#and were nice enough to comment

[yardsards]

anyone else have this experience?

#eliot posts #i've been told by a few ppl that knew me back then that i was hella bullied in elementary school #i do not remember being bullied at all #i knew i didn't have many friends but chalked that up to me choosing to spend that much time alone #i did not pick up on passive aggressive shit #and wasn't aware of my surroundings enough to realize when ppl were talking abt me behind my back #and i think brushed off direct mean comments as like haha you are such a jokester #i was reminded of this bc i was talking to a friend from high school last night #and she mentioned a time when me and her and another friend went out somewhere #and the employees were being super nice to her and our other friend but extremely rude and condescending to me #she was like ''it's been years and i am still peeved over that'' and i was like ''wait they were mean to me???'' #did not even notice a difference in our treatment #autism #autistic

[raiiny-bay]

finished dhes & kel's character pages so here are the lil edits i made for both of em :-)

#myedits #kelly #dhestyn #ik i posted kel’s already but now i am posting both pictures together #i have read through the bios so many times atp that i don't even know if they make sense anymore #i cannot look at them again #i'm just gonna say they're good enough #i might change some stuff here & there but for now #i am over it lol #i'll probably do the rest of the characters eventually.......... #maybe........... #but idk. i only really post the boys here so like. yea. yk. #plus i still have the mbz character page to do #which. that has like. so many characters on it. it's a daunting task #i hope the boys' pages are at least somewhat coherent. i tried to be concise & to the point. uh. idk if i was successful in that #but. n e way. i have a few edits & writing things i wanna work on so. character pages are moving to the back burner #i may or may not finally start writing the 90sAU #which btw ty guys for being so nice on that edit???? the comments & tags were all so sweet????? #i really liked that one so i'm glad y'all liked it too

[possamble]

Shdjdjjdjf thank you so much!!! (Also, would you believe if I said that was one of the fanart that went directly into the pot when I was cooking up dragoness. It made me humble. It made me remember that Marcille also needs to be Pathetic pathetic, not just cute pathetic)

:/// well I hope you're at least getting more paid days off to make up for it?? Idk how these things work actually sorry fjjdj

Oh she DEFINITELY gets super embarrassed and is so so grateful the staff at least don't tease her when she's working, just when they bump into her while picking up or leaving stuff in her room. She's also neurotic about making sure No One can see her hickies and it fights with her instincts to want to show them off all the time. I think she'd straight up perish if her sex life came up at all while she was working LMAO

And thank you! I actually. Technically I have a stolen Starbucks apron bc I never gave it back after quitting LMFAO. Also pls do not think too highly of me. I don't have the personality to actually be making cold pitches and marketing myself and bringing in the Big Bucks so I just kinda stick to being a dinky little contractor for websites lol but at least I'm safe and at home all the time

HDJSJJFF NOT THE VERBAL KEYSMASH jdsjjd thank you so much!!

#asks #my knee will never be the same after two years at starbucks but hopefully i dont have to do that anymore #tho if it paid well enough and people were respectful id fucking love to be a barista for the rest of my life #i love making Nice Drink for people and it lets me use all my writing energy for creative writing #alas. my 'novel' languishes in my docs bc id rather spend what little energy i have on fic #bc it already has an audience lmao #also 👀 looking forward to ur comment... #tunnel anon

[saetoru]

“i will need part 2 when it’s done” like HOW are u so sure there is a part 2 and that i’m so definitely writing it as we speak

#i’ve been on here long enough that #the demanding type of part 2 comments don’t rly phase me anymore #but idk this one just irritated me and i’m tired and grouchy from studying #it’d be nice if writers were recognized for their efforts and not for their potential to give you what u want

[notbecauseofvictories]

I don’t think I could ever abandon city living, if for no other reason than I (carrying a trash bag, staring) and some random stranger (in athleisurewear, with the kind of scruff you have to deliberately cultivate) can stand in an alley eying a disheveled bird clinging to my window screen, mutually wondering what to do about it.

