#and its like. the best music to cry to

[hamiltrash-thoughts]

"Hey Alex. Long time no see. Finally grew taller than me, huh?"

— John Laurens, right after Alexander Hamilton got on the other side, proceeding to make him have a breakdown.

#hamilton the musical #alexander hamilton #john laurens #hamilton #lams #hamilton incorrect quotes #bc if you think abt it john laurens died at 27 #hamilton died at 47 #its just a reminder that laurens died at a young age #he never really had the chance to grow up and live his life like ham had #and hamilton lived about 20 years without his best friend by his side #hamilton sees he's two centimeters taller than laurens and breaks down crying #ham used to be the shortie of their gang but hAH guess what not anymore #philip washington and ham's mother: hey we're here too

[ansy-tea]

Y'all ever stopped listening to your favorite bands for about 2 years for reasons you don't even know yourself. Maybe it's because you're busy. Maybe it's because you thought you've acquired new tastes. You really don't know. But then suddenly you listened to one song of theirs again and now you're sobbing over how good the songwriting was? And now that you're not a dumb High Schooler without much experience you understand the lyrics even more?

Anyways that's me with Fall Out Boy right now lmao. It's high time I listen to their new album later.

#incoherent rambles #ansy-stalks #confession: would yall kill me if my fave album of theirs is MANIA hAHAHAHHA— #LISTEN #NONE OF THE SONGS WERE A MISS— lord i remember how people criticized that album in its release and how fans are worried about the dubstep-y #vibe (me too cuz “yo idk much about music but how will andy & joe do this live im sorry im dumb 😭”) #then again none of their songs in their wholeass discography is a fricking miss anyways /absolutely biased #even their covers are fun to listen like I Wanna Be Like You??? That sht is on repeat lmao. I Wann Dance With Somebody?? good sht dawg #I think my second fave album is either Folie & Save Rock and Roll? Just cuz Folie is my vibe and SRAR were all dhxjkwjfiaokeixiw <33 #Every fan loves Infinity On High for sure— Golden & ILALWTWIATTGYO (me & you) makes me sob every time #broooo the raw ass line of “I saw God crying at the reflection of my enemies and all the lovers with no time for me” #and “the best way to make it through with hearts & wrists intact is to realize two of the three ain't bad. aaaIIINT BAAAAAADDD—” #for folie a deux there's not a damm instance where I did not feel sadness over What A Catch Donnie. Dawg. The way Elton John sings his part #too bro 😭😭😭😭 #AND HOLYYY SHT THE AFTER(LIFE) OF A PARTY PHCCKKK I FORGOT HOW THAT NEVER FAILS TO MAKE ME HOLD IT IN HSJDJKSOSID #i would skip that song cuz it makes me so sad sometimes 😭😭😭😭 #OKAY YOU KNOW WHAT LET ME RETHINK MY ORDER OF FAVE ALBUMS HAHAHAHHAHA #“I'm a stitch away from making it AND A SCAR AWAY FROM FALLING APART. APART. BLOOD CELLS PIXELATE AND EEEYEESS DILATE- KISS AWAY THE TEARS #AND KILLS ON THE MOUTH OF AAAALLLL. MY FRIIIEEENDS—“ PHHHHCCKCKKKSIEOS 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #JDJAI WAIT AND THE ENTIRETY OF SOPHOMORE SLUMP #OKAY I NEED TO STFU IN THESE TAGS HAHAHAHAHHA #okay to defend my MANIA adoration (do people still hate this album? hope not). ***Bishop's knife trick.*** #“I'm sifting through the sand.Looking for pieces of broken hourglass.Trying to get it all back—put it back together—As if the time #had never passed. I know I should walk away but I just want to let you break my brain and I can't seem to get a grip. no. no matter how I #live with it. thESE ARE THE LAST—“ #I'm sorry. the delivery is just too delicious. #MANIA is a fricking mixbag of weirdly mainstream inspirational songs- to suddenly; drugs- to actually being unhinged- to one of the saddest #“im tryina redeem myself” song(s) (heaven's gate- church- and bishop's) #okay i really need to shut up 😭 #aight. i will stop.

