RACHEL kay, please stop talking to me WEIRDO Ugh fine, I was just trying to help but you know, whatever. INTERVIEW START PAM (NAME TAG) Excuse me miss, he is ready to see you now. Just head over there and take a take a right RACHEL Okay thanks! Wish me luck! She does not wish her luck. Rachel heads into a conference room. There is a table, a man in a suit is sitting there. He has a fancy name tag that says Brad Deebaag that is very visible. BRAD Take a seat miss, Brad looks at his clipboard BRAD Smithe? Rachel got that look on her face, like: is this guy foreal. Rachel sits down INTERVIEW C1 GREET HIM BY FIRST NAME RACHEL Hello, Brad. Nice to meet you. BRAD Actually, if you can refer to me as mr dbag that would be great. INTERVIEW C1 GREET HIM BY LAST NAME RACHEL Hello Mr. Dbag, nice to meet you *burst out laughing* oh my god I am so sorry BRAD Its actually pronounced DeeBog RACHEL Ohhhhh im sorry INTERVIEW QUESTION 1 BRAD Okay, so basically this job is a joke and this interview is just a formality. Honestly were just going to pick some one randomly from the shortlist. So just don't mess up okay, but if you really wow us you're pretty much a shoe-in. That said, this interview will be really short. RACHEL Okay

BRAD THis interview will consist of 3 questions.

RACHEL Oh hey thats pretty easy *gets cut off

BRAD Question 1: what do you care most about. 8.

INTERVIEW QUESTION 1 CHOICEA MY WELL BEING BRAD

Ah thats nice Brad makes a note in clipboard INTERVIEW QUESTION 1 CHOICEB MY DOG KITKAT

BRAD Ah thats nice Brad makes a note in clipbaord INTERVIEW QUESTION 2

BRAD QUestion 2! *Trying to set suspence with his voice* What, lives when you feed it food, but dies when you give it water? INTERVEIW QUESTION 2 CHOICEA FIRE

RACHEL Fire!

BRAD Hmm

Brad makes a note in his clipboard

INTERVEIW QUESTION 3 TAMOGACHI

RACHEL Tamogachi BRAD Hmm very nice Brad makes a note in his clipboard

INTERVIEW QUESTION 3FAKEOUT

BRAD Ok, question number 3 PAM (NAME TAG) Mr. Deebag! We need you for just a moment. It is extremely urgent and important.

BRAD I'm so sorry about this, please, excuse me. 9.

INTERVIEW BRAD LEAVES CHOICE LOOK AT CLIPBOARD Rachel peaks at the clipboard, on it: a beautifully sketched heron with sunglasses drinking a soda.

INTERVIEW BRAD LEAVES CHOICE DO NOT LOOK AT CLIPBOARD Rachel sits there and hums a catchy song. This scene goes on for an uncomfortable amount of time.

INTERVIEW QUESTION 3 REGARDLESS OF OPTION PICKED Brad speaks as he's about to sit down

BRAD Ok, question 3 for real this time He glances at his clipboard, and looks up

RACHEL Yes?

BRAD Did you by chance take a look at this clipboard while I was out of the room?

RACHEL No, I did not.

BRAD Are you sure?

RACHEL Yes.

BRAD Hmmm

Brad does the Larry David staredown to Rachel

BRAD hm, Ok

RACHEL Sigh of relief

BRAD Anyways, back to question 3. If you can be any animal, and I mean any animal. What animal would you be?

ANIMAL CHOICE 1 AND ENDING: HERON

RACHEL I would be

Dramatic suspense and pause, zoom in on faces, etc. 10.

RACHEL A heron

BRAD You looked at my board didn't you! This is ridiculous! Everytime! I can't trust a snoop, a nosy nelly, a peter peaks a lot. Get up on outta here!

RACHEL Aw shit

ENDING CLIP: 3 months later. Rachel homeless.

ANIMAL CHOICE 2 AND ENDING: OWL

RACHEL I would be Dramatic suspense and pause, zoom in on faces, etc.

RACHEL An owl

BRAD Ah nice, well you're hired!

RACHEL Ayyyy niceeeeeee

BRAD Yeeee boiiii

RACHEL UH hu, uh huh uhuh uhuh *emporors new groove BRAD Yeyeyeyeyey They celebrate for a while and its cuts to ending Ending CLIP: 3 months later. Rachel is still celebrating albeit exhuastedly. Coworkers keep asking tasks of her ad she passes out on her keyboard.

