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[nelly-wants-to-b-skinny]

MY DAUGHTER IS COMPLETELY FINE!!!

your daughter:

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GUYSSSS I FINALLY HIT THE 30LBS MARK OMG IM SOOOO HAPPY IK I SHOULDN'T GET TOO EXCITED BUT THE HARD WORK IS PAYINGGG OFFFF THE ⭐VING + THE RESTRICTIONS + THE WORKOUTS AHHHH IM SO EXCITED RLLY HOPE I DON'T MESS ANYTHING UP

#st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinsp0 #tw th*nsp0 #thinspø #thin$p0 #ed but not sheeran #tw ed implied #tw ed rant #tw restrictive ed

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if i can't be skinny i rather just die

so sorry for being gone for so long, my bsf found out :/ and i got rlly sick like i was ⭐ving for almost a week and i fainted and well she put it together so ive been ig 'in recovery' not rlly idk but im back y'all. thinspo coming this week

#st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinsp0 #notprojustusingthetags #ed but not sheeran #notpro4n4

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BRO IKIVE BEENMIA BUT I WENT DOWN TO 178 HOPEFULLY I DON'T GAIN IT BACK ON MY VACAY

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ive been waking up at 11-12 recently bc summer insomnia is real and i don't go to sleep until 1-3 am and honestly it's so much better bc i don't get to eat like i usually would bc im too busy sleeping

#tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinsp0 #st@rve #tw th*nsp0 #thinspø #thin$p0

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it's 2am and i couldn't sleep bc i feel like i ate too much also my bsf is getting too suspicious like wayyyy too suspicious so i weighed myself and i actually went down to 183 😭😭😭 im so happy it's not a lot but still im happy in not stuck at 184 anymore

#tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinsp0 #tw th*nsp0 #thinspø #thin$p0 #st@rve

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WHY IS MY UGW OTHER PPLS SW UGHHH IM SO FUCKING FAT ISTG

#st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #skinsp0 #tw th*nsp0 #thinspø #thin$p0

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in the words of my mom: the icon

hunger is mental, drink a glass of water.

you heard her? now do as she said.

#ed but not sheeran #i wanna be thinner #st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #i want to be small #skinsp0 #thi1nspo #bonespø #chubspo

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I've been wanting to do this but I'll just do it all together :)

1. weight- 185, chest- 41.2, waist-34.0, hips-44.0, thighs- 28.0

2. 5'5, yes im totally okay with my height tbh

3. we have a very similar body type so i feel like it's the most realistic for me

4. tbh just losing my dd boobs that's it.

5. im tired of being the big and ugly friend, i owe it to my young chubby self to finally be pretty.

6. define binge lol. to me if I eat normally i define that as binge. but tbh I don't think I actually binge idk.

7. yes they do, however they don't know how far I'm willing to go. but they don't. they're actually happy I am.

8. i would do cardio 3 times a week, and then do core 2 times a week, but now im doing chloe ting workouts so :))

9. 100% all the time, I've hears it ever since grade school tbh, and it's literally ruined who I am and my relationship with food.

10. i guess my love for baking, it's been really hard baking for my friends and family and not having the opportunity to have these things yk.

11. lol i don't have one hahaha.

12. hmm that's a good question, i usually stick to fruits i try to stay away from meat and dairy, however it's not always easy. but for a good day, I'll have my black coffee in the morning and then like a garden salad in the afternoon.

13. definitely unhealthy lmao, I will starve myself until I lose as much weight as I can.

14. 120lbs, it used to be 140 but that's how much my sis weighs and I wanna be smaller than her

15. I'm neither but I seriously am considering going vegetarian bc I didn't eat meat for 3 days and lost literally 7lbs so I just might.

16. I've always tried to lose weight, yk go on a diet, work out, however this year I realized I was going to go on vacation and I needed to look pretty for my pictures so I decided to go back to my old habits and I triggered my ed, it took some time like 2 months until eventually in the end of March I started thinking the same way once again. I would starve and calculate calories.

17. im not sure. I don't want to say yes since I'm not diagnosed, but I will say I have disordered eating 100%.

18. cheese. ik ppl are gonna scream, but I love it so much lol.

19. hmm actually a while back I think like a couple weeks ago maybe I month.

20. ballerina diet ahhh or maybe the iu diet.

21. triggered. lol I'm usually a L/XL for jeans I'm a 14. bra size is 38DD.

22. damn idk bruh, I remember when I used to be 160, that's the lowest number I can remember, that's when I started weighing myself and it ruined me. I don't remember gaining weight tbh, I think it was when I was recovering.

