#and im the newbie here so..

[gojosatorubrainrot]

Social anxiety is the worse thing you can suffer

#lei rambles #just came home after dinner with co workers #and im the newbie here so.. #everyone else know each other for more than 10 years #and ive been there only for 7 months #adding im quite shy and introvert #ooh well time to sleep #must be up in less than seven hours

[jadetheblade4]

@color-palettes used one of their pallets to color this sketch page hehehe i just started bingewatching object shows again after dropping them for dog man...have a tennis ball appreciation sheet cause he's such a boygirl failure ♡

Pic without color + color pallet under cut:

#jadetheblade #jade post #bfdi #bfdia #tennis ball bfdi #bfdi tennis ball #golfball bfdi #bfdi golf ball #golf ball bfdi #match bfdi #bfdi match #pin bfdi #bfdi pin #though you can barely see her hehedbud #battle for dream island #battle for dream island again #object show #object show community #object shows #jade art #though it may look like im a newbie here ive been following object shows ever since like 2016 ive just been in the shadows doing my thing #more or less #i dumped object shows around 2023 when i got into dog man #but its slowly coming to crawl back to me #aiauaufh #im still gonna sound like a newbie either way because i havent kept track of bfdi since like the first two or so episodes of TPOT #augh #inanimate insanity is even worse... #its ok though imma get back on track hopefully #colourpod

[sleep-nurse]

remember when i said that i uploaded all of zer0h's songs on archive.org for archiving purposes? well enjoy the off vocals too

#sunflower rambles #zer0h #as always im still a newbie to uploading stuff here so i hope it works as intended #and i hope i did everything right #if anyone has the songs i'm missing pls let me know (and give them to me please im starving of zer0h) #mf keeps deleting his songs i had to save the world

[elegyofthemoon]

actually i kinda wonder now if theyll put veliona into hsr or is she just sorta mixed into this seele?

#snow plays hsr #idk enough about veliona i just see her everytime i decide to start crying about seele so im just 🤔 thinking #but at this point i often wonder just how much theyll take from honkai impact and put into star rail #i feel like its going to wind up being more spin off and completely separate but what do i know im new to honkai impact #and im not even up to date with star rail #but yeah..... #its already pretty fun though seeing the parallels between bronseele for both stories (i love them sm) #but i wonder how much more #not that i can appreciate it at this point but yeah #'snow why are u posting about this here' bc im sleepy and i dont care anymore. #i wanna post more about viddygame thoughts like i used to tbh #ik i would do it on a rambling blog but #what if. i just. do it here. :) #tbh i need more hi3 friends/mutuals. im new so i have zero clue about anything but... people to annoy #ANYWAYS good night #wait veli might be separate i just dont know it works just yet #WE WILL LEARN ITS OK #im just a newbie.... the lore too big for my brain to understand but we are putting pieces together 🔍

[wheregoodthingsthrive]

Rewatching Hellsing with a friend really has me back on my Walter soap box, especially after ep 8-9 and the odd set up/payoff. Anyways I am going to sit here in my Walter delusion hell until someone lets me out.

#delusional? #i was delusional once. #they locked me in a room. #a rubber room. #a rubber room with rats. #the rats made me delusional #hellsing #hellsing ultimate #walter c dornez #walter dornez #maybe i am simply too pessimistic for walter fans to interact with. im also ancient #im too jaded from being a hellsing veteran to mingle with the newbies #like where tf did yall come from im so glad youre here but who even remembers the millennium sweep of 2016 #i want to join the x oc fun and the little waltnation here but my god i am nervous #go zero notes go!! #just talking

[grezzaler]

do peopel post edits cuz im an editor who actually came from tiktok to go to tumblr for funsies so im wondering if theres actual editors here

most of the art is mine cuz im too lazy to draw zack and player

#do editors kinda like tiktok exist #im sorry im a newgen and newbie and im unfortunately an editor #hi post an edit for me to see so i can be confirmed that editors post here

[rockbottomwithashovel]

I feel so bad, I don't want to do recovery anymore, I want to go home, and wear my baggy pj's and cry and eat my comfort safe foods and then starve until I'm bone skinny because I don't feel sick enough, I feel too fat to be here

