#and she asked me why i couldn't just talk to my family :DD

[the-bjd-community-confess]

I'm sickly and can't much travel anymore. Recently, my mom went to Scotland. I really wanted to go! But she sent me photos of when she went to Loch Ness because someone was traveling with a doll (I couldn't tell from her photo what it was, but I think she was a DD?) She made it sound like his family thought it was weird, but she asked if she could take a photo and it made him happy. She also showed him some of my photos because I've been traveling places with one of my dolls for a few years. I'm sad I couldn't go too, but I was really happy they happened to bump into each other! It seemed like talking to someone who also did that sort of thing put him (but especially his family) more at ease.

Do things that bring you joy. I'm lucky, I guess, since the people I used to travel with always ask if my doll is coming too. In my time traveling with dolls, people have always been really curious. Some people have even asked what my boy's name is. I've only had one time where some teenagers were like 'lol why are you doing that?' and I just told them it's more fun than taking photos of myself. And it's not like I'll ever see them again, right? So go on that trip to the park you wish you could take doll photos at. Bring a bjd friend with you to the zoo, that new cafe, or the library. You might get some great photos, brighten someone's day, or encourage another hobbyist to do the same.

~Anonymous

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[nelly-wants-to-b-skinny]

reasons why im doing this

if any of this resonates with you, please take them as motivation :)

my girlfriend- every time we walk down the street on a date, i hear ppl mumbling and judging us. sometimes guys will come up her and ask for her number in front of me, and she'll have to point of that im her gf. it's humiliating. if i was prettier and skinnier, they definitely would realize we're in a relationship. sometimes i feel like im not deserving of her, bc she's so pretty and im not even close. literally my sw was double her weight.

my friends- to finally be the skinny friend, omg i desire it, all my friends are smaller than me, but they're not the smallest either. they are an average skinny, but i wanna be skinnier than that, i wanna be the skinniest. i wanna be the one that gets to sit on their laps in the car bc there's not enough space. i wanna be given a piggy back ride inside of the other way around.

my family- i wanna prove them wrong. i wanna shove all the things they said to my face and behind my back down their throats. all the shit they said about me not having control, and how I was gonna end up of 600lb life, if I didn't stop eating. well I gave them what they wanted and im so happy now. I can't wait to reach my first wg. they have been bullying me for way too long, especially my mom and sister. always telling me that I'll never lose weight. well I have, almost 15 pounds in a month and you're still talking about how much im eating. ugh.

my style/clothes- I wanna wear the prettiest shit, istg, i love grunge, and I've slowly been getting into like Victorian Gothic style and i would look so good only if i was skinny. i bought this dress that i absolutely love, however the more i looked at myself in the mirror i realized how much work i needed to do. i mean my arms looked so big under the straps and my thighs were bulging together bc the dress was tight and short and i just hated it. i was so disgusted and disappointed i ended up purging my dinner out of disgust. i just wanna look so pretty, and the only way I can is for me to reach my ugw. also for summer. i found so many bathing suits that were cute, but i couldn't wear them. especially bc I have big boobs too, losing weight would solve it too. not a lot bc most of it is genetic but my aunt lost a lot of weight like 60lbs and she went from a DD (what i am) to a C. and I would be totally happy with a c cup.

compliments- i love the idea of someone coming up to me and completing me, i used to get so may compliments when I was in middle school, but not anymore and I realized it's bc I gained like 40lbs since then. and it's disgusting. but I want that again. I ppl to come up to me and tell me how pretty I am, or that they love my outfits. even hearing ppl who ik tell me how much I've lot weight and how good I look. I love it. it makes me feel amazing. and it encourages me too keep going.

#ed but not sheeran #i wanna be thinner #st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #i want to be small #skinsp0

[june-again]

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#..................................... #wtf #😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀😀what #wh at #i #hate that i had that conversation with my mom #o k a y #um #so i ended up telling her i was setting up an appointment with a counselor or whatever #or a mental health clinician or something #eah #anwyas #i basically told her that she was doing nothing wrong and she didn't need to worry #i told her to be glad that i'm reaching out for help #and she asked me why i couldn't just talk to my family :DD #and i was like ... idk it might be nice to talk to a professional #she basically asked me 'why is everyone going through this' and said 'i don't get it' #and then #and i quote #told me to just 'get over it' #because 'that's life' #i'm #i have never been so genuinely offended by something my mom has said to me #i never once said that i'm special or didn't know that everyone went through this #she told me it was a period of my life and i'd grow out of it #. #:D what #:D :DDD #so anyways i was super smily and giggly and just tried to keep it light because otherwise i knew i was gonna start CRYING #HWALA

[starsxinxthexbluexsky]

My 5 Favorite Moments of GGDD

Like last time, the GGDD moments were difficult to choose, because I like them all. I had to look at some things again. But, finally, I posted it for mistake...😃😃😃😃. The fate wanted me to post this.

This is Fake. My imagination. CPN

5. On BAZAAR interview, first of all I love the fact that they say that they knew each other before on TTXS, but both emphasize that there was no eye contact, nor that they spoke, but that's not what I like, it's just an addition for put us, in context. What I like, is when GG draws DD (I think most of them like it), DD says his eyes aren't that big, but GG says he had heard comments from some friends saying that DD's eyes were tight, so GG drew DD's eyes bigger. Meanwhile, he says that ... DD looks at him with a silly face and smiles, even he places his hand on his chin, looking very focused on what his GG says (it is my impression, it can vary between viewers), GG makes a sign, but DD plays dumb and clears his throat, looking away (more like he's trying not to see his GG).

