#and like woah there haha i shouldnt need to disclose my mental illnesses to be taken seriously wtf

[corecataclysm]

dammit this is why i dont talk to people

#she started talking about her intrusive thoughts and ive had some so i was like i get wym #and she was like no. no you DONT #and like woah there haha i shouldnt need to disclose my mental illnesses to be taken seriously wtf #and she made a joke #in response to sth i said #so i made a joke tryna make it more lighthearted #and j guess it didntcome across like i wanted it to #and she got. mad at me. so #now my stupid brain is screaming bc i think shes gonna stop talking to me lol! #i literally said hey i have issues w being close to people dont make sudden movements haha #andddd. well! #im actually going to throw up #it’s literally stupid too #she was moving WAY too fast anyway so maybe ill just block her #she was actually talking about marriage like.. #just because youre a convert of the religion i was born into and you dint see many trans ppl in it #doesnt mean #were meant for each other lol #plus im probably out of her league anyway #idk #i sound like an asshole rn but this is definitely not going to work out #plus the invalidation abt the intrusive thoughts thing #i get that youre probably feeling shitty and arent in the best frame of mind #but wtf. #’your intrusive thoughts a re probably not even that bad LOL’ #i almost crashed on the highway last week because of them fuck you lol