#and this poor ginger in the loml so

[incorrectnevermoor]

hihi i have some angst i would like to share: i headcanon that jupiter has this awful fear of the dark, experiencing flashbacks to his own fright trial perhaps? to him, shadows are representative of losing his talent and a failure to protect his family. (also, the hunt of smoke and shadow was really terrifying for jupiter, maybe even more for him than most. besides the massacre bit, jupiter distrusts squall for having an entire beautiful power and using it to create an army of shadows. sketchy.)

Focusing on the hunt bit, can you imagine him trying desperately to tamp down that fear the entire way from Jackalfax to Nevermoor as he did his best to not only save Mog, but also keep her as calm as possible?

Not being able to even think about the fact that “hey, the literal monsterification of you WORST FEAR is biting at your heels right now and you could not only die yourself but also take this literal child down with you if you mess up at any point”? Recipe for an anxiety attack, if you ask me. Jupiter’s hands were probably shaking, heartbeat ratcheting up to the heavens and he could hear the blood rushing in his ears.

ALSO, we know the fright trials are. Bad. Pretty Bad. Jove himself called it the Nervous Breakdown Trial so, is believing that he’s talking about his own personal experience with it that far fetched? I don’t think so.

If we consider the fear of the dark as more of a… fear of the unknown, his Fright Trial must’ve been traumatizing for real. We thought Mog’s was bad? Where she got chased by the hunt of smoke and shadow at the end? Imagine 11 year old Jupiter, just having gotten out of the first part of the trial, shaking, panting, trying to find an OUNCE of calm, walking into a pitch dark room. Can’t find the exit, doesn’t know if it’s part of the trials as well or if something went terribly wrong. Doesn’t know if he’s alone in there or if there’s something… else. Is he hearing things or is something following him? The hairs on the back of his neck are prickling. Muscles twitching as the adrenaline starts kicking in. Senses on overdrive, he’s on high alert. Why is his knack not working? It’s dark and it’s cold and he can’t see anything and his breathings coming quicker, is the room getting smaller? How can his vision swim when he CAN’T SEE?

Anyway, thank you for the sweet sweet angst, dear anon, lovely headcanon. I’m a fiend who enjoys these kinds of things, keep ‘em coming!

#tw: nyctophobia #tw: darkness #just to be safe #Making characters suffer is how I show love #and this poor ginger in the loml so #thanks for sharing!!! #nevermoor #nevermoor: the trials of morrigan crow #wundersmith #wundersmith: the calling of morrigan crow #hollowpox #hollowpox: the hunt for morrigan crow #jupiter north #headcanon #ask

[floplvl]

Good afternoon, loves. My morning started at 7:30, but I cuddled with my doggy until 8, and then we went to the dog park and threw around her ball. When I got home, I had a bowl of yoghurt and then went to the gym. I always say that the only thing I work at the gym is the treadmill 😃 a workout’s a workout, right?

Also I never ever drink coffee but I made the exception today, because I knew I’d be tired and unmotivated to meet LOML’s brother later.

I stayed at the gym for two hours, hit the showers and then I went to Prisma (the best grocery shop around here) and I got a cart full of my favorite things; quorn, basmati rice, paneer cheese, couscous, ginger, almond milk … I think that’s also a form of self care, buying nutritious foods that you enjoy, and that inspires you to cook. Another selfcare act I did this morning was pay all my bills 😂so now that’s out of the way.

Also, I don’t have the time to cook properly a lunch today. First of all, I didn’t expect to take so long in the gym (then again I like taking my time), and second of all I’m meeting LOML’s brother in two hours, so I had a lazy lunch today. Something I used to eat this summer when I was really really poor. It’s half a can of crushed tomato, 100g of quorn and 60g of cottage cheese. It’s not fancy, but with the right spices it’s good, and it costs like 1.5€ to make. And in just that little serving there is 22g of protein, and only 170 calories, so …. It’s a win for me 💪🏼 and a little bit of fruits to calm my sweet tooth ☺️

[stellarbisexual]

S2E1 AAAAH

OK HERE WE GO MY BEANS

OK so they’ve definitely taken our criticisms of them not using enough actors of color to heart, well done, Duffer Brothers, even if it’s #008 who we’re seeing for 5 seconds!

