#anyway. sad abt being ar0ace time (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

[sunliv]

buaa.........

#im ok👍just need to get some angst out! #liv.txt #anyway. sad abt being ar0ace time (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧ #<- 'censoring' it bc i dont want it to show up in any tags etc #anyway! like. i love being ar0 and i love being 4ce #but sometimes i do feel sad abt it #its like. its so hard to explain and at the same time its so easy #but i feel like theres more to it #but sometimes looking around it really.. it can be really lonely #and sometimes thats good! sometimes i dont want that! any of that! #the agony and pain and RAUGH that comes with it doesnt seem very worth it #and sometimes not even the best parts appetize me #but sometimes. the. this idea. this idea that. something so.. so common so intrinsical . and that i wont experience it. #like sometimes it can be kind of sad #i dont usually feel like this but today im giving myself a pass #im also on my period so like. extra pass lol #but yknkw #hii edit; i am feeling better :] #like i said these things dont come often and when they do theyre quick