#and like. i cant even afford mental therapy or physical therapy or my meds rn and i dont think people realize how much i

[phoenixcavalier]

Pink sunset last night :)

#venting in the tags of my generic but pretty photo: holy fuck i need to quit my job #like i genuinely feel unsafe and its been hinted Several Times that my position may be terminated soon #so im just being like. dangled on a string and it SUCKS #but i am the only source of stability in my household and so i literally cannot #im just fuxking trspped like a rat #and im constantly having thoughts of like.. giving 30 days notice on my apartment breaking up and driving to like wyoming.. living in my car #but i have to be the responsoble one!! like always!!! #and no one else is looking out for me or able to catch me if i fall!!! #grrrrrrrrrr #its making me like angry at everyone in my life #i just wany to be left alone to do what i like and not have to worry about taking care of everybody else #and like. i cant even afford mental therapy or physical therapy or my meds rn and i dont think people realize how much i #am fucking sacrificing all the god damn time #jesus christ #i sound like the male lead in any mid century play #brechtian ass #anyways #im normal now #back to work 🙃

[phoenixcavalier]

Pink sunset last night :)

#venting in the tags of my generic but pretty photo: holy fuck i need to quit my job #like i genuinely feel unsafe and its been hinted Several Times that my position may be terminated soon #so im just being like. dangled on a string and it SUCKS #but i am the only source of stability in my household and so i literally cannot #im just fuxking trspped like a rat #and im constantly having thoughts of like.. giving 30 days notice on my apartment breaking up and driving to like wyoming.. living in my car #but i have to be the responsoble one!! like always!!! #and no one else is looking out for me or able to catch me if i fall!!! #grrrrrrrrrr #its making me like angry at everyone in my life #i just wany to be left alone to do what i like and not have to worry about taking care of everybody else #and like. i cant even afford mental therapy or physical therapy or my meds rn and i dont think people realize how much i #am fucking sacrificing all the god damn time #jesus christ #i sound like the male lead in any mid century play #brechtian ass #anyways #im normal now #back to work 🙃