SKIP INTRO? ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME NETFLIX? THAT’S LIKE 80% OF THE EXCITEMENT RIGHT THERE

IS IT WRONG THAT MY MAD ABOUT YOU LOVING ASS IS MOST EXCITED FOR PAUL REISER hahahahahaha

Yusssssss MADMAX

EEEEEEE DUSTIN & LUCAS MY BROTP FOR LIFE OK

I fucking love Lucas, bye.

MIKE MY BISEXUAL SON HIIIIIIIIIIIIII

“What are you doing on this channel? IDK PINING OVER MY TELEKINETIC GF”

Whip It? RLY music dept? RLY?

OMFG WILL BYERS IS AT THE FUCKING ARCADE ABOUT TO HAVE FUN. OMFG WINONA RYDER MAKING A SPECIAL APPEARANCE AS EDDIE KASPBRAK’S OVERPROTECTIVE MOM.

“YEAH SPILL IT, KEIIIITH” lmfaoooo

“I’m not prostituting my sister” ahahahahaha

TBH I feel like my boys have become way more adolescent bo than they were in S1 and it’s bringing me equal parts joy and dismay

WILL BB NO *holds my gay son to my bosom*

Byeler Moment #1 fuck me up omfg Mike is so much taller I’m destroyed

Hawkins 80s Montage, woooot

O HAI HOPPER “GET AWAY FROM MEEEEE” LOML

Yes he’s even more grizzled and over it than everrrrrr <3

(Fun fact I’m the lady who swapped Hopper’s donut for an apple)

omg i looooove coverup!hopper, bless. this is like fucking sheriff valenti on roswell shit.

STEEB! Bad boy with big hair turned good. Lol poor boy can’t write an essay for shit. Oh SHIT is he meeting Nancy’s parents for the first time?

Ooh plot twist Steve’s graduating but Nancy still has another year left

Oh snap that new ginger Max in the house with her mullety bro looking like Henry Bowers and Hugh Dancy’s lovechild bwaaaa

Also THX for that male objectification <3

omg Will is getting BULLIED on top of all this shit?> W H Y

I officially ship Max/Eleven ahaha

OH HI SAMWISE GAMGEE <3 GET IT JOYCE

Oh no wonder Hopper is such a grouchy MF

Can we all agree NancyxJonathanxSteve are poly tho?

FYI from here on out Mike shall henceforth be referred to as BMW (Bisexual Mike Wheeler)

omg f outta here with your sexist bs gay will abd bmw

“He’s quiet today” Byeler Moment #2 BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

I cannot even express how protective I feel over Will motherfucking Byers ok

PAUL REISER BLESSING US ALL WITH HIS PRESENCE

oh babe, don’t tell them anything, my poor child

“Not me.... everyone else.” RLY THO that is some OMEN shit

Hopper your jealousy is showing

<3333 Dustin & Lucas sharing a crush is my life

oooh BMW actin’ up! i fucking hate his parents tho tbh

Aww BARB’s parents <3 I am cry

HEY DON’T YOU DARE BESMIRCH MY BF HOPPER

OK BMW JUST STAB ME IN MY MILEVEN LOVING HEART “I’m still here”

Damn my boy is pining hard tho

BYERS BROTHER FEELS i can’t deal with how protective jonathan is

Overjoyed at Sean Astin’s nerdy ass

Hey guys uhhhhh attention Will Byers is Not Okay

EEEEEEEEEEEEE ELEVEN MY DAUGHTER

HOPPER IS JUST STRAIGHT UP HIDING HER

BMW ABOUT TO B L O W A GASKET WHEN HE FINDS OUT OK

Hopper’s totally her dad now tho so I can’t be mad

#stranger things spoilers #sts2 livetumbling #mileven #byeler