23. absolutely. growing up I watched eugenia a lot and i loved kpop in ms so I would always wonder what it would be like to be skinny like them.

24. uh i don't like them, but that's me personal. I'm not someone to encourage this illness to someone else.

25. yes. I've done it multiple times. my first time was at a party actually. I had eaten 3 slices of pizza and my stomach hurt rlly bad I had told my friend and she told me she'd find me laxatives or smth I told her no. so I hard searched up what to do and I found a reddit form about purging I did exactly that and threw up as much as I could. it was so bad I was crying bc I felt to bad but my stomach felt better. I think that's when I realized I could enjoy my food but also not consume calories.

26. CLOTHES. finally getting to wear what I want and look pretty no matter what. ugh I can't wait.

27. i try to slip into a mentality of like food isn't fuel it's trash, and it's gonna make you rot.

28. I'd love to, i want to lose as much thigh fat as possible I don't think i could think bc of my family genes

29. anything but me. I don't think beauty can be defined. to me beauty is a subjective what is beautiful to me is not beautiful to you.

30. im hispanic. i have curly hair. im bi. i have a gf. i like to bake. i can't swim. i have insomnia. i have social anxiety. i love kpop. coffee is my bsf.

#bonespø #ed but not sheeran #i wanna be thinner #tw ana shit #ana and mia #st@rve #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #i want to be small #skinsp0 #tw ed diet #tw ed implied #tw restrictive ed #eating disoder trigger warning #tw disordered eating

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day 22: may 26th

calorie limit: 260

total calorie intake: 340

• 2 pc tenders w/ ranch (340)

calories remaining: 308

calories burned: 400

net calories: -58

weight: 184

water: 96.

IF: 22h

notes: i was with friends so i tried to eat normal enough around them, nobody suspected anything.

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it's not a lot but you can kinda see my collar bones, I thought it was bc I was slouching, but I stood up straight and they still look similar. ahhhhh

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GUYS. OMG IM FREAKING OUT! OKAY SO I'VE BEEN DOING THE CLOE TING CHALLENGES AND OMG EVEN THOUGH I'VE BEEN LOSING WEIGHT BEFORE DOING THEM I'VE ACTUALLY BEEN SEEING WEIGHT LOSS AS WELL. I TOTALLY RECOMMENDED ANY OF HER WORKOUT PLANS. SHE'S AN ANGEL. ALSO WHENEVER I WORK OUT WITH HER I DON'T FEEL HUNGRY. Usually after a workout, my stomach starts growling, but with her it doesn't. I'M SHOOK. IF YOU'VE BEEN STUCK OR FEELING IN A SLUMP, TRY HER WORKOUTS AND DEFINITELY GO ON THE ABC DIET OR THE BALLERINA DIET. they work wonders, love you guys, stay safe and skinny *kisses*

#ed but not sheeran #i wanna be thinner #st@rve #tw ana shit #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #i want to be small #skinsp0 #stayskinny

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day 21 : may 24th

calorie limit: 300

total calorie intake: 310

• buttered spaghetti

calories remaining: 10

calories burned: 20

net calories: 290

weight: 185

water: 64

IF: 22h

notes: im disappointed in myself today, i didn't work out and still ate PASTA out of all things, ugh i need smth to trigger me.

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day nineteen: tue, may 23nd

calorie limit: 100

total calorie intake: 320

• iced coffee (250)

•green apple (70)

calories remaining: 472

calories burned: 690

net calories: -373

weight: 185.6

water: 64oz

IF: 22h

notes: this is the first time I've had my traditional ice coffee in a long time, and I kind of missed it, so I had it, and I don't regret it. Obviously I won't make this a habit. If I had only had the green apple, I would have only consumed 70 calories which is really good.

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day 18: mon, may 22st

calorie limit: 200

total calorie intake: 312

• rice (121)

•beans (110)

•chicken drum (81)

calories remaining: 151

calories burned: 273

net calories: 49

weight: 187.6

water: 64oz

IF: 22h

notes: i was gonna fast, but i was at my best friends' house and she knows about my ed so she begged me to eat and i couldn't say no to her

[nelly-wants-to-b-skinny]

I've heard some horror stories about y'all bfs thank god im dating a girl and she knows that i have disordered eating.

Some of your boyfriends are a bit too supportive of your Ed 👀👀

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side note; I found my first bruise wtf

#bonespø #ed but not sheeran #i wanna be thinner #tw ana shit #st@rve #ana and mia #i wanna be perfect #tw ana diary #tw ana fast #i want to be small #skinsp0