#and some actions are so horrible you'll seek a fight to the death about it

[craycraybluejay]

still fuming over an argument i had months ago.. anouther chillllll its ok for other people to be incorrect, ok? its ok for them to randomly accuse you of a personality disorder and then publicly shit on you for being offended. its fine bro. old news.

#some ppl u will NOT seek out but would def get in a fistfight with if u happened to pass by each other again #sorry i be holding mad grudges #you do something mean once and i will be eternally hostile if you dont apologize and wary if you do #like idk yk its not right to let people think they can walk all over you and still be entitled to your civility and kindness #and some actions are so horrible you'll seek a fight to the death about it #and others youre like. meh. objectively this isnt as big a deal as other shit i went thru. would set ur car on fire if i walked past it tho #like IT DEPENDS! #sometimes ill just drop it if its w a friend and we 'made up' but a lot of times ppl dont rly apologize/try to change their cruel actions #so theres resentment even without the fight #or hearing someone talk about doing similar to what they did to me to someone else. i thought u were past that. whats wrong w u. #idk i distrust people who are nice to u in the moment but fully traumatize someone else who was kinda rude to them #bc what if *i* miss too many social cues? are u gonna try to get me arrested or sum? jfc #at least when i actively seek revenge its not for lil things like rudeness or even bigger things like purposeful insults #but yea most ppl i dislike i refrain from bothering. but if they bother me thats their mistake #if you throw the first punch i WILL always get the last. #but yea anyway fuck that person

[shawtygonemad]

What Is This Feeling: Chapter 6

Fem!9th Doctor x Male!Rose Tyler

WITF Masterlist

WARNING: The end of this chapter does contain some blood. It's not gruesomely detailed, but it is mentioned. You have been warned.

When the Doctor opened her eyes she was in a horrifyingly familiar place. The sky was a mixture of reds, oranges, and yellows. The clouds overcastting were a deep purple.

She quickly sat up. She was sitting in a meadow full of grasses and flowers. She looked to her left and saw the two suns setting in the distance behind the mountains. But that's not what made her breath catch, oh no. It was the sight of the Capital.

The Time Lord closed her eyes, and rubbed the palms of her hands into her eyes. Her head pounded. Something wasn't right. Didn't something horrible happen to Gallifrey? She couldn't quite remember. Every time she tried to recall her head would explode with pain. It was like her brain was fighting back against something.

"Theta?" she heard a voice ask.

She opened her eyes to see Ross crouching in front of her. Her eyes widened.

"Ross! What the hell are you doing here?" the Doctor quickly got to her feet, and began to take in the situation.

"Don't be so dim. You asked me to meet you here. We were going to have a picnic."

So many things were running through her head. She was getting light headed.

"What?"

"Theta, are you alright," Ross grabbed her waist as if to steady her. "Let me help you."

Once her mind began to clear, she pushed the boy away.

"What did you just call me?"

"Theta. That's your name," Ross spoke, confused.

Her hearts stopped. "How did you know that," she asked, quietly.

Ross wrapped his arms around her waist, and pulled her close.

"You told me," he informed her while brushing a piece of hair out of her face.

The Doctor was almost mesmerized by the action. He's never acted like this with her before. It was nice. If only this could happen more often.

Suddenly another wave of intense pain washed over her head. The jabs of pain increased. Something started to happen. Gallifrey and Ross disappeared. She was left in darkness. Then, as if she swam to the surface of a pool, she took a deep breath and opened her eyes.

Instantly, everything came back to her. She was lying on an examination table with a metal device strapped to her head. She was still in the lab.

"The female has awoken," a voice was heard off to her left.

Two creatures came into view. They were both yellow with green and white scaled patterns all over their bodies. The patterns seemed to be ones similar to a Monarch butterfly. The front of their face looked human, but slowly morphed back into fish fins. If they didn't seem a bit intimidating before, then their long sharp claws did it for you.

"Fairfreights," the Doctor grinned. "Fantastic! But aren't you-"

"Endangered. Yes," the female Fairfreight finished.

"What are you doing here? And why are you doing this?"

"Humans have a faster reproductive system then our species," She informed the Doctor.

"That doesn't mean you can go stealing humans and erasing their memories," the Doctor frowned. "Now release me."