#he was very nice! clearly on his way out yet we stood there #looking at this bird. commenting to each other that this was unprecedented and what? were we to do about it? #he wished me luck and I went back to grab my gardening gloves; by the time I came back out the bird was gone #''the fall of the sparrow'' is our indication of some small sorrow but I noticed! this guy and I stood in the alley and noticed. #and that's why I live in cities. because only when you exist at critical mass with other people is there room enough #to notice all the sparrows. to stand in the alley with a perfect stranger and wonder what to do about birds. #celestial emporium of benevolent knowledge

[crimeronan]

by the point of becoming empress, luz has been through enough that she's intensely mistrustful of and stressed out by everyone who Isn't hunter, like. it's going to take her a significant amount of time to stop seeing belos around every corner & stop modulating her own behavior based around what belos would approve of. she has plenty of reason to firmly believe that everyone she speaks with has an agenda and that she can't ever really Be Herself or show vulnerability to anyone

but at the same time.

she is So Fucking Stressed Out.

i cannot shake the mental image of luz like. doing her best to be kinda cold and aloof and hold people at arm's length and not give too much of her own hand away, bc she's gotta be super self-aware and in control of everything at all times. and then one day raine asks, with all of the genuine concern and care in the world, "hey, are you...... okay??" and the poor fucking kid just. DISSOLVES IMMEDIATELY.

#you have been nice to luz. luz will now die for you (and also collapse in a crying puddle) #fic commenters who were like 'god i hope she and hunter eventually end up with SOME trustworthy adults in their lives' ME TOO #can't stop thinking about what a desperate pathetic relief it would be for her to have just ONE person who's old enough to seem #self-assured and experienced. hunter is technically an adult but an 18-yr-old to luz's 16-yr-old certainly does not a parent/guardian make #get this girl the ability to trust and rely on Anybody without the fear of terrible things happening because of it #toh #princess luz AU #raine whispers #luz noceda

[crossbackpoke-check]

18 + swaymark!!

oooo thank you!!

#18 - pleaser, wallows + swaymark

okay i know they are canonically obsessed with each other but. the song is in some ways about feeling like you’re failing in your relationship and being not quite as obsessed with them as they maybe are with you, and in this video of them talking about being a tandem, there is the slightest pause before swayman answers “do you miss him?” that makes me want to probe a wound. we’re not talking irl reasons of how that’s an absurd question (how do you miss him. you’re coworkers you’re seeing each other all the time) we’re talking that maybe this whole goalies-in-love thing got blown out of proportion and now swayman’s having to buy into the bit too hard. linus loves it & everyone’s asking about their bromance & how they love each other so much and the thing is—linus is safe. he’s got a wife and plausible deniability and jeremy? jeremy is gay. sure, he can crack jokes and people-please but the more people ask the more they're going to find out until maybe they find out something jeremy doesn't want them to know. and the longer this goes on, the more jeremy has to sit at linus' dinner table with linus and his beautiful wife and pretend like he isn't a little bit in love with him. and you know what? the longer it goes on and linus doesn't dial it down jeremy does stop being in love with him, because it just feels cruel, until he finally is done enough that he stops biting his tongue and ruins the moment.

#…this so is not a five sentence summary but ALSO this manages to perfectly align with something i was obsessed with (that media video) #like yeah is that pause reasonably a buffering time to a weird question? yes!!! do i want to read into it & make swayman a bit uncomfortabl #also yes!!! sorry i decided to give them tragique but they were assigned by spotify. the other option for this song was an ED fix-it fic #about healthy sex and learning that it can be a part of a normal relationship!! sex is weird and fucked up!! but like. that’s just because #i have always interpreted this song as a) unrequited best friend love & you’re worried you’re gonna fuck it up b) virgin who doesn’t know #what sex is and is scared to tell anyone and then option c) people pleaser keeps going along with it but can’t anymore #also OBVIOUSLY they end up fine. whether that ends up being jeremy finally telling linus (oblivious) i don’t want to do this with you #i need to get over you & them creating a platonic space & sway ends up with someone else OR linus has the oh. true. i simply never #considered that i could be gay for you option OR the one i have just invented but is now my favorite because i love a good polycule is that #linus & his wife simply add jeremy to their relationship. and then this song becomes jeremy scared to have sex with linus’ wife at first lo #liv in the replies #the interviews in that video doing the lord’s work fr but also that ‘do you not miss him’ feels SO uncomfortable. say no! but then he leans #in with the dirty jokes comment & i know i’ve made like eight variations already (sorry. that’s how my brain works) but it is soooo fun #to me personally if they are broken up but now have to act nice & keep doing all these rituals & sell us on the narrative & they’re just #trying to see who’s going to crack first. needle each other into laughing or getting irritated enough it shows through & the other one wins #do even more aggressive hug rituals!! get a medical warning from the athletic training staff!!!

