#and i still haven't gotten my full license but who can afford a car anyway

[soldier-poet-king]

Might as well just live on the fuckin public transit at this point, I spend so much of my time commuting and I'm constantly exhausted and depressed and it's just!!! Fuck!!!!

#and if i move and have to pay insane rent #i will not be quilting #because MORE CRAFT SUPPLIES??? #i dont have ANY of the basic tools #i only have embroidery stuff not hand sewing stuff #i could get some stuff from my nonna #but also quality fabric and such #PLUS like have u SEEN the cost of groceries #and i EAT VEGETARIAN I DONT EVRN PURCHASE MEAT #i was gonna buy a bundle of fall candles from that organic soy brand as a treat. thats not fuckin happening #i HAVE money in the bank but if this continues im gonna have to use it to move #i set aside a chunk for tattoos and besides that #we are on no purchase lockdown out of paranoia and fear #because i have terrible trauma around childhood financial instability!!!! #and it never goes away!!!! and i hate not being in control!!! #and i still haven't gotten my full license but who can afford a car anyway #and every time i fail the test thats another 90$ #not to mention i have to take a day off work to do the test #since its only open mon-fri!!! #FUCKIN LITERALLY LIFE SHOULD NOT BE LIKE THIS