#rock rambles #delete later #You should see the newbie i look obese in comparison #I feel so invalid i wanna rip myself apart #I wish i could be like her #I hate this i hate myself i wanna go home #She's so skinny and im so gross #I've probably got the highest bmi (19 ish??) here i wanna die

[mcsophiesoap]

Recently I've been obsessing over my story, it has not left my mind for weeks and I've just been telling everyone who would listen. Even if it's not even done, I just love it and I think the Charaters are lovely and silly. I also finally thought of a name for it now that isn't "the ringmaster au" because that would be a funny name if you looking for a series, just sayin'. It's called "To Enduring for all time: The Everlasting Circus." Which is a lovely name for a series. I've been struggling for their motives and what the other Charaters would do, but I got my bestest friend helping me: CHARATER AI!! THATS IT BABYYYY WOOOOO! God I wish I had a drawing ipad or what ever you call them, they are so goddamn expensive. So I'm tryin' to save up, I think the people will love my story, if they don't, uhh well I like it. Well like is a understatement. I LOVE it, I have a whole notebook dedicated for the damn story. Mostly brainstorming, but my brain won't work. Which is usually why I like that my brother is helping... sorta helping. Well, I'm quite WERID about it. I want people to help but at the same time I don't, because I want to be able to say that I did it myself. Which sounds very selfish, I'll get out of that mindset for sure. Writing about it this makes me think that it's not so bad to ask for help for this, I can just give them credit by putting their name in small print but in the corner. (I'm kidding!) But I should really sign off, talking so much probably will make people scroll away ༎ຶ⁠‿⁠༎ຶ ehhhh I don't really care teehee. Anyways, that's it for now, take care and don't forget to be nice to the worms in the grounds and the beetles that try to eat your hair (no really! Beetles are terrifyin'!)

#artists on tumblr #its werid talking so much #well talking alot on here is werid i talk a TON when its on different places #i know the side eye too well! nooo! #AHH wait oh my god i found out how people make their letters fancy and color! #now you know im a newbie god damn it #idk why i feel excited about that #about the letters being fancy

[diam-etrical]

OMG hey!!!

I love your fanfics and your propaganda Everlark as Aruani, Annie and Armin as Katniss and Peeta is something powerful.

thanks for following me, I really admire your fanfics

oh man, when that propaganda started in april 2021 i never thought i'd see an AOT movie AND a Hunger Games prequel drop on the same month. These softboy x hardenedgirl pairings are so so close to my heart.

Thank you so so much for these kind words and thank you as well for following me!

#replies #why does it feel like im the newbie in this fandom HAHA #i been here since 2013 but im still so awkward like?? #thank goodness for exceedingly welcoming souls like you #thank you for reaching out aaa!! #(i feel like i exist in a vacuum sometimes since i post rarely in ao3)

[ma-douce-souffrance]

guys remember that girl from college who I thought was on tumblr?? SHE PUT STATUS ON HER WHATSAPP OF SOME TUMBLR POST AND LIEK!?!?!?

#no experienced and old t user would such a thing im sure she's a newbie #wannabe bitch wth #tumblr is literally so non common app why is she here i feel like punching her

[maemil]

"One who has not one drop of Mandalorian blood in his veins"

I'm sorry, these motherfuckers are out here calling Din's religion a cult, meanwhile they're doing Mandalorian blood quantum levels???

#im??? #the real reason bo katan was like That to boba in s2 wasnt even the clone shit she just didnt like that his dad was adopted :/ #is this in line with other mando stuff at all or did they just wanna add some racism in to make sure you knew he was the bad guy here #like??? afaik mandalorian culture is crazy about adoption #they literally used to *forcibly* convert people i dont think they had problems with newbies joining up #whatever whatever hes the bad guy here its just so much more shitty than any helmet rules the covert gets called a cult for lol #the mandalorian spoilers #the mandalorian #mando posting

[southernvampire]

experimenting with photo mode

#cyberpunk 2077 #cyberpunk photo mode #virtual photography #johnny silverhand #panam palmer #judy alvarez #angel #male v #oc: vin #unmodded photo mode #im a newbie to virtual photography so hopefully these came out good and look nice here on tumblr dot com #im having a lot of fun this playthrough taking photos- though i need to take more #cant wait to get to kerry to take pics of him too!