[onward--upward]

i went into the comments on the clip of oliver talking about the backlash to buck's sexuality on youtube, and there's literally a comment saying it "it doesn't make sense because he was such a womanizer." did you not?? watch the clip?? that is literally the criticism that oliver specifically addresses!!

#the biphobia is really rampant everywhere huh #obviously there were lots of nice comments but there were more critical ones than id expected #i fucking hate the comments that are like 'there are too many gays' also. like no. there are not enough gays actually. fuck off. #q talks

[frogcoded]

I feel like my uni friends might be starting to catch up on the fact that I might be none of binary

#it doesn’t bother me because it’s like. well meaning and affectionate jokes #like yesterday I mentioned how when we did salsa in hs I was usually doing the man part because there were too many girls #and my friend commented aaah so that’s when it all started #and you know what it was funny #or my other friend saying yeah but you’re all fluid in response to I don’t even remember what #idk I think I actually rather like it you know #it is who I am and it feels good to have them understand that on some level #and maybe sometimes I don’t give them enough credit. they do just want to be nice to me it’s not always me vs them

[running-in-the-dark]

had a conversation about gym class with my friend who I went to school with today - it was depressing but also nice to hear that her experience with it (at that particular school) was just as bad as mine.

I don't think the way my school treated gym class was entirely normal tbh. it was completely different to the school I went to after, anyway. and everyone I talked to there only knew gym class to be a pretty fun, lighthearted thing. at my old school it was only about achievement, you had to be perfect, if not you were usually yelled at. and if you couldn't participate because you were feeling a bit ill (but not enough to stay home from school) you were ridiculed and/or insulted in front of the whole class. this happened with every gym teacher we had over the whole 9 years there.

it felt like two hours of punishment, there was nothing good about it. and it made at least the both of us feel like any kind of exercise/sport, especially in a group setting, was terrifying - for years after. even my much more positive experience at the other school I went to didn't make that go away.

#maybe my school really just sucked #I mean I already know it did. but maybe it did in even more ways than I thought #maybe it's a Gymnasium thing. idk. any Germans please feel free to comment if gym class at your school was like this #and it wasn't just because we were bad at sports or anything. I got very good grades in gym class at the other school. and my friend does a #ton of different sports now and everything #I remember there was a girl in my class who got a 1 (the best grade) in every other class and a 4 (out of 6) in gym class. and the teacher #was so fucking awful and gleeful about it. he made fun of her so much. #I'm pretty sure I was about to get a 6 in gym class right before I dropped out - and that definitely played a part tbh. I just couldn't #spend one more second with that gym teacher. he was horrible and gross and mean (and sexually harassed girls at another school! but of #course he was still allowed to teach at our school!! ľ #anyway. gym class was the worst part of my (already not great) life from 11 to 19 so I hope all my old gym teachers break both their legs :) #except one. he was really nice to us and didn't do any of the stuff the others did. but we only had him for a year in between all the other #ones so it wasn't enough :( #like one of our (female!!) teachers would loudly make fun of girls who said they couldn't participate because they were on their period and #in too much pain. #in front of everyone. when we were like 13. #I hate that woman more than any of the others. #lol it's funny how like half of my issues are because of my parents and the other half is because of that fucking school #I will never forgive my mother for forcing me to go there and never letting me change schools even though I asked to for 8 fucking years #personal

[oh-katsuki]

i gotta stop going on tiktok bc i just saw a comment section that makes me want to burn my eyes out…

#some girl was talking abt how some girls go out with a bunch of groups every night #and jokingly asking how they have so many friends bc she has two #I’m paraphrasing but u get the idea #which is a normal enough sentiment like no hate there #but the comments…. bro they were #they were quoting Aristotle like ‘a friend to all is a friend to none’ #and saying shit like ‘I bet it’s all surface level and they have no real friends’ #and other things like that #and I had to BLINK BECAUSE WHATTTTTTT #why is everyone so MAD about some girls having a bunch of friends 😭😭😭😭 #like sure okay maybe sometimes those sentiments are true but like… #have we forgotten that some people are just nice??? or very social??? #and that it doesn’t inherently make someone SINFUL AND EVIL ???? #I WAS BAFFLED !!! #it was all so hostile like what the hell are you onnnn aboutttt #some people just have friends #idk they were all so mad about it I was baffled bc #why do we care so much what other girls are doinnggggg I’ll never understand #let the people breathe