[mimiatmidnight]

Will you be commenting on the Taylor drama?

I love the way this was worded, like I'm one of the siblings on Succession and the press has cornered me outside my penthouse to ask if I'll be releasing a statement on my family's latest scandal. Hehehe anyways.

Sorry but I just don't understand how anyone is shocked. Truly what has that woman ever done to successfully convince people that this is out of character for her. Like I don't want to diminish anyone's pain or anything but I see all these stans on here and over on Twitter in all this distress, having their very first epiphanies like "Hold on . . . does Taylor . . . suck??" And I kinda just have to chuckle at them cause like bless your hearts babes, but omg catch UP 😭

Lol because 1) she is a severely emotionally stunted person who thinks edgy British "bad boys" are hot like she's 12 years old, 2) she has no true deeply-held moral principles outside of issues that directly affect herself, and 3) truthfully, she seems to be suffering from a serious crisis of identity after the end of the longest and most significant romantic relationship of her life, and in my opinion is pretty clearly desperate to prove something to the world/her ex/herself.

The first reason is cringe but not news to longtime viewers, the second reason is pathetic but also not news (to those who can be honest with themselves), and the third is . . . understandable in some sense, but not pitiable enough to make me willing to humor this insufferable little episode she's having. I wish her luck on this humiliating rebound journey, but she is gonna have to walk that road on her own.

Normally, I always roll my eyes when people make these kinds of jokes, but given the circumstances I feel justified in saying: I can't wait to hear the breakup song about him, sis 🤡

#the great thing about disliking your own fave is that they simply do not have the power to disappoint you lol #like her stans (at least those who arent complete sycophants—which sadly is not most) are breaking down over Babys 1st Cognitive Dissonance #meanwhile im just over here chilling lol #ive also just NEVER been particularly invested in her personal life anyways so im gucci on that front too #i didnt even realize specific songs were about specific celebrity exes until *several* years into listening to her music #thats how unplugged i am lol #she is unusually extremely visible in the collective conscious right now cause of the tour and this insufferable PR blitz #but the absolute best thing for me is when she disappears and i dont have to perceive her -- the actual person -- outside of her music #and then it can just be me and my lifelong companion the fictional character “taylor swift” (c)(r)(tm) #so personally the only real threat this hangs over my head is the thought she might put him on an album #like that does strike real terror in my heart im ngl #ESPECIALLY any of the rerecords oh my god #and given the way hes been tailing her in and out of that damn studio . . . its not looking good for me kids 🥴 #i cant believe she would be that dumb after making the same mistake with joe on folklore #cause even tho now she has to suffer the indignity of sharing a grammy with her ex (LMAO) #at least we can understand that at the time she thought they were in it for life #but if she pulls that shit again with a REBOUND??? just to like stick it to joe or further delude herself or whatever? #idk im gonna need interpol or somebody to step in and do something drastic like this is a cry for help #did you guys see that euphoria meme someone made about her deranged “ive never been happier!!!!” speech the other day? #it was SO funny ill go find it

[ilynpilled]

a lot of letterboxd users and those terminally online media mosaic/ranker merchants care more about the status of feeling a certain way/having a specific opinion about a piece of media and how that reflects on them and their intellectual identity than actually experiencing and thinking about the shit they watch or read etc

#i need to consume media i need to consumeeee i need to so my tier topster of best animanga protagonists is ideal #GET A GRIP #u all are exactly like music twitter like u need ur identity to be ur list of fave albums or fav characters or fave whatever #and its all tied to appearing as intellectual its so cringe and inauthentic #and every time i talk to a person like this about art the conversation goes nowhere im crying #like what exactly do u even feel about ur supposed favorite media #u can make topsters mosaics whatever like thats fun asl to do #but stop obsessively making it ur entire identity its so odd lmaoo

[pumpkinsouppe]

Finally drawing a piece I've wanted to draw for two years now :}

the initial sketch hfdjkslfajslf

#this place and the music still make me cry its truly just the best place in the entire franchise #nothing tops it it just fills me with such child-like awe and wonder #majoras mask is truly just the best piece of fiction ever made huh T^T #pumpkinsouppe #tloz #mm #wip

[beeh0n3y]

music's hitting so good rn for no reason. like, I can feel it in my bones in the best way possible.