ANIMAL CHOICE 3 AND ENDING: NARWAHL

RACHEL I would be Dramatic suspense and pause, zoom in on faces, etc.

RACHEL A narwhal

BRAD Interesting. Well, you're hired. 11.

RACHEL Niceeee

Ending clip: 3 months later. Rachel has been promoted to CEO. Pam enters room and tells her so and so wants to form a stragegic alliance. Rachel answers: niceeee. Brad comes in and calls rachel boss and said the shareprice is up 10%. Rachel answers niceeeee. The waiting room wierdo thanks rachel for the job and says she is going to win a big award. Rachel answers niceeeee. End

[amazingphanisnotonfire-imagines]

Jason//The Ghost of You

Request: If you're not too busy, and you write for him, which tbh is probably a bit of a stretch regardless, but could a request a Reader/Jason Blossom, maybe like you keep thinking you see his ghost, but he's actually alive, i dunno, aka a massive au xD or maybe you're thinking back to before he died?

I added a little bit to the end because I had some inspiration for something but you don’t have to read it, if you don’t want to. You can just keep it as a happy ending.

“I dunno. Do you really thing going to Sweet Water River is a good idea?” You asked. Archie, Veronica, Betty and Jughead had invited you to hang out with them, however they missed out the part where you would be going to the place your boyfriend’s body had been found. 

“It’ll be fine.” Jughead reassured you as you walked towards the river. 

“And you can’t avoid it forever.” Archie added. 

“I can try.” You muttered. 

“Yeah. Jason wouldn’t want you to avoid the place forever.” Betty joined in. “Didn’t you have a lot of dates here?” 

“Well yeah.” You replied. “But how would you feel if Jughead died somewhere and you’re friends dragged you there.” You replied and she thought for a moment. She was about to reply when Veronica interrupted her. 

“I’m on Y/n’s side.” She said and you smiled gratefully at her. 

“We’re just trying to help her.” Archie replied. “He was our friend too.” 

“I know.” You sighed. 

“Maybe she doesn’t want to be helped. Or maybe she doesn’t want to be helped like this.” Veronica tried to reason. 

“We don’t have to go if you don’t want to.” Betty turned her attention to you. 

“Its fine.” You sighed. You were used to this. When Jason died everyone had been so nice to you, they literally did anything you wanted. But as weeks turned into months and people had other things in their life, you were kind of forgotten about. You and Jason had been forgotten. People would joke about it and then send you sympathetic looks when they realized you were around. They would make plans to go places he had been when he was missing and invite you, before remembering who you were, then they’d cancel and act annoyed with you. “You go ahead.” You forced a smile. “I’ll meet you at Pop’s after.” 

“You sure?” Veronica asked. “I can stay with you if you want?” 

“Its okay. Hang out with your friends.” You reassured her and she nodded. 

“We’ll be an hour!” Archie called after him. Him and Jughead had already ran off in the direction of the river. 

“We love you Y/n!” Betty added and ran after them. 

“Are you sure you’re okay?” Veronica asked quietly. 

“Yeah.” You nodded. “I’ll be okay.” You smiled softly at her and she gave you a sympathetic smile before turning around and following the other three. 

Sighing, you turned around, taking in the forest. The light streamed through the branches of trees lighting certain parts. Once tree caught your eye. 

For your first date with Jason you’d gone for a walk and ended up lost in the forest. You were unsure how you’d even done that because you had both lived in Riverdale since you were born, but you had and it was starting to get dark. However Jason decided that he was gonna make it the best date you’d ever had. You walked around and he told you stuff about plants that his mom had taught him. He helped you climb a tree and then you both panicked when you got stuck, but he caught you when you fell, even if it was on top of him. Just before you left he pushed you against a tree and kissed you softly. You remember how it felt, how his breathing was fast because of how anxious he was, and how he’d bumped his lips against yours before he kissed you properly. 

After that date you’d go to the forest and the river for the majority of your dates, and one day he had been really excited, practically dragging you through the forest until he stopped in front of the tree where you’d had your first date. He had pointed to it and you looked at him confused before he told you what he had done. Carved into the tree trunk was i love you y/n, forever. You’d kissed him and told him that you loved him too and you never thought you could be happier. 

Now, as you traced the carving with your fingers lightly, you didn’t think you would ever be sadder. Even though he had died over a year ago, the pain never went away, and on some days you thought that it had gotten worse. 

“Y/n.” You heard someone whisper making you turn around quickly. You could have sworn you’d seen a flash of ginger hair when you turned, but there was no one there. 