[lumiereandcogsworth]

tonight on: Lydia Notices Something New Every Time! i just noticed that when the headmaster & clothilde get the guys to dump out belle’s laundry barrel, you then see monsieur jean (aka mr. potts!) leading the donkey away off screen.

i never caught that before!! definitely makes me think that belle asked him if she could borrow his donkey. she probably didn’t say for what, because he probably wouldn’t have let her otherwise (but in a kinder way than others. probably just like are “you sure you wanna do that?”). but then when this whole commotion starts up, he looks sort of annoyed/embarrassed as he silently takes the donkey away. like ugh this is what happens when you get involved with the village weird girl🙄

#AN INTERESTING NOTE! #like as much as i wanna lump him in with the few people who cared about her #because he IS mrs. potts’ husband #clearly he isn’t in that group 😔 #i mean the ‘sounds boring’ indication was fairly enough but like homie you were at the scene and you simply removed the donkey rather than #helping her clean the mess with père robert 😞 #but i do think on the scale of people who were the worst (headmaster & clothilde) and people who were the nicest (père robert & dressmaker) #jean falls somewhere in the middle. maybe closer to worst just because of his comments (and behavior!) but i he still made conversation #with her for a lil bit which is more than i think what most people did #so i think he was more like. neutral about her and prob just didn’t generally wanna be involved #nice enough to lend the donkey but not nice enough to defend her weirdness publicly! #anyway. interesting #lyd watches batb2017 #batb 2017 #batb meta #potts thoughts

[nothingunrealistic]

QUERIDO EVAN HANSEN

TALLER DE 3° ITM, PRACTICAS DE INTERPRETACIÓN EN EL TEATRO MUSICAL 21/22

this is a delight… obviously the production values aren’t the highest but many fun acting and staging choices here, especially the four evans, and i’m impressed that they managed to incorporate the anonymous ones and hiding in your hands without cutting songs

#is that legal? probably not but i doubt any other element of this is. think they also ripped some ywbf projections right from the movie #dear evan hansen #don't know spanish well enough to comment on most of the nuances of the translation but i can tell they cut some dialogue #e.g. the “nothing unrealistic” lines from sincerely me; the lines about dana p from evan and alana's act 1 conversation; #some of jared & evan's dialogue about the connor murphy memorabilia market; squip connor dissing jared; #alana offering jared the role of treasurer or secretary; “great idea evan” / “thank you jared” / “no sweat”; #cutting off sincerely me reprise after the first four lines??? and cutting some dialogue there and in the following heidi scene; #the lines about evan's dad in to break in a glove; evan and zoe joking about a kegger; “wonder of wonders miracle of miracles”; #heidi & cynthia & larry's wine discussion; the chicken milanese; the sulu/sula confusion; some of evan and heidi's pre-gfy fight; #alana's comment about evan dating zoe; a few lines in the scenes around for forever reprise and words fail; & the pottery barn discount #evan & jared's spanish project becomes an english project quite appropriately; heidi now says “fuck” after the gfy fight which i love #and zoe's line of “i didn't realize you were actually capable of saying something that wasn't nice” gets turned into #something that ends in “politically correct” instead of “nice” which is a fascinating change #don't love the audience laughter at the dialogue around the anonymous ones given that it's not supposed to be funny #but it sure does speak to the quality of that dialogue compared to the text of the original stage show #also there is clearly a tumblr post in the ywbf projections lmao. may make this the only version of the show to acknowledge tumblr

[stinkrascal]

this is my most controversial opinion but you couldnt pay me to give lilith vatore those ugly short bangs

#back in my day they were called terf bangs #because the only people dumb enough to think those bangs are cute were terfs #and now theyre back in style :( stop it theyre so ugly #honestly i just dont like the way my lilith looks in bangs. it doesnt work for her #ive seen some ppls liliths look good w those awful bangs but mine just looks like shes gonna call you a slur #my interpretation of lilith is that shes very regal and eloquent and intelligent so i try to make her look simple if that makes sense #a huge style inspo for lilith was wednesday addams. but not the new netflix version the old version #i just love her simple style. it feels very lilith to me #i never watched the netflix version of wednesday so i cant comment on her style #but the original version has always had huge lilith energy to me #one day i’ll put lilith in those braids #i want the vatores to show up in straud legacy so bad :( but i feel like i need to post the backstory reprisal first #bc the vatores have SO MUCH history with vlad and brie. it’s important to show that first #otherwise they’ll be referencing events which have never happened on my blog and it will all be really confusing lol #theres one cc creator who remade those short bangs and actually made them kinda nice #i might give them to beverly even though im a short bangs hater i think their face is long enough for it f #but ea terf bangs are ugly we need to stop kidding ourselves you guys