#it's so amazing #like so good i want to cry #is this happiness #idk what this feeling is but its the best #music #songs

[theresa-of-liechtenstein]

when i knocked on my conductor’s office door this afternoon she yelled ‘COME IN’ but it was locked so i imagine her reaction upon opening the door was probably something like ‘who left this upset and trembling chihuahua on my doorstep? oh, it’s just em.’

#conductor reading my thank you email before i told her what happened: oh she’s adorable! #conductor looking at me after the spring concert party: oh she’s traumatized! #like. at what point should i just accept that i probably have PTSD from what happened at my last group. #it’s been four years and it still affects my personal and professional relationships #to such a point where i’m just [gestures with disgust at self] #ugh i suck. but i will not hear a single bad word against my conductor. i owe her so much #it’s just. last year i didn’t feel anything bc i was too busy learning how to coexist in an orchestra again #and also i had a layer of stands to hide behind #i had very little one on one interaction with her #now it’s like i talk to her all the time #i’m sitting right in front of her. looking her right in the face #i’m feeding off her energy trying to translate her gestures into music #and all the fear comes screaming back even though i Know. objectively. i am safe #there’s so much disconnect bc i feel frustrated bc i think my fear is preventing me from being the best i can be #there are so many places in the rep this year where the seconds are very prominently featured #and every rehearsal she says we can come out more #so everyone is just following the lead of this scared little creature who still has #part of their mind stuck at sixteen crying in a corner at the vienna konzerthaus #we can come out more. dolce. dolcissimo. I KNOW. GIRL I KNOW. I KNOW I CAN READ THE FUCKING PART #ITS JJST ME THATS THE PROBLEM #but other than that she seems. so happy with me. she’s always telling me to keep up the good work #like sure it’s good work but it doesn’t feel like my Best work #and i want to give her my Best work because #fuck it she helped give me back my smile #just like how my violin teacher helped give me back my smile #so of COURSE i want to give them my Best! it’s the least i can do! #anyways. what a fucking day #em jumped up busker #music is about love #<- for journaling

[sgt-celestial]

most bestest thing in the whole world is when i ask my friends for music recs and then i dont check my messages for a while and when i come back i have one million message notifications from that person and i Know that ive torn open an uncloseable vortex into their music taste

#this post is about SUNNY I LOVE YOU SUNNY!!!!!!! #emi's meandering jotts #i literally love it sm its always a highlight of my day when someone drops their playlist of a certain artist like ouaghghhghh #are you crying sorry the music and love being inextricably linked got to me #oh and also juniper when they made the mike playlist for me when i was too shy to ask........ #you guys are the BEST!!!!!!

[technolilly]

IN A GETAWAY CAR

OH OOOOHHH

NO THEY NEVER GET FAR

OH OOOOOOOOOHHHH

NO NOTHING GOOD STARTS IN A GETAWAY CAR

#look as much as i claim to be the resident folklore evermore girl..... reputation was my acceptance into the taylor train #like..i had enjoyed her music casually before- offhandedly through my best friend. but reputation was when i was like. OHHHHHH #she got so much hate and it only made me love her more #yeah...im a rep girly <33 #when she does the Taylor's version i dont know what to do- i already own TWO rep cds because my aunt got me both of the target magazines #dhdhrh thats what i wanted for christmas- i had asked for one and she got both. yeah <3333 #anyway. WHAT WILL I DO. AM I REALLY GONNA GET A THIRD CD. WHAT WILL BE THE NEW RELEASES. #also ! #forever mourning the olive jacket. yall dont understand. OLIVE JACKETS ARE MY THING #ITS MY BRAND. OLIVE JACKETS.AND SHE HAD ONE FOR REPUTATION AND I DIDNT HAVE THE MONEY. #crying forever

[bmpmp3]

sasuke ikesen needs a character song so i can make an amv of him to tsunagaru connect and an amv of rina lovelive to his hypothetical character song