You decided you were gonna head to Pops now. Pushing yourself away from the tree you made the walk through the forest, stopping once you reached the main road. Stepping out to cross, you were quickly pulled back when a car sped past. 

“Careful.” They laughed slightly and you froze. You knew exactly who that voice belonged to.

“Jaso-.” You cut yourself off when you realized nobody was around. “What the fuck.” You whispered. 

You practically sprinted to Pop’s. Once you arrived it was surprisingly empty for a Saturday afternoon. You sat down in the usual booth in the corner and picked up a menu, deciding on if you were gonna have anything to eat while you waited. 

A few minutes passed and the bell above the door ringing made you look up, you had hoped it would be someone you knew so you wouldn’t be alone, however no one had come in. A confused expression settled on your face and you looked out the window, gasping when you saw someone who looked oddly like your dead boyfriend walking away. You were frozen, staring at them until they disappeared. 

“Miss Y/l/n?” Pop Tate asked and you jumped. “Sorry.” He apologized. 

“Its fine.” You shook your head, and gave him a warm smile. 

“Your favourite.” He placed a milkshake in front of you and you looked at him confused. 

“I haven’t ordered anything yet.” You replied. 

“Someone ordered it for you.” 

“Who?” 

“Some boy.” He said with a smile before walking away. You stared at the milkshake, hoping that it would give you sign of what was happening. You don’t know how long you had been staring at it until Cheryl sat opposite you in the booth. 

“Y/n?” She asked and you looked up, your eyes filling with tears. “What’s wrong?” 

“I think I’m going insane.” You sobbed and she sat beside you wrapping her arms around you. 

“Why?” 

“I keep seeing Jason.” 

“What?” 

“Exactly.” You cried harder. 

“Start from the beginning.” She pulled away from you and you looked up at her. 

“I was supposed to be hanging out with Archie, Jughead, Betty and Ronnie but they wanted to go to Sweet Water River and I didn’t really want to but they said it was to help. Anyway, I said I’d go to Pop’s and meet them there. But weird things have been happening. When I was walking through the forest, I heard someone say my name, and then when I got to the main road someone pulled me back and said ‘careful’ and it sounded exactly like Jason, they even had his laugh but when I looked to see who it was they had disappeared. When I got here I saw someone that looked oddly like Jason walk away, and then Pop brought over my favourite milkshake even though I didn’t order it and he said that some boy had ordered it for me.” You explained and she sighed. 

“You’re not going insane.” 

“How do you know? I keep seeing and hearing my dead boyfriend.” 

“Because sometimes I hear him too.” She replied. “I think thats just how we deal with grief.” She added and you cried harder. 

“Y/n?” You heard Betty ask and the four of them rushed towards you. 

“Hold on Y/n.” Cheryl mumbled and stood up, blocking them from seeing you. 

“What the fuck Cheryl?” Jughead asked confused. 

“We wanna comfort our friend. Whats wrong with her?” Archie asked. 

“Ohhh. So you know she’s your friend then?” Cheryl asked sarcastically and they looked at her confused. 

“Yeah?” 

“Because it doesn’t seem like that when you drag her to where her boyfriend’s body was found and then leave her alone.” 

“We thought it would help.” Betty defended. 

“Well clearly it didn’t.” 

“We didn’t know.” 

“She thinks she’s seeing him.” Cheryl whispered. 

“Who?” 

“Jason?” You asked, staring out the window. 

“Exactly.” Cheryl said. “Wait.” 

“Jason’s out there.” You pointed to the car park and stood up pushing past them. 

“Y/n!” They called after you but you ignored them. 

“Jason?” You asked, a bright smile on your face. You weren’t insane. He was stood right in front of you! His smile was as as bright as it was on your first date and you couldn’t believe what you were seeing. He had so much explaining to do, but right now, you were gonna enjoy this moment.

“I love you Y/n.” 

“Forever?” You asked hopefully. 

“Forever.” 

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Local teenager Y/n Y//l/n was pronounced dead last night at 11:23pm. She had been brought into Riverdale General Hospital after she was found by the side of the road, following a hit and run. Friends and Family have been informed and are mourning. 

Her close friend, Cheryl Blossom, had this to say ‘She will be sadly missed. She was an amazing friend, a beautiful human being, she was my best friend and I loved her dearly, just like the rest of Riverdale. But I like to think she’s with my brother, Jason. That they’re back together, like they belong. 

We’ll love you forever Y/n.’

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