#anyways fully honest not making jokes um. my mental health is the worst its ever been.

[slutdge]

i need to do things to make myself feel better but im experiencing the agonies and tortures, thus preventing me from being motivated to do the things that will make me feel better

#anyways follow my backup account @eyeategod cause tumblr keeps threatening me with termination cause im too honest about #how much being alive sucks lol #anyways fully honest not making jokes um. my mental health is the worst its ever been. #i think its not possible to get any worse and then. it does. #ive been miserable my entire life because of these people its so pathetic #im afraid ill just stay here forever fantasizing about a better life when i fall asleep but ill never get to live it #i need a fucking drink brother #i hate living like this