#i think sasuke and rina are best friends. i think sasuke is her cool uncle #also i think like every character from ikesen needs a character song in general but yknow #LIKE we have one for like hideyoshi and ieyasu and i think uhhhh SHINGEN and ranmaru if i remember correctly #i'd understand if some characters like sasuke never got one since it doesnt seem like their seiyuu does singing #but we can do like an amnesia kent situation with him he can just monologue to a tune i'll accept that #BUT WHAT ABOUT THE OTHER SEIYUU WHO DO SING. i KNOW masamune's actor is a full out singer with like albums and stuff #and you cant hide from me mr mitsuhides voice actor i know u sing for that music franchise. i listen to quell. i know ur secrets #and im gonna be honest i dont need my anime character songs to have like. exceptional singing #like im happy with a few vocal lessons to hit the notes right and let the actor do whatever in character. i think its charming LOL #anyway. screaming crying throwing up because we only ever got 4 character songs #we did get a bunch of theme songs sung by maiko fujita tho which is pretty awesome

[bumblingbabooshka]

When the News Hit

[Sek is standing with multiple bags of luggage. He appears distracted and tired. He is speaking with his friend Kar, a Klingon, over a communication device which is unseen.] Kar: What’s all this? Sek: I am dropping out of university. K: What!? Why?? S: I was not doing well in any of my classes, nor was I interested in doing well. K: Oh. [Sek stands with all his luggage on a crowded train platform. Above him is an ornate display. A news anchor speaks with a still image of the starship Voyager behind her. ‘TADEK-ADIR’ is written in bold across the image] Sek: My father has also gone missing. Kar: Was your father aboard Voyager?  S: Yes. [Behind Kar the news is playing on his own television. The same story is being run, though the anchor is a Klingon.] Kar: Stay there, I’m coming to get you. Sek: There is no need.

[While Sek speaks with Kar his personal communication device buzzes incessantly. He is missing several calls from family members. Notably his mother.] K: Ha! I know you better than you think. There’s no way your puny arms will be able to transport all your luggage. [Kar’s smile slips and he becomes serious.] Kar: Stay. I’ll come get you. [Sek sighs.] Sek: Fine. K: Fine? S: Yes, fine. I have to take another call.

#comix #a really rough comic bc its the only way I can make em #anyway the ages of Tuvok's children are very inconsistent but #Sek is said to be married and have a child by the time Voyager establishes contact with Starfleet #but in a message to his father he seems to imply that he's in college - saying that he's changing his focus of study to music #So maybe he dropped out and is picking it up again by that time #Anyway Kar is a fake guy I made up - he's Sek's best friend and he's NOT gonna let him be alone through all this #they met as kids when they got paired against each other in a chess competition and Kar one. He was proud of himself! #But later he saw Sek DEFINITELY NOT crying and felt bad...celebrating beating such a weak opponent!! They became long distance besties #Also Sek's mother is calling him so insistently bc he dropped out of school - not bc of Voyager's disappearance like his siblings are #[REDACTED] family shenanigans #Sek #Kar #st voyager #st voyager art #bee doodles

[1980ssunflower]

I'm so fucking in love w them I swear to god it makes me lightheaded gdhfsjk

#ot3: ❤rhyme💛easy💙 #tape entry circa 1980 #ngl im feeling fucking SAD abt not being w them #i want to be home w them in the 80s away from modern day and the internet and just be making music and living a free lifestyle #theyre so damn beautiful its insane... idk how its even possible for them to be so perfect... or for me to love them so much...... #theyre definitely far from being perfect but they are to ME #i love every single thing abt them including their faults and aggravating qualities ghdfjsk #THEYRE JUST!!!!!! MY BEST FUCKING FRIENDS WHO HAVE KNOWN ME MY WHOLE LIFE!!!!! WE KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT EACHOTHER!!! #KNOW EACHOTHER BETTER THAN ANYTHING ELSE! NO ONE ELSE WILL EVER BE ABLE TO KNOW US LIKE EACHOTHER #AND WE'RE IN LOVE W EACHOTHER!!WE'RE EACHOTHERS TRUE SOULMATES!!!! NO ONE COULD EVER COME CLOSE TO WHAT WE HAVE #all i want is to hold them close and kiss them and compliment them every single second of the day #i want to hold them close and comfort them as they cry and reassure them of every little thing theyre insecure abt #and tell them over and over that i will love them for all eternity and im never going anywhere... i would lay down my life for them #i would do anything as long as it guaranteed their happiness #IDK HOW TO ACTUALLY EXPRESS THE EXTENT OF MY LOVE FOR THEM CAUSE ITS SO MUCH MORE THAN THE THINGS I SAY #IT FEELS LIKE MY CHEST IS GOING TO BURST I JUST LOVE THEM SO MUCH ITS LIKE I CANT BREATH #i just need to admire them... every little feature of their beautiful faces... and their bodies... #i want to admire them in the softest and most loving way possible as if they would fall apart if i touched them w any slight pressure #i want to lay together w them and for us to just hum songs together softly and start giggling over dumb things #and id love to just work on our latest album together in the studio figuring out the mixing and such #just the mix of music and love and friendship and adventure and fun that is our lives... makes me so happy