4. In TTXS, when they were together in the same place for the first time, in 2017. A cute GG, with a pink jacket and accompanied by X-NINE and a DD very cute and surprisingly smiling, imitating everything that his not-yet-GG did, is that DD couldn't take his eyes off from GG, DD moved his hands nervously when he was next to GG, and DD looked at him when GG looked away, but stopped when it was already very obvious (I keep saying it's my perspective, others may think other things). I don't think GG didn't realize it, because I think, when someone looks at another person a lot, that person has to realize it, for me, DD…well, the fool was very obvious. He even showed off his mating dancing (is a joke) just to impress his GG and use his pistol finger to aim at him at the end of the dance (yeah, for me he aimed at GG). DD and his love at first sight…GG couldn't be saved.

3. At Happy Camp. First is the fact that they sat next to each other, moving away if the person on the opposite side got too close, so they were practically on top of each other (I have a meme about that…). When the hosts asked questions, they both started whispering to each other (I won't say anything more about this). Then there's the dance they did, DD was distracted by GG (my mom told me *the boy in the flowered shirt* didn't dance that well, just looking at GG and that was a comment she made when I didn't even believe that they were SZD, still) and then there's that dance move that couples suspiciously do in their wedding photos. Then, DD started pouting, because GG was paying more attention to Daxun. At the Happy Camp hole games. DD allows GG to win, even though DD is competitive by nature and always wants to win (that seemed pretty obvious to me, DD's “double standard” makes an appearance, for his GG). GG gets jealous of Daxun, when he and DD are trapped inside the hole, one on top of the other (his face is scary), but DD doesn't realize at the time (but then cleverly fixes it). Also, when DD gets hurt (although this isn't a good thing) we see GG's real concern, that he is unlike any other. You can see the others concerned, but GG's concern is so legitimate and true that it even hurts me every time I see him again (maybe because he felt guilty that DD hurt himself from the necklace he gave him). The last thing about this, is the fact that they share every little comment, no matter how silly it is, it is so sweet.

2. TTXS 2019, First is the fact that DD invited GG, I think, he could invited someone else. After all, GG was a person, whom DD knew for a short time in 2018, if we put them on the screen, but still DD decided to take it to TTXS, who are a family to him. Then, GG and DD sang their respectively songs "What I Miss" and "If I Were Young", I mean from all the speculation that was made with bombology, DD was supposed to be angry that day (for some reasons), but when they both sing these songs. The way DD sang the song and how sweet GG smile was, DD's voice was so soft and full of soul, so soothing. GG nailed the high notes and turned to DD to meet his eyes while singing. DD was fascinated even though he can't clearly show it. Uff...every time I see them I have to look away, I can't handle that ... both are so...well, that's why I like it so much ... besides, the fact that DD brought his photo album when he was a child and GG wanted to take it (is a joke 😂), he was serious about bringing the album, DD is so silly cute. GG also sings "Love Confession", when he's sitting with the other guests. DD stares at him with sheep's eyes, until GG signals DD for stop to looking at him (with heart eyes), because they are recording them...this man, I can't handle him, neither of them.

1. Interview for "The Paper", DD and GG both have a stuffed animal in their hands (they both look sweet). MC ask them various things (obviously), they both look so comfortable and smiling. MC even ask them if WWX and LWJ's bedtime was the same as them. DD says no, and GG says he's similar, GG says "Sometimes he ... aren't you?" "Sometimes you will stay up later?" (Me: GG, how do you know that? 👀, they are the best friends forever 😂) and DD says yes. Near the end they talked about when they were both filming, that they should record scenes from when WWX and LWJ were young by the day and at night the "after 13/16 years" scenes. The MC asks, what would they think, if a TV show organizes them to go skiing and DD says he can teach to GG and GG laughs saying he's just a beginner (this kills me, they look so wonderfully comfortable) DD looks sweet saying some of ski techniques, while looking at his GG softly, in the end GG says it's okay. Afterwards, the MC asks what they would say to "CQL" fans who say they look the most beautiful after watching all 50 episodes of the drama. GG say a lot of things with a sweet voice and then he is ashamed (it is a sweetheart) and DD wants to laugh at what his GG says, but when it is his turn he says that he will not say anything, GG shows his rabbit teeth ... (Double standard, it seems DD really likes when his GG shows his rabbit teeth to him). And here comes my favorite part. The word is supposed to be deep, but I don't really know what it means, it seems like something important and obviously GG is very surprised that DD said it. Well, they ask you to describe the CQL summer in three words. GG answers right away, burning hot "灼热" (not the literal characters) and DD thinks about it for a moment, quite a bit, compared to how fast GG answered. At the end, DD says true fellings "真情实感" GG looks at him for a moment and lets out a WOW!!! Very tall, covering his mouth, he seemed very surprised. DD seems to realize that it was obvious (it's my imagination), but he says he wants to change the phrase to touching "就 感人" (or something like that) but, GG tells him that they aren't going to edit just because he said that ... I mean, he screwed up 😂😂😂. Simple woman, this is the first place after all.

Bonus

Honorable Mention

Sina Interview in CQL film place. When, GG starts to flatter DD by saying that he danced well in TTXS, but later he realizes that he was not only a good dancer, but also a good actor and when he mentions that LZ doesn't have many lines (mentions LWJ and DD gets angry 😂😂😂), DD makes this face. (Note that DD was happy, as he watched his GG compliment him, until he mentioned LZ)

My 5 Favorite BTS by GGDD

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#GGDD favorite moments... #so late #very long #much text #hahahaha #bjyx #yizhan #wangxiao