[noxianwilled]

kat doesn't share things about her private life most of the time. don't expect her to, you know, do photoshoots and interviews and whatever else with anyone she's with at the time or even talking about it very openly. if there's a serious relationship, she'd acknowledge it exists, but not talk about it in detail (it's harder to keep it low when the other person is also famous, and i don't think she'd necessarily avoid being seen with them sometimes, but yeah in general she tries to keep things as private as possible, especially when it comes to romantic relationships - friends and such only if they prefer to keep a low profile). so i feel fans would get invested in finding out whatever is going on through pictures of her with people, rumors, lyrics and such, but she doesn't really engage with it in any way at all.

the fact she doesn't share anything if she can help it makes it pretty clear she's not interested in what people have to say. the reaction can range from indifferent to really pissed off, depends on the opinions (she does avoid them, if she can, from media and the public alike). managers trying to have any say in her personal life and how it's presented would immediately be fired though (she had a controlling mother for a manager when she was younger and she's not about to let another person have a say on her private life like that ever again).

when it's fans talking about how they connect to songs or feel seen and understood in some way or like they belong or whatever she'd be really soft about it (she loves her fans! she does appreciate their love!) but when it comes to her personal life no matter how supportive the messages she doesn't wanna know (the only type she'd appreciate, and even then she tries to keep a never reading comments policy so the chance she'd see them is slim, is when people are like oh she looks happy i hope she's happy and whatnot). when it comes to the media and how it portrays things i sincerely think she's not polite at all when people try to get her to talk about things or create/suggest any sort of drama (her life has drama enough without that).

but commentaries about who she's dating or who she's friends with she's never interested in and if they're critical of people she loves she will be outright pissed off. like, idk, she's besties with draven, if she sees 'fans' talking shit about him for whatever reason she'll tell them to get fucked. if there's something about her being with darius and she comes across sb saying garen was better she would just answer like get a life and shut the fuck up that might delve into worse if it's not deleted in 5 seconds by her media team while the pr tries to avoid bigger incidents

#» out of character — ⌜main sup irl.⌟ #» verse — ⌜riot records.⌟ #i don't think kat is out to purposefully make manager's life hell but like #i think she does it sometimes either way when impulse gets the best of her lmao #either way. i really don't think she bothers to always seem nice #and she gets soooo angry at comments about people she cares about #she doesn't usually look into things but like if sb sends them her way #or she happens to see them #she'll be livid #an interviewer tries to push her to talk about personal stuff or band problems and she'll just be like #'if it's not the music we're talking about i'm leaving' #if they insist she will in fact walk out ✌️ yes even in live stuff #it's progress bc as a teen when things were really bad i think she'd #just be feral enough to attack reporters lmao #paparazzi for sure #and with stuff she's particularly irritable about #like when garen broke up with her #at some point if she got tired of seeing people defend him #or going after her bc cass drove him off of social media #pretty sure she'd pick fights w randos (and insult garen ♥️) by replying w stuff like #'babe you won't get to suck his dick by defending his honor online (and it's not worth the effort i assure you)' #ksjfnakjsfnksjdfn

[wonderstruck-perfume-tv]

If you’re bitter about not being there for one of your favorite songs being played as a secret song on the tour, then I just want to say I know how much it sucks. We all love her and all want her to play our favorites, but she’s one person. She’s packed 44 songs into this show for US. She’s doing the best she can, but nobody can be there for every show. So what you can do now, is either clench your fists and shut your eyes; or you can make the most of your favorite song being played live, and the technology we have available; and sing along with her from your own home. There’s more than one way to enjoy Taylor, and I guarantee you, she would be ecstatic to know that she still made you smile, even from X miles away.

#taylor swift #eras tour #taylor lurking #taylornation #taylor’s version #Yes I am talking about wonderland in Houston #yes this is more for me than it is for anyone else #but also all the people I saw in the comments on the Tik Tok live were kinda toxic #I feel like people are being so down but there’s more than one way to be happy #ts 1989 #1989 deluxe #I’m just saying there are people nice enough to livestream doing their tour experience #when they could be taking picture and videos of their exciting night #and every single one of them would love for you to take advantage of it