"You of all people should know what it's like to be the last of your kind. We can make that pain go away. Did you not enjoy the dream we gave you?"

"Is that what you do? Violate someone's mind and create a dreamlike state to soothe and distract the brain while you drain their body of memories? Then you download yourself in their place?" Disgust dripped from her voice.

The Doctor slowly attempted to reach for her sonic in her pocket.

"A few humans are worth restoring our race."

She had to keep them talking while she attempted to grab her sonic.

"The children would be half human. You'll never have a pure bred race again after this," she pointed out.

"Soon after birth the children would be injected with a Fairfreight vaccination that'll rewrite their human genes to make them pure," the yellow alien informed her.

'Gotcha,' She thought as she grabbed her sonic.

The Doctor took out her sonic and released her restraints and head gear. She rolled off the table and pointed her screwdriver at the pair. They slowly started to back up.

"I don't think you'll be doing any of that. As of now, this project is cancelled."

"You can't do this! Our race will go extinct," they cried.

"Oh don't be so dramatic! You'll just have to take the slower route of reproducing. It's not the end of the world."

She continued to step forward, causing the yellow creatures to step back until they were in one of the few holding pods. The Time Lord soniced the door shut and locked it. Now they couldn't get in her way.

"Ross," she yelled as she ran over to his holding pod.

'Good. His memory is still intact then,' she internally gave a sigh of relief.

She opened the pod, and quickly eased Ross's limp body to the ground. She gently patted his cheeks.

"Wakey, wakey," she called to him.

He gave a soft groan as his eyes fluttered open.

"Doctor? What happened," he asked groggy.

The Doctor quickly got up from her crouched position and headed over to one of the computers.

"The human race getting manipulated by another species, and I had to once again save them," she told him.

In the computer, she began to set the ship's autopilot system for its return trip. Once it was set, she turned back to her companion.

"Right then, now we have to figure out how to return all of these memories."

"What about this button that says 'reverse'," Ross suggested with a grin.

She grinned back, "Fantastic!"

Once the button was pressed the blue liquid was released into the air. It gave off a beautiful light that illuminated the room. It quickly shot out of the ship, and returned it their original bodies.

The Doctor frowned when she noticed Jay's memories were still in its crystal container.

"Lift off in ninety second," the computer warned.

"I'll have to manually return his memories," she noted.

She quickly detached the ball and headed into the transmatt with Ross. They beamed back into the mansion with no problems. The hidden door silently slid open, and they stepped out. Everything was quiet, which was odd.

"Doctor, how long have we been gone," Ross asked when he looked out the window.

"Probably all night."

"The leaves wouldn't start to change colors over night," he commented.

"What," she looked out the window to see that Ross was right. "But how?"

Suddenly a gunshot could be heard in the distance, causing both of them to jump. Moments later a second gunshot was heard. They both looked at one another before running towards the pool area. The Doctor's hearts were racing fast.

She ran ahead of Ross. She burst through the back door and ran ahead. She must have been going too fast because she slipped on something and fell forward. The ball fell from her hand, cracked, and rolled into the pool. The pool that was slowly being tainted red.

She heard Ross give a gasp behind her. She looked down to see what she slipped on.

'Oh, god'

Blood. Some man shot himself in the head, and she slipped-

Ross was covered his mouth and turned away. The Doctor carefully got up, and took in the situation. This man must have shot whoever was in the pool, and then shot himself. She slowly walked over to the pool to see who the victim was.

'No.'

Even with the water turning red from the blood, she knew who it was.

"Jay," she said quietly.

She stepped away from the pool when she heard the sirens in the distance. The Doctor stepped over to Ross, took his hand, and led him back to the TARDIS. Once inside, they both remained quiet as they went off to get cleaned up. The Doctor's stomach churned when she had to wipe the blood off her legs.

She was greeted with a sad human sitting in his usual spot on the jump seat in the console room. He looked at the Doctor as she walked in.

"Gatsby got his memories back, even if he was dying," Ross said grimly.

The Doctor walked over and gave her pink and yellow human a hug. Ross thought the Doctor was trying to comfort him, when in reality; she was seeking comfort from him.

"I'm sorry you had to see that," she apologized quietly.

Death was truly her constant companion.

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