#anything tight or requiring a bra? i dont wear anymore

[mejomonster]

I am looking up cyber fashion right now

And I think I finally realize what my nieces mean maybe when they say I do mejo style but not like a particular named style

I just literally cannot stick to a specific style rules unless I'm in costume

#rant #xjdhd like. if im Specifically going to a lolita meetup? yeah ill wear all/mostly lolita #if im just wearing lolita pieces out? ill usually combo with victorian or 1960s style pieces i have or combo with modern stuff #if i wear goth? i will combo with some lighter more like byujaku makeup #but INTENSE like e girl level bright pigment #i tried a fucking Dorian Electra Makeup look and. i just #DO NOT wear foundation unless im getting in xostume or for a photoshoot #so i tried to do drag king contouring and added SO MUCH contour eyeshadow to my face withiut the #foundation underneath making my skin tone level. so i just looked like regular skin but Very Haggard #also i dont know how to contour or do blush for shit. i just #keep making my face look wider #i dress rn kind of 'goth' maybe but also sporty cause i love comfy sweat pants and tshirts #and im gonna be real im moving away from clothes sold to womeb #anything tight or requiring a bra? i dont wear anymore #so im like. GOOGLE now shows me mens harajuku and cyber fashion #when i search stuff. cause it knows thats all im fucking buyjng unless its a cute kawaii rainbow cardigan with hearts #i like the 90s renassaince of clotjes but ppl doing y2k now and 90s grunge now?? #do a hyper perfect version with more makeup and sharp lines and well done hair #whereas in 90s the edges were meant to be fuzzy and hair was meant to look #like you slept in it then woke up grunge #so like. im doing OG grunge my sister did in the 90s. im not doing new Version Instagram mode #and the y2k i emulate isnt the paris hilton tight clothes. no. its the awful clashing. i LOVE IT #give me see thru sandal platforms and shiny silver pants and fun texyures #i love how on purpose awkward some y2k fashion looked back in the day. think britney spears and disney stars like ashley tisdale at awards #think blue eyeshadow and no eyebrows and fried hair with the crimped pieces and braids #the neon colors. THATS what i emulate and miss #and i. do it all fucking at once #im researching fashion styles now but. i already know. i just do not consistently #do 1 thing. or even the thing correctly. unless im specifically being strict for a photoshoot or event