[variousqueerthings]

the annoying thing is that Hawkeye is a relentless slut who goes for anything with legs at least once and the even more annoying thing is that I can 100% see how it works and I am also in love with him... bastard

#hawkeye pierce #MASH #ok here's a prediction I have for later seasons (as a newbie) #that he sleeps with less women/the hawkeye-flirts-just-this-side-of-inappropriately lessens #this may not be true and tbh I think it works as a character Thing for him but the reason I think it is simply because I predict #later seasons = you thought the depressed exhaustion was bad NOW #that being said -- exhaustion and depression and PTSD =/= sleeping around #but i just think the focus on this hardihar see this guy wink winking at the nurses humour might lessen generally we shall see #also if I were keener viewer I'd remember to make a note of *flirts at men vs flirts at women* scenes + what sort of flirting it entails #the OTHER interesting thing is that he doesn't have any ideas around Masculinity and often mocks those who do #so there's something interestingly unpostured about him where he both seems to really like being a man #and ALSO really likes being a man who doesn't care much about gender in terms of attraction #i am ITCHING to want to see what's been written about this already and I cannot I am being a good watcher of stuff #lastly there's whatever is gonna happen when... bj honeycut? is that really his name? he sounds like a bondgirl... is introduced #i know trapper leaves and someone else takes his place..... #im watching MASH

[sushisocks]

that sean macguire meta post is doing better than i expected considering it's mainly me ranting abt my favorite boy. obviously i have more to say abt him and now im wondering if people would be interested in more of those longer rants beyond my small one-liners lol

#teki talks #genuinely ive gained like a buncha followers as a direct result of that post so im ASSUMING people liked it?? #if you even LIKE this im taking that as a yes and encouragement btw #watch out #this one is more aimed at yall newbies if like are u here just for the general rdr2 content and memes i rb #or is it the minor gang members(sean macguire) meta ur here for #or hell maybe ur here from ao3 idfk #you dont have to answer but genuinely if u like this posti will take that as #'yes teki i would love to read u rant about why sean wouldnt side with dutch at the end of chap 6' #'and id love an analysis on why sean has to die first for chap 4-6 to go as they do tonally and narratively' #like thats what ill get out of that just fyi

[givemethedamnflowers]

I had the extreme honor today of saying "he's our spider george" and to be understood it was amazing

#for context : im in france so many ppl dont know current english memes #so imagine knowing spider george. a kinda old very tumblr meme. for us it means having been on quite niche english internet for a WHILE #but this coworker and i have been on these niche corners for about as long and as intensively so we have exactly the same references #and it's AMAZING #we were talking abt how in our restaurant until we got 5 new staffers we were all very small (im 1m65 and i was the tallest) #EXCEPT one of our newest (again before all the newbies of the last 3 weeks) who is kinda tall #and bc i know we have the qame references i said “ok i think you'll get that one : he was our spider george” and SHE GOT IT it was great #all these english ppl saying 'memes/vines/tiktok/movie lines i quite on a daily basis' really amaze me each time #bc here unless it's extremely popular AND less than 2 years old 99% of ppl just wont get what you're saying #and yeah spider george is very niche but think of ANY english internet meme older than 2 years old and 99% of ppl wont get it #even like vine references that can seem basic when you're on internet i know (for real) 2 ppl who would get it #and this includes my coworker #i really enjoy being able to say/use some memes that i usually cant with her #bc if uqing a meme results in me giving a 20min internet history courses with translations it's better to not say anything

[fearforthestorm]

y'know what though, if twitter don't want bdubs in their fandom space that's their problem, but speaking for myself I'd honestly be okay with him being in my fandom circle. that feels like a weird take but like. whatever! he's nice! he'd be better than some people on here that's for sure! (and I don't mean that in a vaguing way just in a we are not exempt from having shitty people in our fandom just because we aren't twitter!) also y'know what I just think we shouldn't be mean to fandom new kids, even if they're also a youtuber and one of the people the fandom is about. anyway, I don't main etho, but if bdubs wanted to be my mutual anyway I'd be chill with that.

#.lyr #this is kind of a stupid jumble of thoughts #and i know it probably doesnt make sense or convey anything meaningful #but every time i see the 'new to slabtwt looking for moots who love etho' post i just think. like. #theres nothing wrong w that? #its not even HIS fanbase. so like. why did ppl react like that. hes literally just a fandom newbie thats totally chill. #idk. im just saying things here