[arundolyn]

ty for posting about how good condemnation wings is in that one spotify wrapped post because i had been sleeping on the blazblue soundtrack for so long and it was what gave me the push to check it out some more. as a result i have had condemnation wings in my head for the past 2 days. i appreciate this greatly.

ITS LITERALLY LIKE. i genuinely cannot pick a favorite favorite of the blazblue ost. discounting the IIs theres genuinely so few that i dislike that it's basically zero. daisuke does not fucking miss. please listen to imperial code. and memory of tears. maybe childish killer. honestly any and all tsubaki themes slap so hard justice sword and inJUSTICE are also bops in this essay i will-

#cawing #at age 6 i was born without a face #i could opine for so long about why every og character theme is so fucking good and it wont make any damn sense #but its just soooooo. daisuke does not fucking miss!!!!!!! #i was gonna say its borderline blasphemous that condemnation wings is slept on but like. it really is #especially in the face of like. must die and stand unrivaled. some of the older themes get left behind #please please pleaes theyre all so everything to me. even a few of the IIs are good #all of the ct character and vs themes are literally classics lik eogh. CATUS CARNIVAL MY BELOVED. queen of rose. bullet dance #of COURSE rebellion. even the opening ao iconoclast is my favorite one of all of them shinsou slaps but ao iconoclast is the blueprine #tumblr should let us edit tags god dammit. #blazblueposting #there is so much love in my heart for blazblue music #even the vocal cover of cw (cry camellia) is good. like not as good as the original #cause all the vocals are just like. a little to the left. but its of the Better era aka before... recta ratio or so #where they just completely dropped the main guitar line (THE BEST PART!) to put the words in its place and it's just so inferior #you will never be love so blue or cry camellia. OR DONT LOOK BACK #THE ONE OF ALL TIME #anyway im so normal about the blazblue ost i prooooomise. #come closer i will be normal (you want to listen to blazblue music you want to listen so bad) #i was about to say something stupid (that cwII isn't that bad. it is. i always forget how bad they are until i hear them again) #(and get to The Bad Part aka yuhki cannot not ruin it with a weird section that doesnt fit at all ever. never an improvement)

[yngseung]

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#crying thinking abt how i missed the go train for this album #i was looking online at stores and literally the cost of one album is the cost of what most gos have for both ;;;;;;; #i wasnt considering it but then my mom said she could let me have it as a bday gift if i wanted to so like ;; #now its ofc i want it but #alas #all the gos are CLOSED #</3 #she doesnt even know vrvr really i think its so cute :(( shes always like #'oh did ur group release any new music' everytime we talk #she just knows i like kpop haha ;; and this time i was like yeah an albums being released on monday and shes like #well as long as its not over [x moneys] i can get it for u and i was like yeah its NOT #but its too late for it to be worth it perhaps :(( #im sure fansigns will keep opening up tho so maybe i'll look into it then ifppl wanna do more gos #or if ppl decide to mass sell the album later but hh :(( #im love them hhh maybe its for the best tho #lets see how the versions look like haha i feel like right now #over version looks more fun?? #shy i think the cover was cute but the minimalism just seems really too minimalistic like #idk haha we obv dont know but #anYWAYS #rambles